| rhys faithfull ( @ 2009-08-19 00:23:00 |
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| Entry tags: | bradley, rhys |
Who: Rhys and Bradley
When: Post-dated somewhere around the beginning of September.
Where: The sidewalk outside of The Coffee Bean.
What: Dazed and somewhat confused...a constant state for Rhys.
Status and Rating: PG-13 for now?
Rhys was sure the news cast had said bright and shiny for the rest of the week. In fact, he was sure he recalled the pathetically drawn images of yellow beaming suns with smiley faces all around the San Fransisco area. He'd put money on it. But, alas, it seemed to the complete opposite was rain seemed to beat down on the city like no other. He was sure there were worst storms in the past but right at the moment, this was by far the worst, and not a pleasant way to begin the day that he was sure was going to be busy nevertheless. Rhys's mind had already been preoccupied with thoughts of how he was going to spin that P3 was just the club that needed to be viewed in the spotlight on the upcoming special for some music channel. He was sure it was a pretty popular one given the amount of applicants and the fact that he'd gotten into a bitching match with some woman over the phone just the previous night before diving right into bed and dreaming of seeing the club on the telly. All in all, he was sure he had bigger dreams for it then the actual owner did. He wanted the successes of everything to merge into the conglomeration that would make P3 nationally known that people in New York would want to travel all the way to San Fransisco just to be seen walking through the doors of the place. He wanted to see the underdog win just once.
Even if commercializing it meant losing its innocence. He was sure the crotch shots of Lindsay Lohan's 'firecrotch' in front of the club would indefinitely break it along with famous individuals being kicked to the curb. But it would get the name out. Rhys was sure these were necessary evils for everything. It had been the same way when it came to him and how he balanced out the things that were needed of him throughout his life. He was needed to keep the family name alive and procreate. Rhys had the extraordinary circumstances of fathering two children, born by two different women. He knew it made him seem a bit of a whore. But he would have his father off his back when it came to preserving the family name with both a son and a daughter. Even if he rarely got to see them. Although he wished he did without being reminded of their mothers. Janette and him always argued when she was over; simply because she didn't know why he liked getting it up the ass rather than being with her. When it came to Jayme? She simply didn't care. She liked coming to see him because she shook him for the loose change that he did have after Janette cleaned him out for child support. It was a complicated business. Child rearing. Especially when he was sure that his daughter would grow up hating the ground he walked on.
He could deal. He had Plan B, which was little Ifan. His parents were doing an excellent job with him while he saved enough money to get a bigger place for the both of them. Rhys was sure that this could have been more thoroughly planned out. He was sure that people were probably thinking that it was something that would teach him not to sleep around again. And for the most part it did. Rhys just took comfort in the fact that sleeping with men brought along the fact that he would never had to deal with anyone getting pregnant. He took a silent pride in it almost, but he didn't find pride in the fact that he couldn't be the man he knew he was supposed to amount too. The man who was supposed to be an excellent father and someone who could balance it all on his career. But he couldn't. Rhys didn't have the ability to do that. Not right at the moment at least. He knew all he had to do was give it time and he would become the parent that most would marvel at. But at the moment he was just some guy. Standing on a street corner waiting for the light 'walk' signal to go off so he could bolt across while using a newspaper as the flimsy excuse of a shield. It still leaked and it was apparently 'environment' friendly because the ink was running down his arms. "Bloody hell," he grumbled under his breath before the light finally changed and he took it as the cue to run like hell.
It's a funny thing. Sidewalks. People really never notice a person until they're right there. He never noticed him until they had collided into each other. Rhys's feet slipped and slid underneath him, making the appropriate sounds of someone who honestly didn't have their balance before making the tumble, falling into the murky water of the street run-off and stifling a small scream as he remained in the puddle for a while. He didn't even want to know. He was already picturing himself back at his flat. Bathing...a lot. And then going to bed to pretend as if the day hadn't even begun.