It was insane. . .that man has. . .just somethin' about him, ya know? He hates me, I know he does, but at th'same time I fascinate him. It started out with a brawl, ya know? Cloud wanted me to leave, wanted me OUTTA his space, and I refused, and he pinned me up against a wall. . .fought back o'course, fought back HARD, an' both of us were bloody and bruised by th'time we got past the violence.
That was was prob'ly th'best sex I'd had in years, and when I went back ta Rude that night, he shook his head at me. Ya see, I love Rude, don't get me wrong, I love th'man more'n life itself, but I need ta explore every once in a while. I can't STAY with one person sexually alla th'time, I go stark raving mad if I do. An' Cloud. ..well he's that lil' somethin'somethin' that just gets my MOTOR goin'.
He's DANGEROUS, yo. . .he's dangerous, an' that's what I find so fuckin' attractive. I WANT him ta cut me up, want him ta make me bleed, an' I know deep down under alla th'hangups he likes doin' it just as much as I like bein' on th'receivin' enda it.