Blue Memories

Title: Stuck Under the Surface
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Characters/Pairings: Regulus, Sirius (side-dishes of Remus/Sirius and Regulus/Severus)
Rating: PG-13
Highlight for Warnings: **
Canon-compliance: takes Deathly Hallows into account
Word Count: 2,206
Summary: Sirius doesn't care one bit about his familial duties. Regulus admires him for it, can't help to want the same for himself, sometimes, when the family pressure weighs him down. But in all their differences, they are still the same.

Notes: This was a pinch-hit for halcyon for the hp_toujours exchange. Originally posted here. Beta'd by the lovely eeyore9990; rosivan helped me with pointers while I was developing an idea. Inspired by Coldplay's "Square One".

For potterverse100: #60 Voldemort; challenge_the: #032 almost; 100quills: #26 miscommunication.


( Stuck Under the Surface )

Title: Inebriation
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Lily/Sirius (main), Regulus/Sirius
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *first time, adultery, incest, shower!sex, wall!sex, UST, biting, underage, pregnancy*
Canon-compliance: none explicitly
Word Count: 4,290
Summary: Lily would hesitate to call Sirius Black her first love. She would call him her first, most magnificent fuck, maybe, or her first experimentation, but if it came down to it she would deny any sort of emotional attachment.

Notes: Written for opheliet as a pinch-hit for the hp_rarities exchange. Inspired by Three Days Grace's "Wake Up". Many thanks to deemichelle for the fabulous (and quick!) beta. Originally posted here.

For 7musicalmusesv2's song prompt (see A/N); challenge_the: #004 lies; potterverse100: #17 ancestry; lions_serpents: #12 touch.

( Inebriation )

Title: His Own Sun
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: James/Sirius
Rating: R
Highlight for Warnings: *canon character deaths, Azkaban; some voyeurism and wanking*
Canon-compliance: up to what we know about the Marauders
Word Count: 3,328
Summary: Instead of the knowledge of his innocence, there's the remembrance of a light that couldn't have existed in the depth beyond hell.

Notes: Written for hp_wankfest, for the prompt: Sirius Black in Azkaban with a Golden Snitch. Fully canon-compliant angst, inspired by Evanescence's "Like You". Many thanks to zebraspots05 for the beta. Originally posted here.

For challenge_the: #001 light; potterverse100: #56 poetry.

( His Own Sun )

Title: Morning After
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Severus/Sirius
Rating: PG-13
Highlight for Warnings: *Sirius-didn't-die-AU*
Canon-compliance: ...up to Goblet of Fire
Word Count: 1,705
Summary: Five scenarios of a Morning After. The one thing they have in common: Sirius wakes up to Severus' elbow between two ribs, which is less than ideal.

Notes: Random plotbunny demanding to be written in between university applications. Meant as something fun to alleviate the stress and tension. Many thanks to zebraspots05 for the beta; any remaining mistakes are my own.

For 12_fics: #12 fling; potterverse100: #038 sleep; challenge_the: #033 messy; lions_serpents: #38 real.

( Morning After )

Title: Unconquered
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Severus/Sirius
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *hate!sex/fight!sex, floor!sex*
Canon-compliance: none explicitly
Word Count: 3,280
Summary: Is there a need for this? Very well: Padfoot waits for prey. The resulting fight gets out of hand.

Notes: This fic goes back a looong time and I rediscovered it upon cleaning my harddrive. Many many thanks go to ur_a_funny_1 for the beta, and I think zebraspots05 touched this too, a year ago. Heh.

For 10_whores: #05 a midsummer night; 12_fics: #04 weapons; potterverse100: #95 face; lions_serpents: #28 harsh; challenge_the: #176 savage.

