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Ilinca | Илинка ([info]wildrage) wrote in [info]cirque_rp,
@ 2017-10-27 10:13:00

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Who: Ilinca & Victor
What: Debuting the new act
When: October 18th, operating hours
Where: V&V
Warnings: Depends on what goes down


As a general rule, Ilinca didn't get nervous before performing. She'd been alive for too long for things like nerves to affect her anymore. But she'd be lying if she said there wasn't anticipation sparking along her skin. Her costume was dazzling and fit her perfectly, her hair was rolled into loose waves, and her ghoulish makeup was appropriately spooky. She looked good, and she knew it.

The opening bars of piano sounded over the speakers, and Ilinca took her spot behind the curtains. She had about 30 seconds before they'd fly open and reveal her, facing away from the audience. She deliberately didn't look at them until the first chorus started, revealing her chalk-white face and bloody lips. Fog rolled around her ankles, lending more of a melancholy, ghostly air to the whole performance.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no...

Joan Crawford has risen from the grave...


Ilinca had debated using a wire hanger as some sort of prop, a nod to the famous Mommy Dearest, but had decided against it in the end. No props, no gimmicks, just her on stage, luring the audience in with her dance. Just the way she wanted.


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[info]distressedlace
2017-10-27 02:21 am UTC (link)
It was moving day tomorrow and Victor still hadn’t really gotten used to the concept of moving around so often, but he’d remembered to cut his clothing down by half… which meant he had work clothes for the most part and just a few regular outfits… a couple of sweaters, t-shirt, a sweatshirt, a nice shirt just in case… but if one were to look at his current pick of regalia, they wouldn’t really glean Victor’s personality at all for the most part. He had a ton of tight vests, a couple of black sweaters with holes for colder weather, some sequined vests, tank tops, tight shirts… but he’d learned something well in his time working behind the bar: the less skin, the less tip. It wasn’t something he was entirely comfortable with and when he perceived no one was looking, he’d pull at them, adjust, wiggle around a little, convince himself that this was a part of the job as much as anything else was.

Tonight, he’d picked out a silver sequined vest, just a tad small on him (but without the buttons gapping the cloth or anything, he wanted to look a little… sexy, not cheap), a pair of striped grey and black jeans and his trusty, crusty, sticky Doc Marten’s. They’d seen a lot of floors, a lot of soda, a lot of thick liqueurs and gum on his way back to his dingy apartment. Luckily, no one was really looking at his shoes.

He arrived at Virtue and Vice early to make sure everything was stocked, the lemons, limes and cherries were in their tubs, the liquor was set up so that grabbing for it in the darkness would be second nature and the soda and water was working. All set, it seemed.

His hair was a lighter pink than his previous almost-neon fare, now it was subdued and soft-looking, sprayed lightly to give it some life.

The patrons started entering the room and almost immediately, the bar was bursting with life. A lot of the orders were unremarkable and the patrons were mostly single men, it seemed. Jack and Coke. Whiskey Sour. The occasional margarita. Whiskey on the rocks. A Martini for the more ambitious-looking ones among them, dressed to impress. He’d learned over the last two weeks that there were a bevy of them that thought this was some kind of dating service, that they would leave with one of the beauties on the stage, which made him want to laugh.

No matter how many bars he’d worked with how many go-go dancers, burlesque acts or scantily clad bartenders he’d seen, the story was the same: patrons went home with each other. It took an act of God and a bucket-full of booze to catch a bigger prize than that.

He’d seen Ilinca dance several times now and he didn’t guess that she needed any help finding a partner for the night or… for something more committed, as it were.

A couple of the men looked him up and down, trying to figure out exactly what they were looking at with the five-foot-three, spangled, flamingo-pink-haired creature in front of them, but he tried to ignore it. Smile, never with teeth and as the show started, the orders started dying down.

He had a small list of specials that night, pumpkin spice white Russians, sparkling apple pie (made with craft cider), a nod to Rocky Horror with a rainbow shot called ‘The Secret to Life’ and he’d been pleased. They’d bitten. It was a good idea after all.

A couple of the guys had put their hands over his while giving him the tip and he shyly, nodded, shrinking away a little and smiling at them. He’d gotten a few, “Where are you from?”s, to which he replied, “San Francisco.” Not the answer they wanted to hear. But the answer they’d get. When the music started, they all rushed to take up a seat or stand as close to the stage as they could and Victor couldn’t suppress a small laugh when he heard it was a Joan Crawford routine. Gay icon. Of course he knew who she was.

