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9th December 2013 21:00 - Kinky Kristmas Fic: Double Date (James/Lily/Sirius/Remus)
Kristmas Wish Fulfilled for:  [info]mindabbles
From:  [info]tjs_whatnot

Title: Double Date
Characters/Pairings: James/Lily, Sirius/Remus, James/Lily/Sirius/Remus
Rating: NC-17
Kinks/Themes Included: moresome, voyeurism
Other Warnings/Content: established relationships
Word Count: 5,000
Summary/Description: What Lily wants; Lily gets...
Author's Notes: Thank you Daily Deviant for always introducing me to new kinks I hadn’t explored before and now wonder how I lived without. Moresome=Awesome! To my recip: Thank you for this wonderful prompt that gave me a great amount of enjoyment to create. I hope it does for you what you had intended. ♥ To my betas: prepare yourselves, after reveals I am going to *glomp* the fuck out of you! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! ♥

~Double Date~




“I just… can’t… can’t believe you never… never told me,” James Potter stammered after he regained his ability to speak.

Sirius Black’s cheeks were a shade of pink that James hadn’t thought possible. There were apparently a lot of things about his best friend that he hadn’t known. “I didn’t know myself,” Sirius said in a whisper. “Not really.”

“How does one not know they’re a poo--” James stopped suddenly, his cheeks now matching Sirius’ in hue.

“Poof?” Sirius finished for him. “It’s okay, you can say it.”

“No, I can’t. You’re… you are… one…”

“Don’t you fuckin’ dare get polite on me,” Sirius ordered and there was the old fight back in his voice. It reassured James slightly. Some things were still true.

“Sorry. I’m just floored. How did… how could you… You who slept with most of the birds in Gryffindor, Hufflepuff and a fair Ravenclaws be…”

“Gay?”

“And with Remus? I mean, Merlin’s beard! How does that even… how did…”

“We do it?”

“NO! Not… I mean…”

Sirius laughed and James stopped stammering and stared at him. None of what was being discussed was what James would classify as “Ha Ha Funny.”

“Maybe you want to stop, take your time, formulate your thoughts before you express them? It’s okay. We got all night.”

James flipped him off before refilling their pint glasses. Taking a deep breath he began again. “When did you know? When did you know about Remus?”

“When did I know I was gay? When did I know Remus was? Truthfully, I always thought Remus was. Well, since we sorted his werewolf thing and he still seemed different and sometimes ill at ease in the dorms. Y’know?”

“Yeah,” James answered. “I thought the same thing, actually. But I meant, how did you know you had… that you…”

“Loved Remus?” Sirius answered, all tease gone from his voice. “I’m not sure. A long time before I did anything about it. I mean, I did a lot of stupid stuff when I suspected, but nothing smart until just recently.”

“What stupid things did you do?”

“Well, like you said-- slept with every bird in Hogwarts that would have me.”

James smiled. “That was pretty stupid. Especially considering…”

“Yeah. But I wasn’t ready to admit to myself. Wasn’t ready to take that step.”

“And how long have you had feelings for Remus? You say you love him? When did all this start? Why didn’t you tell me? Have you two been…?”

“Shagging like rabbits every chance we get?”

“No! No, I meant…”

Sirius smiled and James tried to as well.

Raising his hand, to still James, Sirius began in a slow even pace, “Let’s address those questions one at a time, shall we?”

James was not used to Sirius being the voice of reason. Somehow it reiterated for him the truth; he had obviously been spending more time with Remus than James had been aware.

James nodded and Sirius continued, “How long have I had feelings for Remus?” He shrugged. “I’m not certain. I mean, I’ve loved him forever. It started off like how I loved you and Peter and then later Lily. You were all a part of my life that I couldn’t imagine living without. Then sometime towards the end of our time in Hogwarts, it just… shifted. It became more. And it wasn’t-- like he argued when I confessed this-- because I was ready to face my own… being gay-ness and thought Remus was safe. It was more than that. I think my feelings for Remus helped me form my understanding of myself. Does that make sense?”

