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| Entry tags: | english, yeates |
Week Twelve - Friday
Who: Yeates and English and a bunch of NPC Sprogs
Where: Out and about on the farm
When: Afternoon of Friday
What: Revelations, snogging, and a rousing game of Tag
Status: in Progress
Rating: Um...English always gets a PG-13 cause of her mouth!
Children. The little rugrats always seemed to brighten English no matter the mood she was in. She had stolen all of them from Wren and was in the back yard running around with them with a stirring game of tag. There was laughing and shrieks of exitement coming from all including English but it was a first in quite a few days.
She'd been painfully silent since she found out. She was hurt and nothing could change that fact. She had been brushed aside and it hurt. English didn't need anyone to tell her it would take a miracle to make someone want her for more than a quick...oh she didn't even want to think about sex. Something she had in all her nineteen years really never come close to. She was safely guarding it for some cosmic reason even she couldn't figure out anymore.
In all truth she knew she didn't have a right to be upset. Hawk was not hers to claim and most of the hurt she had rested with Nova. English had nearly lost a toe because of the stupid girl when she ran off like she did hurting Grey. The truth was something English didn't want to even acknowledge. Hawk had been a stand in for something she wasn't brave enough to try. They were the only two she had and she couldn't bare screwing something up with them. Will had always held just a bit more special place in her heart than Bobby. She had her fair share of longing looks when he fell within her sight and she knew it wasn't something she could ever have. She was his dearest friend and as far as either Caldwell boys were concerned she probably wasn't even thought of as a girl.