Ilinca was an absolute vision onstage even with her ghoulish makeup and the crowd went predictably wild. There’d be a second rush for him after the show was in full swing, but for now, he poured himself a sizable amount of Honey Jack Daniels in a low-ball whiskey glass and sipped it, leaning back slightly so he could catch a bit of her show. It’d help him loosen up and even though he worked here, the burlesque routines still delighted him.

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[info]wildrage
2017-10-27 02:34 am UTC (link)
The music pounded in her ears, obscuring the sounds of patrons, her shoes on the stage, pretty much everything but her own heartbeat in her ears. All dancers were light on their feet, but thanks to her Fae heritage, Ilinca almost floated across the stage. The lights winked and flashed off of her dress, throwing little dots of light across the stage, and those seated nearest to it.

"Christina...Mother's home..."

"Christina...come to Mother..."


Ilinca crooked her finger at the audience, and saw one or two of them start to rise from their chairs. She laughed to herself as they sat back down. She'd said it before and she'd say it again: fish in a barrel. Which was good, because she'd need one of them tonight. Her energy was starting to get a little low.

She sailed through the last repeat of the chorus, then curtsied amidst thunderous applause and whistling. She made her way offstage and out into the main area, settling herself in front of the bar. "Some water, please, when you have a moment," she called to Victor, leaning her chin against one hand.

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[info]distressedlace
2017-10-27 03:02 am UTC (link)
Sometimes Victor thought he should invest in a pair of earplugs instead of facing the hearing loss he’d most certainly suffer in his late thirties, but he enjoyed it too much. The way it seemed to travel up his body, through the soles of his feet, how he could almost feel it in his bones. Also, the more he drank, the louder he liked his music, so when he’d had his fill, it was really just a bonus.

He watched Ilinca dance and if he hadn’t known better, he could’ve swore she was on some sort of unseen moving platform beneath her, the way she danced was truly enchanting, even to him. The bits of light strewn across the stage and the faces of the first couple of rows were actually kind of beautiful and he took a healthy couple swigs from his glass. The faster, the better, he always reasoned. It was why he was so easy to please when it came to alcohol, though one would expect him to be picky by nature, because of his work.

Victor’s eyes wandered to the crowd and his lips were quirked into a natural, comfortable little smile. Even though it was cold outside, his drink and the feeling of belonging somewhere kept him warm. It was oddly cathartic to be here. If people thought he belonged in a freakshow, maybe they were right. He liked it. Even though he was certain he was probably the most freakish of them all, he actually liked being there, which was more than he could say for any other place he’d tried to settle down in.

When he saw two men rise from their chairs, his smile faded slightly and he stood up straight, wondering if this would be a security problem. It was strange, actually, he’d seen men stand when Ilinca beckoned them and it’d always made him nervous… after all, she was so… small. It’d make him nervous to be on stage and see two men make towards his direction, but it never seemed to bother her. She must’ve really trusted in what she was doing and knew when to get worried versus a harmless bit of teasing.

After her act was over, there was another wave of drink orders that came in, he could understand wanting to be more intoxicated to enjoy something all the more. But his eyes focused on Ilinca when she came to sit at the bar and he made her his first priority.

“Water? Coming up!” He filled a glass with water and put it on a napkin in front of her. “I loved your Joan Crawford. You really… got them going tonight,” he said loudly enough to be heard over the buzz of the crowd.

He started with the queue that had formed next to Ilinca.

A few of them had gotten more adventurous and were ordering Midori Martinis, a few items off the list of specials and his hands moved without his eyes fixed on the task before him. He knew where everything was by touch. As he raked some tips off the counter and served up drink after drink with napkins neatly under them, he called out, “Shoot, sorry. Did you want ice? to Ilinca.

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[info]wildrage
2017-10-27 04:08 am UTC (link)
Ilinca smiled at him as she sipped her water, downing a third of it in one go. The lights were hot on stage, and her costume, while gorgeous, wasn't very breathable. So she was rather thirsty and warm by the time she got offstage. "Thank you, darling," she called over the din. "That's what I was hoping for."

She sat back on her stool, legs crossed as she relaxed and sipped at her drink. A few people came up to chat with her, but never for very long before she sent them packing. Not right now. She wasn't in that mindset right now. That would be for later, when she went hunting.

When he came back, she smiled and said, "That'd be lovely, thank you. And a bit more water, if you wouldn't mind. You're certainly busy tonight. Specials going well?"

