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dean_smith ([info]dean_smith) wrote in [info]darkest_secrets,
@ 2008-02-19 16:31:00

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WHO: Eleanor and Dean
WHAT: Talk
WHEN: Monday night
WHERE: Astronomy Tower
WHY: Because he needs distracted
RATING: PG...?
STATUS: In progress and Closed to all but those two

The Astronomy Tower had become Dean's favorite spot to run and escape from the world. Even though it did offer great scenery and the perfect place to meet a crush, he couldn't help but remember this is where he first kissed Autumn. She had drifted from his mind, slowly. He rarely thought about her anymore. The wounds had scapped and he had become numb to seeing her each and every day. His thoughts and eyes wandered to other people. He was exstatic when Eleanor agreed to meet him. He loved her company and she always brought a smile to his face. Dean stood on the balcony, looking up at the cloudless, star-filled sky. The Febuary air was not a sharp as it had been the past few weeks. For the first time, he scented the firsts signs of spring.


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[info]eleanor_jane
2008-02-20 06:59 am UTC (link)
Leaving the Ravnclaw Common Room, without being noticed by anyone, Eleanor headed up to the Astronomy Tower to meet with Dean, like she had said. Thank goodness her brothers were off with some ladies from Hufflepuff, it would give her some freedom, especially from getting a lecture about how their father wouldn't want her alone with a boy because they have only one thing on their mind, which was always annoying to hear.

The bouncy blonde hair girl finally made it up to the Tower, but made sure that she was quiet, as she snuck up behind him and poked his sides. "I'm here, like you asked me." She said, with a smile and looked around. "This is really a nice spot to have meetings with girls, you know? I bet you anytihng this is the total snogging spot for students." She said, with a soft laugh, as she looked him over a bit.

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[info]dean_smith
2008-02-21 06:24 pm UTC (link)
Dean let out a long sigh as he gazed at the castle grounds below. It was so peaceful and quiet, a great place to think. he had so much going on at one time, he was stressed out to the max. He llistened for her footsteps up the stairs, but all was silent. He pulled his denim jacket tighter around him, protecting him from the chilly wind.

It was simply a reflex. Dean jumped two feet in the air when he was poked on both sides. That was his tickleish spot. Quickly, he turned around. His eyes set on Eleanor, cheeks pink from embarrassment, he grinned at her. "Hey," he greeted happily. "I didn't even hear you come up." He spread his arms out wide and embraced her in a friendly hug. It was just a natural act for him. "I'm glad you came," he stated with another warm smile. The same smile that had won over the hearts of so many girls in the past. He wasn't the same as he used to be. The healing had only begun.

His right hand reached back and rubbed the back of his neck as she talked about the Astronomy Tower. "So I've heard," he said with a tiny smirk. He pushed himself up to sit on the balcony railing using his strong arms. His hazel eyes met hers and he patted the spot beside him for her to sit. "So how are you, dear?" He asked, hoping to strike a conversation.

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[info]eleanor_jane
2008-02-21 06:33 pm UTC (link)
She grinned, as she gave him a hug back and released him, as she pulled her jacket around her a bit more. "I'm very sneaky. Growing up with two other siblings..You learn a lot." She said, with a laugh. She felt comfortable being with him, which wasn't a normal thing for her. Most guys she spent time with would try stuff by now, but he seemed different.

She sat down next to him and sighed. "I've been good. Homeowkr and everything has been taking over my time, but at least I could finish up stuff, so I could meet up with you." She said, as she looked up at the sky. "It's so beautiful up here." She added, as she looked back at him and smiled. "How about you? Anything interesting?" She asked, crossing her legs and pulling her jacket around her more, try stay warm.

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[info]dean_smith
2008-02-21 06:57 pm UTC (link)
He laughed when she said she was sneaky. "That could definitely come in handy," he nodded. His heartbeat increased a little when she came nearer to him. It reminded him that he did have a heart, after all, and that it worked. Dean had never been so sad in his life. But it was getting better. He liked Eleanor and was definitely interested in her. She was beautiful and funny and made him feel great. But he wanted to take things slow. He wouldn't hurt anyone again.

