Blue Memories

Title: Jaded
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Draco/Fenrir
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *non-con (oral), underage (16), facial*
Canon-compliance: up to Half-Blood Prince, as it's set post-HBP
Word Count: 1,820
Summary: "Ah," Fenrir whispers, his voice rasping consummate darkness as he takes another step forward, "you know this is your punishment, don't you? Failed the Dark Lord - couldn't kill Dumbledore - no way out of here. No one to save you."

Notes: Mostly written for the lovely melusinahp (more or less in late honour of her birthday), who also graciously offered to beta this and returned to me within what, three hours of receiving it. Wouldn't have written this without you ♥ Lyrics at the beginning from Three Days Grace's "Animal I Have Become", because the chorus seemed fitting. YAY FENRIR! He's fun. >.>

For challenge_the: #031 unforgiving; 100quills: #09 justice.


( Jaded )

Title: fly up high and burn the sky
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Character: Bellatrix
Rating: PG-13
Highlight for Warnings: *child abuse/death, canon character death*
Canon-compliance: up to Deathly Hallows
Word Count: 1,139
Summary: The fires of Hell, they burn in her.

Notes: Intended for femgenficathon, but since one of the rules of the fest quite rightly states "use a bloody beta" and I didn't find one, I'm not officially entering. So beware of non-native language with all its possible grammatical incorrectness and non-English phrasings and suchlike, yes? My prompt was #15: Besides learning to see, there is another art to be learned - not to see what is not. -- Maria Mitchell. This fic was written during a major bout of writer's block and was only possible thanks to the inspiration I drew from a) Three Days Grace's "Burn" (as quoted in the beginning), b) The Dark Knight's Joker, and c) the ever-amazing fleshdress/fleshflutter and her writing for giving me an inspirational mini-burst when I was completely stuck after a couple hundred words.
/epic A/N

For 100quills: #47 seek; challenge_the: #038 red.


( fly up high and burn the sky )

Title: Gradually
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Bellatrix/Severus
Rating: (light) NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: **
Canon-compliance: post-DH AU
Word Count: 1,452
Summary: He doesn't talk to her in the daylight, looks the other way when she passes him by. But at night all cats are black, and the day's hostility fades into the darkness.

Notes: Written for snapelike's Cauldron Collider Ficlet Fest. Many thanks to florahart for the quick look-over.

For 100quills: #02 need; challenge_the: #014 solitary.


( Gradually )

Title: Follow Me Down
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Lucius/Regulus
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *canon character death, underage (17), D/s, flagellation, bloodplay*
Canon-compliance: not explicit; follows fanon as established in Obey (R)
Word Count: 2,788
Summary: He lays fingers on the well-known shape of a Muggle photograph, marked by the creases of time, and the moment he closes his fingers around the familiar form the imminent danger of panic recedes. In its wake is left a too-clear vision of reality, caught and copied onto paper, staring back at him.

Notes: Written for bbtp_challenge, though I'll have to admit it was inspired by daily_deviant's August theme of "relics" and the July theme of "flagellation". This fic can stand alone, but ties in with the fanon I established in Obey. Lyrics at the beginning from 12 Stones' "In My Head". Many many thanks to zebraspots05 for the beta.

For challenge_the: #018 unconditional; 100quills: #24 missing.


( Follow Me Down )

Title: go ahead, be gone with it
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Kingsley/Remus
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *partially clothed sex; Kingsley's sex-god-ness*
Canon-compliance: OotP-ish
Word Count: 1,115
Summary: Kingsley's appeal is difficult to resist.

Notes: Written for pervy_werewolf's challenge #52, for which I got assigned this pairing. Apparently I now fail at making even random PWP clock in at below 1,000 words, and because I've been fighting writer's block I'm happy about every word that comes out, so I'm too lazy to try to cut it down. Many thanks to zebraspots05 for the beta job; any remaining mistakes are thanks to tiredness and much messing with this after I got it back from her. If you stumble across glaring mistakes, I'd appreciate it if you could tell me. Title is a line from Justin Timberlake's "SexyBack", because it randomly came up on my playlist while writing, and the song just fits to a certain kind of Kingsley cliché. I'm unapologetic about that ;)

For challenge_the: #125 observe.


( go ahead, be gone with it )

Title: One of Us
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Fenrir/Remus
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *non-con*
Canon-compliance: non-explicit; first war era
Word Count: 1,550
Summary: Fenrir pays a visit to one of his long-lost children.

Notes: Written for the August daily_deviant theme: pheromones. With many, many thanks to melusinahp for the last-minute beta. Originally posted here; this is just a back-up post. Lyrics and inspiration from Three Days Grace's "Let You Down", which to me has always had something dark-creature-ish about it.

For challenge_the: #54 leader.


