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luke_lawliet ([info]luke_lawliet) wrote in [info]chaosunraveled,
@ 2008-06-22 14:54:00

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Entry tags:finished thread, l, light, rating: pg-13, setting: "old west" style bar, setting: emptiness

Who: L and Light
Where: Emptiness- an abandoned, old American west style saloon. There are hitching posts out front, a mechanical piano inside that plays ragtime, a cabaret stage, poker tables, a bar, the works.
When: Day after Question Day
Rating: PG-13 at present; subject to change, though we have agreed that no FUBAR content will occur! Breathe a sigh of relief, ya'll. It should be as traumatizing as "Cat Ballou" and "Oklahoma" put together. But...
Warnings: ...someone gets shot in the head.
Summary: Disregarding Metatron's plea to postpone confrontations, L meets Light in Emptiness. What follows is a tense, charged affair that one of them might not walk away from. So, pard'ners, place your bets. Will L or Light win this one?



L cradled the pistol, freshly cleaned and loaded, in the crook of his arm like an infant. He hated the touch of metal on his skin, but the sleek, shining shaft had caught his eye in a gunshop near this saloon, and he'd picked it up as an added precaution against Light. He had the bullet proof vest and tracking signal device he'd pushed so hard for, but having a long-range weapon gave him the confidence and strength he needed in order to feel prepared.

Glancing around the dusty old saloon, L decided to conceal himself behind the piano. Curling his body and nestling near the pedals under the keyboard, L waited, listening to the sound of his own heartbeat.

He thought about death... and how difficult it had been last time. At least he knew what to expect, should it come to that.

But something else was on his mind.... Blythe's face. Her hair. Her milky, white eyes, the way her dress clung to her body in all the right ways. Like hell, he'd die while someone like her lived, and was available to be loved by another!



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[info]yagami_light
2008-06-22 07:25 pm UTC (link)
Light walked slowly, still hurting a little, but now much more better than when he had just come out of the torture. The chains shackled to his wrists made soft clinking sounds as he approached Emptiness.

Though, that wasn't the only thing that made sounds.

Two small kittens, clinging to the cast around Light's left arm and pressing against his chest, mewled softly. Even Luke seemed fearful of something. His large black eyes looked up at Light with what could be interpreted as many emotions, but Light decided to choose concern. He'd rather pretend at least one Luke int his world was concerned for his well-being.

Touta was louder, though, and obviously fidgety. He mewled and scratched a little at the cast with his small claws, as if either trying to escape or tell his master there was something wrong.

Light chose the second one.

His eyes were still a little wide, and still looked a little sunken in compared to normal, as he had not slept good for a while. His hair was unruly as he didn't want to look in the mirror this morning. Not that it mattered anyway.

He soon found the designated place and stilled in front of the door. He could see inside at L. He was armed, as was to be expected, and he wasn't as thin as usual, signifying there was something on under that shirt..probably a bulletproof vest. Good. He wouldn't be so tempted.

Light them walked slowly into the doors, and the kittens went quiet, staring at L with wary eyes.

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-22 07:35 pm UTC (link)
"You came," L said, glancing over his shoulder at the other man and the kittens. "I wasn't sure if you would... I don't suppose you're in the mood for a drink, are you? You look like hell, Light." If this were a western movie, L would have chosen then to light a cigarette and take a deep, calm drag, but L had none. He did something much more familiar: chewed the tip of his finger, while he grabbed the piano bench with his other hand and pulled himself to his feet.

"You look like hell," L repeated, tilting his head and staring appraisingly at Light. "The kittens look fine, though... are you giving them your food, or something along those lines?" he took a step closer, hoping, should Light fire, that approximately three-out-of-four chance that he'd be hit in the torso would hold true. "I take it you're armed.... that's good. It means that you're not completely destroyed, mentally... because I brought a weapon. Since we're even in that regard, for once, we should be able to settle this without resorting to violence." L fingers slowly applied the safety, showing that he didn't intend to shoot Light unfairly.

