good afternoon y'all. [17 Sep 2009|12:32am] ex_rathbonem587 questing, i am not coasting, nor will i ever, despite this weather. i said, 'hey you what's new?' i know your face. 'hey you what's new?' let's go some place. my thoughts that fled my loosening grip i need to connect to you now. on our knees against the window sill, watching the sheet lightning fly, our hands caught spray from the open window. a blanket of light, a whitewashed sky. you move your frame into the shape, the window makes a lunar flame. static headlights glow in the flooded streets below, the tv turns to snow, gutters weep with overflow. i said 'hey you, what's new?' i know your face and i need to connect to you now. 4 comments|post comment

Good morning, access! [14 Sep 2009|02:47pm] anrick [ mood | maybe I did just wake up ] [ music | oldschool with this one ] Read my lips carefully, if you like what you see Move, groove, prove you can hang with me By the looks I got you shook up and scared of me Buckle your seatbelt, it's time for takeoff 29 comments|post comment

does anything not remind me of you? blah. [05 Sep 2009|10:38pm] peacheshgeldof [ mood | rocky horror ] there is love, there is lust, there is love-fuelled lust. little thing called trust which i must not break, for you, forsaking all others but you. there are storms, i must brave. there are things i must do, things i must not do to break, for you. forsake all others for you. and i'll see you when you're older, when we're older. and i'll see you when you're older, when we're older. strong arms they held you to it, that's what they are singing in the shadows. there's all this nonsense in the dark. we may bend, no doubt stretch, pull at the seams of these four legged jeans for what is at stake. i will not break, for you, forsake all others for you. and i'll see you when you're older, when we're older. and i'll see you when you're older, when we're older. and in faith i left you to it, that's what they sing in the shadows. there's all this nonsense in the dark. left you in strong arms, two strong arms that held you through it, and i blew it, and i blew it. 9 comments|post comment

What is your favorite song killed by radio? [16 Jul 2009|07:40pm] mctrusty [ music | I need a bff, who's game? ] Coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine. Gotta, gotta be down because I want it all. It started out as a kiss, how did it end up like this? It was only a kiss. It was only a kiss. Now I'm falling asleep, she's calling a cab, while he's having a smoke and she's taking a drag. Now they're going to bed and my stomach is sick and it's all in my head but she's touching his chest now. He lifts up her dress now, let me go. I just can't look, it's killing me and taking control. Jealousy turning saints into the sea, twirling through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis. But it's just the price I pay. Destiny is calling me. Open up my eager eyes, because I'm Mr. Brightside. Coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine. Gotta gotta be down because I want it all. It started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this? It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss. Now I'm falling asleep and she's calling a cab. While he's having a smoke and she's taking a drag. Now they're going to bed and my stomach is sick. It's all in my head but she's touching his chest now. He lifts up her dress now, let me go. I just can't look, it's killing me and taking control. Jealousy turning saints into the sea, twirling through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis. But it's just the price I pay. Destiny is calling me. Open up my eager eyes, because I'm Mr. Brightside. 8 comments|post comment

I have the vague feeling I've posted these before... [11 Jul 2009|02:00am] mctrusty [ mood | could suck less. ] Yesterday, when you were young, everything you needed done was done for you. Now you do it on your own, but you find you're all alone. What can you do? You and me walk on, cause you can't go back now. You know there will be days when you're so tired that you can't take another step. The night will have no stars and you'll think you've gone as far as you will ever get. But you and me walk on cause you can't go back now. And yeah, yeah, go where you want to go. Be what you want to be. If you ever turn around, you'll see me. I can't really say why everybody wishes they were somewhere else, but in the end, the only steps that matter are the ones you take all by yourself. And you and me walk on. Yeah you and me walk on, cause you can't go back now. Walk on, walk on, walk on. You can't go back now. 2 comments|post comment

[08 Jul 2009|06:11pm] davefranco look at me acting in the drama of your life, i stumble over something then i fuck my lines. so what will i say? the better things i have to say will fall to you. you seem to light up everything in my view, i don't know just what it is i'm thinking about. the better things i have to say will fall to you. if what i said does not amount to much don't doubt your gut, suppose at least that this is worth these lines are unrehearsed. the better things i have to say will fall to you. days seem to last forever but the weeks fly by, feel the conversation treble in the space that we find. days seem to last forever but the weeks fly by. the better things i have to say will fall to you. 5 comments|post comment