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[info]distressedlace
2017-10-27 04:34 am UTC (link)
The drink had just started to kick in and as Victor waited for a man to pay for his drink, he downed the rest of his own, itching to start on drink number two. He smiled genuinely at Ilinca when she thanked him, called him ‘darling’ (she was so glamorous, he was instantly charmed by her) and answered, “No problem!”

He noticed the pumpkin spice white Russians were popular, which was a great sign, but they were more complicated to make. He poured out three at a time and placed them on the bar, glancing over at Ilinca as others talked to her. He bet there was no shortage of guys that wanted to talk to her after her act and he wondered how she managed it all.

A few of the guys were gulping down their drinks and he could see the way their faces twisted at the strong bite of the alcohol. Victor’s drinks were really meant to be sipped, he was generous with the pour and often surprised people when they realized they were getting their money’s worth. It wasn’t that he over-poured or tried to drive the bar into the ground, financially, it was just that he knew how to mix properly, instinctively knew what a full-to-the-brim jigger of alcohol really looked like and wanted to impress. He knew the feeling of that burn when he gulped too. Some came back for their third drink, already affected by the liquor. Their eyes looked a little bleary and they smiled loosely at him. “What’s your name?” A few asked. Victor just laughed and shook his head, trying not to blush in front of them… not that they’d notice in this lighting.

“No, really?” Victor just pretended not to hear them and turned out more drinks. “Thank you!” he called out, giving a little wave in response.

He had to get used to this pace, the rush between acts, before, after, the guys crowding around Ilinca as she somehow sent them on their way without too many words between them. When a woman looked like Ilinca, he supposed she had to learn how to deal with attention like that.

When he heard Ilinca speak, he leaned in her direction and nodded. “No problem.”

He made her another tall glass of water - with ice this time - and set it out on a new napkin for her.

“Very well, actually!” He said over the conversation and orders shouted to him, unable to stop the smile that flashed across his face as the crowd wound down a little. “The pumpkin spice seems to be most popular… I don’t think people are getting the Rocky Horror Picture show one, though. It’s a little more obscure…”

And a little gay he chided himself. He’d gotten a couple of orders for that shot, but he supposed it was mostly the appeal of a rainbow shot. He imagined that the men who were more defensive about their sexuality wouldn’t be caught dead with it.

His last customer, as the next song started paid and he let out a little ‘whew’, pouring himself more Honey Jack and standing across from Ilinca. “They should know it, though. It’s kind of a classic and you know… has a great burlesque scene. If they’re into it.” He took a large sip but not too large in front of her.

Didn’t want to seem desperate for it or anything.

“You know, if you want anything stronger than water, you drink for free. I mean, you are the star, here.”

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[info]wildrage
2017-10-27 06:27 am UTC (link)
"Thank you." Ilinca lifted the glass in a kind of salute, taking a more measured sip this time. Now it was more about relaxing than rehydrating, and she wanted to watch the stage and the room, and perhaps chat with Victor some more. He seemed like a sweet boy, if somewhat nervous. And he poured drinks quicker than anyone she'd ever seen. She wondered if there was a touch of something not quite human back in his bloodline somewhere. Almost nothing would surprise her anymore. Though really, some of the customers needed to learn when to take a hint. Honestly.

"Is that the Rainbow Shot?" she asked. "I've seen Rocky Horror a time or two. It makes me laugh. And the songs are very catchy." She sighed then, breathing out a soft curse in Bulgarian. "Alright, these shoes are coming off," she announced, kicking them onto the ground under her stool. She flexed her feet, enjoying the stretch. "Yes. Much better."

"I'll try your Rainbow Shot," she continued. "What do you put in it?"

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[info]distressedlace
2017-10-27 11:39 am UTC (link)
When Ilinca raised her glass to him, Victor just bowed his head back once in a nod and noticed she was sipping at it now instead of gulping it down like before. “Welcome!” She was… really beautiful. And apparently just as in need of hydration as anyone else, no matter how other-worldly she looked; the thought gave him some hope for the rest of them. He wondered if a woman like her could tell he wasn’t like most men here just from his reaction to her, but he told himself that she wasn’t a mind-reader and it was silly to be so nervous over that. The Jack Daniels at least helped him talk himself down from the tallest reaches of logic he knew, it had to be good for something.

While the other act was taking place on stage, he let his eyes travel over to it, took another sip of his drink until she spoke again. “Yes, it is!” he replied, leaning towards her as she spoke more. God, he loved her accent. She sounded so… sexy with her accent and he felt like he was back in high school and the most popular girl in the school was talking to him. He laughed against the rim of his drink when she said that she liked it and the songs were catchy. “Me too.”

