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Jennifer Van Der Knapp ([info]tempting_fate) wrote in [info]devils_tower,
@ 2009-09-21 20:09:00

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Entry tags:jinx, kahea, sentinel

Week Fifteen - Tuesday
Who: Jinx, Kahea, Sentinel, and a few more
What: Jinxy goes for a stroll
When: Tuesday morning
Where: The Lodge, then out in a meadow
Rating: R for Violence


Today had started out like any other day; a nice big breakfast, a walk around the Lodge, a visit to the library, but then Sentinel had been called to speak to Jax. Jinx wasn't exactly please when their trip into the city had been spoilt, but it was Jax, and he was allowed to ruin their plans. He was allowed to, because if for no other reason, he had been the reason they had lived in the proverbial luxury they had since the virus. Things had been rocky once in awhile, but overall life had been easy for the siblings. So when Jax had called, Jinx had bit her lip and hadn't complained.

Before Sentinel had gone to speak to Jax, he had set Jinx up with a new book outside of the office, and had told her it would just be a couple of minutes and to stay where she was. The book Sentinel had given her was Arthur Edward Waite's "The Book Of Black Magic And Of Pacts including the Rites and Mysteries of Goetic Theurgy, Sorcery and Infernal Necromancy". Usually Jinx would have been charmed by the Victorian writing style,maybe even engrossed in just how wordy an author could make an easy statement, but well she was waiting for Sentinel, Jinx found herself annoyed by it all and inpatient for it to get into the meat. So setting the book aside, she left her seat.

Originally she thought, she would just get another book, but as she entered the library, she saw how beautiful of a day it had become outside. So instead of racking through the piers of books, she ventured through the glass doors of the library and out into the day.

Slowly she drifted through the gardens and through a roughly maintained hedge. After wandering about tens minutes, she found herself in an open field that was more like a meadow. It was curious to her how much the view in front of her reminded her of imagery in many poems and stories, and she wondered if they to had visited this field. That of course was absurd, but it was an interesting thought.

Laying down amongst the long grass, she started reciting an old poem she knew by heart,

"I am a kind word uttered and repeated
By the voice of Nature;
I am a star fallen from the
Blue tent upon the green carpet.
I am the daughter of the elements
With whom Winter conceived;
To whom Spring gave birth; I was
Reared in the lap of Summer and I
Slept in the bed of Autumn.

At dawn I unite with the breeze
To announce the coming of light;
At eventide I join the birds
In bidding the light farewell.

The plains are decorated with
My beautiful colours, and the air
Is scented with my fragrance.

As I embrace Slumber the eyes of
Night watch over me, and as I
Awaken I stare at the sun, which is
The only eye of the day.

I drink dew for wine, and hearken to
The voices of the birds, and dance
To the rhythmic swaying of the grass.

I am the lover's gift; I am the wedding wreath;
I am the memory of a moment of happiness;
I am the last gift of the living to the dead;
I am a part of joy and a part of sorrow.

But I look up high to see only the light,
And never look down to see my shadow.
This is wisdom which man must learn."



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[info]water_gurl
2009-09-22 02:19 am UTC (link)
Kahea was on absolute cloud nine that morning. She hadn't wanted to leave Pan so soon, but she knew if she had stayed much longer after their dip in the river, there would've been a round three in store for them and then she would've never left his boat house for the rest of the day, wanting nothing more than to stay wrapped up with him on his miss-match of pillows.

Her hair was still wet from the river water as she had started walking aimlessly around the town, not really paying attention to anything or anyone, not even her surroundings. She had also been quietly singing various love songs from her favorite movies while she walked along. So as she came across a beautiful meadow she was a bit startled to hear another voice other than her own as it appeared to be empty surroundings.

"Anela, sst. Mai kahua." Kahea whispered to Anela who was wandering around on the grass, chasing a butterfly. As soon as she heard the familiar words, Anela scampered over to her friend and crawled her way up Kahea's leg and into her shirt.

Kahea looked around, fingered her dagger on her wrist under her jacket sleeve, and prepared herself for what was next, not knowing what it would be. But she kept a slow pace forward as well, trying to figure out where the voice was coming from and if it was threatening or not.

