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Lion-hearted (frecklesandlace) wrote in crynhoi_owls,
@ 2008-05-07 10:38:00

To Harry

Harry,
I know we said that writing and sending messages through owls would be dangerous, but it's been so long since I last spoke with you that I'm beginning to forget what your voice sounds like. While a letter through an owl won't help that, it will ease the constant worry that I live through. I'm getting frustrated, being locked away in this hideout, away from school. I know its technically more safe here, but I'd rather be at school with Neville, teaching DAs and not hiding like a frightened child. I envy you because you're away from school actually doing something about the hell that is hunting us. When will it end? How will it end?

I know those are questions you can't answer, but they are things I think about every minute of every day,and they are things I would ask you if you were here with me now.

I wish you were here with me now. I know thats selfish when you are off doing something that is so the opposite of selfish, but every once and a while, even in all this chaos, I think we have to allow ourselves to be selfish. Otherwise we'd go crazy trying to be completely selfless.

How are Ron and Hermione? Have they killed one another yet? I've heard from Ron recently and I must say he didn't do very well to reassure me that all was well. And Hermione I haven't heard from at all. Just promise me that through all this danger and hell you'll all try and take care of yourselves. It would kill me if anything happened to any of you.

Please write quickly...

with love
yours always

Fondly,
Ginny

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broknglasses
2008-05-12 08:36 pm UTC (link)

Ginny,

~~You could get caught~~ ~~I could get caught~~ ~~The order, the mission..~~ No I miss you too Gins. It's lonely here with out you. Hermione and Ron are doing fine, together. I didn't realise what a third wheel I was until I lost you. I know you aren't really lost, but it feels like I'll never see you again. Feel you again. God that sounds bloody perverted, don't let you're mum read this. I'd prefer the first time I see you again not to get a smack to the back of my head.

Ron, don't let him worry you.~~Even I've gotten a bit sick and worried about it all here and there.~~ Him and Mione just have differing opinions sometimes and he just gets a bit dramatic with his. Just ignore it as Ron blabber.

Ginny I want you save. I want to see you when I come back, even if it's with one arm I'm coming back to see you and I'd be terrible hurt to find if anything happened to you. Only a woman I love could want to fight this badly, but you have to promise me you'll keep safe.

~~Bloody hell what do I put...~~
Wanting to see you soon,
Harry.

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frecklesandlace
2008-05-12 08:56 pm UTC (link)

Harry,

I'm incredibly jealous of my brother, getting to be happy with the girl he is so infatuated with and getting to fight at the same time. Don't let him fool you, he loves that girl.

You will see me again and feel me again. I will die if I don't see that smile, if I don't get to just hold your hand again, I will go crazy. I know you said this was for the best, that you want me safe and that being near you isn't safe, but it's torture. Absolute torture.

~~Ron worries me because he's so headstrong~~ I don't worry about Ron, I just don't want mum to have to lose her son. I don't want to lose him either, but I also don't want to lose you.

I will be safe. When you come back, and it better be soon, I will be there, whole, waiting to hold you. I know people, adults, don't think people our age can feel strongly about people, but I've held a flame for you for so long that I can't let it go. I wan't to fight. More than you could possibly imagine. But I will stay safe, for you. Because I trust you, because I ~~love~~ care so deeply about you.

Come back to me soon, or else...steal away and let me meet you somewhere. Please.

Missing you,
Ginny

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broknglasses
2008-05-12 10:32 pm UTC (link)

Gins,

You'd think they'd be a bit less obvious, but don't let either of them know that. Sometimes them bickering, when I'm not already stressed is the only thing that makes me smile that other than thinking of you.

It is for the best. Everything will be over and soon I feel ~~hope~~it. Next time we meet we should go somewhere. I'm not sure were just somewhere I can afford. Definitely not the woods. Gin we're fighting a war here. It doesn't matter our age to me. I love you an no adult, Voldemort or your mum will make me think different.

Life is going to get dangerous really fast, really quick but it'll be over in a flash. Hold out till then.

Harry.

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frecklesandlace
2008-05-13 09:43 am UTC (link)

Harry,

You do realize they think they're not being obvious at all, right? Ron is a blockhead and Mione...she just over analyzes and assumes she knows how to act like a normal human when it comes to stuff like this. I love her for it though. Do you remember when he was dating Lavender? Yeah, she thought she was so sly and no one realized why she was upset all. thetime.

When you say everything will be over soon...I hope you mean that you'll have found the horcrux and Voldemort wont be a threat to anyone anymore. I need to know that you always hold out hope because it makes it easier for me to get by.

When do you think we could meet again? I know you've got more important things on your mind, but I think that would help both of us...because I love you too. I always have and I always will. Nothing will change that.

Bring on the danger, I almost think that would be easier to deal with than waiting.

Gin

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broknglasses
2008-05-15 02:20 pm UTC (link)

Gin,

Give them time, goods things take it. Just look at us.

That is what I mean. This whole nonsense, the Ministry's infiltration of the Death Eaters and their reign will be over soon. I can feel it. I know it, we're all so close. Soon enough we can sleep in during the morning, fix breakfast for lunch and just not have a worry in the world.

Ginny I'm sorry, we can't meet until this is over. I'm not risking you getting hurt because of me. I mean it when I saw will see each other I just can't give you a date. Stay strong Gin, I love you and will never, ever forget you even if I get hexed into insanity.

Harry.

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frecklesandlace
2008-05-15 02:40 pm UTC (link)

Harry,

Don't even think about getting hexed into insanity. That won't happen to you because you're stronger than most witches or wizards. You're stronger than Voldemort and he knows that. Thats why he's so hell bent on trying to destroy you. I say trying because he won't succeed. It's not possible. As for me getting hurt because of you, that would never happen. You wouldn't let it and I'm pretty good on my own as well. But i respect your decision. As long as we can try and communicate through the owls I think I'll be able to get through this.

I am strong because of you.

Gin

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broknglasses
2008-05-17 12:10 am UTC (link)

Gin,

I'm not exactly sure when the next time I can owl you is. It'd be best to stay safe, try and be happy and wait for me. We're trying somethign big soon and I'm not sure how long we'll have to hide again. I can't afford these owls to be followed either way. This means this is my last letter to you, for now. I know you're strong and you'll strength everyone around you. Help them like you helped me and how you and Neville with Luna helped the DAs while I was gone.

Love,
Harry

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