When she announced her shoes were coming off, he tried to become more alert, not quite sure why he attempted to, but did, all the same. She probably even had pretty feet. His feet just looked… like feet. They were kind of boney too. He could only imagine the pain of wearing high heels and dancing. Not that he did either much at all. “It must feel a lot better,” he called to her. “How many inches are those things, anyway?”

When she mentioned the rainbow shot, he lit up a little and said, “Great! It’ll take a bit but business is slow right now, so why not? I put in grenadine and strawberry liqueur, grenadine and a splash of pineapple juice, pineapple juice and a splash of Triple Sec, Midori and vodka, vodka and Curacao.” He carefully mixed splashes here and there and poured them down the back of a spoon and into the shot glass with all the patience and care he could muster (which was really quite a lot) and expertly layered the colors so it was red, orange, yellow, green and blue.

“It really should be a cocktail, but I decided to try to put it into shot-form…” he told her, carefully slipping a napkin under it and pushing it in front of her. “Unfortunately, no purple. Which is probably my favorite color. I hope you like it.”

He watched her as he had another sip of his whiskey, trying to reign in the anxiety. For some reason, it meant a lot to Victor that Ilinca liked the shot and he watched her quietly, intently but tried not to stare a hole into her.

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[info]wildrage
2017-10-29 03:57 am UTC (link)
Ilinca smiled at him, hooking her feet over the second rung on her stool. "Hmm...probably 4 inches?" she guessed. "The highest I usually go is six, after that, it almost becomes unnecessary. And of course, the ache lasts longer. Though it does have that added benefit of allowing me to look people in the eye. Well. Some people." She laughed into her water glass.

She watched as he layered the shot, building the colors in the glass until they were indeed a proper rainbow. "What a coincidence, mine too," she told him. "It looks good on so many people, and gives you a regal air. Quite a good shade."

"За твое здраве," she said, raising the shot, and tipping it down her throat. It tasted very fruity and sweet, and while she'd usually drink something drier, she couldn't deny it was quite refreshing. "You should make it into a cocktail," she told him. "I could see this being quite popular with the women, it's very good."

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[info]distressedlace
2017-10-30 02:03 am UTC (link)
Four inches tall? Even Victor couldn’t hide the look of both admiration and discomfort that crossed his face. He imagined something forcing his heel up four inches and dancing on it, no less… that had to be torture of some sort. But what really blew his mind was six fucking inches. He couldn’t begin to understand homophobia or misogyny, but when women shoved themselves into six-inch heels, he really couldn’t understand that. Most men would probably cry trying to walk around a room in something like that, in fact, he envisioned himself giving up within a couple of paces.

Why the hell was he thinking of himself in heels. He had to stop that, he thought, shaking his head a little and attributed it to the bit of booze. “Six inches sounds… like torture. How do you live when you wear those, just thinking about it…”

Shit, he’d mentioned thinking about it. Maybe she wouldn’t notice. “It sounds kind of cruel and medieval. Like corsets. Um, I don’t get to look many people in the eye either. Seems like I might be able to look you in the eye, though,” he said with a self-deprecating laugh. It was alright for a cute, curvy, petite girl to be small, but a man? Yeah, he was definitely embarrassed on that front and looked at the floor after he said it, sighing quietly. Of all of the things he had to put up with, he couldn’t change his height and it just… killed him.

When Ilinca mentioned she liked purple too and it was ‘regal’, he took a hardy swig of his own glass and smiled softly. Just what he though, really. He’d always loved purple and he liked how she put it… ‘regal’. He thought it was ‘cute’ at most but he liked the power of a regal color and thought that he’d have to wear his lavender sweater next time they met. If they met again… he hoped she’d want to talk to him again.

Making people a good shot usually led things to a positive note.

He raised his glass with her and clinked it gently, as not to disturb the colors in her shot glass and leaned his head back, grimacing a bit at the burn but enjoying it as much as he wrinkled his nose at it. So familiar, after all.

He watched her, waiting for feedback and upon getting it, he smiled and gave a little bow in her direction with his head, muttering, “Thank you very much. It’s definitely an experiment and I’d really like to make it into a cocktail. I think the ladies here would very much enjoy it… not that I saw a ton of ladies tonight.”

The more he thought about it, he tried to remember them among the faces. “I saw some with their husbands or boyfriends, a few single women…” he recalled out loud, looking up at the ceiling in pensiveness. “Huh. Do you think lesbians come here? I feel like lesbians would like burlesque.”