( Unconquered )

Title: Time to Steal Away
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Remus/Severus/Sirius, Severus/Sirius
Rating: hard R
Highlight for Warnings: *threesome, some roughness*
Canon-compliance: none explicitly
Word Count: 2,018
Summary: Sirius is moody, but he's not someone to keep quiet for long. His feelings change so quickly that one moment he might be sulking in a corner and the next he's laughing his ass off because of a stupid joke someone's been cracking. So when he's been quiet for three whole days, not even in on attacking Snape with James and Peter, Remus starts to worry.

Notes: Dezemberträume fic for lore, who said: If you go for smut, their first time doing something sexually, but not their first time together, and someone should have super-sensitive nipples. My muse asked: "Someone said first time together? Well then! Let's get crackin'!" Apparently her ears aren't that good anymore >.> Also, I think the nipples kinda fell under the table. I hope you like it anyway, lore! Inspired by "Road Trippin'" by the Red Hot Chilli Peppers. Beta'd by the amazing ur_a_funny_1 - any remaining mistakes are my own.

For 12_fics: #10 overdose; challenge_the: #181 confusion; lions_serpents: #19 rivalry; potterverse100: #53 hunting.

( Time to Steal Away )

siriusisnotdead posted its masterlist today...

Title: Glaciers Melting in the Dead of Night
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Character: Sirius
Rating: PG
Highlight for Warnings: * descent into madness *
Word Count: 1,042
Summary: He hates Grimmauld Place, has always hated it since his youth spent in this goddamned house.

Notes: Written for the siriusisnotdead exchange, gifted to the community due to communication problems. Many thanks to zebraspots05 for the beta. The title is a line from "Supermassive Black Hole" by Muse. Originally posted here, August 3, 2007.

For 50scenes: #26 trauma, challenge_the: #138 destruction, potterverse100: #89 drink

( Glaciers Melting in the Dead of Night )

Title: Meant to Be Broken
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Molly/Sirius
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: tablesex, past abuse
Word Count: 2,541
Summary: Promises were meant to be broken. But vows were meant to last a lifetime.

Notes: Written for inell's Locked in a Room Challenge (I hope this counts as "locked in a room!). Many thanks to chaotic_vanity for the beta. Originally posted here, April 22, 2006.

For potterverse100: #47 family

( Meant to Be Broken )

Title: Long Since Lost
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Severus/Sirius
Rating: NC-17
Warning: character death
Word Count: 3,055
Summary: He is a broken man. Broken and hopeless. Lost.

A/N: Written for the March prompts at fanfic_tunes. Lyrics from "Savin' Me" by Nickelback. Many thanks to chaotic_vanity. All remaining mistakes are my own. AND one nice scene of this fic is based on the magnificient fanart No Romance (NWS) by nassima. Originally posted here, April 10, 2006.

For potterverse100: #70 dreams

( Long Since Lost )

Title: Enigma
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Hermione/Sirius
Rating: R
Warnings: wanking, voyeurism
Word Count: 2,179
Summary: Sirius is an enigma worth uncovering.

Notes: Written as a pinch hit for scifichick774 in sexy_brilliance. Many thanks to chaotic_vanity for the beta. Originally posted here, October 29, 2006.

For 100quills: #03 unexpected, potterverse100: #79 obsession, 50scenes: #39 facade

( Enigma )

Title: Voices In My Head
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Harry/Sirius
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: mental illness, rape
Word Count: 1,268
Summary: Sirius tries to sleep. But he can’t, for the sixth night in a row.

Notes: Lyrics from "Scared" by Three Days Grace. Written for aliasfanatic04, who prompted me with this pairing. A huge thank you goes to chaotic_vanity for beta'ing this. Originally posted here, September 25, 2006.

For potterverse100: #49 holiday

( Voices In My Head )

Title: Tamed Fire
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Ginny/Sirius
Rating: PG
Warnings: none
Word Count: 373
Summary: Sirius loved playing with Ginny’s hair.

Notes: Written for liquorice_wheel's prompt: Ginny/Sirius, contradiction. Many thanks to chaotic_vanity for the beta. Originally posted here, April 3, 2006.