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[info]yagami_light
2008-06-22 08:37 pm UTC (link)
Light held out his arm, the chains of his right arm soon forming into said weapon. His normal pistol. It was aimed at L but he didn't look like he was about to do anything with it. To emphasize that point, he put his own safety on as well.

The kittens, though, saw the gun and tensed up, the white one looking wary and ready to move, but the black one scratching more at Light's cast in an attempt to escape. It could obviously tell something was amiss, and it wanted no part in the events.

"T-they eat. I e-eat. We both get w-wh-what we n-need...I just haven't s-slept very well lately. K-k-kind of hard to, w-when all I really get is n-n-nightmares now. I wonder if it's just m-me or if C-C-C-Carrion's torture lasts longer than o-o-originally thought." He spoke in Japanese, wanting to make sure he got his words across right. His English wasn't as good as before the torture, as had been made obvious by the journal posts, and he knew L understood his native language, so he didn't hesitate to use it since he could.

His voice was still plagued by that horrid stutter, though. And he almost didn't want to talk in front of L because of that. What a horrible impression this must make on him, especially knowing just how much better Light was before all of this.

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-23 11:16 am UTC (link)
L turned, pulling a chair out from a poker table and taking a seat. He steepled his fingers, resting his elbows on the tabletop. "Light, those kittens seem extremely uneasy... I wonder, if they know something I don't. In fact, I wonder if they know something you don't." Bereft of anything to nibble at the moment, L kept his hands busy by semi-shuffling an ancient deck of cards.

"So. Nightmares?" L asked, casually flippant, as if they were here to discuss the weather over tea. "I suppose that would make sense... from what I've heard and observed, you're seriously fucked up." he restacked the deck of cards idly, glancing at Light. "Well. More so than usual, I suppose... I guess I shouldn't rub in the irony of this role-reversal. That would just be cruel." the corner of L's mouth twitched slightly, as if fighting to hold back a grin.

L noticed the stutter... which both annoyed and amused him. "So. You start. What is it that we have to discuss, Light, after all that this world has subjected us to? Not to mention all that we've subjected each other to..."

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[info]yagami_light
2008-06-23 02:08 pm UTC (link)
"Y-you know exactly why I'm h-h-here." Light replied simply, still standing where he was.

"And I couldn't f-f-find anyone to take c-care of the k-k-kittens. Walter is a-a-afraid he'll h-hurt them. Jazz d-doesn't like furry a-animals. And I've a-already gotten s-so m-much from Dante that I-I would feel b-bad asking her to do i-it."

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-23 09:48 pm UTC (link)
L took a good ten seconds or so to roll his eyes. Really, really roll them.

"Light, you're being so dramatic that I'm embarrassed to be taking you seriously. Take care of your own kittens. If you die and leave them with nothing, it'll be your fault and no one else's. Try to look at this the way an adult would." he paused, weighing the significance of this statement. "Light," he said quietly. "I am telling you to behave your age. That has to ring a few alarm bells."

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[info]yagami_light
2008-06-23 10:53 pm UTC (link)
"Ding d-d-dong, the witch is d-d-dead. Which old w-witch? The wicked witch! Ding d-dong, the w-wicked witch is d-dead!" he replied in a sing-song voice..which was hard to do, considering his stutter. Though, he hoped he got his mocking point across.

The wicked witch would soon be dead.

For the first time in a while, Light genuinely chuckled, having found his joke mildly funny.

The black kitten, Touta, began mewling again, as if almost crying. Light pet it's head softly with his gun hand to calm him. He eventually quieted. Whether out of fear or comfort was a mystery of its own.

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-24 01:14 am UTC (link)
L stared. "Not even remotely funny," he said, but his guard slipped just enough for a moment to reveal that he was actually quite shaken. "A stuttering munchkin, Light... both stature and intelligence-wise, you've achieved a new low." he curled his lip in disgust, tossing the cards aside and watching them scatter around the legs of the piano.

