| so many blank faces ( @ 2009-11-08 01:02:00 |
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| Two days he'd been in town, two, and he knew he should go visit Julia and Cris, go see Bex and Olivia, find out what Val was up too; it was the reason, after all, that he had returned to Charon's Ford in the first place. He missed the only semblance of family he had left, realized after nearly five years of wandering that being away from them didn't change the beast that he was inside. He knew all of this and returned because all of it, yet he still did not seek them out. The town wasn't large, soon word would get out, they would find out--Jensen knew, yet he still avoided their end of town, not knowing why exactly. Still, it was nice to be somewhere familiar, somewhere that he knew like the back of his hand. He could wander alleys and streets blind and he did not get lost, it was the beauty of the Ford, things changed but slowly over time, never in rushes and never in a few incidental years. It was how he found himself sitting at the bar of A Murder in a Small Town, better known as 'the Murder' to locals. A club that he remembered, and found still to be true, was popular on weekends with the twenty-somethings. It was dark and throbbing and it always had giving him enough cover to be inconspicuous if he wanted. Tonight he didn't want to be. Though still, he needed a few drinks in him before he found a partner for the night, Jensen was confident with women, he always had been--but he still required just a little liquid courage to get him started. |