|Liam Roberts is an (author) wrote in doors,|
@ 2013-11-23 10:33:00
|Entry tags:||castiel, thor|
[Left as a note by where Ben leaves his keys, just before he heads out with Freki and Geri for a walk.]
It was suggested that I should just write this out, given that I'm a novelist and everything. But it's not quite that easy, I've found. Writing fiction is one thing, but writing about myself and my feelings is completely different.
But, I should at least try, right? Don't know until you've given it a shot.
So where to start. Perhaps I'll start with the easy bit, the part that I'm fairly certain you're already aware of. I like you. A lot. And it's not this like that leaves me dizzy and giddy with excitement, but this warmth that fills me up when I'm near you. Even if we're just spending time in the same room, I'll look over and just get overwhelmed by how good I feel when I'm around you. Whole, in a way.
I don't know what's out there for you and me, if anything, but I'd like to try something more. If you're willing. Able. Wanting. Whatever it is you want to say.
I left this as a note because I didn't want to see your face when you read it, just in case you laughed. Not that I think you would, but. The girls needed a walk, anyways. Excuses, excuses.
I'll be home later. So maybe we can talk. Or you can call me.