Blue Memories

Title: The Dream In Me
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Hermione/Lucius
Rating: (light) NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: **
Canon-compliance: mostly up to DH - Voldemort-doesn't-die-AU
Word Count: 4,686
Summary: Even in the most persistent immovability, nothing is fully motionless.

Notes: Written for curia_regis in the dearsanta exchange. So much fun was had with this! Many many thanks go to significantowl for pinching in to beta. Also, despite having modded a gazillion things, this particular fest showed how much I occasionally fail at festing and/or life in general. *headdesk* Inspired by Seether's "Fine Again".

For 100quills: #15 weary; challenge_the: #024 exhaustion; lions_serpents: #27 grey.


( The Dream In Me )

Title: Rock, Rock, Rockin'
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Charlie/Hermione
Rating: R
Highlight for Warnings: **
Canon-compliance: none specifically
Word Count: 241

Notes: For florahart, who asked for Charlie/Hermione and "rock concert" at this drabble offer. Unbeta'd.

For 100quills: #24 middles; challenge_the: #044 laughter.

( Rock, Rock, Rockin' )

Title: At Dawn (The Twilight Prevails)
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Hermione/Severus, cameos by a couple OCs
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *blindness, amnesia, magical bonds, oral sex*
Canon-compliance: up to Deathly Hallows
Word Count: 7,574
Summary: To be quite honest, Severus can't figure Granger out. She's nothing like he remembered; the shrillness of youth gone, with no indication she ever knew him. What's her purpose in being here, he asks himself. What is she after?

Notes: Written for odogoddess in the 2008 wizard_love exchange. Originally posted here. The plotbunny was one that had been ghosting around in my head since HBP came out, and I was very happy to see that I could write this thing - with many post-DH adjustments - for the prompt I was given. Many thanks as always to the fabulous zebraspots05 for the fantastic (and quick!) beta. Inspiration came from Kristen Barry's "Ordinary Life".

For challenge_the: #007 purpose; lions_serpents: #31 nothing; 10_whores: #09 without a name; 100quills: #49 yesterday.

( At Dawn (The Twilight Prevails) )

Title: Quiet
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Hermione/Remus (background Remus/Sirius, implied Remus/Tonks)
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *AU, first time, teacher/student, canon character death, some werewolf clichés*
Canon-compliance: Written pre-DH, so up to Half-Blood Prince
Word Count: 4,900
Summary: The air of the castle is fresher than the air in your dense rooms, almost howling into your ear in what you imagine might be the sound of your own voice during the full moon. But this sound doesn't frighten you anymore. It's rather soothing, actually. It marks who and what you are, takes away all the falsehood you've lived with for more than half of your lifetime.

Notes: Written ages ago for my dear freetheelves2, but I only got a chance to give this the final polish recently. I'm very sorry about the huge delay, honey! Beta'd by the amazing zebraspots05 - any remaining mistakes are my own.

For 100quills: #20 talk; 50scenes: #05 redeemer; challenge_the: #105 night.

( Quiet )

Title: For a Little While Longer
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Hermione/Theodore
Rating: G
Highlight for Warnings: *character death (not Hermione or Theo)*
Canon-compliance: up to Deathy Hallows (including epilogue)
Word Count: 703
Summary: "It snowed," Hermione says, voice devoid of all emotion and talking to the window.

Notes: Dezemberträume fic for freetheelves2, who asked for Theo/Hermione, snow and mistletoe as a second option. I really wanted to write you Sylar/Claire, but it seems my muse really really did not want this *glares at her*, so you get this tame little something instead. I hope you like it at least a little nonetheless! Beta'd by the amazing ur_a_funny_1 - all remaining mistakes are my own.

For 100quills: #11 sorrow; lions_serpents: #17 safe; challenge_the: #009 past.

( For a Little While Longer )

Title: Price
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Characters: Harry, Hermione, Ron
Rating: G
Highlight for Warnings: *alcohol*
Canon-compliance: Not explicit; set post-Hogwarts.
Word Count: 754
Summary: Having two boys as best friends can be quite costly.