( One of Us )

Title: Five Minutes (the clock ticks life away)
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Characters: Dean, Sam
Rating: PG
Highlight for Warnings: **
Spoilers: direct quotes from 3.16 No Rest for the Wicked, but goes AU during the episode
Word Count: 2,062
Summary: At five minutes to midnight, Dean gestures in triumph, laughing at the demons kept back from attacking them by the sprinklers Bobby so ingeniously hallowed. An alternate look at the final moments of season 3.

Notes: Most of this story was written about a week after the season finale. This story came about like this: upon reading Milan Kundera's "The Joke", I stumbled across the sentence part "At five minutes to midnight..." and immediately went, "DEEEEEN!" But (yes, before I had any kind of plot) "Five Minutes to Midnight" as a title sounded a little awkward, and "Minutes to Midnight" immediately reminded me of the Linkin Park album anyway, which, no thanks. At which point I went, "Oh, In the End!" and the part of the title in parentheses was born. (In the End being the Linkin Park song I fell in love with first and still love the most until this day. What? Don't look at me like that!) And then I started plotting. See how my muse works? Yes! Title before plot! Title making the plot! *facepalm* Beta'd by the lovely gestaltrose.


( Five Minutes (the clock ticks life away) )

Title: Brightest Flames
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Remus/Severus
Rating: R
Highlight for Warnings: *mental illness, questionable consent/abuse, they-didn't-die-AU*
Canon-compliance: meant to be (mostly) Deathly Hallows-compliant
Word Count: 2,738
Summary: Years after the war Severus is found wandering the woods, his mental faculties shaken. Remus takes him in.

Notes: This started out as something I wanted to write for a prompt snapelike gave me in early June: "Oh," Neville said, "You cannot possibly be serious?" Well, the prompt technically is fulfilled with this, but I don't know if she likes this kind of fic, so... I don't know if I can say this is written for her, heh. Inspired by HIM's "One Last Time". Many, many thanks go to the Quill Sinister guys and to zebraspots05 for beta services and much nit-picking especially on the original version.

For challenge_the: #006 secure; lions_serpents: #37 gentle.


( Brightest Flames )

Title: Going Forward (Moving Backwards)
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Bellatrix/Narcissa
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *incest, chan/underage from 11 years old on, dub-con, powerplay, oral sex, adultery*
Canon-compliance: explicitly up to Half-Blood Prince
Word Count: 1,985
Summary: Sex in the Black family isn't about love. Sex is about power. It's as simple as that.

Notes: Written for creepingviolet as part of the hpdesmutathon exchange. This is my first femmeslash fic - it was a lot of fun letting these two characters play. Inspired by Three Days Grace's "Born Like This". Beta by the generous zebraspots05. Originally posted here.

For challenge_the: #063 games; 100quills: #12 choices.


( Going Forward (Moving Backwards) )

Title: Lying Stars
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Jensen/Sam (CW RPS/Supernatural crossover)
Rating: hard R
Highlight for Warnings: **
Word Count: 1,874
Summary: Sam lays eyes on Dean after too long. Or at least he thinks that's what he's doing. Stanford era.

Notes: For fleshdress/fleshflutter, who asked for Sam/Jensen as part of my drabble offer. Except this piece kind of grew beyond that, and still has potential for more that I might or might not make use of. Unbeta'd, but will have to look for someone willing to go over it and nit-pick tomorrow. (ETA: Weeks later this is finally beta'd. The lovely gestaltrose offered her services.) Title is inspired by Stone Sour's "Through Glass".

( Lying Stars )

Title: Rock, Rock, Rockin'
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Charlie/Hermione
Rating: R
Highlight for Warnings: **
Canon-compliance: none specifically
Word Count: 241

Notes: For florahart, who asked for Charlie/Hermione and "rock concert" at this drabble offer. Unbeta'd.

For 100quills: #24 middles; challenge_the: #044 laughter.

( Rock, Rock, Rockin' )

Title: One-Sided Conversations
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Charlie/Severus
Rating: PG
Highlight for Warnings: **
Canon-compliance: Goblet of Fire
Word Count: 425

Notes: For zebraspots05, who asked for Charlie/Severus and "Firewhisky" at this drabble offer. Unbeta'd.

For 10_whores: #04 calligraphy; lions_serpents: #06 fire; challenge_the: #028 passion.

( One-Sided Conversations )

Title: Lightning Strike
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Remus/Severus
Rating: PG-13
Highlight for Warnings: **
Canon-compliance: none specifically, though set post Prisoner of Azkaban
Word Count: 254

Notes: For red_day_dawning, who asked for Remus/Severus and "lightning strike" at this drabble offer. Unbeta'd.

For challenge_the: #140 love; lions_serpents: #21 time.

