Blue Memories

Title: Stuck Under the Surface
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Characters/Pairings: Regulus, Sirius (side-dishes of Remus/Sirius and Regulus/Severus)
Rating: PG-13
Highlight for Warnings: **
Canon-compliance: takes Deathly Hallows into account
Word Count: 2,206
Summary: Sirius doesn't care one bit about his familial duties. Regulus admires him for it, can't help to want the same for himself, sometimes, when the family pressure weighs him down. But in all their differences, they are still the same.

Notes: This was a pinch-hit for halcyon for the hp_toujours exchange. Originally posted here. Beta'd by the lovely eeyore9990; rosivan helped me with pointers while I was developing an idea. Inspired by Coldplay's "Square One".

For potterverse100: #60 Voldemort; challenge_the: #032 almost; 100quills: #26 miscommunication.


( Stuck Under the Surface )

Title: Jaded
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Draco/Fenrir
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *non-con (oral), underage (16), facial*
Canon-compliance: up to Half-Blood Prince, as it's set post-HBP
Word Count: 1,820
Summary: "Ah," Fenrir whispers, his voice rasping consummate darkness as he takes another step forward, "you know this is your punishment, don't you? Failed the Dark Lord - couldn't kill Dumbledore - no way out of here. No one to save you."

Notes: Mostly written for the lovely melusinahp (more or less in late honour of her birthday), who also graciously offered to beta this and returned to me within what, three hours of receiving it. Wouldn't have written this without you ♥ Lyrics at the beginning from Three Days Grace's "Animal I Have Become", because the chorus seemed fitting. YAY FENRIR! He's fun. >.>

For challenge_the: #031 unforgiving; 100quills: #09 justice.


( Jaded )

Title: fly up high and burn the sky
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Character: Bellatrix
Rating: PG-13
Highlight for Warnings: *child abuse/death, canon character death*
Canon-compliance: up to Deathly Hallows
Word Count: 1,139
Summary: The fires of Hell, they burn in her.

Notes: Intended for femgenficathon, but since one of the rules of the fest quite rightly states "use a bloody beta" and I didn't find one, I'm not officially entering. So beware of non-native language with all its possible grammatical incorrectness and non-English phrasings and suchlike, yes? My prompt was #15: Besides learning to see, there is another art to be learned - not to see what is not. -- Maria Mitchell. This fic was written during a major bout of writer's block and was only possible thanks to the inspiration I drew from a) Three Days Grace's "Burn" (as quoted in the beginning), b) The Dark Knight's Joker, and c) the ever-amazing fleshdress/fleshflutter and her writing for giving me an inspirational mini-burst when I was completely stuck after a couple hundred words.
/epic A/N

For 100quills: #47 seek; challenge_the: #038 red.


( fly up high and burn the sky )

Title: Gradually
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Bellatrix/Severus
Rating: (light) NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: **
Canon-compliance: post-DH AU
Word Count: 1,452
Summary: He doesn't talk to her in the daylight, looks the other way when she passes him by. But at night all cats are black, and the day's hostility fades into the darkness.

Notes: Written for snapelike's Cauldron Collider Ficlet Fest. Many thanks to florahart for the quick look-over.

For 100quills: #02 need; challenge_the: #014 solitary.


( Gradually )

Title: Follow Me Down
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Lucius/Regulus
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *canon character death, underage (17), D/s, flagellation, bloodplay*
Canon-compliance: not explicit; follows fanon as established in Obey (R)
Word Count: 2,788
Summary: He lays fingers on the well-known shape of a Muggle photograph, marked by the creases of time, and the moment he closes his fingers around the familiar form the imminent danger of panic recedes. In its wake is left a too-clear vision of reality, caught and copied onto paper, staring back at him.

Notes: Written for bbtp_challenge, though I'll have to admit it was inspired by daily_deviant's August theme of "relics" and the July theme of "flagellation". This fic can stand alone, but ties in with the fanon I established in Obey. Lyrics at the beginning from 12 Stones' "In My Head". Many many thanks to zebraspots05 for the beta.

For challenge_the: #018 unconditional; 100quills: #24 missing.


( Follow Me Down )

Title: Going Forward (Moving Backwards)
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Bellatrix/Narcissa
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *incest, chan/underage from 11 years old on, dub-con, powerplay, oral sex, adultery*
Canon-compliance: explicitly up to Half-Blood Prince
Word Count: 1,985
Summary: Sex in the Black family isn't about love. Sex is about power. It's as simple as that.

