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( blindly snap the broken beats ) aiden fields. ([info]callofthewild) wrote in [info]deliverance_rpg,
@ 2008-05-09 04:17:00

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watching repeats on my ceiling, another hour left to kill;
Since the supplies had failed to arrive and therefore stock the Complex for the month, Rostat had been relatively quiet, at least after Aiden and the other bartenders on staff got it through to everyone — regulars or otherwise — that they didn’t have the means to just whip up a batch of homemade moonshine and send them all on their way with the fuzzy brains and warm thoughts that were usually brought about by free alcohol. It had been extremely stressful at first, reminding everyone that they were required, as part of their jobs, to serve the liquor when they had it, and that they weren’t about to keep it for themselves. They’d been drained dry, like Cavern, and would have gladly handed over any reserves they’d had at the first sign of trouble. Thankfully any fights that had broken out had been short-lived, resolved either by Aiden and his co-workers personally or by the quick-to-respond Authority who were more active in the streets with things so tense following a shortage of this magnitude.

Aiden wasn’t a cowardly sort, wasn’t at all easy to intimidate, but having the black-clad men around was a reassurance he could most definitely live with. There were only so many things that he and the others could resolve on their own, and there was a point where managing those problems yourself just became plain stupid or reckless. Both, even. Some people got a little needy for alcohol, paling in comparison to the quality of pre-War stocks though their supply was at the best of times, and there was no telling what a desperate man would do when denied his after-work drink, not to mention the half a dozen that would likely have followed it.

But now, in comparison, the bar was just dull. Lifeless, even. It would have been almost ‘cushy’ if currency had still existed and there had been any promise of getting paid for doing nothing for several hours on end. As it was, this was his part in the grand scheme; he worked his shift, went home, ate leftovers out of his fridge and watched reruns on the television for a while before he called it a night. Maybe he ran for a while. It varied, mostly depending on the weather. There weren’t really any luxuries left, especially not during a ‘drought’ like this. Tonight, he had already cleaned the bar down (twice), tidied the stools, checked the corners and hidden crevices the regulars had discovered for any hidden ‘treasures’ like glasses that would only go furry in the base or litter they couldn’t be bothered to leave on the tabletops for the bartenders to clear up. He had changed the faulty bulb in the men’s room, gone over the glasses for any stains or smudges, and checked that the cellar was well and truly locked.

For a couple of hours after that, he’d been poking around on the limited but thankfully still-available internet, a fruitless endeavour until Susan Ash’s journal message had been launched. Now that he’d convinced her to head on over for a little downtime from the Medlab, he would at least have something to do, and some favourable company at the same time.

Of course, it would take her a while to get to the bar from her place of work. Until then, Aiden had little else to do except what he had been doing prior to her announcement. He would check pages, refresh things too many times, and occasionally lean back in the old, cushioned and squeaky office chair to check no one had come into Rostat without him noticing.

Not that he wouldn’t notice. Aiden Fields would hear them long before they even reached the bar.


( SUSAN )


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[info]endinbloodshed
2008-05-09 06:02 pm UTC (link)
It had taken her close to an hour to get out of the building in the end. Everyone who worked at the Medlabs was having a hard time getting away form the place at the moment, the lack of supplies., far form emptying the place, was making the patients pile up. Things they could have treated easily, things that they should have treated easily, were just, for want of a better term, piling up in the halls. There were very few beds opening up, the clinic was understaffed as usual and the patients just kept coming. Maybe, the Chief Nurse through as she drove what was now familiar route to everyone to Rostat, maybe people were just panicking. A lot of the injuries she had seen today were little more than nicks and scrapes, but they'd all been through radiation sickness, they were all worried when they got a new bump or bruise to a damn paper cut. It was natural. It was just frustrating. The meds were working. They were safe from the fallout.

Horizon had made sure of that.

