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Tweak says, "I'm not crazy, my voices are!"

cjmatthews (cjmatthews) wrote in dalton_rpg,
@ 2010-11-21 22:40:00

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! thread, # pairing: colby/noah, @ character: colby matthews, @ character: noah braxton, status: complete

Who: Noah + Colby
What: Cuddling and then some
Where: Their room
When: Around midnight
Rating: NWS

While Noah was off getting high, Colby remained in the room. Blaine hadn't been willing to play ("homework," he said) and Benjy had had a hard practice that left him exhausted. Not that either of them would have had to do anything -- Colby was perfectly content with giving a blowjob or riding them and doing all the work -- but they still turned him down. By that point, he had given up. Sure, there were others that he could entertain himself with, but it was midnight. He wasn't cruel enough to wake one of the others boys up because he was horny.

So, he played the Sims. Cory, the lucky bastard, was getting all sorts of action tonight. Colby had taken Blaine's advice and downloaded the mod that allowed Sims to fuck freely and so Cory was literally bed-hopping. The house (#5962) consisted all of beds, with a shared shower and living room. The other seven Sims relaxed, one to each bed, as Cory fucked one and went to the other. He was just on Triscuit when Noah came back into the room.

"Hey, honey," he said, his gaze flicking up briefly and then lowering back to the screen. "You're home early."

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noahbraxton
2010-11-22 05:45 am UTC (link)

It was fucking cold outside.

Noah's eyes were the slightest bit red as he slipped back into the room, jacket pulled tight around his shoulders. He'd lost track of how long he'd been out there. Half an hour. Three hours. He had no idea, because he'd smoked a lot. Lately, he was constantly smoking a lot. Two weeks ago it wasn't like this - every other night, maybe, or whenever he was in the mood.

Now, though, it was all the fucking time. He had Colby to blame for that. Because it was a lot easier to crawl into bed with him at night under the very strict pretense that it was only because he was high. And he really, really liked to cuddle. He couldn't help it.

He glanced up at Colby's voice, kicking his shoes to the side before starting in on his clothes. "Yeah," he said, teeth chattering a little bit as he peeled his jeans off. "I guess. You couldn't see the stars tonight at all. Fuckin' pollution. What's the use of being outside if you can't even see the stars?" His shirt came off next, discarded easily to the floor. "I'm surprised you're here. Everyone else busy?" And he didn't sound slightly bitter about that or anything. No, of course not.

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cjmatthews
2010-11-22 06:36 am UTC (link)

Colby rose an eyebrow at Noah's tone and again glanced up. If his eyes wandered downward to check out his roommate's body... well. It was dark in the room. It wasn't like Noah could see it.

But jeez, talk about sippin' the haterade. Who had pissed on Noah's joint? Colby decided not to comment and instead lifted the blanket in a silent invitation for him to join in. He seemed cold and Colby was just looking out for him.

"They're all out looking at the pollution," he joked. "That nice haze that it gives sets the mood pretty well, doesn't it? Who needs a clear night sky when we can have a cloud of smog hovering over us. Not that we have that in Canada, eh?"

Oh, Canada.

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noahbraxton
2010-11-22 06:47 am UTC (link)

Noah wasn't actually mad. So his roommate got a lot of booty. Good for him, then. It had no effect on his life whatsoever, except for the nights he didn't show up until well after curfew, complete with sweat and sex-tousled hair. Those nights were annoying, because it wasn't like Noah was going to cuddle with him after that. And he didn't like to sleep alone.

"Canada, eh?" Noah repeated, smirking at him as he climbed under the blankets. He wasn't going to turn down an offer like that. "You're such a foreigner." He rolled in a little closer and propped his chin up on Colby's shoulder, feigning mild interest in whatever he was doing on the computer screen.

"What exactly are you doing? Because it kind of looks like you're watching a cartoon porno."

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cjmatthews
2010-11-22 07:13 am UTC (link)

"Just another experiment," Colby said. Now that Noah was in bed and right up close, he really didn't feel the need to look over. Noah would know that Colby was addressing him. His responses may be short but Noah had to be used to that by now. He'd probably just fall asleep after a couple of minutes.

This, Colby was perfectly okay with. Noah wasn't really good for anything when he was high except for cuddling. His conversational skills got a bit screwy and their topics were weird. No, Colby much preferred a sober Noah. Though he had to admit that all of this cuddling at night was nice. But just because it was cold outside. That was all.