It was then that he caught himself and frightened that Ilinca would be disgusted or upset, his face flushed a little and he tried to save himself. “Uh, not that… they have to be or anything. I know girls are different, like… guys would never watch another guy strip unless he was gay, I think,” he thought? He knew. “But girls can you know, kiss each other hello or goodbye and just be friendly. I was just wondering. Sorry.”

Victor just bit his lip and his eyes darted around for a moment, trying to change the subject. His gaze finally fell on her dark eyes. “I like sweeter drinks, a little bit sweeter. Like Fireball or Honey Jack, Sweet Tea Vodka…um… can you teach me that toast?”

He was sheepish about it, his lips lopsided in a half smile. “I really like languages but I only know English and Korean. What language was that?”

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[info]wildrage
2017-10-30 07:49 am UTC (link)
One corner of Ilinca's mouth tugged up at the look on his face. "It takes practice, mostly," she told him. "And you eventually start to get used to it, even if the immediate aftermath is unpleasant. The corsets, less so, if they're made correctly. That's why I have perhaps one pair of shoes that is that tall. And I only wear them very occasionally."

Her grin flashed swiftly across her face. "I would venture a guess that some of them do, yes. That seems to be what most of the patrons come to see-pretty women in shiny and or revealing outfits. They want the fantasy. They want what they can't have, and yet they keep coming back, regardless. And your sexuality should not matter. People make much out of something that does not affect them personally. Who cares if your neighbor has a wife, or your brother has a husband? There are bigger things to concern yourself with. Although I'd have to agree, men seem to be less...openly affectionate, I suppose is the phrase I want."

She arched one eyebrow, intrigued. "Sweet tea vodka?" she asked. "I've never had such a thing before. But yes, I suppose I could. It was Bulgarian, that is where I'm from originally." She cleared her throat. "It mostly comes from the back of your throat. 'Za tvoe zdrave'." She broke down each of the words for him, placing the emphasis where it ought to be and rolling the 'r'.

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[info]distressedlace
2017-10-31 09:35 am UTC (link)
When Ilinca talked about how she endured the heels and corsets like a carefree vixen, Victor was clearly interested, one ear turned to her more than the other, nodding every so often in deep interest. He had a deep interest in a great many things and it certainly didn’t exclude how burlesque dancers survived their time on stage laced up with their feet contorted into the most uncomfortable footwear possible. Perhaps, if he’d been stone-sober, he wouldn’t have been as obvious about his abject interest, but as it was, as he’d imbibed, he nodded as he listened to her, dropping a ‘wow’, ‘ah’ or ‘ow’ every so often.

Victor had always liked how corsets looked but he imagined being squeezed, laced, pushed into it with its unforgiving boning and his back hurt just thinking of it. But from what she said, he could imagine the shoes could hurt even more. He’d never walked around in heels before, he wouldn’t know.

When she smiled at him when he asked about if lesbians attended, he felt a sweep of relief and almost emptied his second drink when she confirmed what he guessed, enthusiastically. He wondered what it was like to be wanted by all kinds of people, to be the star of a show featuring desire and fantasy. When Ilinca asserted that sexuality shouldn’t matter, he paused, thinking that she was… right. It shouldn’t matter. She said it so confidently that it sounded like fact, rather than advice. He blinked a couple of times, tried to make his face neutral and repeated it to himself in his head. Your sexuality should not matter. She even went as far as to elaborate about neighbors, family and for a moment… he really wanted to hug her. Put his arms around her and thank her… but that would be both inappropriate and too revealing. But he had a new level of fondness for her that he didn’t think possibly otherwise.

“It’s… it’s true. Men are taught to not express themselves…” he confirmed, having learned that the hard way in a lot of awkward moments between other men and himself, realizing they were coming from different places. “Yes, Sweet Tea Vodka,” he said excitedly. “It’s pretty rare but totally worth it. If I can get my hands on some, you’re welcome to try it.”

Victor was thrilled to learn the phrase, he’d always been a sucker for new languages, especially toasts. Bulgarian was a language that he’d never considered learning, but it couldn’t hurt to learn how to toast Ilinca when serving her. He listened carefully to her pronunciation and furrowed his brow a little, leaning forward on the bar. “Z…a…. ti…tvoe…zdrrrrave,” he attempted, blushing a bit afterwards and laughing. “I’m so sorry, I’m butchering your language. I tried my best,” he offered. “I’ll practice. Where no one can hear me.” Then he had an idea as he turned to serve a customer another pumpkin spice white Russian. “Here. I’ll teach you a toast in Korean. It’s geonbae. Geon… like ‘gon’… bae… like ‘bay’. But when you say the ‘o’ in geon, smile while you say it. Would you like another drink to practice?”