The company had also provided her with a 'car', which was technically a truck and had emergency medical equipment in the back, since Susan more than once was called upon to make 'house calls', and give its size and official insignia on the side Susan just used it as her main mode of transport now, she old car had been hell to keep in decent condition, despite the efforts of the mechanics in the Complex. It just wasn't worth it in the end of the day, and id Horizon Technologies wanted to give her a car... well, who was she to complain? With the radio on, the news buzzing through the cab of the truck as she rolled along the streets, Susan felt herself phase in and out of conscious thought, one minute she was turning the corner at the end of the street the Medlab was located on and the next thing she new she was pulling into the parking lot at the bar. Blinking, frowning slightly too, she decided that she'd clearly not had enough sleep recently and it was probably a good thing that Aiden had suggested she take a break a get her ass down to the bar. Even if that hadn't been the actual wording.

Parking up, she heaved a sigh. Already she felt her headache starting to recede a little. Maybe it had been psychosomatic to begin with, her body telling her to get out of the Medlabs, to get away from the harsh florescent lighting and the tang of disinfectant on the air, the raised voices and chaos. Now that she had a bit of peace she was starting to feel a bit better. Still. Vicodin would have been nice. Susan killed the engine and opened her door, sliding out into the bitter winds with a shudder. It took her a few moments to lock the vehicle up and jog towards the door, which she shoved open with the flat of her palm before crossing the threshold, bringing a brief gust of frigid air with her. Plopping herself onto a bar stool she gave the obligatory sighed groan as the weight eased off her feet as an announcement of her presence.

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[info]callofthewild
2008-05-09 07:20 pm UTC (link)
Everyone was worried about a lot these days; too many things, unfortunately. Aiden was introduced to all kinds of attitudes working at Rostat, and he didn’t doubt that the ‘tenders at Cavern tended to have a little more peace if only because the music and the din from crowds letting off steam sort of cancelled out any attempts for conversation. Not here, in the closed in walls of Rostat, where the atmosphere was decidedly tamer and it was expected that the patrons show a little more consideration for their fellow man. Or woman. They got more than their fair share of ‘the fairer sex’ in here on any given day. Of course, none of that really counted during the shortage; the bar and club were forgotten, their purpose effectively lost without the alcohol that essentially made up their basic function. They had basics, and that was putting it mildly. When he had offered Susan a cup of bad coffee over the computer system, he hadn’t been exaggerating or mincing words. Anyone who had ever complained about coffee in the past had obviously never tried their supply. Maybe because it was so rarely touched; it wasn’t as if it could pass its best, given that it was dried and produced in order to last a long time, specifically, but there was something just ‘off’ about it. Aiden couldn’t describe it, and he tried his best not to touch it, as a general rule.

The first thing Aiden heard with any sort of clarity was the distant ‘boom’ of metal slamming back into its designed frame; a car door being thrown shut. After that, it was the gloved pound against the door that sent it swinging inward, permitting an expected blonde entrance, and even before he felt the distinct, fleeting bite over his bare forearms, he was pushing the office chair away from the simple desk and rising to his booted feet. By the time the woman dropped herself onto the barstool, Aiden was already striding out from the small back room, the door of which had been open throughout the entirety of his shift so he could keep an eye on the otherwise dead bar.

Lifting his right hand, he set something on the bar and shrugged his broad shoulders beneath his plain black t-shirt, the sleeves for which would have reached his wrists if he weren’t usually in the habit of pushing anything of the sort up just past his elbows, simply for the feel of freedom it gave him. “They’re not Vicodin, but I just found them in the drawer.” The words were accompanied with a brief gesture back towards the exposed office, and he gave her a welcoming smile, before he said, “They probably taste better than the coffee I promised you, anyway.”