He had always been a great listener. He nodded his head, agreeing with her that homework took up most of their time. "I know. I love it up here...it's a great place to think or to escape," he stated, playing with his hands. He quickly glanced up at the navy sky. The words seemed to echo in his head. They weren't his original words, but her's...Autumns. He sighed again, angered by the consistant thoughts of her. He wanted to move on. "My life is like a Soap Opera," he stated with a quiet laugh. "School is stressful...too much to handle at one time," he told her quietly. His eyes shifted to look at her from the side. He soaked in her beauty. "So...what shall we do to distract ourselves from this stressful life?" He asked, noticing she was cold.

He pulled out his wand and pointed it at her jacket. Softly, he mumbled a warming charm incantation. "There, is that better?" He asked.

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[info]eleanor_jane
2008-02-21 07:18 pm UTC (link)
She shurgged her shoulders and pretended to be in deep thought. "Hmmmm...I'm drawing a blank. We can do whatever you want to do. I'm up for anything." She said, as she loosened the grip on her jacket and brought a hand up to her a strand of hair that was falling in her eyes and twirled it, as she thought about things to do.

"Thanks. I'm nice and warm now." She siad, with a smile. Her eyes stayed on him for a few moments, before she looked down at her sneakers and fiddling with her fingers, as there was a bit of awkward silence. "So, have you thought of anything yet?" She asked, with a grin.

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[info]dean_smith
2008-02-21 07:32 pm UTC (link)
The moment was quite awkward, but he would have rather been sitting there with her, than inside with his nose in a school book (not that he would be studying...probably using it as a pillow.) Dean swung his feet side to side, rather entertained in doing so. Bam! He got an idea. "We could always play the old game of truth or dare?" He asked, quite excited that he finally thought of something.

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[info]eleanor_jane
2008-02-21 07:38 pm UTC (link)
She looked at him and nodded, still twirling the strands of hair. " Sure. That sounds like a plan to me. Beware, I'll do almost any dare you give me." She said, with a smirk and an almost evil sounding giggle.

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[info]dean_smith
2008-02-21 07:48 pm UTC (link)
Dean laughed at her evil-sounding giggle. "Ok, so I guess I ask you first...Truth or Dare?" He said with a smirk. He had guts too. This was going to be interesting, he could already tell and they hadn't even gotten started yet. She was impressing him in many ways.

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[info]eleanor_jane
2008-02-21 07:58 pm UTC (link)
She acted like she was thinking and smirked. "This was a hard decision, but I'm gonna say dare." She said, with a soft laugh. "Take your best shot, remember..I'll do almost anything." She said, looking him over a bit. He was quiet the charmer, she thought. She found him atractive, fun, and sweet. Her mind wandered a bit, as she tried to figure out what type of dare he'd plan for her, but was smiling softly, as she did so.

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[info]dean_smith
2008-02-21 08:21 pm UTC (link)
"I dare you..." he began, twisting his lips to the side, thinking. His mind went blank. He sat there for several seconds, just pondering on what to dare this brave, attractive girl to do. The first thing that popped in his mind was to dare her to make out with him. He scratched his head..."This is really hard," he stated. "I dare you to...kiss me," he said, finally. He figured he would take advantage of the situation and get a kiss while he played the game.

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[info]eleanor_jane
2008-02-21 08:28 pm UTC (link)
She licked her lips and grinned. "Alright." She said, as she stood up and faced him, wrapping her arms around his neck and leaning forward, pressing her lips against his. His lips were a little chilled, but that didn't bother her. She deepened the kiss between them a bit, but pulled away. "Sorry, I got carried away." She said, releasing him and covering her face, feeling a bit embarrassed.

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[info]dean_smith
2008-02-21 08:51 pm UTC (link)
Dean placed his hands on her hips as she kissed him. He expected something short and sweet. Instead, he found their kiss growing deeper and deeper. His heart began to beat quickly. When she pulled away he slowly opened his eyes and gazed at her. He touched his lip with his middle and index fingers and stood, a little shocked. Why was he acting this way? Usually a kiss didn't give him this effect, with the exception of one...but he was forgetting about her right now.