James just stared at him. Who are you? he thought but didn’t say. He’d just never heard Sirius be this articulate about anything in a long time. Not since the days when he was working out his thoughts on family and good and evil and all of that. But this, this was different. This was a different sort of passion in the timbre of his voice.

James couldn’t help smiling. “It doesn’t matter. The rest, it doesn’t matter. I mean, if you want to tell me all there is to tell, by all means. Just hearing you happy and so very…”

“In love?”

“Yeah, that.” James laughed. “Who would have thunk it, huh? You and Remus; me and Lily? What are the odds?”

“I know. It defies reason. That I can even use the L word in relation to myself and can actually, you know, mean it. I just…”

He didn’t finish and they sat and thought. James was glad he knew, but he was also really glad he hadn’t even suspected in school. He imagined it would be easy to live with this shifted perceptions now that they were out in the world and their lives weren’t nearly as tied into each other in everyday fundamental ways.

“So, like rabbits?”

Sirius barked a laugh, then winked. “Like rabbits in heat.”


***



“Did you know?” James asked Lily later that night.

“That our best friends are shagging?” she asked, stopping what she was doing. She was straddled him and had been kissing her way down his throat as she worked the buttons of his shirt.

“Well, not just that.”

“Sorry, that was where my mind is right now.” She ground her pelvis against his groin. “Although, I’m a bit intrigued that you are this aroused by the idea.”

“What? No!”

She laughed. “I was teasing.”

He laughed nervously. “I know. It isn’t them, you know that, right? My mind is a bit frazzled with the news, but I’m truly here in the moment.”

“You sure?” she asked.

“Yes.” He wrapped one hand around the back of her neck. His other hand splayed against her lower back, pushing her to him, he kissed along her collarbone.

“Mmmm.” She reached back and unhooked her bra. “Mind if my mind wanders there, too?”

“What?”

“Oh, come on. The idea of Sirius and Remus shagging? That’s sort of hot.”

James watched her expression for a moment. “You’re serious, aren’t you?”

“Completely.” She reached down between them and worked the buttons of his trousers before slipping her hand in and sliding her fingers along his hard-on.

He momentarily forgot what they were talking about as she slid off his lap and got on her knees in front of him.

Then she looked up and with a smirk asked. “Which one do you imagine is getting ready to suck which one’s dick right now?”

He didn’t want to think about it. And he really didn’t want to think about how turned on his new wife seemed to be by the idea.

He thought of little else.

So, a few days later when Lily, almost too innocently, suggested inviting Remus and Sirius over for dinner, he was intrigued as to just how it would go. So intrigued actually that he didn’t even take the time to contemplate how awkward it was going to be having them there. It would be the first time he and Remus had talked since he found out.

One look at Remus when he opened the door and James knew he wasn’t the only one feeling incredibly awkward. Thankfully Sirius, the sensitive soul that he was, helped lighten the mood.

“Out of my way, numbnuts,” he said as way of greeting, pushing James out of the way and bee-lining for Lily. “I need to get my fix.” He wrapped his arms around her and lifted her up.

She giggled as he put her down, but their faces soon lost their mirth as they observed Remus and James’ stand-off. Remus still hadn’t even crossed the threshold. Usually he’d be right behind Sirius and had gotten his share of Lily’s affections. He was actually flinching. James was so confused by this that he just stood there and watched him for a minute—causing even more awkwardness, before he took Remus’ in his arms and hugged him close.

“You could have told me.”

“I know.”

“I’m not always an insensitive berk you know. I wouldn’t have cared.”

“I’m sorry.” They let go of each other. “It had been a secret for so long that by the time I was ready to tell people, it seemed momentous.”

“But it really isn’t a big deal.”

“It’s not?”

“Of course not. It doesn’t change you, does it? You don’t, once a month, say by the light of the full moon, want to fuck me, right?”

Remus laughed. “No. I want to eat you by the light of the full moon.”

“See? There’s the Remus we know and love,” Lily said, coming to Remus, pushing James out of the way to get to him and hugging him close, pulling him into the room as she did.

“Thanks, Lily.”

James went to shut the door. “Looks like you guys Apparated right in time, snow’s coming.”

