When Mir had led her into the sitting room, she had been expecting sex but as she was told to sit she realised it must be something else. Had she done something to displease him? An apology was on her lips within seconds but it died there as her Master began to speak. What he was saying shocked her. How could he think that he'd been anything but a good Master to her?
She fought down her protest as he continued to speak, she would get her chance to speak if he wished it after all. She was confused that he thought there might be something wrong with using her and then leaving, it was what she was there for after all. Still, if her Master wanted a connection of a different kind she would do her best to oblige. She had no secrets and no inclination to keep them, she was an open book for her Master should he chose to read.
His words made far more sense when he told her about his mother, if he saw her like that of course he wanted more than just a psychical relationship. Jenn was on new territory once more, her previous masters had cared little for who she was. What she was had been all that had mattered and Jenn had been fine with that - she knew her place. Now it was clear that it was her turn to speak and despite the magnitude of things that she wanted to say, she couldn't find the right words to express them.
"I..." she started and then stopped and took a moment before starting again "Master, you've been nothing but good to me. I'm proud to be your slave... I want to be used by you".
That much Jenn knew for sure, it was that simple in her mind. He was her Master, she was his to use as he pleased for his pleasure. She was happy with that, it was what she knew. More was new territory and it scared her, she didn't know where the boundaries where or what was expected of her.
"I know I'm not worth much but I try to be the best I can be for you" Jenn balled her hands in her lap, wishing she knew how to be better, how to be her best. "I'll try harder, Master. I just don't understand..." she could hear the emotion building in her voice and tried to control it. Crying was not an attractive look after all.
"I don't understand why you would want to know me... I'm nothing special" Jenn whispered, tears welling in her eyes as she tried to bite them back. All her insecurities were rising to the surface as she looked at the floor. She didn't want her Master to know just how worthless she really was.