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[info]tempting_fate
2009-09-22 08:03 pm UTC (link)
As Jinx finished repeating the poem by Khalil Gibran, she was about to start one by Yeates as her fingers twisted around the stem of a daisy. However, her long term plan of laying in the weeds and reciting poetry was interrupted by quiet words and footsteps. Sitting bolt upright, she found herself starting at a girl. At first Jinx was a bit annoyed, but quickly enough she decided that she would just play with this new toy. I was a lucky happenstance after all that this girl would just happen upon her, so she might as well use her for her own enjoyment. Standing up a grin spread over Jinx's features, as she spoke, "Did Sentinel send you?"

The most terrifying thing for those that knew Jinx's true nature was the fact that as she stood here with all sorts of terrible thoughts running through her mind, she looked absolutely harmless. Not in a vacant way, just in the way that someone without exposure would look. In some ways the innocence that people saw in Jinx was there, but in just was the facade for the true depths of a mind that could find a weapon in a room of feathers.

Walking toward the other girl, Jinx was smiling a warm and happy smile that denoted some gaiety at the presence of another. Stopping before Kahea, Jinx said, "So who are you?" as she brushed off her heavy tartan skirt that hung as if it had never been worn before.

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[info]water_gurl
2009-09-23 12:58 am UTC (link)
The woman popped up out what appeared to be nowhere. Kahea took a step back out of startlement. But her defense pose relaxed a bit when she took a good look at the woman before her. She towered over her quite a bit, but her build wasn't very much intimidating. It was the questions that she was asking that made Kahea a bit on the cautious side. She wasn't one to just give up her name and status so easily, and this woman had obviously been expecting someone to come find her, this Sentinel person?

Kahea relaxed her features even more to appear un-threatened and un-suspicious, but her mind stayed sharp and she knew she could hit her game if she needed to, her first dagger just under her left sleeve. Although this woman didn't exactly scream "danger", she could always just be a decoy for a trap. After all, she didn't look strong enough to cause too much damage. then again, neither do you.

"I'm sorry, I don't know who you are speaking of. No one has sent me here, I was enjoying the morning's beauty. I apologize for interrupting the start of your day. I'll just be on my way then." Kahea smiled kindly and began to cautiously walk away from the woman, not completely turning her back on her, yet careful to not give off any kind of skeptical vibe so she didn't cause alarm to the young woman. If she was a decoy, Kahea wanted her to think that she was completely off guard. If she wasn't anything of the sort, then she didn't want to offend the beautiful woman by being leery and uneasy around her.

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[info]tempting_fate
2009-09-23 03:25 am UTC (link)
Jinx laughed lightly, "Oh I see. Well Sentinel is my brother, and since we are new around these parts, I just assumed you were someone from my tribe the he had sent out looking. He is quite protective after all, especially since I am not quite sure of the tribal lines... I believe I'm still on Jackal territory."

That was a question that Jinx wasn't completely sure about. Sentinel had showed her the borders of their new territory once or twice, but they had not stuck with her. Likely because it wasn't something she really cared about. She didn't understand why the world had to be so divided now, honestly in her opinion, everyone should have just submitted to Jax as a leader. He had always done a very good job in her opinion, and life would be easier if everyone wasn't fighting for a position that she believed was naturally his.

Looking Kahea over, she saw the moving bulge under the other's shirt. Looking closer, she saw the outline of a tail and a few legs, and assumed it must be a cat. Not many dog of that size had survived after the virus, and she couldn't think of anything else that would leave that impression.

Smiling she said, "Anyhow, my name is Jinx... and who do you have there?"

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[info]water_gurl
2009-09-23 09:49 pm UTC (link)
The woman's laugh was was like a tiny jingle bell going off in the surrounding meadow. It was light and sweet and gave Kahea a little bit more sense of ease. She was a bit confused when she began speaking about Jackals and territories.

"Well, I don't really know anything about 'tribes' or 'territories', I'm sorry. And this little one here is Lee, and I'm K." At Anela's 'code' name, she popped her head out of the front of Kahea's shirt and mewed at their new acquaintance. Not matter who nice this woman was appearing, Kahea wouldn't give up their real names. She never did, usually, right off the bat. Real names lead to bad happenings from Kahea's experience, so until there was a given reason to trust this woman, 'codes' the word.


