Yazoo's Journal : Entry Two
Oh no, it's getting beyond me now, dear heart journal. I am almost ready to do this thing, to chuck it all and damn the consequences! I'm in love, you see. So now what do I do? Either we will kill him or he will have to kill us, there is no bargaining here because what we want and need - is so different. There really is no compromise.
But, I'm in love, yes, really in love.
Tonight we made love and I screamed, bloodying my nails on his back, that sweet strong back, god how I love being under him. There's nothing like it, I love Loz and I love Kadaj, but what is it about my beautiful Cloud? How he plunges into me fully with one smooth movement, how he watches my face, the way he so tenderly slides his greased fingers inside me - ? - what of all this is the one thing I find most dear, most precious.