"Don't apologize," he stated quietly. Instinctively, he stepped forward her again, cupped her face in his hands, and kissed her again. Then he pulled away. "Sorry," he apologized this time. "Your turn," he said sitting back down. He looked at the ground dissapointed. He wasn't ready for a relationship...not even a kiss. He kissed El Kirk out of anger and saddness. He had to prove something to himself. But he just couldn't rust himself anymore.

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[info]eleanor_jane
2008-02-21 08:58 pm UTC (link)
She returned his kiss, before sitting back down beside him. "Okay, um..Truth or dare?" She asked him, as she licked her lips. She hadn't told him, but that was her first kiss. She felt bad about it, but decided that not all first kisses had to be perfect, but in a starnge way this one was perfect for her. She had liked Dean, even though when she had been tempted to even go near him, let alone talk to him, Autumn had been around nad she had been one to stay away from boys when they had girlfriends.

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[info]dean_smith
2008-02-21 09:10 pm UTC (link)
"Truth," Dean stated. He figured he would play it safe, not feeling that daring at the moment. He really did like Eleanor. Now he was a free man, it was about time he acted like it. He breathed in deeply, comfortable in her presence.

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[info]eleanor_jane
2008-02-21 09:33 pm UTC (link)
Chewing on her bottom lip, she had to think for a moment or two. "Is it true that you don't like any other girl here at Hogwarts?" She asked, not making eye contact with him. She was still recovering for the kiss they'd just shared and her mind wasn't working very much now. His lips were soft, not rough like most of the guys she had seen looked. She looked up and stared at him, as she chewed on her bottom lip again.

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[info]dean_smith
2008-02-21 09:57 pm UTC (link)
"That would be false," he said watching her carefully. He was thankful she gave him an easy one. She looked gorgeous in the moonlight. He wanted to tell her he was interested in her, but couldn't. His stomach swirled. "So...truth or dare?" He asked continuing the game. He loved how she bit her lower lip, it was adorable.

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[info]eleanor_jane
2008-02-21 10:02 pm UTC (link)
She scratched her forehead and sighed. "Truth." She said, looking at her hands, then down at her sneakers again, as she kicked her feet back and forth. She was just like a little kid, only more mature for her age.

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[info]dean_smith
2008-02-21 10:16 pm UTC (link)
"Did you like that kiss?" He asked. Curiosity consumed him. She was a great person. He kicked is feet against the wall with her, laughing while doing so. He felt like a kid.

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[info]eleanor_jane
2008-02-21 10:21 pm UTC (link)
She chewed on her bottom lip for a moment. "Yes, but I didn't like it..I loved it." She said, blushing a light pink color, as she looked at him, before standing back up to stretch her legs and stand infront of him. "Okay, so..Truth or dare?" She asked, as she rested her elbowso n her knees and looked at him.

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[info]dean_smith
2008-02-22 02:39 pm UTC (link)
A smile flashed across his face. "I loved it too," he stated, truthfully. He looked down at his tan hands. Something inside him swirled. He was finally happy. He looked at her from the corner of his eye. It was hard to see her facial expressions in the dark. He wished for light.

"Dare," he answered with a smirk. He would do almost anything. He could definitely see himself with her...but deep down in his gut, he knew she could never replace Autumn...could never fill the hole she left in him. It was a mix of emotions. He shook his head, swinging his hair out of his eyes and shaking the confusion away. He would live in the moment and not worry about what could have been. Eleanor made him happy, gave him hope. He wanted to know her more, wanted to get closer.

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[info]eleanor_jane
2008-02-22 04:22 pm UTC (link)
She twirled the same strand of blonde hair, as she thought a good dare for him. "Alright, I dare you to...make out with me for a whole five minutes, unless your too scared to then I'll come up some something else for you to do." She said, with a soft soft laugh, as she looked up at the night sky once again and took a deep breath, awaiting his reaction.

Eleanor was noticing that she could be whoever she wanted to be when she was with him and she wouldn't have to worry about being pretty or anything like that. Her blue eyes looked back at him, as she licked her lips and chewed on her bottom lip a bit nervously. She was a bit nervous being with him, even though she knew she could trust him, she started thinking about what her brothers would do if they found them, hopefully nothing, but she could handle them. She continued to twirl the blond strand of her and watched him for a few moment.

