That was another thing entirely to think of it as maintenance. Something that Jenn needed. He would just have to get over his feelings about punishment for no acts. If Jenn needed it he would give it to her. "No I doubt I will be needing your services. This was just an assertion of power. To show her that I am the master and not to take matters into her own hands." When he asked about Emrys he nodded, thinking back to the punishment what a sinking feeling in his stomach.
"I believe that the only way to forgive myself for what I did is to be punish. I realized that it will not be easy on me, and I do want that. I also know that you will be in a position of power over me, I am not exactly happy with that, but I don't have anyone else I can turn to with his request." He swallowed when Carrick mentioned that Mir would be taking the punishment naked. Not really what he wanted to do, but it was all part of the punishment. "But I am not calling you master or anything of the like." he stated, even he had a line that he could not cross.