InsaneJournal

Current location:	my room
Current mood:	tired
Current music:	when it rains-paramore

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Whats your name?: Amber Petriece
Age, Birthday?: 20...3/17/88
Form of SI?: mostly cutting i do just about everything
Why do you SI?: it started off as a one time thing. then it happend a few other times after when i was really really really depressed then it became my security.
When was your first time? when i was 12
Where on your body do you most often SI?: everywhere but my ass and vijay-jay
What do you use?:box razorz arnt as sharp is i like so i usually break open shaving razors and keep them.
Do you hide it?: oh god yes...if i didnt it'd brake my dads heart. and i dont wanna go back to the hospital
Do you listen to music while you SI?: usually but i tune it out most of the time.
Anyone know?: just about everyone. i had quit for about a year til my uncle died. i mean if u cant see the scars on my arms and wrists then ur blind. theyre more noticeable than a on legged hooker
Eating Disorders?: i use to starve myself and its affected me. so now if i dont eat when im hungry then i wont eat at all that day.
Mental Disorders?:...u know...i cant even pronounce it but i can tell u that im semi manic. i have social anxiety disorder. if im around alot of people i have panic attacks