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noahbraxton
2010-11-22 07:27 am UTC (link)

Noah gave up on paying attention after about five seconds of his 'experiment,' and he decided burying his face in Colby's back was a much better alternative. "Hmmm," he said, mumbling against Colby's skin. It was really warm. And soft.

"Well, I think you should stop experimenting. Because it's really bright. And I'm really tired."

He flung his arm around Colby's waist, but his hand was crawling up his back, dragging his fingernails lightly across his side. All the way up to his shoulders, where he decided that an impromptu backrub just might be conducive to his cause. It wasn't exactly easy to be coordinated with his eyes closed and his mind hazy, but he did the best he could, thumb pressing against the base of his neck in a slow circle.

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cjmatthews
2010-11-22 07:58 am UTC (link)

Noah may as well have his hand on Colby's cock, what with the way Colby was hardening from the simple touch. Most of the time, having such a sensitive spot was a good thing. These times did not include Noah. Noah always made Colby's erections an inconvenience, because as much as Noah liked to pretend he was straight he was unfortunately firm about it. Meaning horny Colby and no relief.

"You're really touchy-feely too," Colby commented. He ignored the comment about stopping his experiment and instead clicked the fast forward button so that Cory could get some more fucking done. It would force him to focus on the game instead of his erection, which should never ever be ignored but was going to have to be in this case.

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noahbraxton
2010-11-22 08:12 am UTC (link)

"Well... you feel good." As if that were any sort of excuse. Or logical reasoning at all. He never claimed to be logical, after all.

"C'mon," he added, his voice verging on whiny, not creating any space between their bodies. Deciding he needed to be a bit more persuasive, he brought his free hand up, fingers combing lightly through his hair in the back. What guy didn't love to have their hair played with? So maybe he wasn't playing fair. He was okay with that. As long as he got his way.

"Please?"

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cjmatthews
2010-11-22 07:47 pm UTC (link)

"I have switched body lotions. Is it really working?" he asked dryly. It appeared that further experimentation of the Sim sort was out of the question, since Noah appeared determined to make him as aroused as possible. Since he wouldn't help Colby with his problem and since Colby was damned to suffer as a result, he had no choice: he shut the laptop and moaned as he did so. All of his blood seemed to be coursing straight for his cock and he felt light-headed, hazy. With shaking hands he lowered his laptop to the ground, moaning again when his cock met the bed.

Noah's quiet plea was the final straw. He'd be damned if he was going to lay here and suffer. Colby sat up and grabbed his phone from the bedside table, thumbs dancing across the pad as he sent off a text to Blaine.

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	noahbraxton 2010-11-22 08:06 pm UTC (link)
	If it wasn't the computer then it was the cell phone. Fucking technology. This was the time of the night where they were suppose to wind down, cuddle up, drift off to sleep. But apparently Colby had other plans. "What're you doing?" Noah asked, trying not to sound too insulted by the fact that Colby was now sitting up. Jesus. Since when was he this needy? (Reply to this) (Thread)

cjmatthews
2010-11-22 09:10 pm UTC (link)

The way Noah asked made it seem like he honestly didn't know that he was arousing Colby. Colby almost pitied him but was reminded not to when he looked down at his straining erection. Yeah, no pity for Noah.

"I'm going to see if Blaine is up," he explained. "I'm not really in the mood to cuddle right now."

Sure, they could try, but it would probably result in Colby grinding against Noah's leg or something. Then Noah would get pissed, they'd argue, and... no, this was for the best. Noah could cuddle with Colby's pillow or something.

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noahbraxton
2010-11-22 11:31 pm UTC (link)

Think fast, think fast. Of course Colby was going to see Blaine. He knew what he went to Blaine's room for. He got it, really, but that didn't mean he had to like it. And it wasn't jealousy. It was just... protectiveness. Colby was his roommate. He had to look out for him.

"Don't," Noah said, before he could stop himself. He hesitated, unsure of whether or not he'd even meant to say that out loud. Somehow, he wasn't sure it'd go over well.

He couldn't just expect CJ not to go because he asked. If he really wanted him to stay, he knew it'd have to come at some sort of price. And maybe he was willing to pay it. Maybe that's how much he didn't want to have to sleep alone tonight. Maybe it wouldn't have been that terrible anyway.

