Who: Christophe and Joel
What: a chat.
Where: their computers :)
When: the night of February 25th
Rating: SFW?


[22:28] Christophe Cottier: Hi
[22:29] russialikesjoel: Hi
[22:31] russialikesjoel: So, how are you?
[22:31] Christophe Cottier: Im okay. I miss you.
[22:31] Christophe Cottier: Im
[22:31] Christophe Cottier: uh
[22:31] Christophe Cottier: worreed.
[22:31] russialikesjoel: Worried about what?
[22:32] Christophe Cottier: you
[22:32] Christophe Cottier: me
[22:32] Christophe Cottier: us
[22:32] Christophe Cottier: everything
[22:34] russialikesjoel: You worry too much, Chris.
[22:35] Christophe Cottier: I dont worry enuf. Joel...
[22:35] Christophe Cottier: ar you ok?
[22:37] russialikesjoel: Je suis vivant, n'est-ce pas? :/ What about you? Are you all right?
[22:37] Christophe Cottier: Joel...
[22:39] Christophe Cottier: You wont be living for long if you keep drinking lik last nite.
[22:39] russialikesjoel: It was one night, Chris.
[22:39] russialikesjoel: One night.
[22:40] Christophe Cottier: was it?
[22:40] russialikesjoel: Of course it was. What's that mean?
[22:41] Christophe Cottier: I dont no.
[22:42] russialikesjoel: I'm not a drunk. Thank you.
[22:42] Christophe Cottier: I didnt say you wer.
[22:42] Christophe Cottier: I dont mean drinking, I mean
[22:43] Christophe Cottier: Im sorry
[22:43] russialikesjoel: The drinking was one night. The rest... not so much.
[22:43] russialikesjoel: But do you blame me?
[22:43] Christophe Cottier: for wat?
[22:43] Christophe Cottier: I dont blame you for anything
[22:43] russialikesjoel: You haven't even talked to me, Chris... you're avoiding me.
[22:43] Christophe Cottier: Joel
[22:43] Christophe Cottier: Im
[22:44] russialikesjoel: I saw you duck into the bathroom earlier...
[22:44] Christophe Cottier: ashamed.
[22:44] russialikesjoel: Ashamed of what?
[22:44] Christophe Cottier: myself.
[22:44] russialikesjoel: For what?
[22:44] Christophe Cottier: what do you think?
[22:45] russialikesjoel: For fucking Colby when you were dating me and breaking my heart? Is that a good place to start?
[22:46] Christophe Cottier: yes
[22:50] russialikesjoel: I'm sorry, that was bitchy.
[22:50] Christophe Cottier: no it wasnt
[22:50] russialikesjoel: I can't say I'm not still upset. I just... more than that I just can't understand why.
[22:51] Christophe Cottier: ?
[22:51] Christophe Cottier: what do you meen?
[22:51] russialikesjoel: How sleeping with someone else was supposed to do anything but upset me.
[22:52] Christophe Cottier: it wasnt for YOU.
[22:52] Christophe Cottier: I didnt no what I was doing.
[22:53] Christophe Cottier: I meen
[22:53] russialikesjoel: Well, that's obvious....
[22:53] Christophe Cottier: I didnt no what I was doing with you.
[22:53] Christophe Cottier: I was freeked out.
[22:53] russialikesjoel: You couldn't have TOLD me that instead of just going out and fucking someone else?
[22:54] Christophe Cottier: Told you what?
[22:54] Christophe Cottier: That I was skared of you?
[22:54] russialikesjoel: Everything? Anything? It would have been better than what you did.
[22:57] russialikesjoel: I just don't understand why you can't just TALK to me.
[22:58] Christophe Cottier: Its hard for me.
[22:58] Christophe Cottier: Im sorry.
[22:58] Christophe Cottier: I just dont no what Im thinking, so I dont no what to say.
[22:59] Christophe Cottier: or to do
[22:59] russialikesjoel: Talking is out's a good way to figure out what you're feeling.
[[Joel mentions wanting alcohol in the group chat]]
[23:00] Christophe Cottier: Joel...
[23:00] russialikesjoel: What?
[23:01] Christophe Cottier: you said it was just last nite...
[23:02] Christophe Cottier: Joel, I dont no what to do, ok? I never do. Im yung. I screw up. Im trying to live with it and get past it. Thats why wer apart, ok?
[[Chris says in the group chat that he’s joining the others to go smoke pot]]
[23:03] russialikesjoel: So I'm not allowed to drink but you can go smoke weed? That's fantastic, Chris.
[23:03] russialikesjoel: I honestly don't think I even know you any more
[23:04] Christophe Cottier: may be you dont.
[23:04] russialikesjoel: Fine, maybe I don't.
[23:05] russialikesjoel: But just... please don't smoke that shit, Chris.
[23:05] russialikesjoel: Please.
[23:06] russialikesjoel: Or you know, ignore me and go fucking get high and become a pothead like the rest of them. Whatever.
[23:07] russialikesjoel: I thought you were better than that but I guess I was wrong.
[23:07] Christophe Cottier: Im not
[23:07] russialikesjoel: You were.
[23:08] russialikesjoel: You don't need to get high, Chris. You're smarter than that.
[23:09] russialikesjoel: I really enjoy talking to myself....
[23:09] Christophe Cottier: Im sorry.
[23:09] Christophe Cottier: Im sorry Im not who you thot I am. I havnt been this hole time. Im sorry.
[23:10] russialikesjoel: What happened to the Chris I fell in love with in the first place? I don't understand.
[23:11] Christophe Cottier: Me neethr.
[23:12] russialikesjoel: Just fucking talk to me! I'm really trying here and I'm even more upset than i was before
[23:14] russialikesjoel: If you're just going to ignore me then I'm going to sign off. Apparently no one else cares enough to talk to me either.
[23:15] russialikesjoel: Yeah, nice to see you really care
[23:15] Christophe Cottier: Im sorry.
[23:16] Christophe Cottier: I care.
[23:16] russialikesjoel: Funny fucking way of showing it
[23:18] Christophe Cottier: I dont no wat to do.
[23:18] russialikesjoel: Well, talking would be a nice start
[23:18] Christophe Cottier: I dont no what to say.
[23:19] russialikesjoel: You really have nothing to say to me? After everything you did and everything that happened? You're just going to leave us like this?
[23:19] Christophe Cottier: no
[23:20] Christophe Cottier: I just dont no how to say the things I want to. Or what it is I want to. I cant do this over AIM, Joel.
[23:21] russialikesjoel: Then call me, or come to my room or meet me somewhere. Don't just avoid me like you hate me.
[23:25] Christophe Cottier: ok
[23:26] russialikesjoel: well, when you decide you want to grow a set and do something you know where to find me... if you care
[23:28] russialikesjoel: of course you don't, just like everyone else....
[23:28] Christophe Cottier: I do
[23:29] Christophe Cottier: we wil tak tomoro, ok?
[23:29] russialikesjoel: i'll believe that when i see it