"I didn't say that I didn't want to, or that I wouldn't, I'm just scared I'll drop them or get stressed when they're both crying at me and I don't know how to stop them." She said, rolling her eyes. She looked down to check on Mark, and saw his eyes closed, finally having settled enough to get to sleep, but she continued to rub his back, softly.
"I just wanted to know if this is my job now, that's all."