"Don't," he repeated, his hand tentatively reaching out and curling around Colby's thigh. It took balls, but he did it. He pulled him in a little closer. "Is this... what you're in the mood for?"

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cjmatthews
2010-11-23 04:14 am UTC (link)

Colby's eyebrows shot up when Noah told him not to go. Noah had never asked him not to leave. If anything, Noah used to encourage it when he knew Colby was looking for relief. Colby going off to Blaine meant he wouldn't be going after Noah. Isn't that what he wanted?

Evidently not, if the hand tugging him back and the hand on his thigh said anything. If his eyebrows could raise any further they wouldn't even be on Colby's face. Just what was Noah playing at?

"Yeah, it is," he said, perhaps a bit more cooly than necessary. "But you aren't. So I'm going to see Blaine."

This was how things went. Colby was going to fucking kill Noah if he was just playing with him right now.

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noahbraxton
2010-11-23 04:43 am UTC (link)

Noah wasn't just messing with him. And it's not like it was entirely out of desperation, either. He'd wondered. Of course he'd wondered. You can't spend every night with a warm body pressed against yours and not wonder. And if this was something that Colby wanted, why couldn't he be the person to give it to him? Blaine and Ben and all of them, they did it all the time. Without consequences. It was a lot less daunting when he thought about it that way.

"No, I am," he protested, the one hand inching farther up his thigh, the other coming to rest at his hip, grabbing a handful of tshirt to prevent him from leaving. His eyes flickered up to Colby's lips and he softened. "Stay. Please."

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cjmatthews
2010-11-23 10:02 pm UTC (link)

Colby should say no. Colby should tell Noah to just get some sleep and that he'd make this quick. Noah was high, for fuck's sake. Colby may not be lucky a second time if Noah woke up, remembered everything that happened, and regretted all of it. Things could be could really awkward between them. Noah may hate him or request a different roommate. This could mess everything up.

Colby never said he was a good guy. Despite the risks, he would do this. He had wanted Noah for a long time now, ever since that first taste that hadn't really meant anything at the time. Now that Noah wasn't protesting, Colby wasn't going to deny himself.

He turned, placing a hand on Noah's shoulder as he shifted on the bed. Now kneeling, with his palm flat on Noah's thigh to support himself, Colby leaned in to press their lips together.

At the very least he could start out slow.

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noahbraxton
2010-11-23 10:59 pm UTC (link)

Noah couldn't help the sense of success he felt when Colby sank back down on the bed. He hadn't even realized how badly he wanted him to stay until he'd agreed to. His eyes fluttered shut as Colby leaned forward to kiss him. He could do this. They'd done this before. He'd kissed other guys. It didn't have to be life-shattering or anything. It was just a kiss. And he really, really liked to kiss.

He loosened his grip on Colby's shirt and slid his hand upwards, steadying himself against Colby's chest. Without hesitation he pressed into the kiss, immediately deepening it, all tongue and teeth. Noah wasn't a girl. He didn't need to be treated delicately. Colby was allowed to be a little rough.

This wasn't about romance, after all. This was purely physical and that's exactly how he wanted to keep it.

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cjmatthews
2010-11-24 04:23 am UTC (link)

Oh. Well. If that was the way Noah wanted the kiss, teeth and tongue and roughness, then far be it from Colby to complain. If anything it delighted him more; gentle kisses and fucking like they were making love had always bored him. But making out like this kept him interested and entertained. In retaliation Colby nipped Noah's lip back. It didn't take long for him to get moving once again, this time to sit on Noah's lap with his legs to either side. His arms wound around Noah's neck, a hand tangling in Noah's hair both for Colby to have something to grab onto and for a little extra support.

Since Noah didn't seem to care all that much about taking it slow, Colby began to grind against Noah's leg to get some sort of friction. All the while he never stopped kissing Noah save for when he would move away slightly to nip at the other boy's ear or nibble along his jawline.

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noahbraxton
2010-11-24 05:54 am UTC (link)

The easiest and most organic thing for Noah to do next was to get rid of Colby's shirt; it was preventing the skin-to-skin contact, and he could do it without having to pull away for too long. He pushed it up and over his head, let it drop to the floor, and then ran his hand along Colby's stomach, admiring for the first time just how in shape his roommate was.