Fat flakes of crystallized ice danced slowly from the pin-pricked sky, and they all looked out the window for a moment. James wasn’t sure what everyone else was thinking, but he was thinking about how much he loved this season. The closeness of it, the huddling to stay warm, the fire burning and the cocoa consumed. The All Is Right With The World of it.

As he looked at Sirius, he saw he had that peaceful look on his face, too. Only he wasn’t looking at the weather, he was looking at Remus. It was then that it hit James; it wasn’t that Sirius was gay that he found incomprehensible, it wasn’t even that Sirius loved Remus, it was that Sirius was so very deeply, smittenly in love… with anyone that shocked him.

And just like that, they went from four friends enjoying each other’s company, to two couples that had separate stories and inside jokes and finished each other’s sentences. It was a lot to take in, but it was also a nice shift in the dynamic. For now, James knew that as he moved from school chum, marauder to newly married, that they would still be alongside him and they wouldn’t have to drift apart.

By the end of the meal, it didn’t even seem strange to James how often Remus and Sirius touched each other, how many times Sirius leaned into Remus when he laughed or how, after dinner Remus’ hand rested on Sirius’ chair, his thumb lightly rubbing along Sirius’ shoulder like they had been together forever… which James guessed in a way they had.

After dinner and sitting around the fire with spiced rum, it didn’t even faze him when Sirius leaned over and kissed Remus. What did surprise him, though it really shouldn’t have, was the small whimper that Lily uttered.

James looked at her and the gleam in her eyes before she saw him watching her and blushed.
He waited until they were alone later that night to ask, “Have you always… or is it something about… them?”

“I don’t know. I’ve never seen two men kiss before so I don’t know if I’d always have that reaction, never thought I’d have that reaction to be honest. You’re telling me you didn’t feel anything at seeing our two best mates kissing?”

“I don’t know. I mean I felt something, but I’m not sure if it was a reaction to that or the reaction to yours. It’s all jumbled, you know?”

“I know. It was all more than I thought it would be. Honestly though, I think it was because it was them. I mean, I love you. I do. With all my heart. But… well, I’d be lying if I told you I had never imagined being with…”

“Sirius? Remus? Both of them?”

She bit her lip.

“Together?!”

“Well, you’re there too!”

“Ah, well thanks for that!”

“You asked!”

He had. Now he regretted it.

Only…

Only he couldn’t get the image out of his head. Remus and Sirius… and Lily. Even in his imagination he couldn’t put himself there with them, but he couldn’t get the idea of them together, in front of him, out of his mind. He saw everything and was shocked to discover—in his mind—that the sensation of it was not, altogether, repulsive. Quite the contrary, if he was being honest with himself. And he hardly ever lied to himself.

It was a few days later, again, lying in bed, that he brought it up again, and in those few days he wondered if she thought of it as much as he did.

“So… I was thinking… maybe we should have Remus and Sirius over again? For dinner and… drinks?”

“Yeah?” she said, propping up on her elbow to look at him lying next to her.

“If you want it to be more than that, you’re going to have to be the one to broach the subject with them.”

He didn’t know if he was excited or horrified about the way her eyes danced. He had forgotten that Lily had never had anything denied to her. Ever.


***



He wasn’t sure how she arranged it, or what had been promised or discussed between her and them, but the next Friday night when he opened the door to them, there was a different sort of awkwardness greeting him from the other side of the door.

“Hey,” Sirius said, trying really hard to make eye contact.

“Hey,” James answered.

Remus didn’t even say anything, just smiled shyly.

“Oh, come on, guys,” Lily said, coming to stand next to James before she took his hand then reached out for Sirius and pulled him in. He grabbed Remus and they were now all in the house looking awkward.  “Forget it. Forget I said anything, asked anything. Not if it’s going to make everyone all twitchy and ill at ease. It’s not worth it.”

“No. It’s not that…” Remus began. Of all of them, James was surprised that it was Remus who seemed to be the most on board with what Lily had suggested. He continued, “We just want to make sure everyone is on the same page.” They all looked at James.