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[info]yagami_light
2008-06-24 01:21 am UTC (link)
Light moved over to the bar, setting the kittens down on the counter slowly before sitting down himself. He set the pistol down beside him and began to pet them with his newly free hand, smiling softly when they acted their usual ways (Touta purring appreciatively and Luke moving away to try and avoid it, as if trying not to let anyone get too intimate with him).

"..They act so much like you two, L...You'd probably like Luke...I don't imagine you'd like Touta, though...for obvious reasons. Maybe that girl of yours would like him?"

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-24 01:33 am UTC (link)
L had been about to flick a card away with his forefinger, but stopped, clenching his fist.

"There is no girl," he said. "I think it's clear which way the gate swings, so to speak... you remember. You know. You comprehend. Why would I be interested in a woman?" L spoke off-handedly, but he was paler than usual, his shoulders tensing.

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[info]yagami_light
2008-06-24 01:39 am UTC (link)
"Because you are." Light replied. "I may have lost some of my intelligence..but my intuition is still there."

Luke jumped off the counter top, staring at his human counterpart with dark, wide eyes. His own eyes even resembled L's. Wide and rimmed with black fur, especially underneath the eyes.

He continued to stare, not moving..just staring.

"....And you tensed up once I mentioned it. That makes the thought more solid in my mind."

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-24 01:44 am UTC (link)
"I'm always tense, around you," L said, with an affected little shudder. L leaned down from his seat at the poker table, scratching Luke the kitten under the chin. The cat scuttle backwards initially, but slowly allowed the ever-patient L to caress him. "Besides. What if I told you that it was completely and totally one-sided?"

That was the truth.

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[info]yagami_light
2008-06-24 01:49 am UTC (link)
(Oops, forgot the stutter in the last one...)

"T-that doesn't matter....You want h-her. Not m-me...And... well... that's u-understandable. It s-s-still makes me jealous, though. I may not d-d-deserve to be j-jealous about you liking s-someone else...but it's hard to h-help."

He glanced back at Luke and L, glaring a little, his jealousy showing through.

"...He n-never let's m-me do that."

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-24 01:58 am UTC (link)
"Really?" L asked, tilting his head and staring at Light. "That's interesting... this cat and I seem to share a common soul... not that that was meant to be an insult, or anything like that..." he sighed exasperatedly.

"Light. Light, you got what you want. You paid for it, but you fucked me and poisoned me and shot me. The only thing you didn't get was the word 'kami.' How do you have any right to be jealous...? She hasn't done anything wrong... she's done nothing but bewitch me unintentionally, through no fault of her own." he gently lifted Luke the kitten onto his lap, stroking the light-colored fur.

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[info]yagami_light
2008-06-24 02:06 am UTC (link)
"....Keep him." He said sternly, his hand wrapping around the pistol again, causing Touta to tense. "He likes y-you better t-than me. Most p-people do nowadays."

"I t-think I've been tortured enough o-over this. I'm f-fed up with it, L. She's the i-innocent girl you want. She's p-probably as b-beautiful as M-Misa, isn't she? Not like I'd b-be able to j-judge."

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-24 02:10 am UTC (link)
"Come on, Light," L said, pinching the bridge of his nose and sighing. "You tortured me with Misa. It's not fair, to compare... she's a different kind of beautiful, but... that's what's beautiful, about her. She's not all angles and strength. She's curved, and softer, and..." L shook himself, his cheeks coloring slightly. The effect on his ashy skin was bizarre. "It's never going further than my fantasies, Light. She's blind, and that's the only reason she hasn't completely left me to rot."

L dropped the kitten, which landed squarely on its feet. "It's your cat, Light... I have a fox. They wouldn't get along."