He let out a breathy little noise when Colby's mouth ran along his earlobe for the first time, unable to suppress a shiver. He knew what he was doing. That much was obvious.

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ooc: why are you not on aim. :|

cjmatthews
2010-11-24 07:03 am UTC (link)

Colby was kind enough to help with taking his shirt off rather than forcing Noah to do all of the work. Once he was free of the garment though he went right back to the position he was in, clinging to Noah like a limpet. Beneath Noah's fingers the muscles of Colby's stomach danced and he squirmed slightly. He wasn't overtly ticklish there like his neck and ears were but it did make him wiggle a bit.

Eventually, as nice as the making out was, Colby grew tired of it. He was but a young hormonal boy; how could he be expected to be content with mere kisses? He was only human. While one hand still gripped Noah's hair so Colby could kiss him deeply the other wandered down to worm its way into Noah's boxers.

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noahbraxton
2010-11-24 07:10 am UTC (link)

A quiet, needy groan escaped from the back of Noah's throat when Colby wrapped his hand around him for the first time. Clearly it'd been a while since he'd done this with anyone other than himself. "God, Colby," he murmured, his hips rising off the bed, pushing into Colby's hand completely on their own accord. His own fingers scrabbled along Colby's back before coming to rest on his ass. He realized Colby's pants would probably need to eventually join Noah's on the floor, but his mind was elsewhere. He couldn't concentrate. He couldn't fathom taking this farther than it already was. For once he was glad his brain was shutting down. No over-thinking this. Just enjoying. 

On the downside, though, he wasn't high enough to delude himself into thinking he wasn't going to remember this tomorrow. He would. He definitely, definitely would.

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cjmatthews
2010-11-24 07:20 am UTC (link)

Noah's reaction made Colby's eyes widen in surprise at first before he laughed softly. The reaction was almost as if Noah hadn't been getting some. But Noah was... well, Noah. He had to be getting some.

His hand tightened slightly around Noah's cock at the thought and the nip he delivered to the shell of his ear was a bit harder than the others had been.

He refused to contemplate why the thought upset him, instead relaxing his grip and soothing over the spot with some slow strokes. Apologetically he licked where he had bit before pressing his lips firmly around it. Noah's hand was wandering where it never had before. And it was just sitting there.

"Are you going to take it off?" he murmured, finally moving away from the ear.

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noahbraxton
2010-11-24 07:34 am UTC (link)

Noah took a sharp, steely breath in. Was he? He shouldn't be trusted to make decisions like that, not when he'd smoked up an hour before. Maybe he really should lay off the weed at night.

"Yeah," he said after a pause, his thumbs slipping into the waistband of his pants. This was a big deal. He didn't know what came after this, and he gave Colby a look as if to say you're going to have to take control.

"Shift over a little bit," he added quietly, because he was at an awkward angle for pants removal, and because it bought him a little more time. Still, though, he couldn't avoid it forever, and he tugged his pants downwards, pulling him in for another kiss.

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cjmatthews
2010-11-24 08:07 am UTC (link)

If Noah was handing over the reigns than Colby would gladly take them. Obeying the final command was easy; Noah stripped himself free of not only his pants but his boxers too. Why waste time, after all, when he could be doing much pleasurable things? Like kissing, for example, something that Colby went into eagerly. Again he resumed his spot on Noah's lap, hissing when their cocks brushed against each other. The moan that followed was muffled as Colby delved deeper into the kiss, using their mouths to quiet himself.

"You're so just getting a handjob tonight," Colby said lowly, his voice thick with lust. Idly his hand toyed with his cock, occasionally curling a finger slightly around Noah's before returning to wrap his hand fully around his own cock. "After making me shut off my game..."

It seemed like a suitable enough punishment.

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noahbraxton
2010-11-24 08:26 am UTC (link)

"You drive me fucking crazy," Noah said, which was a statement he would've made any old day, but especially tonight. He couldn't stop himself from moaning as Colby lowered himself back onto his lap, fingers itching to take matters into his own hands, but a bit unsure how to go about doing that. His eyes were transfixed downwards, out of both want and fascination.

"Fine, but don't" - he interrupted himself with a quiet groan as Colby's hand ghosted over him - "expect anything better from me."

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cjmatthews
2010-11-24 10:05 am UTC (link)

"Is that a good thing?" Colby asked, more than a little amused. Not that Noah hadn't bitched before about how Colby drove him crazy or a variation thereof, but this was the first time he had said it in a positive way. As far as Colby knew, anyway.