The customer, whom he’d seen three times already leaned in and said, “Cheers to her fabulous ass and your cute little butt… saw it when you turned around earlier. Oh boy, I thought… there’s nothing like those Asian chicks. And even the guys, sometimes a man can’t tell these days. I mean… compared to her…” he pointed to Ilinca, “You look like a scrawny kid.”

Victor tried to say something, but his voice was caught in his throat and he couldn’t look the man in the eye. The stranger chuckled and threw a tip onto the bar, looking him up and down before he turned around to walk away.

Victor grabbed the money, sweeping it off the bar and putting it in a jar to count at the end of the night. His mouth was shut so tight, it looked almost soldered shut. “Sorry,” he whispered at first, then he cleared his throat. “I’m sorry. Sorry. He never should’ve… talked like that about you.” He avoided her eyes, embarrassed beyond expression of that man.

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[info]wildrage
2017-10-31 10:27 am UTC (link)
She nodded. "As if hugging someone means they are weak somehow," she agreed. "Pfft. What nonsense." She sighed, as if washing her hands of people altogether. She thought of doing so, sometimes, but she still needed some of them to keep her energy up, and so she endured. "But yes, if you ever lay hands on some, let me know. And I will keep an eye open as well."

She smiled. "Good for a first effort, but yes, practice. Rolling the r's can take some work, and there are some z's sprinkled in there where you might not expect. And yes, I'll have another. We'll try your toast this time."

The easy mood was interrupted by a patron who seemed not to be able to keep his mouth shut. Not that many of them could, but he was particularly jarring, and Ilinca wasn't having it. But he was gone before she could formulate a scathing retort, to her chagrin.

Ilinca's eyes narrowed as she watched the customer depart. "Excuse me one moment, darling," she told Victor, slipping from her stool and following him into the crowd. She caught up to him easily, laying one hand on his arm. When he turned to look, she smiled her coldest smile and dug her nails into his arm. "Come with me," she said, in a voice that left no room for argument. She all but dragged him back to the bar, ignoring his protests the whole way.

"You owe our bartender an apology," she told him. "He is not here for you to be an idiot about, save that for the unfortunate women who no doubt cross your path on a daily basis." When it looked like he was going to refuse, she twisted his arm up behind his back, using her strength to force him up onto his toes. "Now." Even if he offered the mostly beautiful apology ever uttered, she was still going to hunt him later. But there was nothing wrong with forcing him to eat some humble pie first.

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[info]distressedlace
2017-11-01 02:09 am UTC (link)
There was one thing in the world that could shut Victor right up on the spot and that was being misgendered. A sort of fog descended on him as he still tried to keep up with Ilinca and listen to her, but it was as if someone had just walked up and slapped him in the face, instead. As she excused herself, he vaguely wondered where she was going… maybe she felt awkward about the whole thing too. Well, he thought, vaguely nauseous, it’s time for another drink. He reached for the bottle he was working on and started to pour it, looking into the bottom of it emptily, feeling a bit numb as he did so. Well, he supposed he should’ve expected this, after all, even the circus couldn’t be perfect, right?

And drunk straight, cis men will always ruin my night somehow, he reminded himself bitterly. He wanted to be one of them sometimes. Know how it felt to be kind of invincible.

As Ilinca reappeared, still a vision but a look in her eyes that would make Victor afraid if it was directed at him, he was so surprised, he almost spilled onto the floor. He put the bottle and cup down quickly and straightened up, as if readying himself for a blow but was amazed at what happened when she twisted this huge man’s arm behind his back. In fact, he didn’t even realize his mouth was hanging open slightly.

The way she spoke to him left no room for argument and Victor tried to say something, he didn’t know if he was going to ask her to let it go or apologize to the man, but he let her finish because he valued his life like that. “U…um…” he stammered before the man started talking but he was interrupted because the position Ilinca had him in looked like it hurt.

“O-ow, ow, ow, ow, you bitch! I’m… sorry that I thought you were a chick and and…” he squirmed, leaning forward a little across the bar to alleviate the hold she had on him, “Talking about your ass and her ass and I’m sorry, okay? I’m sorry, you’re not a bitch! Ow!”

