Blue Memories

Title: Moments in Time
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Lily/Severus
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *first time, sexually active teenagers (under-age), awkwardness*
Canon-compliance: none explicitly
Word Count: 1,918
Summary: If that's a little death, he doesn't want to know what the real thing feels like.

Notes: Dezemberträume fic for coerciveconsent, who asked for Lily/Severus, chan (both young), awkward first time. I hope this fits the bill! Inspired by "Burnt Like You" by Skin. Beta'd by the amazing zebraspots05 - all remaining mistakes are my own.

For 10_whores: #10 paranoia; lions_serpents: #13 soul; challenge_the: #005 fall.

( Moments in Time )

Title: Contrasts
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Narcissa/Severus, not-quite background Lily/Severus
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *adultery, fantasising during sex, pretense, bathroom!sex*
Canon-compliance: up to Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
Word Count: 2,276
Summary: Severus wasn't what Lily wanted while Lily was everything Severus wanted, and Narcissa wasn't what Severus wanted but she was all he seemed to be allowed to have.

Notes: For the September/October pairing challenge at snape_rarepairs. This fic, for all that it's quite short, was a bitch to write, and it's only thanks to zebraspots05 that it has turned out somewhat readable at all - even though belated. As always, my eternal gratitude goes to her for beta'ing!

Inspired by Robert Frost's "Ice and Fire", as quoted below.

For 10_whores: #01 navigation, 50scenes: #08 temptation, challenge_the: #115 lust

( Contrasts )

Title: Downward Spiral
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Lily/Severus, background James/Lily, implied James/Sirius
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: adultery
Word Count: 2,247
Summary: She’s long since ceased trying to deny her inner urge to go to Snape when she really needs it. He's the only one who can help her.

Notes: Written for nautipirate in the wizard_love exchange. Originally posted here and here, February 9, 2007. Inspired by the song "You Don't See Me" by Poolstar*, a local band from Berlin, Germany. Lyrics at the beginning. And a huuuge thank you goes to zebraspots05 for the quick beta.

For 50scenes: #09 spiral, lions_serpents: #09 lies, and 15pairings: #11 inconsequential/unconsensual.

( Downward Spiral )

Title: A Reminder of the Past
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Lily/Severus
Rating: PG
Warnings: none
Word Count: 100

Notes: Written for lily100, challenge pictures. Unbeta'd. Originally posted here, May 2, 2006.

( A Reminder of the Past )