Jenn looked at the boy that she had hurt through her stupidity, still being kind to her after everything. She didn't want his kindness, she wanted him to hate her, to shout at her, hurt her... anything. She didn't deserve his kindness.
She didn't say anything about it though until her Master had left the room. She would help Emry's move back to their Master's bedroom before going back to the spare room... her room... and removing her clothes. Kneeling in wait for some unknown punishment.
"You don't have to be nice to me, Emrys... and you don't have to forgive me... I'd rather you hated me, you should hate me. I know I do"