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[info]dean_smith
2008-02-22 08:02 pm UTC (link)
Dean's eyes grew wide when she told him the dare. It wasn't because he was afraid, only suprised. He hadn't expected it from her. "Ok," he answered quickly. He took both her hands in his and pulled her close to him. He stood several inches taller, looking down at her. Placing his hand on her cheek, he bent his neck and their lips met. Five minutes would be easy. He could always go longer. He closed his eyes and melted in the kiss.

His lips massaged hers and he kissed her a little deeper. He felt as though he was kissing his troubles away.

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[info]eleanor_jane
2008-02-22 08:10 pm UTC (link)
Eleanor smirked into the kiss, as she parted her lips, running her tongue against his bottom lip, she wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling herself, as close to him as she could. She hadn't experienced something like this, but he might think that she had. She accidentally bit his bottom lip, but hoped that he didn't mind it.

Everything taht she had thought about earlier, about schoolwork and all that mess, had disappeared and all she could focus on was him. Though something was now going to bug her after all of this, What would this make them?

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[info]dean_smith
2008-02-22 08:44 pm UTC (link)
It felt so good to kiss her. He laid his hands on her small waist, soaking in the moment. He jumped a little when she bit his lip, but he didn't mind. He ran his fingers through her silky blonde hair. His body was so close to her's. It felt good.

Did he want her to be his girlfriend or just a fling. He felt as though his heart was getting attached, but that was fine. He was allowed to like someone else besides Autumn. He figured there was no such thing as love-at-fist-site. Time passed slowly, which was good. Five minutes or more had probably passed, but they continued the kiss.

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[info]eleanor_jane
2008-02-22 10:40 pm UTC (link)
His kisses were gentle and sweet. She didn't know what she was doing, really. She didn't know what was going to happen after tonight. Would they be together? Friends with benefits? She cleared her mind of everything and every thought. Her heart was beating a mile a minute, as she ran one of her hands through his hair, messing it up a little bit. She swore they'd been kissing longer than five minutes, but she didn't care, she could kiss him for how ever long he wanted to kiss her. She was seriously falling for him.

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[info]dean_smith
2008-02-22 11:07 pm UTC (link)
Dean pulled away, breaking the kiss. He starred down at her breathlessly, heart pounding. "I'm sorry," he apologized. He took both of her hands in his, again. "That was an awesome kiss...I like you, Eleanor. I really do. But I have a horrible history of really hurting the girls I really like. I'm not quite ready for a relationship yet," He explained, playing with his hands. He was well aware of how stupid and whimpy he sounded, but it was the truth. He closed his eyes and leaned his head back, sighing. If any one could screw something like this up, it was him. He deserved a trophy for "Worst Idiot Ever."

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[info]eleanor_jane
2008-02-22 11:43 pm UTC (link)
She looked at him, as she licked her lips and tried to catch her breath. "Your past can be erased..You should be starting up a future and planning on what your going to do and who you want to be with..If I'm not that girl, it's fine. At least I got to share my first, I mean, I shared a kiss with you before you made up your mind.' She said, as she pulled away from him and spun in a circle, as she paced back and forth for a few moments before sitting back down next to him. "I'm not mad that you don't want to be with me...like that right now. I understand." She said, softly with a weak smile, patting him leg. She had rambled like an idiot and probably hurt his feelings or made her feel bad or did something to make him angry. She chewed on her bottom lip and fiddled with her hands for a little bit.

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[info]dean_smith
2008-02-25 01:28 am UTC (link)
"It's not that I don't want to be with you," Dean said, pleading for her to understand. "It's just that...my heart...I'm still bleeding on the inside." He looked down to the ground as she paced. His big mouth blew it again. "I loved the kiss and I hope there are others...I just...need to figure things out," he tried to explain knowing he sounded like an idiot. He took her hand and kissed it. "Good night, my love," he said as he came to a stand.

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[info]eleanor_jane
2008-02-25 01:31 am UTC (link)
She gave a weak smile, while looking at him for am oment, before leaving him without speaking. She headed back to the Ravenclaw Common Room to go back to studying. She twirled a strand of hair, as she walked back, looking at her feet and chewing on her bottom lip, as she reached the common room entrance and mumbled the password, making her way back inside.

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