He raised his hands. “I don’t even know what book we’re reading anymore.”

Lily came and wrapped her arms around him. “I’m sorry. I had to talk to them about it, because I needed them to agree. I didn’t talk to you because… well, I know you, know you’d agree… half-heartedly at first, I’m sure… but well…”

“I can’t deny you? And you know this?”

She blushed. “Yeah, that.”

He tightened his hold on her. “You’re lucky I love you.”

“Don’t I know it!”

“So, what did these poor boys agree to then?”

“Um… they’re, um… going to let us… let us watch.”

“Really?” James asked.

“Really,” Sirius rumbled almost as a challenge. “As much as you want.”

James raised his hands, either giving up or throwing a gauntlet, he wasn’t quite sure yet. “Let the kinky times begin.”

Remus and Lily laughed for a minute before the awkward silence began again. “But, first, dinner,” Lily said, walking to the dining table.

“Just like a proper double date,” Sirius said, and James was happy to see the edge in his voice was gone.

“Just two young couples enjoying each other’s company,” Remus added, taking it a bit over the edge. This time they all laughed and more so when Remus blushed.

“Such a cheese ball,” Sirius said, putting his hand on the top of Remus’ head and ruffling his hair.

James observed that unlike before when Remus would have slunk out of the contact and probably played it off by being a fake wrestling match, he sort of melted into the obvious affection very much like a beloved pet who had waited for his master’s return all day.

James shook his head, trying to get that image out of his head. It wouldn’t be the last time during the meal that he’d have to do that either. Every time they touched—and they touched a lot—his mind would wander to places he wasn’t entirely comfortable with.

Other than his own hang-ups, and he knew they were his and his to deal with, the meal went off without a hitch. It lasted hours as they were enjoying the delicious food, the amazing wine and a conversation that reminded James of their Hogwarts days when life seemed so much more safe and manageable. They all seemed to have decided to leave the war and all its complications out in the wind, cold and driving snow where it belonged.

As they finished and moved to the sitting room where the fire raged and their blood warmed with the wine, Sirius began an elaborate story about a mission he had undertaken on his motorbike that demanded him to gesticulate wildly, his limbs roamed around the room in a way that James, for some reason—he blamed the Firewhisky that was now being passed around—found mesmerizing.

He looked around him and noticed he wasn’t the only one. Remus watched him with his eyes shining in a way that James couldn’t fathom how he had missed all this time. Lily meanwhile was licking her lips like she was trying to taste him standing before them.

Again there was a drop in his stomach like that moment before he’d plummet on his broom, diving  for the Snitch--all thoughts of risk and consequences forgotten. And, also, like that, there was a lightheaded feeling that both cleared his mind to a pinpoint and also scared him in a tantalizing and extremely real way very few other things did.

When Sirius had finished his story, Remus stood up to grab another bottle of Firewhisky, and whether the stumble was accidental or purposeful, James could only guess. Either way, Sirius reached out to steady him and keep him from falling over his own feet. Then they were standing there looking at each other, their faces inches from each other.

Lily wasn’t the only one, this time, to hold their breath with a muted gasp and watch mesmerized. James would never be able to understand what was happening and how it was affecting him, but he just really, really wanted to see them kiss, really kiss, with hands and tongues and struggling for dominance and everything.

He wanted everything.

Remus and Sirius turned to look at James and Lily sitting on the edge of their seats. They must have liked what they saw for Sirius smiled wickedly and Remus grasped Sirius’ hips and pulled him closer, kissing him hungrily.

This time, Lily’s moan was accompanied by a growl from Sirius.

“We’re really doing this?” Sirius asked, not taking his eyes off of Remus, but addressing the room at large.

“Yes please,” James was shocked to hear himself gasp out. There was a tightness in his pants that he tried really hard to pretend wasn’t there.

They all turned to look at him and his vibrantly red face. “I mean, if you’d like. I wouldn’t… wouldn’t want to stop you…”

Again with Sirius’ wicked grin that James had always loved because usually when he flashed it, there was adventure and rule breaking involved. Maybe he liked it this time for the same reasons.