Victor blinked hard a few times and said, “It’s… it’s okay just…” Well, he had him here, didn’t he? “Respect the women working here and don’t call her a bitch again.” It was all the ire he had in him and he looked to Ilinca, not knowing what the hell to do in this situation. There was one more thing he wanted to say.

“You should apologize to her too.” Fuck him for calling Ilinca names. He could see them being friends and not only could he not stand a misogynist, he couldn’t stand a misogynist that was targeting the woman he’d been growing closer to that night. “Also, stop… harassing Asian men.” A bit of strength dripped into his voice as he said that, counting himself among their ranks in the face of a bully and defending himself against a racist bastard like that. White men always thought that Asian men looked effeminate or were weaker somehow, not as attractive and he was sick of hearing otherwise.

With that, he took a sip of his drink, rested it on the table a little less meekly than before and looked at Ilinca like she was some kind of a super hero, but also, with a look of strength on his face that he didn’t have before. He never could’ve done that, himself and he never would, but as long as he was being forced to listen, Victor figured he should say what he really wanted to.

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[info]wildrage
2017-11-01 03:46 am UTC (link)
"You big whiny child, I'm not even trying," Ilinca muttered in Bulgarian. His apology, as expected, didn't sound all that sincere, but then again, she was holding him in a rather painful position. So she supposed that was to be expected.

She looked over at Victor, a small smile playing over her face. So there was a bit of fire in there after all. That pleased her, after all, sparks could become an inferno with the right tending. Perhaps something to think on later, after she had gone hunting. She'd be in a much better mood then.

Ilinca nodded sharply, once he was done speaking, then marched him over to security. "He is not allowed back inside," she informed them, finally releasing the man from her iron grip. "He may continue to enjoy the Cirque, if he wishes, but not here." They nodded and escorted him the rest of the way outside, then Ilinca turned on her heel and strode back to the bar.

"I cannot abide crude, mouthy people," she told Victor, retaking her abandoned stool. Ilinca was a creature of the Old World, where manners and customs had held enormous sway. And the Fae could be particularly prickly, especially if the niceties were not observed. "He will not be coming back," she promised. "Shall we drink to that?"

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[info]distressedlace
2017-11-01 04:19 am UTC (link)
The man before him let out another, “Okay, okay, I’m sorry!” Then, apparently satisfied, Ilinca held him in the same position and marched him over to security, leaving Victor staring rather obviously at the whole situation, realizing his heart was pounding all of the sudden. He certainly wasn’t used to things like that happening. Ever. What lingered in his mind was her smile. Like she was proud… she wasn’t shaking or straining or… anything like that, it seemed. In fact, her strength seemed to come from nowhere but he knew that wasn’t really possible, she had to have some sort of technique up her sleeve, something like that… right?

When she came back to the bar, he kept staring at her rather openly until she asked if they should drink to that. Damn it, he was making a fool of himself, acting like he’d just seen a ghost. He nodded, “Yeah. Definitely…” A smile overtook him and he just gasped, “Wow! That was the most amazing thing I’ve ever seen, I mean I’ve seen a lot of tae kwon do and stuff back in Korea. I even tried to learn it a bit when I was a kid but I was never great at anything physical. Was that…” he didn’t want to sound stupid. “Krav Maga? Or ju-jitsu or something? It’s just… he was so big and you’re so… small.” He shook his head and let out another astonished breath as he set to making her another shot like the one before it.

It sucked… having someone react like that to him, misgender him, objectify him…he wondered if she just dealt with it better because of her job but it always shook him up when that happened. And just like that, the asshole wouldn’t be coming back. For once, good triumphed, it was stilled amazed him how everything played out. When he tried to balance his feelings of adrenaline the situation caused in him and his astonishment at Ilinca’s heroics, he finally started feeling the alcohol a little.

"Is that something you could... teach someone?" No, bad idea, he decided. Victor wasn't the sort of guy that could just yank people's arms behind their backs or force them to apologize for bad behavior. He liked taking a softer approach, blending in, focusing on regaining his calm and safety rather than perpetuating any further trouble for the sake of his own honor... though he wished he had friends to protect like that.

Act normal, he chided himself as his head spun ever so slightly. He put the shot down before Ilinca and just tried to smile, took a deep breath.

He held his drink up and called out, “건배!”, waiting for her to toast with him over the absence of that stupid ape of a man.

