"I'm not annoyed" Nate told him, "I try to understand. I don't know everything that goes on in there, but I can imagine some of it and the only thing I want to do is reassure you and help you change that way of thinking. You might get annoyed with me repeating myself so often. Telling you how much I love you and how precious you are to me"
He smiled as Lucien snuggled closer to him. "I'll always try to be that knight for you. I want to be the one person you can always rely on Lucien"
Nate didn't want him to force himself to do anything, neither of them would take much pleasure in it if he did. "We need to do things which bring pleasure but don't make you feel like a whore" Nate said.