Aug. 1st, 2007 @ 07:01 am July Prompt 5
Current Mood: thoughtful

What do I care about most?

Hard question to answer. I can think of a lot of shit that I care about. My friends. My brother. My art. My music. Those are all things I care about. But which one do I care about ‘most’?

Music is something I enjoy, something I play around with, and sometimes lyrics come to mind more easily than others. But really, all that is is a bunch of words and sounds strung together in a way I find pleasing. I care about it, but I could survive without music.

Art is a little different. Art is kind of like breathing to me. I can’t imagine not sketching, painting. It’s just this fundamental part of me, one that’s always been there. I don’t think I can say I care about that ‘the most’ though. Not being able to create, that would be devastating, but I would eventually get over it.

No, what I care about most, it’s divided between the three people I love. First and foremost is my brother, Griffen. We’ve had our differences over the years, true, but in the end I can’t even fathom life without him. To lose him would destroy me. I would do anything for him. Then there’s Haru. So small and delicate, he stirs the protectiveness in me. I know he’ll never feel the same way about me that I feel about him, but it doesn’t matter as long as he’s part of my life. And then there’s Russ. Who could guess that a chance meeting would lead to whatever it is he and I have? Now that he’s in my life, I wonder how I managed without him. The three men I love, that’s what matters most to me. I love all three of them, I need all three of them. Nothing else matters. Hell, maybe what this really means is that love is what I care about most.



Muse: Grey MacNamara
Fandom: None, original
Words: 322
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