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[info]endinbloodshed
2008-05-13 07:27 pm UTC (link)
It was sort of a long running joke at the Medlab that none of the staff actually had any taste buds left to be offended by how awful that freeze dried, fake coffee was. Whatever Horizon was making out of, it couldn't possibly have been traditional coffee beans and really. Now that she thought about it, Susan didn't want to muse on the possibilities of what they were grinding instead. Mud was the popular consensus, that or some other brown substance that didn't really need to be named for the gist of the joke to make sense.

"Oh my god," Susan sighed, reaching for the little bottle that Aiden had set down on the counter in front of her, "You're my favourite person right now." So she could have taken what she'd wanted to rather at this stage needed from the limited supplies left at the Medlabs, but that just wasn't the way she worked; even when one of her co-workers had pointed out that she'd been working flat out for six hours and if she really wanted to she could just take a couple of pills and lie down in the on call room, but that just reminded the Chief that they had some perfectly good beds and might have to resort to using them. As she sat at the bar the nurse turned the bottle over in her fingers, gloves lying beside her right elbow for now, she read the dosage, though she knew what it would be already and then popped the cap off looking up, "Everything tastes better than coffee in this day and age," she pointed out with a wry smile.

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[info]callofthewild
2008-05-14 02:07 pm UTC (link)
Most people had learned how to ‘make do’ with dried, long-life products that, nowadays, replaced what they had had before the War. Eggs, milk, all of the things they had taken for granted when they had been fresh off the production line and readily available in the local store. They didn’t have those luxuries as much anymore, there was certainly none of this ‘free range’ stuff that people had been craving before the War. Aiden had long ago learned what was gone, what they weren’t going to have anymore; he had never been particularly fussy anyway, so he wasn’t all that difficult to please, or at least satisfy enough for him to move on and get by.

The coffee, however, was bordering on torture. But maybe some people liked it, who knew?

Giving her a smile as she took the bottle, he chuckled lightly and moved to make the promised beverage. It didn’t take him long, all things considered, and he had gotten the water boiling before Susan had even arrived, anticipating her arrival, so by the time he was replying to her comment, he was setting a mug with steaming dark liquid down near to her; “Somebody needs to put that on a t-shirt.” After a moment he said, “I only ever memorised how you take your alcoholic drinks, so…” Aiden set a tin of dried milk and a small container of sugar next to the mug, complete with a teaspoon. “Go nuts.”

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[info]endinbloodshed
2008-05-14 05:10 pm UTC (link)
If she had ever been fussy about food and such, Susan didn't remember it; those months spent living in the wastelands, in the filthy, decrepit excuse for a Hospital had probably quashed anything like that. After all, when you lived in a ruined building with minimal water to drink and nothing but hospital food to eat, things like 'free range eggs' and 'organically grown' became either erroneous or down right laughable. It was all just about survival now.

Susan laughed lightly, nodding her head, "Ah, I see your sense of humour is in good form tonight," she said, picking up the teaspoon. "Just sugar, for the record," she gestured to the powdered milk, "I heard that stuff gives you cancer. Then again, if you're gonna get cancer it'd be from all that nuclear fallout, so a little powered milk probably won't do any harm." Gallows humour had become something of s staple nowadays, maybe it was part of the human condition; after the initial pain of something passed or at least lessened somewhat, the next stage was to laugh it off in a way, to lighten things up in any way possible. The world was the way it was after all, there was no way to change it now, no way to wave a wand and get back what they'd lost as a civilisation. They had to move forwards, and a little black humour never hurt anyone.

Despite her words, Susan avoided the powdered milk, going for a black coffee with a couple of lumps of sugar in it, the staple of the Medlab coffee making facilities. It wasn't that she particularly liked it, but she was used to it, and so drank it out of habit more than anything. Sipping the beverage and making a brief face as she burnt her tongue on the hot liquid, Susan looked around then bar and then at Aiden, "So there's really been no trouble? I was expecting an angry mob at the gates to be honest."

