Spike --> Love's Bitch (![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} fool_for_love) wrote in ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} dawn_ooc,@ 2008-01-25 05:11:00 |
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Cross posted to all my games
So this came with much thought and is hard to do but I’m going to need to go on a hiatus/break for two to three weeks (maybe only one) if the mods will allow it. I just haven’t been feeling any motivation lately for rping. I care about the games I’m in and want to continue but every time I’m ready to catch up, do a tag, write a post something seems to get in the way of stopping me. And then I just don’t have the energy or motivation to do so. For instance Sunday I was ready to catch up everywhere and do all the posts/tags I needed to do. Spent the day starting to read what I needed to read of posts or tags and began to think out in my head what to do with my characters in various games but then Sunday night I started to feel sick and ended up in the bathroom from 12 am to 5 am throwing up all night. I think I had the flu or something because then all day Monday I was sick and had a fever and even went on till Tuesday. By Tuesday night I was feeling better but still very weak and couldn’t hardly think enough to do any writing. With that I ended up being behind in homework so trying to catch up with that now. This weekend I am also going to be out of town going to a wedding in Iowa and I don’t know how much internet time I will really have and if I will even go on the internet at all. So even if I thought I was ready to write again and catch up everywhere I couldn’t, not enough time.
Besides being busy my emotions have been on some crazy roller costar the past few months and I really don’t know where my thoughts are going anymore. I need to hopefully get my head clear. At the moment I can’t get myself to write and I’m sure with taking a break and not having to worry about having to make a post/tag the next day I will be able to get my head clear. I am still going to be writing in a prompt based community I’m in because well that isn’t as hard for me right now, there is a lot of freedom in that and most of it isn’t even roleplaying so I don’t have to worry about switching on and off like I’ve been doing which doesn’t work well when in a thread. Besides that you only have to write like one thing a month for the most part to stay active so not much to worry about there.
What I’m going to probably do is slowly start coming back into roleplaying. Either by just starting to catch up in one community at a time or one character at a time and with each character/community I start feeling comfortable in again I will move on. If anyone really wants to keep up with me or just in general be friends you can friend my personal journals on either livejournal: adistantshadow or on insanejournal: somethingelse I meant to add some of you people that I was friends with on GJ but again with the having no motivation or energy lately for anything.
I am so sorry for not being the most active player lately and I hope to get everything together once again. I understand if any games want to replace me but hopefully you’ll let me take my short hiatus.
Stephanie
So this came with much thought and is hard to do but I’m going to need to go on a hiatus/break for two to three weeks (maybe only one) if the mods will allow it. I just haven’t been feeling any motivation lately for rping. I care about the games I’m in and want to continue but every time I’m ready to catch up, do a tag, write a post something seems to get in the way of stopping me. And then I just don’t have the energy or motivation to do so. For instance Sunday I was ready to catch up everywhere and do all the posts/tags I needed to do. Spent the day starting to read what I needed to read of posts or tags and began to think out in my head what to do with my characters in various games but then Sunday night I started to feel sick and ended up in the bathroom from 12 am to 5 am throwing up all night. I think I had the flu or something because then all day Monday I was sick and had a fever and even went on till Tuesday. By Tuesday night I was feeling better but still very weak and couldn’t hardly think enough to do any writing. With that I ended up being behind in homework so trying to catch up with that now. This weekend I am also going to be out of town going to a wedding in Iowa and I don’t know how much internet time I will really have and if I will even go on the internet at all. So even if I thought I was ready to write again and catch up everywhere I couldn’t, not enough time.
Besides being busy my emotions have been on some crazy roller costar the past few months and I really don’t know where my thoughts are going anymore. I need to hopefully get my head clear. At the moment I can’t get myself to write and I’m sure with taking a break and not having to worry about having to make a post/tag the next day I will be able to get my head clear. I am still going to be writing in a prompt based community I’m in because well that isn’t as hard for me right now, there is a lot of freedom in that and most of it isn’t even roleplaying so I don’t have to worry about switching on and off like I’ve been doing which doesn’t work well when in a thread. Besides that you only have to write like one thing a month for the most part to stay active so not much to worry about there.
What I’m going to probably do is slowly start coming back into roleplaying. Either by just starting to catch up in one community at a time or one character at a time and with each character/community I start feeling comfortable in again I will move on. If anyone really wants to keep up with me or just in general be friends you can friend my personal journals on either livejournal: adistantshadow or on insanejournal: somethingelse I meant to add some of you people that I was friends with on GJ but again with the having no motivation or energy lately for anything.
I am so sorry for not being the most active player lately and I hope to get everything together once again. I understand if any games want to replace me but hopefully you’ll let me take my short hiatus.
Stephanie
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