Author: ldybastet
Theme/kink: D/s - writing/negotiating one's preference list/contract.
Warnings: Hints of D/s. Mentioning of watersports.
Rating: R
Word Count: ~1500
Compliant to: HBP, I suppose. No DH spoilers.



Title: Love Like Equals
Pairing: Lucius/Severus
Warnings: see above.
Summary: 'Is there anything you absolutely would not want me to do to you?'
Notes: Sorry about the lack of explicit porn. It refused to develop to that stage.

Love Like Equals

'Is there anything you absolutely would not want me to do to you?' Lucius asked his lover while caressing his back. They were both pleasantly exhausted after a long evening of lovemaking. It had started with Lucius putting a collar around Severus' neck, and had developed from that as their desires took them. Now, the collar was in Severus' hands where Lucius had placed it after removing it.

Severus shook his head. 'No. I trust you to not hurt me.'

'I am glad that you do... but I am not a Legillimens.' Lucius smiled softly. 'I want to know, so that I won't accidentally do something that you find unpleasant in a bad way.' He was well aware of the fact that some things could be unpleasant and yet still very arousing and therefore, paradoxically, pleasant after all.

Severus sighed and moved a little closer, his thumb rubbing over the black leather strap in his hand. 'I don't know. Everything we've done so far has been very nice.'

'Very nice?' Lucius looked expectantly at his lover.

'If you expect me to say that it has been amazing or fantastic, don't hold your breath. But I suppose I have to admit it has been better than very nice, far better. Satisfied?'

'Ah. Well, it will have to do, if you're too stubborn to say the words.' Lucius smiled and kissed him. 'Of course it has been amazing, and I intend to keep it so. Which is why I am asking you about this.'

Severus was silent for a long while. Finally, Lucius whispered softly, as if not to intrude too deeply into Severus' thoughts, 'Would it be easier if I make suggestions and you can say whether you think you'd like it or not?' At Severus' nod, Lucius continued. 'All right. So, if I tied you up in bed, or on the floor... or perhaps suspended from the ceiling?'

'You know I like it when you tie me up. But you've never suspended me.'

'I didn't know if you'd enjoy it.' Lucius smiled again. 'I'll have to do that sometime soon, though.'

Severus' cheeks coloured slightly. 'Go on.'

'Anal play?'

Severus raised an eyebrow. 'I haven't complained yet, have I?' He sounded almost scornful at the simple question.

Lucius chuckled. 'No, you haven't. But what if I were to stretch you more, with something bigger than my cock, something thicker?'

'I could try that. Unless it hurts too much, I can't see a reason why I wouldn't like it,' Severus replied with a calm look on his face that didn't quite agree with the increasing blush and the sudden look of interest in his eyes.

Lucius slid a hand down Severus' back to tease his cleft. 'Mm, you'd enjoy it very much, I think. You have such a nice arse. So eager and it feels so good around my cock.'

'It's part of my charm.' Severus didn't quite succeed feigning an indifferent tone, and the little shiver when Lucius' finger brushed over his sore opening gave him away even more. 'More?'

'That's usually what you say, yes.' Lucius silenced Severus' protest with another kiss. 'Riding crops, whips, floggers?' Severus nodded and took another moment to enjoy Lucius' kisses. 'Spanking?'

'I am not a child!'

'No, but it is a very nice and intimate way to experience a little pain. Just imagine yourself lying naked across my thighs, your hard cock trapped between them. I rub my hand over your arse, smack it a few times, and then caress or pinch it... over and over, until you are so aroused that you're almost coming, squirming and rubbing yourself against my legs. Hm?'

'Well-' Severus cleared his throat. 'If you put it like that... You could do that to me, I guess.'

Lucius looked pleased, noticing that Severus' cock seemed to have taken an interest in their conversation; it was growing hard again. 'Would you want anyone to watch us having sex?'

'No!' Severus' face clouded over and he pulled his leg away from where it had rested between Lucius'. 'I don't want anyone to see me in... They would-' He took a deep breath. 'I want you to myself, Lucius. As much as I can.' Severus was silent for a moment, slowly relaxing again in Lucius' tightened embrace. 'Do you want to have someone watching then?'

'I would love to show you off to someone. Someone we could trust, preferably.'

'Show me off?'

'Yes.' Lucius brushed the back of his hand over Severus' cheek. 'You are gorgeous, Severus. You're gorgeous when you're naked and aroused. You're so delicious on your knees with my cock in your mouth, or tied up in the bed.' He pressed his lips to Severus' neck. 'You're beautiful when you relax, close your eyes, and simply enjoy the sensations...'

'Hmm.' Severus didn't look convinced. 'I would rather no one else saw me like that. I don't want to. It's only for you.'

'Then no one shall be watching us. We only do things we both want.'

The candles in the room flickered as they burned, making shadows dance over the walls and over the naked bodies of the two men. The agreement had renewed the comfortable and relaxed atmosphere between them, a moment which did not have to be filled with words immediately. But thoughts kept moving through inspired minds, and Severus spoke again.

'Is there something you would like to do to me that you haven't yet asked me about?' His dark gaze met Lucius'. 'Isn't that why you're asking me this? To find out if I definitely wouldn't want it, without you having to actually say that you do?' Lucius looked away briefly, and Severus knew he was right, at least in part.

'I can't fool you, can I?'

'Do you want to?'

'No. I like that about you, that I don't have to hide anything.' Lucius paused. 'Very well. I have thought about what it would be like to urinate on you.'

Severus looked surprised. 'You want to piss on me?'

'You have such a nice way with words, Severus.' Lucius sighed. 'But yes. I think I would find it very erotic and extremely arousing. I certainly know that the mere thought of it is.' He looked searchingly at his lover, waiting for his response.

Severus let him wait for it. He could see that Lucius was getting increasingly uncomfortable the longer he waited, and for a few seconds Severus enjoyed the control he had over him. But he was not a cruel man, not to his lover, so he soon nodded. 'Urine is sterile, so there shouldn't be any problem with that. I am, however, a little surprised that you are interested in doing something that is generally thought of as being very filthy. But perhaps I shouldn't be. You are, after all, a pervert.'

Lucius smiled, relieved. 'A pervert? Then we are perfectly matched. And you are enjoying every second of it.'

The sudden smile on Severus' face made him look very young and very shy, reminding Lucius of the young boy Severus had been when he'd taken him under his protection years ago. 'I do.'

'Would you enjoy if I would make you hard... like this?' Lucius closed his hand around Severus' semi-erect cock and teased it to full hardness. 'And then bound it tightly with something, a cord or ribbon,' Lucius said and kissed a trail down Severus' chest, 'so that you have to stay hard and also be unable to come until I release you?'

Severus' only reply was a loud moan, and Lucius licked the soft skin of his stomach, moving further down. He laved Severus' cock, from base to tip, enjoying making his lover squirm and make those delicious sounds that so aroused him. 'I want to tease you until you think you will go insane,' Lucius said, his breath cooling the moisture on the shaft in his hand. 'I want to tease you until you beg me to let you come.' He sucked lightly on the head of Severus' cock. 'I want to tease you until you'll do anything to be allowed to come for me...'

'God, Lucius! Yes!' Severus thrust up against Lucius' face, needing and wanting more of the delicious pleasure he was offered. Lucius closed his lips around him again, knowing that they had a lot of things to explore together. They could always continue the conversation later; right now, Lucius had more important things to do. Like driving Severus mad with lust.

The leather collar fell from Severus' hand when he grabbed the sheets, already overwhelmed by the wet heat of Lucius' mouth. It was for play only, and now they were making love as equals.