"Like I said earlier, we were just passing by, enjoying the beautiful morning. I didn't mean to interrupt whatever you were doing," she smiled apologetically.

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[info]tempting_fate
2009-09-24 04:04 am UTC (link)
Cocking her head to the side, Jinx looked at the kitten that had just popped out of the coat that the girl, she now knew as Kaye. "She's very cute, I use to have two cats... but we had to leave them in New Haven. Maybe I'll get another cat." Smiling she reach out and petted the cat's head.

When Kahea apologized again Jinx blinked, and said, "I was only just playing in the field. I find it fun to pretend I am little again." Unfortunately there was another side of Jinx that came out at times when she was 'pretending to be little', but then again Jinx never remembered any of it. For Jinx, childhood hadn't exactly been the heartwarming memories that were held by most. That wasn't to say those memories didn't exist, they did, they just happened to be paired with some of the worst memories any child could have.

"Would you like to join me?"

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[info]water_gurl
2009-09-24 04:36 am UTC (link)
Kahea pulled her chin back in shock and blinked a few times. She wanted her to play with her? Really? Okay, this woman couldn't be a decoy, unless this is a way to plot out plan. And people now-a-days just don't get that planned out anymore. These thoughts made Kahea a lot more at ease about Jinx. If she was going to jumped and robbed, it would've happened by now, and Anela wasn't giving off any kind of warnings, so Kahea saw no harm in playing a little. Wasn't she just in a frolicie-type mood a few minutes ago anyways?

Composing herself better and smiling in earnest this time, Kahea answered the request. "Sure. That actually doesn't sound like a bad idea." Along with the comment, she let out a girlish giggle to, feeling some of her good mood from earlier that morning starting to return.

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[info]tempting_fate
2009-09-28 03:00 am UTC (link)
Watching the other girl in front of her, Jinx's smile brightened. She knew very well that she was no longer a child, but she didn't believe that anyone else that was primarily in her life had noticed. No, her brother treated her like she was still ten. Jinx wasn't a fool though, and years in white walled rooms with no freedom were not lost on her. She knew she had done bad things in her past, but she didn't remember any of them. Nothing bad stuck in her mind, at least not her conscious mind. Her subconscious was quite another story, but even it laid those memories far into it's corners where unless aggravated no one could find them.

That was why when Jinx chose the game, there were no warnings in her mind about the consequences of such. She did try to avoid things that she knew might make her do bad things, she really did, but without warning how could she know that a simple game of tag might dig its nails into her memory and draw out things better left in the farthest reaches?

Laughing in a hearty way, Jinx laughed and said, "Well then your it! So count to ten and I'll go hide."

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[info]water_gurl
2009-09-28 03:26 am UTC (link)
Kahea giggled at the beautiful woman. "Ok! I'll go over here, by this tree and count." She walked a few steps to a near by tree and looked down at Anela in her shirt. "Anela, you go on and watch from here," she quietly whispered to the cat, low enough for Jinx to not hear her.

The grey tabby leaped from her shirt and on to the trunk of the tree, climbing her way up to the first branch. Kahea crossed her arms on the trunk, and closed her eyes as she placed her head in her arms.

"Okay, ONE! TWO! THREE!" Kahea continued her counting all the way up to ten, as she was told, and then announced, "Ready or not, here I come!"


She started walking slowly around the meadow, "looking" for the child-like woman who had initiated the game.

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[info]tempting_fate
2009-09-28 04:20 am UTC (link)
Jinx laughed in a childish manner as Kahea began to count, but then held her breath as she ran out into the field. Once she had made some distance, Jinx layered down completely still int eh long grass, that was about three feet in height. As her breathing became shallower and the sounds being emitted by her body decreased, she mind found itself not in the long grass of the fields, but in a closet.

Instead of hiding from this girl that she had just met, she was hiding from her father. Who on one of their many days alone when she was young had started a game of hide and seek. This time it had been half an hour, and he still hadn't found her. Her breath was ragged as his footsteps creaked up the stairs onto the second floor. Her heart was pounding in her chest as she heard his footsteps trail into another room and then enter the one she was in.

