| dh_penelope ( @ 2008-03-10 20:55:00 |
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| Entry tags: | charlie weasley, complete, lavender brown, march 2008, oliver wood, penelope clearwater |
RP: Healing Hands
Date: March 10, 2008 - late evening
Characters: Penelope Clearwater, Lavender Brown, Charlie Weasley, Oliver Wood
Location: St. Mungo’s, London
Private/Public?: Private
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Summary: Penelope wakes up
Complete?: Complete
Caught between the realm of life and death, Penelope lingered - balanced on that fragile thread dissecting the two worlds since that fateful connection with the owl. One would think that it was a peaceful slumber filled with dreams, but in actuality it was a world of grey which Penelope was confined to - alone on a patch of ground with mist swirling around her, obscuring anything in the distance.
Strangely enough, she wasn't afraid. There was nothing to give her that heart-pounding, palm-sweating fear. Every so often, Penelope could hear distant, familiar voices - Charlie - weary and raspy, filled with emotion; Oliver - low and confident, always a hint of a smile; Her mum - lyrical and soothing; and her father - soft and comforting. There were other voices that spoke to her - female and male. Ones that she didn't recognize, but she knew they were friendly. They didn't mean her harm.
Her time on the little patch of ground, standing and looking around seemed forever. Sometimes Penelope would tire of standing, and so she would sit with her arms around her knees, staring off into the mists and wondering just where she was. She had even tried to venture out into the mist but all that would happen is that she would return to the same spot, her hope dashed each time. Where was she and why can't she leave? Was she dead?
Penelope remembered falling down on the cool tile of her clinic's floors, clutching her stomach as her life source pulsed warmly over her clenched fingers. She remembered seeing a familiar glint of red hair and a kind voice, then filled with frantic worry. It hadn't been Charlie - that she was sure of. Penelope had reached down and through the pale silver that was the dress she was wearing she examined her abdomen. It was solid - no gash or flowing blood. No pain.
That was odd.
She felt no pain. Actually, she didn't feel much of anything. It was as if her brain had numbed her senses. The air had no smell, her mouth harbored no taste, her fingertips barely touched. Perhaps that was why everything was so grey - even her eyes couldn't register colour.
A long time had passed and Penelope was bored and tired and decided to lay down, though she couldn't sleep. She closed her eyes, but the weariness remained and sleep evaded her. As she opened her eyes and stared off into the mist, Penelope sighed.
"Where am I?" she whispered softly into the air, the sound echoing off into the mist.
Then, as if finally this world was going to offer and answer, Penelope heard water lapping at a shore. She frowned and raised her head which had been resting on an outstretched arm.
What water? There was no water - only ground. She was sure of it, having gone off in every direction into the mist.
But, water nonetheless was what she heard. The mist in the few feet in front of her shifted, and with the scraping, gritty sound of something hitting the shoreline, Penelope saw the nose of a rowboat come into view. The mist parted, allowing the wood of the boad to gleam wetly brown - the first sign of colour in a long while. Penelope gasped and scrambled to her feet - then nearly fell back down. For a familiar figure in the boat came through the mist - a man whom she hadn't seen in over two years. Not since the day he died.
"Hullo, Nell," Martin said kindly, his shoes thudding softly on the earth.
Penelope gaped, her mouth moving and her fingers trembling as her husband walked towards her. He was whole and unmarred, wearing the same clothing as he did the day the dragon had killed him. Penelope swore if he got closer, he would probably still smell like the clove and sandalwood that he did when he was alive.
"Martin?" she breathed, her voice high and disbelieving.
"Yes. I'm glad that you still recognize me after all this time," Martin told his wife, a small smile playing on his lips. "You look well, sweetheart. As beautiful as I remember."
"I..." Penelope shook her head as if to refocus - her eyes playing tricks on her. Then a thought occurred to her and she sighed with sadness. "Am I dead?"
Martin smiled slightly and moved his head back and forth in the negative. "No, love. You aren't dead. Not yet, anyway. I've come to take you home."
She looked at Martin quizzically, her head cocked to the side and her long curly hair falling slightly over her shoulders. "Home? What do you mean? What is this place, Martin?" Penelope stepped forward and her husband took her hand, still smiling.
"I can't give you those answers, Nell. It isn't your time."
"Time for what?!" Penelope was becoming more agitated as Martin took her hand, which she couldn't tell was warm or cold. It was just...there.
"For me to take you home, love. They're waiting for you. Charlie...your parents. They're all waiting," Martin told her as calm and patient as if he was speaking to a confused child.
She didn't know why, but obediently Penelope let her husband lead her into the wooden row boat and when the boat pushed off shore she looked down as the mist consumed them - and she saw that her dress was blue and her skin was flesh coloured instead of grey.
"Why is it you?" Penelope whispered, looking up at Martin who was sitting across from her in the boat - not rowing since the vessel seemed to be moving across the water on its own. She felt that she should be cold, out on the water with only a thin dress on. But she felt no wind on her bare arms. "Why are you here?"
"It's always the one who loves you who comes to bring you home," Martin told her quietly, looking at Penelope with the love that he spoke of.
Penelope looked down at her hands and if she could, she felt like crying.
"Then why did you leave me before?" she whispered brokenly, looking up from her hands and meeting Martin's quiet, calm eyes.
"I am sorry, Nell," Martin told his wife with sadness, his voice carrying across the water and through the mist. "I wanted to stay."
Penelope swallowed and nodded, then closed her eyes. For whatever reason, she knew he spoke the truth. Hearing it now made it easier to accept.
"I'm sorry too, Martin. I do love you - in my own way," she whispered back, her eyes pleading for him to believe her.
"I know you do, Nell. I know you do. But it's time to say goodbye now, luv," Martin told her, the mist coming in and making it harder for Penelope to see him, though he was only a foot or so away.
"What's happening?" Penelope asked frantically, looking around. The boat swayed back and forth in the water as she shifted.
"Time to say goodbye, luv," Martin repeated and smiled, the mist beginning to envelope him. "I love you."
"Martin - wait! Where...what's happening?!"
"Goodbye."
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Her eyes fluttered open slowly, eyelashes quivering against pale cheeks. They felt gritty and gummy, as if she had a hangover. Her tongue darted out to moisten parched lips but could not since her mouth was dry.
Penelope moved her head towards a light, and a kind face looked down at her. A face that said "Hello."