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[info]wildrage
2017-11-01 06:50 am UTC (link)
Ilinca tilted her head. "I'm not familiar with Krav Maga," she answered. "My mother taught me to defend myself when I was a little girl, and she learned from her mother, and back down the family line. You don't always have to be bigger or stronger than your opponent, sometimes, knowing where to apply the right pressure and leverage will serve you just fine. And I don't think he ever expected me to retaliate, so the element of surprise certainly helped."

Now that he was out of the way, Ilinca had more time to examine the situation. She wasn't usually one to go to bat for her fellow employees, not unless they did something for her in return. So what made this boy so special? She wasn't allowed to kill him, he wasn't in a position of power over her, and as far as she could tell, he was simply a regular human. But there was something about him that made her want to watch out for him, and wasn't that just an unexpected feeling.

"Perhaps," she replied, after a long moment. "It might have to be retooled to suit you better, but I'm of the opinion that no one should be defenseless. Particularly in this environment."

She lifted the shot, trying out the unfamiliar Korean on her tongue. It had to sound strange, mangled by her accent and unfamiliarity, but she gave it her best shot. Then she threw back her drink and banged the glass down on the counter, smiling at him. "Next time, we do vodka shots."

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[info]distressedlace
2017-11-02 03:31 am UTC (link)
When Ilinca tried his toast, Victor smiled and clinked their glasses, throwing down most of his drink and wincing at the burn of it. “Ahhh,” he sighed, putting it down on the table definitively. “Okay,” he agreed. “Vodka shots next time. Also… that was pretty good! Your toast!” The truth was that with her accent, it was harder to understand than usual but she’d tried and he knew that pronouncing the ‘eo’ combination was one of the hardest for a foreign tongue to contend with.

He felt the drink going to his head a bit more and he was by no means drunk, but just… relaxed. “Whoop,” he said, readying glasses for the next rush of the night… time was flying, he lost track of the numbers at this point. He poured mostly rum and coke, jack and coke, a few Cuba Libres, liqueur shots for the guys who were ending their night at the bar and a few more adventurous customers ordering the sparkling apple pie. He kept glancing at Ilinca as if to tell her, ‘Sorry, one second’ as he poured, mixed, took tips, tried not to roll his eyes when a man would try to catch his eye and thrust out his hips a little or… well… eye-fuck him a little. His face stayed friendly, he stayed professional and he even took a couple of shots some generous customers bought him. He noticed they were offering to buy Ilinca some drinks as well and gave her a quick, conspiratorial smile.

They didn’t know she drank for free here, so all the better.

When they started to disperse, he sighed in satisfaction, thinking about how many more tips he made here than in clubs. There was no contest.

He moved back over to Ilinca, stretching his hands and arms a little over his head, behind his back… had to make sure to avoid cramps.

“So… your mother taught you how to do that?” he asked, fascinated by what sort of family she must’ve grown up in to have such a strong mother. In America… not to mention Korea, even more so, mothers didn’t teach daughters to physically defend themselves like that. It wasn’t common. But Ilinca didn’t seem common to him, so it was just another surprise in a long string of them.

“I’ve heard there are martial arts where you can use their movements against them when you’re smaller but… I’ve never seen anyone just… manhandle a guy like that,” he admitted, laughing. “So you’re more than a pretty face… you’re our only hope,” he joked. “I think the element of surprise worked on us all.”

“I’d like to learn something like that but I never did, just never thought I…” he didn’t finish, but the implication was there. ‘Could be strong enough.’

He thought about what she said, that no one should be defenseless… ‘particularly in this environment’. Was it any rougher than other ones? Maybe. Maybe all the new faces every night, the ambience of wildness, the attractions made people wilder, themselves. Made them act out more. Victor didn’t really care, though. All he knew was that he wanted to be exactly where he was. Perhaps this was the environment he’d been looking for all this time… it just took the tent and the lights to draw him there, like a moth.

“If you have, uh… any tips or anything to help me not be so… defenseless, I guess, I’ll take them. Clearly, it’s working for you.”

She really was a dream girl and if he’d been attracted to women, he knew he’d be done for. Mysterious, beautiful, that accent, that dancing, her glamor and her apparent ability to kill a man where he stood… okay. Maybe he was exaggerating, but short of killing him, it was pretty damn cool.

“I’m glad… I started working here,” he admitted to her, taking a couple mouthfuls of his drink and setting it down, leaning forward on his elbows. Alright, so now he was slightly tipsy. He looked out over the crowd, listened to the music and nodded, as if he confirming his statement. He also wanted to tell her he was glad to have met her but thought it was… too much too soon.

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