Blue Memories

Title: One-Sided Conversations
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Charlie/Severus
Rating: PG
Highlight for Warnings: **
Canon-compliance: Goblet of Fire
Word Count: 425

Notes: For zebraspots05, who asked for Charlie/Severus and "Firewhisky" at this drabble offer. Unbeta'd.

For 10_whores: #04 calligraphy; lions_serpents: #06 fire; challenge_the: #028 passion.

( One-Sided Conversations )

Title: At Dawn (The Twilight Prevails)
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Hermione/Severus, cameos by a couple OCs
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *blindness, amnesia, magical bonds, oral sex*
Canon-compliance: up to Deathly Hallows
Word Count: 7,574
Summary: To be quite honest, Severus can't figure Granger out. She's nothing like he remembered; the shrillness of youth gone, with no indication she ever knew him. What's her purpose in being here, he asks himself. What is she after?

Notes: Written for odogoddess in the 2008 wizard_love exchange. Originally posted here. The plotbunny was one that had been ghosting around in my head since HBP came out, and I was very happy to see that I could write this thing - with many post-DH adjustments - for the prompt I was given. Many thanks as always to the fabulous zebraspots05 for the fantastic (and quick!) beta. Inspiration came from Kristen Barry's "Ordinary Life".

For challenge_the: #007 purpose; lions_serpents: #31 nothing; 10_whores: #09 without a name; 100quills: #49 yesterday.

( At Dawn (The Twilight Prevails) )

Title: Unconquered
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Severus/Sirius
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *hate!sex/fight!sex, floor!sex*
Canon-compliance: none explicitly
Word Count: 3,280
Summary: Is there a need for this? Very well: Padfoot waits for prey. The resulting fight gets out of hand.

Notes: This fic goes back a looong time and I rediscovered it upon cleaning my harddrive. Many many thanks go to ur_a_funny_1 for the beta, and I think zebraspots05 touched this too, a year ago. Heh.

For 10_whores: #05 a midsummer night; 12_fics: #04 weapons; potterverse100: #95 face; lions_serpents: #28 harsh; challenge_the: #176 savage.

( Unconquered )

Title: A Thousand Years Spent Sleeping
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Harry/Severus; cameos by Hermione and Kingsley
Rating: R
Highlight for Warnings: *canon character death, ghost!Severus, magical bonds, plot, a handjob*
Canon-compliance: up to Deathly Hallows, but EWE
Word Count: 8,188
Summary: A month after the war sees Harry feeling his way through the world. He feels thin, stretched, as if he isn't meant to be like this.

Notes: This is a snarry_swap pinch-hit for regasssa. She asked for angst and anything that wasn't on her squicks list; this is the result. Writing this was confusing and quite an experience :) Inspired by "Bring Me to Life" by Evanescence. Originally posted here. With many thanks to the amazing zebraspots05 for the beta. Any and all remaining mistakes are my own.

For 10_whores: #03 freedom, 50scenes: #28 drowning, challenge_the: #026 dream, lions_serpents: #05 all.

( A Thousand Years Spent Sleeping )

Title: Moments in Time
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Lily/Severus
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *first time, sexually active teenagers (under-age), awkwardness*
Canon-compliance: none explicitly
Word Count: 1,918
Summary: If that's a little death, he doesn't want to know what the real thing feels like.

Notes: Dezemberträume fic for coerciveconsent, who asked for Lily/Severus, chan (both young), awkward first time. I hope this fits the bill! Inspired by "Burnt Like You" by Skin. Beta'd by the amazing zebraspots05 - all remaining mistakes are my own.

For 10_whores: #10 paranoia; lions_serpents: #13 soul; challenge_the: #005 fall.

( Moments in Time )

Title: A Presence Still Lingers
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Luna/Severus
Rating: G
Highlight for Warnings: *AU*
Canon-compliance: mostly up to Deathly Hallows
Word Count: 732
Summary: When Harry tells them Snape died helping him, Luna's reaction is a smile.

Notes: Dezemberträume ficlet for snapesnapesnape, who asked for Luna/Severus: Maybe Luna (who believes in things that supposedly don't exist) doesn't think Snape really died, so she goes out to look for him, and then finds him. Then something hot or sweet happens? This is what came out of it; Luna's head is certainly an odd place to be. I hope you like! Inspired by "My Immortal" by Evanescence. Beta'd by the amazing zebraspots05 - all remaining weirdnesses are my own fault.

For 10_whores: #06 head in the clouds; challenge_the: #035 forgotten.

( A Presence Still Lingers )

Title: Contrasts
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Narcissa/Severus, not-quite background Lily/Severus
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *adultery, fantasising during sex, pretense, bathroom!sex*
Canon-compliance: up to Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
Word Count: 2,276
Summary: Severus wasn't what Lily wanted while Lily was everything Severus wanted, and Narcissa wasn't what Severus wanted but she was all he seemed to be allowed to have.

Notes: For the September/October pairing challenge at snape_rarepairs. This fic, for all that it's quite short, was a bitch to write, and it's only thanks to zebraspots05 that it has turned out somewhat readable at all - even though belated. As always, my eternal gratitude goes to her for beta'ing!

Inspired by Robert Frost's "Ice and Fire", as quoted below.

For 10_whores: #01 navigation, 50scenes: #08 temptation, challenge_the: #115 lust

( Contrasts )

Title: There Is Always Consolation
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing/Characters: Remus/Severus, Sirius
Rating: G
Highlight for Warnings: canon-compliant up to OotP, *canon character death*
Word Count: 881
Summary: Time soothes all sorrows, they say, and There is always consolation.

Notes: To S. Farewell, little one. You are my laughing friend living in one of the stars. To P., P. and G. - I will never forget. Cursive text at the beginning taken from The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, p. 104 (I think?), with many thanks to dizilla for the English translation of it. Many thanks to zebraspots05 for the beta.

For 10_whores: #02 look to the sky, lions_serpents: #24 window, challenge_the: #034 memory

( There Is Always Consolation )

Title: What Could Have Been
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Lucius/Severus
Rating: PG-13
Highlight for Warnings: somewhat DH-compliant *adultery, character death*
Word Count: 1,587
Summary: Comparing the Dark Lord's Legilimency to orgasm felt almost sacrilegious; after all, his way of reading minds was not much better than rape. The boneless feeling of fatigue, however, was the same, and it had been long, too long, since Severus had had a chance to feel the other kind of bonelessness.

Notes: Well! This was meant to be a quick smutlet. Alas, it grew into something different... Many thanks and my eternal gratitude to zebraspots05 for the beta. She was the one who made this readable. ♥

For challenge_the: #143 name, 10_whores: #07 disoriented

( What Could Have Been )

Title: In Your Reach
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Bill/Severus
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: implied non-con/rape, minor character deaths
Word Count: 6,467
Summary: Sometimes a new beginning is in your reach, if just you stretch enough to get there.

Notes: Written as a pinch-hit for bewarethesmirk in the hpslashnotsmut exchange. Beta'd by a whole bunch of people. Originally posted here, May 3, 2007.

For lions_serpents: #40 start, 10_whores: #08 Pandora's Box.

( In Your Reach )

10_whores
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Claim/Theme Set: Severus/Set #3
Progress: 10/10
Written: Bill/Severus, Charlie/Severus, Harry/Severus, Hermione/Severus, Lily/Severus, Lucius/Severus, Luna/Severus, Narcissa/Severus, Remus/Severus, Severus/Sirius

01. navigation

02. look to the sky

03. freedom

04. calligraphy

05. a midsummer night

06. head in the clouds

07. disoriented

08. Pandora's box

09. without a name

10. paranoia