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[info]callofthewild
2008-05-14 06:57 pm UTC (link)
Surprisingly, not once since he had learned he could become a fully fledged wolf had Aiden caved to those predator instincts fully; while he had chased things, as limited as prey animals had been after the War and the radiation that had quickly begun to destroy them, he had never killed or eaten any of them. The thought had never even crossed his mind, but not surprisingly, if it had, he would have shunned it immediately. He might have been able to become a wolf, was even part wolf, he supposed, but that didn’t mean he had to obey every little whim and desire of the inner animal. Thankfully.

Tilting his head in a ‘fair enough’ gesture, Aiden took the powdered milk and set it back under the bar, on the bottom shelf, where it ‘lived’, watching how much sugar she spooned into the mug for future reference, so he wouldn’t have to make her do it herself if it came down to this again. He was hoping it wouldn’t; supply shortages were no fun for anyone, and people could say it affected some more than others, but the truth of the matter was that it affected them all, in their own ways. They were all up the creek, as some might say. They just needed to laugh it off and move along. Power through it.

“Surprising, isn’t it?” Aiden settled the small of his back against the opposite side of the bar, facing Susan, his broad shoulders reflected in the cliché wall-length mirror, grimy and slightly cracked though it was. “We had a little trouble at first, a few people making a racket about us lying and all that fun stuff, but the Authority stepped in before anyone could do anything drastic.”

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[info]endinbloodshed
2008-05-14 09:01 pm UTC (link)
They were powering through like Rachel and Joey... damn those Friends re-re-re-runs. Pretty much everyone in the Complex, with a few exceptions of course, took every day as it came, it was hard, a difficult adjustment to make, but planning for the future was sort of a thing of the past, you had to go from day to day, meal to meal and just push through. Because what else was there but survival now? The answer was not much. It was heavy, but the survival of the human race rested with the people in the Complexes.

Susan nodded again, "Yeah, there's always someone who thinks everyone's lying and the supplies are just... sitting in a box somewhere," at that she sighed, it was only a matter of time before the same thing would be happening at the Medlab, before they were accused to hoarding supplies. There might have been a modicum of truth to that in their case though, part of Susan's job now was to prioritise cases, who needed to medication more than anyone? Who could ride out the pain of their ailment without medicinal help? Susan hated that the decisions fell to her really, she loved her job in the clichéd way she was expected to, but times like these made her think back to the ruins of that hospital out in the wastelands, and those were not memories she enjoyed reliving. Deciding who lived and who died was never meant to be left to humans, the Third World War was a perfect testament to that.

"It really can't go on much longer," the blonde added, smiling wanly at Aiden before she looked down into her coffee, giving another heavy sigh, "Horizon won't let it."

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[info]callofthewild
2008-05-17 12:11 pm UTC (link)
Ah, the re-runs… of re-runs of re-runs. Where would they be without them? In their situation, it wouldn’t help to be all doom and gloom about the state of the world, and it certainly wouldn’t help them to help Horizon rebuild after what had happened. They had to be realistic, of course, but negativity wasn’t going to improve anything, obviously. Aiden had met his fair share of people who thought they didn’t have a chance, and honestly, he only tolerated them as long as he absolutely had to; he preferred the people who could at least see some hope for the future.

“They don’t know it, but the basement’s filled with booze,” Aiden remarked with a light, joking tone, shifting his position to get more comfortable, resting more of his weight to his left and slouching slightly. He didn’t doubt that Susan had had to put up with the same sorts of accusations at the Medlab, but people who didn’t get painkillers that they had to have, whether literally or because of some trace of addiction, tended to be more dangerous than people who couldn’t get their hands on a drink in order to unwind. Alcoholics hadn’t really held out during and after the War. Most of them had been weaned off their addiction by happenstance alone.

It wouldn’t take Aiden long to migrate around to the other side of the bar, or at least pull out the old stool from the office in order to sit and talk rather than slouch and talk. “We’ve had ‘droughts’ before. They never last.” There was always a first time for everything, naturally, but Aiden couldn’t let himself think about this being just that.

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