Name your guilty tv pleasures firstlook [08 Jul 2009|02:01am] mctrusty [ mood | recumbent ] It feels like a lover I wont see in the morning, so I keep my eyes open through the night. I take these things for more than what they're worth. I take each kiss for more than what it's meant to be, call me a hopeless romantic, call me just being pathetic. I am what I feel and tonight I'm not that much. The new is in, the new is in, I'm feeling better already. I've shed my skin, I've shed my skin, my head is starting to steady. I'm sorry I won't be reachable for days. I'm cutting myself off. Please leave me be, in my misery. I'm making amends with my conscience. So come next year I won't be reachable for days because I'm taking time to let the story write it's page. I'm now convinced that there will be no other way. The new is in, the new is in, I'm feeling better already. I've shed my skin, I've shed my skin, my head is starting to steady. Break apart the boy I used to be and build the man that I've become. I am a saint in sinner's clothing - watch me save the world. I am a saint in sinner's skin, now let the healing begin. Let the healing begin, let the healing begin, let the healing begin. The new is in, the new is in, I'm feeling better already. I've shed my skin, I've shed my skin, my head is starting to steady. I can look myself in the eye now. I can feel some magic happening. I can breathe on my own now. I can feel my body sinking in, sinking in, sinking in, sinking in. The new is in, the new is in, I'm feeling better already. I've shed my skin, I've shed my skin, my head is starting to steady. 7 comments|post comment

[01 Jul 2009|11:53am] is wake up wake up wake up it's the first of the month 13 comments|post comment

i need more buddies [20 Jun 2009|11:05pm] jennym there was a love affair in this building, the kind of love affair which every respectable building must keep as a legend. slowly festering through an innocent "by the way," or "have you heard?" he was perfect except for the fact that he was an engineer, and mothers always prefer doctors and lawyers. yet despite this imperfection he was clean looking and respectable looking, and you'll never find a mother who doesn't appreciate a natural man. so he grew healthy aloe vera plants by the window, healthy teeth in his mouth, healthy hair on his head. he grew healthy, wavy brown hair on his head, the kind, the kind that babies always go for with sticky little fingers. 42 comments|post comment

New sn: phannetom planet - abuse it please [09 Jun 2009|04:16pm] mctrusty [ mood | alex obvs ] [ music | I know it's a cover but still pp ] Well, just look at that girl with the lights comin' up in her eyes. She's got to be somebody's baby. She must be somebody's baby, cause all the guys on the corner stand back and let her walk on by. They say she's got to be somebody's baby. She must be somebody's baby. She's got to be somebody's baby. She's so fine. She's probably somebody's only light, gonna shine tonight. Oh yeah, she's probably somebody's baby, all right. I heard her talkin' with her friend when she thought nobody else was around. She said she's got to be somebody's baby. She must be somebody's baby 'cause when the cars and the signs and the street lights light up the town. She's got to be somebody's baby. She must be somebody's baby. She's got to be somebody's baby. She's so... She's gonna be somebody's only light, gonna shine tonight. Oh yeah, she's gonna be somebody's baby tonight. I try to shut my eyes, but I can't get her out of my sight. I know I'm gonna know her, but I can't get over my fright. Well, I'm a gonna walk up to her. I'm gonna talk to her tonight. Oh, yeah! Yeah, she's gonna be somebody's only light gonna shine tonight. Yeah, she's gonna be somebody's baby tonight. 14 comments|post comment

who would like to chit-chat? [07 Jun 2009|12:57am] jbgourley Give it a rest, and then try it again with more soul, until you learn that clearing your head's the same as losing control in this space. Don't let it drive you crazy. Don't let it drive you insane, there's no point. Because you just keep turning us on and turning us off and on and off and on until we're light as a feather and we're stiff as a board. Light as a feather and we're stiff as a board. Give it a break, cause if you try it again, you'll get bored, because you don't really know where it starts. But you know that it ends with no friends, and even this is a test. And I'm sorry if it breaks your bubble, but you still need some rest cause it's gonna go... It's gonna go on and on and on until it hurts. We will go on and on and on until it hurts. Turning us on and turning us off. You keep turning us on and turning us off. 8 comments|post comment

[03 Jun 2009|03:43pm] jbgourley We are vain, and we are blind. I hate people when they're not polite. Psycho killer, qu'est-ce que c'est? Fa-fa-fa-fa-fa-fa-fa-fa-fa-far better. Run run run run run run away. Oh, oh, oh.. Psycho killer, qu'est-ce que c'est? Fa-fa-fa-fa-fa-fa-fa-fa-fa-far better. Run run run run run run away! 9 comments|post comment