( Lightning Strike )

Title: A Chance
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Arthur/Molly
Rating: G
Highlight for Warnings: **
Canon-compliance: Chamber of Secrets
Word Count: 311

Notes: For khana, who asked for Molly/Arthur and "holidays" at this drabble offer. Unbeta'd.

For challenge_the: #010 future.

( A Chance )

Title: Palliated
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Remus/Severus
Rating: very light R
Highlight for Warnings: *AU, established relationship, also: schmoop that still remains on the angsty side*
Canon-compliance: up to (some of) Deathly Hallows
Word Count: 1,778
Summary: Severus Snape was pacing the small room from one wall to the other, the restlessness he was feeling inside growing with each passing second. A lovers' reunion during DH, and maybe a little further than that.

Notes: Many heartfelt thanks to snapelike for the quick beta job! Written for red_day_dawning at red_day_love. Originally posted here.

For lions_serpents: #15 comfort; challenge_the: #048 hidden; 100quills: #36 tense.


( Palliated )

Title: Inebriation
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Lily/Sirius (main), Regulus/Sirius
Rating: NC-17
Highlight for Warnings: *first time, adultery, incest, shower!sex, wall!sex, UST, biting, underage, pregnancy*
Canon-compliance: none explicitly
Word Count: 4,290
Summary: Lily would hesitate to call Sirius Black her first love. She would call him her first, most magnificent fuck, maybe, or her first experimentation, but if it came down to it she would deny any sort of emotional attachment.

Notes: Written for opheliet as a pinch-hit for the hp_rarities exchange. Inspired by Three Days Grace's "Wake Up". Many thanks to deemichelle for the fabulous (and quick!) beta. Originally posted here.

For 7musicalmusesv2's song prompt (see A/N); challenge_the: #004 lies; potterverse100: #17 ancestry; lions_serpents: #12 touch.

( Inebriation )

Title: His Own Sun
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: James/Sirius
Rating: R
Highlight for Warnings: *canon character deaths, Azkaban; some voyeurism and wanking*
Canon-compliance: up to what we know about the Marauders
Word Count: 3,328
Summary: Instead of the knowledge of his innocence, there's the remembrance of a light that couldn't have existed in the depth beyond hell.

Notes: Written for hp_wankfest, for the prompt: Sirius Black in Azkaban with a Golden Snitch. Fully canon-compliant angst, inspired by Evanescence's "Like You". Many thanks to zebraspots05 for the beta. Originally posted here.

For challenge_the: #001 light; potterverse100: #56 poetry.

( His Own Sun )

Aha! More Supernatural fic :D

Title: Starlight in the Gloom
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Rating: PG
Highlight for Warnings: *canon character death, antichrist!Sam, incest*
Spoilers: 3.16 No Rest for the Wicked
Word Count: 3,464
Summary: Dean never taught Sam how to go on without him.

Notes: My second-ever Supernatural fic! I'm ecstatic :D Written for the j2_spn_100days challenge community. My eternal gratitude goes to mad_server for the awesome beta job especially at catching the many slight inconsistencies that make or take believability. Anything that still seems incongruent is the result of my last-minute tinkering. Title is a line from Muse's "Sing for Absolution". Original comment post here.

For 10_prompts : #01 poison.

( Starlight in the Gloom )

Title: Morning After
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing: Severus/Sirius
Rating: PG-13
Highlight for Warnings: *Sirius-didn't-die-AU*
Canon-compliance: ...up to Goblet of Fire
Word Count: 1,705
Summary: Five scenarios of a Morning After. The one thing they have in common: Sirius wakes up to Severus' elbow between two ribs, which is less than ideal.

Notes: Random plotbunny demanding to be written in between university applications. Meant as something fun to alleviate the stress and tension. Many thanks to zebraspots05 for the beta; any remaining mistakes are my own.

For 12_fics: #12 fling; potterverse100: #038 sleep; challenge_the: #033 messy; lions_serpents: #38 real.

( Morning After )

Title: Enslaved
Author: Envinyatar (aka envinyatar15)
Pairing/Characters: Remus/Severus, Harry
Rating: PG-13
Highlight for Warnings: *canon character deaths, zombies, obscure magic, general weirdness*
Canon-compliance: up to Deathly Hallows
Word Count: 1,168
Summary: What is dead should stay dead.

Notes: This possibly takes the cake of all the odd fics I've written yet. In answer to lupin_snape's May Challenge: the Dark Side of Lupin/Snape, though I'm not using the prompt I was given. Inspired by HIM's "Resurrection"; I've been meaning to write this fic since maybe '05, though I didn't anticipate it would be quite like this. Beta'd by the lovely zebraspots05, who made this hopefully readable. (Are you scared yet of reading? :P)

For challenge_the: #049 power; lions_serpents: #41 author's choice (death).

( Enslaved )