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[info]yagami_light
2008-06-24 02:15 am UTC (link)
"Stop talking a-about her....Not n-now...Not...Not..." His body trembled, shook. Touta looked over at L, hissing. This person was making Light uncomfortable. How dare they?! Light was a good person!

Luke also looked over at him, but didn't make any move to react. He seemed to simply observe.

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-24 11:06 am UTC (link)
L started at Light's' sudden anger. Though stammering and somewhat pitiful in his jealousy, it occurred to L that he could very well be putting Blythe in danger by speaking of her to a Niflheimer. Especially one who he had a history with, to put it delicately.

"You asked," he said, sulking slightly. He continued to stroke the kitten in his lap, without taking his eyes off Light's. "It's not like you're one to talk, Light. For someone so obsessed with monogamy, you got awfully friendly with Mr. Matsuda."

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[info]yagami_light
2008-06-24 01:44 pm UTC (link)
"I n-never got 'friendly' w-with him! I wanted t-to, but I d-didn't! And don't speak of m-monogamy with m-me! I n-never liked M-Misa or T-Takada! They were both t-tools!" He went quiet for a moment. "....Like I a-am now...Except I kn-know it....They d-didn't...They at least g-got to live in d-denial."

His hand shook a little bit, the metal clanking softly against the smooth wood. Touta moved close to him, rubbing his fur against him as if to comfort him.

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-24 06:19 pm UTC (link)
"All right," L said, nodding fairly. "It seems that our crimes are still identical, since I in fact never 'got friendly' with the poor girl you're so jealous of now. I want to, but I haven't. And just because you don't like doing something doesn't justify it," he said, glancing meaningfully at Light before teasing the kitten in his lap with his finger.

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[info]yagami_light
2008-06-24 11:03 pm UTC (link)
"...It won't matter in a little while, though..." He mumbled, finally picking up the gun. "...Luke...It won't matter to me in a little while anyway...Just be happy..in whatever you do." His voice was clear, as if he had finally found courage to dispel the stuttering fear in his voice. He raised the gun slowly to his temple, letting it rest there.

Luke finally started paying attention to Light, noticing something wrong. He jumped out of L's lap and began slowly making his way over to the young man.

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-24 11:19 pm UTC (link)
L stiffened when he saw Light raise the gun, and stood from his chair when he saw him put it to his temple. "Light. I have a confession," L said. "I suspected that, when I came here, you'd shoot me and then yourself. After all this talk of unrequited love, you'd want us both to perish... tell me. If you kill yourself, what do you think is going to happen then? To Niflheim, to Asgard, to this war? You're being so selfish right now that frankly, I'm disgusted. You have animals to take care of, and you're just going to blast your brains out here and now?" he looked away. "If you're going to do it, know that I have no respect for a man who simply throws away a life."

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[info]yagami_light
2008-06-25 12:47 am UTC (link)
"...You have no respect for me now anyway....The only ones who care about me at all in this realm are those kittens...and..in all actuality..I'm pretty sure only Touta does...Luke just eats my food..he doesn't even let me pet him....He..."He trembled softly. "..And neither side really has any need for me..Look what I've become....I'm nothing. I'm not even half the man I used to be...maybe one fourth..if even that."

He finally turned back to face him, his eyelids holding in tears that wouldn't come..Not even he could cry for himself.

"Good bye, Luke Lawliet."

And then there was a loud bang.

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-25 12:56 am UTC (link)
The last words he said were my name.

The gunshot startled L, even though he'd been half-expecting it. It took him right back to that night of course, the last time he'd heard the sound of a gun going off, and for a full minute he could do nothing but hold himself and tremble. After a moment, he found his wits again and advanced towards Light.

L had seen crime scenes before. He'd seen worse than this, but it still turned the contents of his stomach icy and sour. Kneeling, he surveyed the damage.

There was a hole in Light's head. Maybe it matched the one in his heart... or, more precisely, the one in his soul.


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[info]yagami_light
2008-06-25 12:59 am UTC (link)
The kittens were crying out loudly, even the white one, who had only seemed to get close to Light when the man would not be able to notice.