[28 May 2009|04:36pm] graread earnesty and clarity, those wonderful mentalities of decent positivity are all that we can scribe, but misery and poverty they follow me and my family and though it seems that i can't win i think i have to try. everyone's afraid of me, they'll never see that we all leave the same damn blood each night. so you'll go your way and i'll go mine i hope we meet later on down the line. sense and sensibility and peaceful productivity a pretty girl with broken wings is all that i desire, but there's so much hostility in all the things surrounding me the awful blow of ethnity is trying to stop me shine. so i try to look inwardly at all the things inside of me, but sodomy and buggery keep bubbling to the top. so you'll go forward and i'll go back, i hope we catch up with each other on the track. and i've been thinking awkwardly about the things that are holy like Jesus, Joseph, and Mary and Mary Magdalene and even theoretically i don't think i could ever see the perfect human being, Jesus lived without sin. so you'll go upward and i'll go down you'll go upward and i'll go down you'll go upward and i'll go down, i'll see you in hell when we die. 2 comments|post comment

listening to nme cos i miss lon.don [28 May 2009|10:22am] ex_jlo738 You came to my show, and I saw you in the crowd, I didn`t know your name, I didn`t know your name. I asked all my friends who you were and your story, they told me the same, they told me the same. I`ve left my heart to you, but it`s not fair, coz you`re taking me for granted baby. I made a start with you, but it`s not fair, coz you`re over the atlantic baby. One journey for you but it`s worth it, one life here with me and it`s magic. You stayed in my head where i saw you all the time. I didn`t think you care, I didn`t think you care. I found you one day with a mouth full of attitude and you stole me away, you stole me away. 1 comment|post comment

New just about everything ajhathaway [28 May 2009|02:18am] mctrusty [ music | Mandy...but I like Wild Hope better. ] I could handle your tortured heart, even piece it together whenever you ripped it apart. But I can never be that kind of girl who absorbs that kind of suffering and turns it into some kind of verb. I want love to love me back. I want to two way conversations. I want love to love me back. One that can handle any situation. I want love to love me back. A sky full of winter stars light up the streets of Manhattan wrapping linen in empty curls. Stretching in the summer sun. It's all out in the open California highway. I don't wanna run. I want love to love me back. I want to two way conversations. I want love to love me back. One that can handle any situation. I want love to love me back. Listen to a distant train. I wonder where it's going, maybe where it's coming from. It's all the same. Took some time to find my place where the crows are crying. I don't want somebody filling up these days. I want love to love me back. I want to two way conversations. I want love to love me back. One that can handle any situation 26 comments|post comment

this about sums up my past week [27 May 2009|10:02pm] ex_rathbonem587 Your willingness to be ignorant is what's wearing me down. 6 comments|post comment

updating soon. [14 May 2009|03:20pm] kirstdun New York, I Love You, but you're freaking me out. There's a ton of the twist, but we're fresh out of shout. Like a death in the hall that you hear through your wall. New York, I Love You, but you're freaking me out. New York, I Love You, but you're bringing me down. Like a death of the heart...Jesus, where do I start? But you're still the one pool where I'd happily drown. post comment

i'm so exhausted today [14 May 2009|11:20am] christopher yes i'm grounded, got my wings clipped. i'm surrounded by all this pavement. guess i'll circle while i'm waiting for my fuse to dry. someday i'll fly, someday i'll soar. someday i'll be so damn much more cause i'm bigger than my body gives me credit for. cause i'm bigger than my body now. maybe i'll tangle in the power lines and it might be over in a second's time but i'll gladly go down in a flame if a flame's what it takes to remember my name, to remember my name, yeah 6 comments|post comment

I have a total girl crush on Mandy Moore. Who are your celebrity crushes? [12 May 2009|11:39pm] mctrusty [ mood | barben ] [ music | download the new album!! ] You told me 32 ways to make you smile. I did 31 within the first hour. You stood amazed in your delighted shoes, bewildered but willing didn't know what to do. So I grabbed your cold hand pressed it to my beating heart and said, Isn't it neat how our bodies tick? And we can move our feet whenever and however we please." You stared blindly while I waited politely in the doorway by our school. Some cars passed and I noticed someone was singing "Us" by Regina Spektor. You know how I had a crush on her. I know you don't like grey skies. We know our multiplication tables and you got straight a's while I was writing fairytales. And Looking out window seals asking why the sun shine liked my eyes and kissed my cheek when it knew I was in love with the moon, and of course with you. Well I sped it up 'cause you don't like slow songs. You're more of the literal kind. Yeah you're more like the ocean's waves. You get closer at the end of the day. 32 comments|post comment

[06 May 2009|11:02pm] barben there's a starman waiting in the sky. he'd like to come and meet us, but he thinks he'd blow our minds. 10 comments|post comment

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