Jenn almost winced at the use of her full first name, he knew. He must do or at the very least he suspected it. Maybe Emrys had told him last night. She hoped not. She wanted to be the one to tell him.
A nod of her head indicated that she understood and that she would speak freely. Mostly anyway. Jenn wasn't exactly comfortable with the whole 'free' thing. She took a deep breath and steeled herself for the impending disappointment and her failure as a slave. She couldn't even manage to be a lowly slave anymore.
"Emrys didn't break the string. I removed the new one and put the old one back in to make it look like it had been broken..." Jenn trailed off a little, not because she didn't want to say more but to stop herself from making excuses for herself. If he wanted to know why she had done it he would ask and she would tell him. If she gave her reasons without being prompted to do so it would seem like she was trying to get out of what she had done.
Unable to help herself she looked up at her Master, with tear filled eyes that pleaded with him. Not to be forgiven or for him to not hurt her but the opposite. She wanted him to hurt her. She didn't care what he did to her as long as he punished her. He could kill her if he wanted to and she wouldn't resist. Her life was his.
"Master, please punish me. Please... I... I can't take it anymore. It hurts too much... I just... I need... I want to be punished. Badly. Worse than Emrys was... a lot more" the words came as a rush out of her mouth, most of it probably didn't even make sense but she was desperate.