Blue Memories

Title: Inside to the Rain
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 2,403
Summary: Set between 4.10 Heaven and Hell and 4.11 Family Remains. Dean with a headache? Is a bitchy asshole. Dean with the flu? Is silent as a grave because he can't bear to be incapacitated and have Sam take care of him. (or: Dean is sick. Sam takes care of him.)

Notes: For mad_server, who asked for sick!Dean for my 2008 Dezemberträume project. December is looong gone (whoops, how did that happen?), but here it is anyway - this has been sitting on my harddrive for a looong time :) Title from Aimee Mann's "Little Tornado". Many thanks to taintedlove for the beta!

For 10_prompts: #08 tender.


( Inside to the Rain )

Title: Interlude: Bonelessly
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *incest, underage sex (Sam is 16)*
Setting: pre-Stanford
Word Count: 3,204
Summary: Maybe, Sam thinks as Dean waits him out, uncharacteristically patient, he's been going about this all wrong. Maybe Dean isn't any clearer on what's happening than Sam is. (aka: There is teasing and there is confusion and, in the end, there is sex.)

Notes: #2 in the Wordless 'verse. Many thanks to mad_server for the beta and encouragement and patience. All remaining mistakes are my own and the result of tinkering with this after I got it back. Inspired by Revis's "Living Rooms".

For 10_prompts: #05 give.

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( Interlude: Bonelessly )

Title: Wordlessly (coming down to land tonight)
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Dean/Sam (with graphic Dean/OFC and ungraphic Dean/OMC happening on the way)
Rating: hard R
Highlight for Warnings: *incest, voyeurism, oral sex, underage sex and drinking (Dean is 17)*
Setting: pre-Stanford
Word Count: 9,197
Summary: His brother, that's just the thing. Sam's his brother. But it's difficult to take this as an argument when they've always been a little too close.

Notes: #1 in the Wordless 'verse. I've been working on this fic for half a year; I didn't want to set it loose in the scary cold wide world. But it's time now, before I carry it off into the new year. These 9-odd-k deserve to live, at long last :) Inspired by Dido's "Closer". This story would not have seen the light of the day without the incomparable mad_server, who has gone up and beyond the call of duty while she helped me out with this fic. Sweets, I owe you my first-born for all your encouragement, hand-holding, patience, and ultimately your amazing beta skills. This story sucks so much less for all the time you invested into it. ♥ ♥ ♥
(Let's also not forget that to date and ignoring all the innocent fic sitting unfinished on my harddrive, this is the longest fic I've posted, ever.)

For 10_prompts: #04 hold your breath.


( Wordlessly (coming down to land tonight) )

Aha! More Supernatural fic :D

Title: Starlight in the Gloom
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Rating: PG
Highlight for Warnings: *canon character death, antichrist!Sam, incest*
Spoilers: 3.16 No Rest for the Wicked
Word Count: 3,464
Summary: Dean never taught Sam how to go on without him.

Notes: My second-ever Supernatural fic! I'm ecstatic :D Written for the j2_spn_100days challenge community. My eternal gratitude goes to mad_server for the awesome beta job especially at catching the many slight inconsistencies that make or take believability. Anything that still seems incongruent is the result of my last-minute tinkering. Title is a line from Muse's "Sing for Absolution". Original comment post here.

For 10_prompts : #01 poison.

( Starlight in the Gloom )

10_prompts
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Claim/Theme Set: Dean/Sam / table 11
Progress: 04/10

01.	Poison	02.	Colours	03.	Sweat	04.	Hold Your Breath	05.	Give
06.	Fake	07.	Control	08.	Tender	09.	Permanent	10.	Garden