Remus nuzzled his face into Sirius neck and Sirius ran his fingers through the hair at the nape of Remus’ neck.

“Hmm,” Remus purred. He glanced up with eyes softened by emotion and also hunger. Gently, and very slowly, he ran his fingers along Sirius’ jaw before trailing with his lips and feather-light kisses. Then they were standing at the same height and they were looking at each other like no one was there, like no one else existed even though Lily and James were sitting there on the edges of their seats in rapt attention.

They both had their fingers entangled in the other’s hair as they pulled each other that one extra inch so that their noses were smooshed together and their tongues began to push and lick their way into each other’s mouths.

Again, there was a moan coming from beside James, but he had already gotten so used to it, that he was able to tune it out slightly and keep his attention on his two best mates who were now devouring each other.

Remus had moved his mouth from Sirius’ lips down his jaw and to his neck while tugging at Sirius’ shirt and pulling it up over his head. He bent his arm over his head and reached for the back of his own shirt. Remus and Sirius were now rubbing and grasping at each other hungrily.

Nipping at Remus’ lip, Sirius bit down and pulled with a growl. As he was doing this, he was also working off the belt of Remus’ trousers. When he released Remus’ lip, he fell to his knees, taking Remus’ trousers and pants with him. He looked up and even James from his vantage point could see the adoration painted in Sirius’ eyes.

Neither of them thankfully looked at James or Lily, like they were alone with their need for each other. It made it all the more delicious, James thought. He sneaked a peek at Lily though and she was slowly rocking in her seat. He smiled. As long as she was enjoying herself more than James than it was okay, somehow.

Sirius had rubbed his head along the thatch of hair at Remus’ crotch before sliding his tongue flat against Remus’ cock. Lily swallowed loudly and it almost broke the spell, but Sirius just smiled as he took Remus’ cock deep down his throat.

“Oh God,” Lily hissed beside James. He couldn’t take his eyes off the scene before him though, couldn’t even pretend that he wasn’t achingly hard himself. He reached over and found Lily’s hand and brought it to his lap.

She removed her hand and worked nimbly to undo the buttons and zipper of James’ jeans. He imagined that she too was spellbound by Remus and Sirius, but she was also working her fingers in between the fabric and his skin. He scooted so that he was closer and pulled up on the mini skirt she was wearing. She spread her legs wider, putting the leg next to him over his.

He wasn’t really all that surprised that she wasn’t wearing any panties and that she was already wet.

“So hot,” she moaned, and he agreed with a grunt.

Remus looked over at them then and smiled. “Would you two like to join us?”

James’ mind reeled at how that would work, but Lily jumped up. “Yes.”

She was next to Remus before she turned to James. “Are you coming?”

James thought for a moment before he answered. “Not yet. I want to watch a bit more.”

Lily looked uncertain. “Is it okay if…?”

James smiled. “Yes, please do. I want to watch.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah.”

She didn’t need told twice, for she instantly took Remus’ face in her hands and began to thoroughly kiss him. Remus looked at James over her head and James smiled, so Remus closed his eyes and returned the kiss with enthusiasm. Then he stopped, pulled away with a shudder and obviously came in Sirius’ mouth. Sirius growled and stood up, coming up behind Lily and pulling her top off. She reached behind her and removed her bra, and Sirius cupped her breasts, licking along her neck before sucking on her soft, warm skin.

She turned around to face Sirius and kissed him too before falling to her knees in front of him. She gave another look to James and he whined his acceptance. His enthusiastic acceptance. She wrapped her fingers around the base of Sirius’ cock and wetted the tip of it with her tongue, swirling it around in her mouth.

James swallowed painfully as she took more of Sirius’ cock. He closed his eyes and could almost feel what Sirius was feeling now, and it warmed him and made him ache. Remus stood behind her, leaning over her, his hand caressing the top of her head, kissing Sirius.

“Good lord but she’s good at this,” Sirius said, turning to look at James. “How do you guys ever do anything else?”

“She’s good at other things too.”

Sirius growled. Apparently Lily liked being talked about or really didn’t, either way, whatever she did with her mouth sent Sirius over the edge before he’d even realized he was close.