At the groan, a switch seemed to be turned on. Immediately Colby reached his other hand out to wrap around Noah's, stroking his own and Noah's at the same time to the same pace.

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noahbraxton
2010-11-24 04:26 pm UTC (link)

"Maybe," he murmured, and Colby was finally touching him, thank God, and Noah bit down on the inside of his cheek and decided to reward him. So he went straight for the spot that he knew turned Colby on the most; one hand curled into his hair and gave it an approving little tug, his mouth pressed against Colby's jawbone and planted kisses along his neck and all the way up to his ear, where he nibbled lightly at his earlobe. Anything to help him out.

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cjmatthews
2010-11-24 11:40 pm UTC (link)

"Fuck!" he exclaimed, louder than he should considering the time. Apparently Noah did remember things from their first time together; Noah had abused this spot like he was getting paid for it. His cock jerked, a dribble of precum slipping out. If Noah decided to abuse the spot again Colby couldn't guarantee that he would last much longer.

"Jeez, Noah," he groaned, remembering that he had been doing something other than trying not to cum. His hands once again worked their cocks, the movements slow and firm.

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noahbraxton
2010-11-24 11:50 pm UTC (link)

Without thinking, Noah wrapped his free hand around Colby's, so that they were stroking in unison, together, his breath coming in heavy and labored pants. He wasn't going to stick this out for very long. It felt entirely too good.

"Feels amazing," he whispered against Colby's neck, sucking on his skin lightly, his stomach starting to get that familiar clenching feeling. He quickened the pace of his hand, speeding Colby's up along with it.

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cjmatthews
2010-11-25 07:26 am UTC (link)

Colby would hope it would feel amazing -- it was his hand doing half of the work, even if Noah was now controlling the pace. However powerful and magical his hand may be though, Colby's neck was vulnerable and weak and Noah was taking full advantage of it. Therefore it should have come as no surprise that Colby was the one who came first. Groaning loudly he bowed his head to muffle it against Noah's shoulder.

He sat there in a daze for a long moment, simply focusing on catching his breath and recovering from the intensity of the orgasm. Finally, he shifted away to grab the box of tissues so he and Noah could clean themselves off.

"Fuck," he laughed breathlessly. "Why is it you don't want to do this more again?"

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noahbraxton
2010-11-25 07:43 am UTC (link)

Noah didn't finish long after Colby - if anything, Colby coming first contributed to his own orgasm, swearing quietly under his breath as he came. He took the proffered kleenex from Colby but waited a moment for his heart rate to return to normal before wiping himself off. His mind was foggier than ever, and not from the weed.

He considered the question for a moment, starting to feel a tinge of awkwardness. It was one thing to do something like that. It was another to actually talk about it.

"Because I'm straight," he said, after a momentary hesitation. "This was just... an incident."

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cjmatthews
2010-11-25 09:04 am UTC (link)

An incident? Dropping books in the middle of the hall, that was an incident. Spilling pop all over his pants during lunch, that was an incident. Exchanging handjobs in the middle of the night? That was not an incident. To have it come from Noah, too...

Colby glared and grabbed the box of tissues. He may have sex a lot but none of it was meaningless. It was nice to know that Noah thought that lowly of him. Putting them back in their original spot he tugged up his boxers and PJ bottoms and slid out from beneath the covers. Turning his back to Noah once again he curled an arm around a pillow and brought it to his chest.

"Sure," he agreed testily. He knew he tended to cling to things when he slept. He'd rather it be a pillow than Noah tonight.

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noahbraxton
2010-11-26 02:46 am UTC (link)

He realized immediately that he'd said something wrong. It had just slipped out. He hadn't meant like that. Just... this was all too much to think about tonight, and it was over, it happened, they had to find some way to move on without being weird about it. That was starting to seem more difficult than he'd ever intended. Wonderful.

"I didn't..." he started, pulling his boxers back up, but he didn't know how to finish that sentence so he let it trail off into silence. He did, however, tentatively reach out and touch Colby's back, because it would've been nice to cuddle, especially after what just happened. He got the feeling that wasn't going to happen, though, so he sighed and stretched out, watching Colby's shoulders as he shifted in bed, trying to shut his mind off for the night so he could sleep.

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