Notes: For my dearest zebraspots05. One year ago I posted the first fic I'd worked on together with her, and I really feel she's been pushing me to a higher level with my writing ever since. Thank you so much for putting up with me, my random shitty drafts and my incessant rambling! And also, get better! *hugs* and ♥ I hope you like this at least a tiny bit - you once mentioned Trio was your OT3, and while we don't have a threesome here you will hopefully figure out what inspired this :D Also, unbeta'd, because this was written in the spur of a moment.

For 100quills: #50 influence, 50scenes: #55 caution (for #42 trickster), challenge_the: #083 comedy.

( Price )

Title: An einem Sonntag im August
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Bill/Hermione
Rating: NC-17
Warning: semi-public sex, wall!sex, off-screen character death
Word Count: 4,405
Summary: Hermione worries about why Bill doesn't call her. When she finally meets him, things set into action...

Notes: Written for silvernatasha as a pinch hit for the sexy_brilliance exchange, beta'd by the amazing chaotic_vanity. The plot is inspired by the song "White Flag" by Dido. The title means "On a Sunday in August" and is German; also the name of a bar in Kastanienalle, Berlin Prenzlauer Berg, Germany, where I can be often found since it's just around the corner from where I live. "Jägermeister" is hard liquor that tastes really good ;) Originally posted here and here, October 26, 2006.

For 100quills: #44 virtue, 50scenes: #34 encounter

( An einem Sonntag im August )

Title: From May to December
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Hermione/Severus
Rating: PG-13
Warning: none
Word Count: 1,861
Summary: This is a journey through the major part of a year of Hermione's life.

Notes: This was written for hpfic_contest, for the challenge May-December Romances, and won first place. Originally posted here and here, October 4, 2006. Thanks a lot to chaotic_vanity for the very quick beta!

For 100quills: #01 patience, 50scenes: #48 December.

( From May to December )

Title: Lessons
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Blaise/Hermione
Rating: R
Warnings: none
Word Count: 1,896
Summary: It’s called self-protection, love.

Notes: Written as a pinch hit for aperfectscar as part of harry_holidays. Originally posted here, then here, December 25, 2006. A huge thank you goes to _auberginedream for the speedy beta.

For lions_serpents: #32 mistake; 50scenes: #12 iris; 15pairings: #01 ladykiller; 100quills: #36 turn

( Lessons )

Title: Summer Rain
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Hermione/Tom
Rating: G
Warnings: none
Word Count: 1,325
Summary: Hermione loved sitting outside on mild summer evenings.

Notes: Written for freetheelves2, who asked for Hermione/Tom and summer rain. Lyrics from "English Summer Rain" by Placebo. Many thanks to chaotic_vanity for the beta. Originally posted here, June 8, 2006.

For 100quills: #46 escape

( Summer Rain )

Title: Spies Should Get Their Reward, Too
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Blaise, Hermione/Regulus
Rating: NC-17
Warning: voyeurism, background slash (Blaise/Draco), light bondage
Word Count: 2,382
Summary: Blaise hesitated for another second, preparing himself to return to the celebration, when he heard something that put his uneasiness aside and demanded all his attention. A moan.

Notes: A huge thank you goes to chanond for beta'ing this last-minute. Written for riddles_novice as a pinch hit for the sexy_brilliance exchange. Originally posted here, October 9, 2006.

For 100quills: #22 lost, lions_serpents: #23 shock, 50scenes: #30 writer's choice (watch)

( Spies Should Get Their Reward, Too )

Title: Enigma
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Hermione/Sirius
Rating: R
Warnings: wanking, voyeurism
Word Count: 2,179
Summary: Sirius is an enigma worth uncovering.

Notes: Written as a pinch hit for scifichick774 in sexy_brilliance. Many thanks to chaotic_vanity for the beta. Originally posted here, October 29, 2006.

