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Who: Luke, Benji and... Colby?
What: IM chats post-Colby jumping into chat last night (this)
When: Feb 10th, evening
Where: Their rooms?
Rating: SFW (definite drama though.)

[19:21] benjamindiffused: i know we've never really talked but... it was kind of clear that that was awkward for you, and i know it isn't my place to ask but are you ok?
[19:22] whohatesyourguts: dude, im fine.
[19:23] Benjamin Dubois: okay... i just thought someone should check, i guess.
[19:23] whohatesyourguts: You dont even know me that well, you don't need to pretend like you care.
[19:23] Benjamin Dubois: i'm not pretending
[19:23] Benjamin Dubois: i'm really sorry if i offended you by asking, though
[19:25] whohatesyourguts: Yeah well. Whatever. Im fine.
[19:25] Benjamin Dubois: if you say so...
[19:26] whohatesyourguts: I do
[19:26] Benjamin Dubois: okay
[19:27] Benjamin Dubois: well... i'm glad, then.
[19:28] whohatesyourguts: right.

[19:26] colby matthews: You didn't have to leave.
[19:26] whohatesyourguts: yeah, kinda did.
[19:26] colby matthews: Kind of. But you didn't.
[19:27] whohatesyourguts: you mean to tell me that chat wasn't the worst and most horrifyingly awkward experience for almsot fucking everyone involved?
[19:28] colby matthews: I've been involved in worse.
[19:28] whohatesyourguts: All of them, funnily enough, involving me
[19:28] whohatesyourguts: its just healthier if Im not there.
[19:28] colby matthews: Not all of them.
[19:29] whohatesyourguts: Fine.
[19:29] whohatesyourguts: Most of them.
[19:29] colby matthews: And no, it isn't.
[19:29] colby matthews: Luke, stop.
[19:30] whohatesyourguts: Stop what? Am I being fucking annoying to you right now?
[19:36] colby matthews: You couldn't be annoying if you tried.
[19:39] whohatesyourguts: Then what the fuck do you want me to stop?
[19:39] whohatesyourguts: What were you even doing in chat, anyway?
[19:40] colby matthews: Saying hi to other people. And I want you to stop beating yourself up.
[19:41] whohatesyourguts: Great, you waltz back into my world, say hi to me and within the first five minutes are giving me instructions on living my life?
[19:41] whohatesyourguts: I'm doing enough of a shit job on my own, thanks
[19:41] colby matthews: I'm not giving you any instructions.
[19:42] colby matthews: And you're not doing a shit job.
[19:42] whohatesyourguts: Hah.
[19:42] whohatesyourguts: Have you seen me recently?
[19:42] whohatesyourguts: No wait.
[19:42] whohatesyourguts: You havent.
[19:42] whohatesyourguts: You're in california.
[19:42] colby matthews: I bet you still look good though.
[19:43] colby matthews: If I visit would you want to see me
[19:43] colby matthews: ?
[19:43] colby matthews: Yeah.
[19:44] whohatesyourguts: ...I dont know what I want.
[19:45] colby matthews: I miss you a lot, you know. I'm sorry I took you for granted.
[19:46] whohatesyourguts: Yeah.
[19:46] whohatesyourguts: Im sorry I was such a petulant asshole to you.
[19:46] whohatesyourguts: I was such a douche.
[19:46] colby matthews: Why would you be sorry about that? I thought it's cute.
[19:46] colby matthews: I still think it.
[19:46] whohatesyourguts: It was cute?
[19:46] colby matthews: Is.
[19:46] whohatesyourguts: I freaked out and dumped you and it was cute?
[19:47] colby matthews: Well, aside from that.
[19:48] whohatesyourguts: It was not cute.
[19:48] whohatesyourguts: It was as far away from fucking cute as it could be conceivably possible to be
[19:49] colby matthews: The action was.
[19:49] colby matthews: But you're not.
[19:50] whohatesyourguts: Are you serious right now?
[19:50] whohatesyourguts: You can't be starting this again
[19:50] whohatesyourguts: WE cant be starting this again
[19:50] whohatesyourguts: You live in California
[19:51] whohatesyourguts: and i dumped you and it was horrible
[19:51] whohatesyourguts: Dont start this.
[19:51] colby matthews: I'm not starting anything. Me thinking you're cute is nothing new.
[19:51] whohatesyourguts: yeah, and it was the very start.
[19:51] colby matthews: And even if this is "starting something," I agree, we can't be doing it.
[19:51] whohatesyourguts: So stop.
[19:52] whohatesyourguts: if youre trying to make me miss you, don't.
[19:52] colby matthews: I'm not trying anything.
[19:52] colby matthews: Do you miss me though?
[19:53] whohatesyourguts: ...
[19:53] whohatesyourguts: what do you think?
[19:53] whohatesyourguts: of course i do.
[19:54] whohatesyourguts: every fucking minute of every fucking day.
[19:54] colby matthews: I'm glad I'm not the only one then.
[19:56] whohatesyourguts: Yeah well
[19:56] whohatesyourguts: doesnt make too much difference anymore.
[19:58] colby matthews: I guess not.
[19:59] whohatesyourguts: how is california?
[19:59] colby matthews: Fucking hot.
[19:59] colby matthews: Almost as hot as you.
[19:59] colby matthews: Sorry.
[20:00] whohatesyourguts: Why the fuck would someone as polar as you wanna go to california, anyway?
[20:00] whohatesyourguts: aside from noah
[20:00] colby matthews: I've only seen Noah a couple of times, actually.
[20:00] colby matthews: But my school is fucking awesome.
[20:03] whohatesyourguts: well good
[20:05] colby matthews: How is Dalton?
[20:06] whohatesyourguts: a lot like dalton always is.
[20:07] colby matthews: Are you still hanging out with the virgin?
[20:07] whohatesyourguts: Hes gone.
[20:08] whohatesyourguts: I basically wake up in the morning and spend the way waiting to go back to sleep.
[20:08] colby matthews: Fuck.
[20:08] colby matthews: You know what? I'm getting a plane ticket.
[20:14] whohatesyourguts: dont you be getting on a plane for me, colby matthews.
[20:14] whohatesyourguts: dont you dare.
[20:15] colby matthews: You're a second too late.
[20:16] whohatesyourguts: Colby!
[20:16] whohatesyourguts: jesus fuck.
[20:16] colby matthews: Look, I don't care if we broke up.
[20:17] whohatesyourguts: neither do i, I STILL dont like it when you spend ridiculous amounts of money for me.
[20:18] colby matthews: Yeah, well, this is worth it.
[20:18] whohatesyourguts: just because my life is boring?
[20:18] whohatesyourguts: seriously?
[20:18] colby matthews: Yeah.
[20:20] whohatesyourguts: and what do you think youre gonna be able to do about it?
[20:21] colby matthews: Try to make it better for one day.
[20:23] whohatesyourguts: right.
[20:23] whohatesyourguts: listen, i got to go... when did you book your ticket for?
[20:24] colby matthews: A few days from now.
[20:26] whohatesyourguts: okay.
[20:26] whohatesyourguts: i guess ill see you then.
[20:26] colby matthews: Yeah.
[20:27] whohatesyourguts: right.
[20:27] whohatesyourguts: ...bye then.
[20:28] colby matthews: Bye.