Every inch of muscle in Jinx's body tightened as the footsteps in the grass approached. Kahea was the one who was coming toward her through the long grass, but the creaking footsteps were those of the man in her mind. The man that was suppose to be her father, but who was instead the naked monster desiring her touch. The thought made vomit creep up the back of Jinx's throat as the footsteps drew nearer. Instead of the coat-rack that that little girl had been holding onto, Jinx's finger felt the cool and jagged edged of a rock by her side and clenched it with all of her might.

As Kahea came into view, the door of the closet flew open, but the scared little girl that had cowered into the wall behind her was not the girl that Kahea was going to get. No instead Jinx jumped to her feet and swung with the rock in hand at Kahea, connecting with the side of her head.

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[info]water_gurl
2009-09-28 07:58 pm UTC (link)
Kahea barely noticed Jinx pop up from the overgrown grass before the rock made contact with her head. "Ow! What?" She instinctively took a few steps back, and placed a hand on the now throbbing bump on the side of her head, pulling it away to check for blood.

From the slight dizziness Kahea was beginning to feel, she already knew the answer. Sure enough, when she touched her head and looked at it she saw the crimson liquid.

When she looked back up at the person who still held the weapon in her hand, she noticed the immense emotion change in Jinx's eyes and her entire demeanor.

"Woah, are you okay?" Kahea clutched her shoulder bag closer to her with one hand while she flicked her wrist slightly, moving her dagger further within her reach of the other. She didn't want to use it she didn't have to. Maybe it was just a freak accident? Worse case scenario, Kahea would just use the hilt of her dagger as a blunt force object, but she prayed she wouldn't have to.

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[info]tempting_fate
2009-10-04 06:07 pm UTC (link)
Jinx's eyes narrowed as the person standing in front of her stumbled back. The person in front of her was not the girl she had just meet, at least it was not to Jinx's eyes. Instead she saw the man whom she both loved and feared. The man who's life she had taken in order to save her own.

The words Kahea spoke, Jinx didn't hear, what she did notices was the movement of the other's hands. Obviously they were planning an attack, well Jinx would beat them to it, and so she did.

Sprinting toward, the other person, Jinx only took about 5 strides, but she built power with everyone and once in range she launched herself at the other. With the driving force she had developed, she easily brought the other girl down with her. Likely to other's she looked like some creature taking down the prey. Blood was in her mind now, it was in front of her and she wanted more. Raising her hand she again struck the other with the rock and just keep hitting her.

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[info]water_gurl
2009-10-05 02:00 am UTC (link)
Kahea saw the attack coming, but she still couldn't find a way to wrap her mind around Jinx actually coming at her in such away after she had just been so sweet two minutes prior. This sense of shock had Kahea reacting slower than usual to Jinx's attack, meaning that she didn't get her dagger out fast enough before she and Jinx were falling to the ground. The initial hit to the ground knocked Kahea's dagger out of her hand, leaving her with only her arms to try and block the incoming blows from the taller woman above her.

"Anela! Run!" were the last words Kahea managed to scream out in between blocks, swings, and hits. She tried to crouch herself into a ball, and cover herself from the rock Jinx was using as a weapon. Trying reach for her switch blade on her ankle her hand stopped just short of its destination. Jinx managed to get a sharp hit right on the same spot as the last time. Kahea's eyes began to fog instantly, and for a brief moment her mind retreated back to the most horrible night of her life. She let out a piercing scream as those horrible memories came flooding back, right before Kahea went limp and lifeless, passing out from stress, loss of blood, and the brutal attack.

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[info]tempting_fate
2009-10-11 05:47 pm UTC (link)
Jinx had continued to hit the other woman, until the presence within her had left. When the other stopped fighting completely, a sense of safety returned to Jinx and she stood up and dusted off her skirt. There wasn't a moment where she looked down to see the girl in front of her. Once she had stood there was nothing left of the moment before. It was as if in Jinx's mind nothing had ever happened and she was just out in the wild field by herself. She remembered meeting another, but vaguely and assumed that she had gone.

Out of the corner of her eyes, she caught sight of the long grass as she swept through the grass. Smiling she turned and started languidly walking through it as her fingertips, stroked the swaying blades. Starting into a new poem.

"Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow--
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand--
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep--while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream? "

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