For 100quills: #03 unexpected, potterverse100: #79 obsession, 50scenes: #39 facade

( Enigma )

Title: The Right Thing
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Hermione/Ron
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: none besides the obvious
Word Count: 2,244
Summary: Upon her wedding, Hermione contemplates her decision to marry Ron.

Notes: Written as a pinch hit for oops_pig in sexy_brilliance. Thank you to chaotic_vanity. Originally posted here, October 24, 2006.

For 50scenes: #43 entwined, 15pairings: #8 what lies within, 100quills: #13 faith

( The Right Thing )

Title: Showing Gratitude
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Gilderoy/Hermione
Rating: R
Warnings: abuse, dub-con, oral
Word Count: 1,140
Summary: When Hermione enters Gilderoy Lockhart’s room in the Janus Thickey ward of St. Mungo’s, she’s angry.

Notes: For wildkitty27. Um. This is madness *shifty eyes* Also, Gilderoy is sleeping naked. Yes, he is. *nods* Unbeta'd, so beware teh German English. Originally posted here, October 5, 2006.

For 100quills: #26 gift, 15pairings: #6 resentment

( Showing Gratitude )

Title: Taking the Edge Off
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Characters/Pairing: Hermione, Remus/Severus
Rating: R
Warnings: implied voyeurism, exhibitionism and masturbation
Word Count: 775
Summary: Drunk!wizards equal randy!wizards, apparently.

Notes: For gwenlliana, who prompted me with either Remus/Severus or Remus/Severus/Hermione. I kinda... did both :D Unbeta'd, so beware, non-native ramblings ahead. Originally posted here, April 5, 2007.

For 100quills: #28 lovers, lions_serpents: #35 ideas

( Taking the Edge Off )

Title: Dreams Coming True
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Fred/Hermione
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: none
Word Count: 553
Summary: Some things you must push. Otherwise your dreams will never come true.

Notes: Unbeta'd, so please point out any mistakes you find. Also my first attempt at writing any Weasley, so criticism is quite welcome! I blame this on inell - she and her fics are quite persuasive when it comes to discovering new pairings and growing to love them. For Hermione's birthday. Originally posted here, September 19, 2006.

For 100quills: #38 courage, 15pairings: #5 it's not real

( Dreams Coming True )

Title: Declaration
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Hermione/Theodore
Rating: NC-17
Warning: light bondage, blindfolds
Word Count: 606
Summary: "Come for me now,” he murmurs against her lips.

A/N: For millieweasley, who wanted Theodore Nott/Hermione, Kink: some kind of BDSM, be it spanking, bondage or something heavier. Well, my muse didn't want hardcore kink but a little more... feeling. Hope you like nevertheless! Originally posted here, October 21, 2006.

For 100quills: #12 impatience, 15pairings: #13 "Live to the point of tears", 50scenes: #38 fear.

( Declaration )

Title: Winter Dreams
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Draco/Hermione
Rating: G
Warning: Major character death. You have been warned.
Word Count: 941
Summary: The snow was white and blending and perfect

Notes: Written for dhr_xmasfic, prompt #11 winter wonderland. Thank you to shiny_crystal for the beta. Any remaining mistakes are my own (non-native warning applies). Originally posted here, January 13, 2007.

For lions_serpents: #25 once, 100quills: #43 artificial, 50scenes: #41 grief

( Winter Dreams )

Title: Picnic Horrors
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Harry/Hermione
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: none
Word Count: 466
Summary: “Oh, look. Aren't these cute?”

Notes: Unbeta'd, so beware, non-native ramblings ahead. Orifinally posted here, April 9, 2007.

For 50scenes: #01 worms, 100quills: #21 near.

( Picnic Horrors )

Title: Hot Day
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Hermione/Sirius
Rating: PG
Warnings: none
Word Count: 299
Summary: Hot days such as this late June day were nearly unbearable to Sirius.

Notes: Written for freetheelves2, who prompted me with this pairing. Many thanks to chaotic_vanity for the beta. Originally posted here, May 30, 2006.

For potterverse100: #66 hot, 100quills: #34 yours

( Hot Day )