When he found his footing, he pulled Lily up and kissed her hard. “Thank you, darling,” he panted into her ear. “What can we do for you?”

She hugged him tight and whispered something into his ear. Halfway through whatever she was suggesting, Sirius looked over her shoulder at James with a smile on his face that terrified James and yet, once again gave him that Diving For The Snitch feeling. Remus was brought into the whispered conversation and they were all looking at James. Then they were all approaching him. Slow and dangerous.

“Whatever Lily wants, Lily gets,” Sirius whispered.

It had been a mantra of theirs for years. It was true.

“And what does Lily want?” James whispered breathily.

She smiled. “I want everything. I want you to have everything. I want all of us to have everything.”

“That’s quite a list,” James got out, swallowing repeatedly.

“It is. But the night is long and the days short.”

James tried to rack his mind for a reason this was a bad idea, but he was fighting a war he would never win, not when his crotch was clearly on the wrong side of the argument.

They were in front of him so he threw up his hands. “Okay, let’s do this.”

There was no time from his exclamation and them all pouncing on him. He fell backwards and wasn’t the least bit surprised to discover one of them had transfigured the ratty old couch to a large bed. Lily was kissing him while working off his jeans. Once off, James sat up and wrapped his arms around his wife, pulling her around so that he was bent over her.

He pushed her legs apart and slowly entered her.

She cried out, “Fuck me!”

“Patience, my darling,” he panted.

Remus laid beside Lily on his side, his head supported by his bent elbow. His other hand ran along her side, causing shivers. Sirius on the other side reached over and took her taut nipple in his mouth, sucking hard, as James took her in deeper and deeper, painfully slow.

“Oh… oh… please, James.”

Sirius’ tongue lapped the beads of sweat gathering at the dip in her throat. But as she begged James, he pulled away and ruffling the top of James’ head and said, “You heard her. Give it to her.”

They shared a look and for a moment, James forgot all else. The ruffle of the hair, the playful look, they were all so very Sirius and in that moment he wanted to know, wanted to experience Sirius in a way he’d never fathomed before.

James smiled and leaned slightly to Sirius, hoping Sirius would meet him the rest of the way. He did. The kiss was slow and tender and perfect. Sirius twinned his fingers through the hair at the nape of James’ neck and when they pulled away, Sirius rested his lips gently on James’ forehead for long moment.

Then James looked at Remus. He was looking at Sirius and James with such wonderment and James wondered if he was as mystified and overcome with sensations of devotion as James. He had to know and he was no longer terrified. After all, James had once, years before, been terrified to transform into an animal for Remus, who even back then he was devoted to, was this anymore scary than that?

Remus’ kiss was tentative at first, but then with Sirius’ and Lily’s insistent growl in their ears, the kiss intensified until finally James pulled away with a gasp. Sirius’ hand had begun to caress James’ arse, squeezing and stroking the cheeks.

He looked around him as if stunned.

“Hi,” Lily whispered, her lips on his throat.

He smiled down at her and nodded, continuing his slow pace for a moment, gathering his wits. He was relying on sense memory, as he was having a hard time focusing with Sirius’ fingers kneading deeper into the crevice of his arse. Then Remus was beside him, snaking his hand between James and Lily. James turned to look at Remus who held the finger of his other hand to his lips. “Shhhh.”

Remus slid his finger along James’ shaft, entering Lily along with him. She gasped and then cried out, “Yes!”

Remus rubbed along her clit in a matched rhythm with James thrusts. Now everyone was touching James, touching his wife and in no time that felt like forever, James came in a heap and collapsed almost instantly into a pile of limbs and hugs and content smiles.

In the moments between his complete surround and his slumber, he looked to his wife. She was sweaty and her hair lay limp in her face and she never looked better.

“That was… perfect,” she said, stroking James’ cheek before reaching for Remus and Sirius, pulling them all to her.

James laughed and they all joined him, maybe for their own reasons, or maybe all for the same reason. James couldn’t help thinking, if anyone were to write a book about his life--this would definitely be his favorite chapter--the chapter that he finally had everything.
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