Emrys breathed out a soft sigh of relief at Mir stating they wouldn't be participating in that kind of activity again. While part of him had enjoyed it, mostly he felt uncomfortable. Like he had been betraying the other somehow.
"It wasn't that I didn't like it," he started, his face flushing from both embarrassment and shame. Part of him had hoped that he wouldn't have to tell Mir about it. That he could just forget about it and push it back to the far reaches of his mind. "It's that I did...and I'm not sure that I should have. He frightened me, but it was exciting at the same time. He was completely different from you. He was so cold and uncaring."