Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in Depression-happy-poetry's InsaneJournal:

Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
1:42 pm [darkprincess_me]	You in your shell are you waiting for someone to rescue you from yourself. Don't be disappointed when no one comes. Don't blame me you didn't get it [3x] I already told you, that falling is easy it's getting back up that becomes the problem, becomes the problem If you don't believe that you can find a way out you become the problem, become the problem. Don't blame me you didn't get it [3x] You, all alone, are you waiting for someone to make you whole? Can't you see aren't you tired of this dysfunctional routine. I already told you, that falling is easy it's getting back up that becomes the problem, becomes the problem If don't you believe that you can find a way out you you solve the problem, solve the problem. Falling is easy it's getting back up that becomes the problem, becomes the problem And if you believe you can find a way out Then you've solved the problem, you've solved your problem. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
1:01 pm [darkprincess_me]	Sad, small, sweet, so delicate We used to be this dying breed I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about this You kept still until the long drive home You slept safe and close to the window... I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about... Who's to say you'll have to go (I could go all night) Well say you'll have to go (I could go all...) To hell with you and all your friends To hell with you and all your friends, it's on Sad, small, sure in porcelain You're skin and bones, I'm a nervous wreck I got a bad feeling about this (when it comes to this) I got a bad feeling about this You kept still until the long drive home You slept safe and close to the window I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about... Who's to say you'll have to go (I could go all night) Well, say you'll have to go (I could go all...) To hell with you and all your friends To hell with you and all your friends, it's on I got a bad feeling about this (what is this for?) I got a bad feeling about... Anyone will do tonight Anyone will do tonight Close your eyes, just settle, settle Close your eyes, just settle, settle Anyone will do tonight Anyone will do tonight Close your eyes, just settle, settle Close your eyes, just settle, settle Anyone (anyone) will do tonight Anyone (anyone) will do tonight Close your eyes, just settle, settle Close your eyes, just settle, settle Well I got a bad feeling about this, I got a bad feeling about this (to hell with you and all your friends, it's on). I'm coming over but it never was enough I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you Well I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about this (to hell with you and all your friends, it's on) I'm coming over but it never was enough I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you Well I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about this (to hell with you and all your friends, it's on) I'm coming over but it never was enough, I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you Well I got a bad feeling about this, I got a bad feeling about this (in you...). I'm coming over but it never was enough, I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you I got a bad feeling about this, I got a bad feeling about this (in you...). I'm coming over but it never was enough I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you I got a bad feeling about this, I got a bad feeling about this, I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) I got it bad (I am you) I got it bad I got it bad I got it bad I got it bad I got it bad (Comment on this)
1:00 pm [darkprincess_me]	T i m e b o m b I am in a living hell, makes me wonder if I'm alive. Can't seem to bring myself to figure out why. And I shove, and I pull away from the things I call you every night. I can't seem to break you down, but I know I'll come around. "I feel your pins, Through my eyes, Piercing me..." Lie down in all this piss, you drink it from me every day. I live in a world of shit, been left here to die. Sometimes I realize my mind was meant to go away. Never have I seen your god, so why should I believe in faith? Another time bomb... [repeat chorus] [repeat 1st verse] [repeat chorus] I never find the time to find another fuckin' place, I'm a bad motherfucker who lives it every day. You never look at me now, you never look me in the face. I'm a timebomb, timebomb, baby. I can't find the time to find a place I'm a bad motherfucker who lives it every day. You never look at me now, you never look me in the face. I'm a timebomb, timebomb, yeah. What am I waiting for? [repeat 4th verse] Timebomb... Timebomb, timebomb, timebomb, timebomb (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
1:38 pm [darkprincess_me]	somehow i'm strong you said that i'm still here you said i'm smart and i'll excell in life but i'm weaken i can't control my own pain i can't see clearly when i'm in this distorted scene the sharp edges are,then, my friends to control the emotional somehow the physical pain was never enough the blood which i saw spew from me only provoked me my anger my weakness i'm afraid you haven't understood what i've said tomorrow may never become of me i'm sorry for causing such pain i'd stop if you'd like i'd understand that you too couldn't control my anger but it's towards me NO ONE ELSE it's my fault your hurting now it's my fault my pain somehow converted to you it's my fault my death was too much i'm sorry once again but you can't hear me i've slain the dragon of me i hope my heart still beats so i can't be totally gone i can't disappear can i i'm sorry i'm alone i'm sorry you've inherited my emotioal distress Current Mood: pessimistic Current Music: control-puddle of mudd: everybody's fool - evanescence (4 Comments |Comment on this)
1:23 pm [darkprincess_me]	somehow i'm strong you said that i'm still here you said i'm smart and i'll excell in life but i'm weaken i can't control my own pain i can't see clearly when i'm in this distorted scene the sharp edges are,then, my friends to control the emotional somehow the physical pain was never enough the blood which i saw spew from me only provoked me my anger my weakness i'm afraid you haven't understood what i'vew said tomorrow may never become of me i'm sorry for causing such pain i'd stop if you'd like i'd understand that you too couldn't control my anger but it's towards me NO ONE ELSE it's my fault your hurting now it's my fault my pain somehow converted to you it's my fault my death was too much i'm sorry once again but you can't hear me i've slain the dragon of me i hope my heart still beats so i can't be totally gone i can't disappear can i i'm sorry i'm alone i'm sorry you've inherited my emotioal distress Current Mood: pessimistic Current Music: control-puddle of mudd: everybody's fool - evanescence (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
12:30 pm [darkprincess_me]	# 1 untitled i'm sorry i'm alone death is at my door pleading and begging me to claim my life # 2 untitled again i laid broken shatter against this wall tonight as though lifes' hatred bled though me Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)