Notes: Written for creepingviolet as part of the hpdesmutathon exchange. This is my first femmeslash fic - it was a lot of fun letting these two characters play. Inspired by Three Days Grace's "Born Like This". Beta by the generous zebraspots05. Originally posted here.

For challenge_the: #063 games; 100quills: #12 choices.


( Going Forward (Moving Backwards) )

Title: Palliated
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Remus/Severus
Rating: very light R
Highlight for Warnings: *AU, established relationship, also: schmoop that still remains on the angsty side*
Canon-compliance: up to (some of) Deathly Hallows
Word Count: 1,778
Summary: Severus Snape was pacing the small room from one wall to the other, the restlessness he was feeling inside growing with each passing second. A lovers' reunion during DH, and maybe a little further than that.

Notes: Many heartfelt thanks to snapelike for the quick beta job! Written for red_day_dawning at red_day_love. Originally posted here.

For lions_serpents: #15 comfort; challenge_the: #048 hidden; 100quills: #36 tense.


( Palliated )

Title: Torn Asunder
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Padma/Voldemort
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *dub-con, oral, BDSM, first time, knifeplay*
Canon-compliance: non-explicit
Word Count: 2,620
Summary: Padma Patil was not only a spy, she was the Dark Lord's whore as well.

Notes: o.O Don't even ask. Written for the Spring "Love Is Everywhere" Challenge. No, I don't know why I chose to write this pairing when I could have had Lucius/Ginny (or Crabbe/Hermione). Apparently my muse decided March would be Horror Month. Posted here on LJ. Many thanks to zebraspots05 for the beta.

For challenge_the: #047 pain; 100quills: #07 chains.

( Torn Asunder )

Title: Addicted to Circumstance
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Bellatrix/Remus
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *heavy dub-con bordering on non-con, violence/torture, breathplay, bondage, dominance play, mindfuck, biting, some adultery on the side*
Canon-compliance: up to Deathly Hallows
Word Count: 3,918
Summary: Bella captures the wolf easily enough.

Notes: Written for krystal_moon in the remus_reads exchange. Originally posted here. With many thanks to zebraspots05 for the beta. Inspiration came from Dido's "Who Makes You Feel".

For challenge_the: #050 animal; lions_serpents: #34 limit; 100quills: #17 overturn.

( Addicted to Circumstance )

Title: Red Sun Rising
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Character: Bellatrix
Rating: PG-13
Highlight for Warnings: *madness, child abuse/death*
Canon-compliance: none specifically
Word Count: 1,077
Summary: The doll was extraordinary. It was soft and squishy and warm, and it reacted to everything Bella did.

Notes: Title is a line from Nightwish's "Higher Than Hope". Idea sparked by zebraspots05, though I doubt she'll thank me for mentioning this ;) Many thanks go to graylor for the beta!

For challenge_the: #080 crazy; 100quills: #19 red.

( Red Sun Rising )

100quills
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Claim/Theme Set: Death Eaters, 50.2
Progress: 10/50
Written: Bellatrix, Bellatrix/Narcissa, Bellatrix/Remus, Bellatrix/Severus, Draco/Fenrir, Lucius/Regulus, Padma/Voldemort, Regulus, Remus/Severus, Sirius

001.	Blind.	002.	Need.	003.	Gold.	004.	Foreign.	005.	Refusal.
006.	Impromptu.	007.	Chains.	008.	Miracle.	009.	Justice.	010.	Soft.
011.	Water.	012.	Choices.	013.	Sliver.	014.	Enemies.	015.	Head.
016.	Farewells.	017.	Overturn.	018.	Horizon.	019.	Red.	020.	Snow.
021.	Children.	022.	Blur.	023.	Invisible.	024.	Missing.	025.	Flattery.
026.	Miscommunication.	027.	Wind.	028.	Irritation.	029.	Why?	030.	Protocol.
031.	His.	032.	Club.	033.	Breathing.	034.	Wings.	035.	Thief.
036.	Tense.	037.	Sunshine.	038.	Smoke.	039.	Passion.	040.	Dirty.
041.	Awake.	042.	Ghost.	043.	Rumor.	044.	Mirror.	045.	Eclipse.
046.	Impossible.	047.	Seek.	048.	Image.	049.	Welcome.	050.	Wisdom.