Doors Halloween (doorsween) wrote in doorslogs, @ 2013-10-28 20:57:00 |
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Entry tags: | plot: halloween |
Who: Stole the beans from Lima
What: Reveal
When: Post party
Warnings: Feels.
Of course it eventually ended, and she found herself walking down the elegant hallway to her beautiful apartment dragging a big red hat behind her. It wasn't about who she'd been, or what she'd done, she didn't care much about any of that, it was what it was. However, what was sticking with her were the thoughts in her mind that she'd never even allowed herself to think.
All of the negativity that had been creeping in over the past couple of months was becoming a stark reality of what her life was going to look like going forward, the lies she'd been telling herself her entire life were unraveling and it was almost too much to take. When she walked back into her apartment she walked straight back to her bedroom red boots left in her wake - first the left then the right.
The red coat hit the floor of her bedroom and after some shimmying around breasts and hips that would never be the same again (and she didn't worry much about that fact), the catsuit was on the floor and she had pulled a worn tee shirt over her head. It went to her knees, but she pulled the collar up over her nose and mouth and inhaled deeply. She was making her way through his shirt drawers and they were all starting to smell like her, but this one still had the familiar smell. The sun was up, and she was pretty sure sleep wasn't an actual option. Just the same Evie burrowed down into the wrong side of the bed and hugged the wrong pillow tightly as she tried to purge her mind of negativity, but the old tricks had stopped working.