For potterverse100: #83 fire

( Tamed Fire )

Title: Lines
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Severus/Sirius
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: character death
Word Count: 891
Summary: Sirius thinks about the consequences of war.

Notes: Lyrics from "Wonderland" by Zeraphine. Many, many thanks to chaotic_vanity for the beta and putting up with me. Originally posted here, March 14, 2006.

For potterverse100: #12 good v. evil

( Lines )

Title: Wait for Me
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Severus/Sirius
Rating: NC-17 overall
Warning: none
Word Count: 4x100 plus 1x109
Summary: He’s waiting for someone who should have returned yesterday, if that someone were on schedule.

Notes: Written for stagesoflove, theme: times of day. Five drabbles that form an overall story arch. Unbeta'd. Originally posted here, November 11, 2006.

For 12_fics: #05 time, potterverse100: #20 Animagus, 50scenes: #11 change, lions_serpents: #07 dawn.

( Dawn )
( Noon )
( Afternoon )
( Evening )
( Night )

Title: Happy Birthday!
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Severus/Sirius
Rating: G
Warnings: silliness
Word Count: 465
Summary: Sirius smiled to himself, in his infinite wisdom just so stifling an outright laugh.

Notes: Written for Severus' 47th (or 48th, whichever) birthday. He's getting so much love from Remus, so why not some from Sirius as well? Unbeta'd, so once again the non-native warning applies :) Originally posted here, January 9, 2007.

For 12_fics: #09 wisdom, 50scenes: #49 grace, potterverse100: #81 favourite.

( Happy Birthday! )

Title: Hot Day
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Hermione/Sirius
Rating: PG
Warnings: none
Word Count: 299
Summary: Hot days such as this late June day were nearly unbearable to Sirius.

Notes: Written for freetheelves2, who prompted me with this pairing. Many thanks to chaotic_vanity for the beta. Originally posted here, May 30, 2006.

For potterverse100: #66 hot, 100quills: #34 yours

( Hot Day )

Title: Gone Forever
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Remus/Sirius
Rating: PG
Warnings: mention of character death
Word Count: 364
Summary: There are times when Remus misses Sirius less than at others.

Notes: Written for aliasfanatic04, who wanted me to write this pairing. Unbeta'd. Originally posted here, October 7, 2006.

For potterverse100: #65 full moon, 15pairings: #12 no escape from being alone

( Gone Forever )

Title: Skin Deep
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Severus/Sirius
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: none
Word Count: 374
Summary: Sirius had Snape by his throat in less than a second.

Notes: Written for hp_ficathon, prompt #4: under his skin. Unbeta'd and just something I came up with in a matter of minutes. Consider yourself warned :P Originally posted here, March 24, 2007.

For lions_serpents: #29 driven; 12_fics: #03 lust; potterverse100: #32 compassion.

( Skin Deep )

Title: Bleeding and Burning
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Paring: James/Sirius, background James/Lily
Rating: PG
Warnings: adultery
Word Count: 328
Summary: James' heart was bleeding.

Notes: Written for hp_ficathon, prompt #3: fooling around. Unbeta'd and just something I came up with in a matter of minutes. Consider yourself warned :P Originally posted here, March 25, 2007.

For potterverse100: #45 torture, 50scenes: #03 bleed.

( Bleeding and Burning )

Title: Afterlife
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Characters/Pairing: Severus, Sirius (might be pre-slashy)
Rating: G
Warnings: character death, cracky, DH-compliant (well, kind of anyway)
Word Count: 915
Summary: Well, it could be worse.

Notes: Many thanks to my brain for supplying me with the idea. *eyeroll* Also, thanks JKR, for giving me something new to play with, whatever my thoughts about the actual quality are. Unbeta'd, so beware. Originally posted here, July 25, 2007.

For 50scenes: #24 dust, potterverse100 : #18 death.


( Afterlife )