It was as if the kitten did care..but hadn't wanted him to know, as if ashamed of it. It scrambled over to him, meowing loudly, as if trying to wake him up, clawing at his cast and actually doing more than Touta, who seemed to be in shock, staring and trembling.

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-25 01:14 am UTC (link)
L did his best to block out the mewling of the kittens. This was SO not what he needed right now.

He had some decisions to make, at this point in time.

A very logical, very ruthless, very intelligent part of him demanded that he take the gun and finish the job. Clearly, Light's frontal lobe had sustained damage... possibly even reaching the temporal region of the brain. However, when he knelt with the trigger beneath his finger, a part of him rebelled. It had to be a combination of knowing what sound the gun was going to make, and the knowledge that he could relapse at any time from his own recent trauma. Not only that, but the fact that, despite everything, he shared a bond with Light Yagami.

L glanced at the kittens, rolling his eyes. They were so like himself and Matsuda that he was starting to feel sick to his stomach.

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[info]yagami_light
2008-06-25 01:21 am UTC (link)
Touta finally moved, running over to L and hissing at him, as if to say it was all his fault. Hiss, hiss! 'You did this! You!' Finally, Luke scratched at him to distract him, hissing at Touta as if to say 'Knock it off! He's his only chance!'

Light was barely breathing, and obviously not doing well. He was unconscious, and couldn't feel anything.

It wasn't so bad....once past the initial pain...there was only blackness..

Black.

Comforting black...

Like they're hair. Like both of their hair. And his eyes. And the gun he had held before, last time he saw him.

They both were merging together, lost to his lack of perceptive abilities. Matsuda..L...Matsuda..L...

Just who had he loved?

You were foolish, Light. How will you finish your work now? A voice in his head. How do you expect to make the world safe for these two..if you never finish your work?

My work will never be finished...I can't finish it..I'm not qualified anymore...Maybe..Maybe Ryuk can find someone who is...

You're a failure, Light.

...I don't care anymore...

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-25 01:29 am UTC (link)
L ran a finger over the bullet wound. Light's skull was inact, for the most part... a few cracks, but that was unavoidable. His blood was scalding hot, or maybe it only seemed that way because his temple was so cold.

L knew about brains... but he wasn't a doctor. He fought with himself, wondering what was possessing him to even think about helping a man who had... killed him. Beaten him. Raped him, so help his tattered soul.

He was picking up Light, draping him over his back like a rolled and banded rug. Once, it might have been doubtful that L could sustain the weight of another human being, but whether Light was so worn by his suffering or because a gift of endurance was granted L just then, he was able.

L closed his eyes, searching his thoughts for someone who could help Light. While Light was within help's grasp, L had a debt to repay, though he had never wanted what he'd received in the first place.

"I'm going to save your life, you sorry bastard," L said through gritted teeth, shifting Light's weight slightly. "Then we'll be even. No more guilt, just our objectives... the way it should be."

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[info]yagami_light
2008-06-25 01:39 am UTC (link)
The kittens followed hurriedly, avoiding the droplets of blood that was left in L and Light's wake. They made sure to keep up with him, but stay out of his way.

They wanted their master to be alive and well, after all, so they didn't dare get in the way.

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OOC
[info]1st_lord
2008-06-23 10:06 am UTC (link)
((OOC: I just wanted to say that the first post was just really, really fun/cute to me. I hope that's not bad, I mean it as a compliment. XD))

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Re: OOC
[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-23 11:03 am UTC (link)
((OOC: Aw, I'm glad! I'm actually EXTREMELY glad, because I break into a cold sweat whenever I see "OOC" and "mod" together. xD It usually means that I'm in big trouble, ha ha. :P ))

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Re: OOC
[info]1st_lord
2008-06-23 06:42 pm UTC (link)
((OOC: Sorry to have scared you! XD))

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