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Playlist - Alessa
Decided to do a playlist for my characters, and first up is the playlist for Alessa. 18 songs in all (because I have an obsession with 9), and the entire playlist is 27 minutes and 9 seconds.

Player and Lyrics behind the cut.

Ancient Wisdom - Interludium - Fall of Man

*Instrumental*

Gojira - Vacuity

The sickness of this world is destroying all the dreams
The fools are kings, tearing apart the soul
The race for complication communicate reaction
The lack of heart of men, I grow distant from the core

Borrow this body for a lifetime, earthly material
My soul unraveled out of mental
The shell returns to dust

I focus on the present concentrate on what I find
Accelerate the vision high beyond the curse of time
Bring light to my attention, the walls of vacuum fall
This force increases and tells me where to go

Follow, I enter my dimension, awakened heart for life
Enforce my senses, I'm understanding,
I find the will to live straight

I feel the change I see the vicious circle
Finally turned into a virtuous one
Having the whole world in my hands, filled
Timelessness

Out of the frame I feel so vast I'm all around myself
Imaginative interaction
But I keep struggling inside to hold this always
Forever there

Is it the fear to fall in space that keeps us from understanding
The only way to find the power is to look inside
Increase your fall on purpose and let this river flow
Now you hold this secret appeared out of the vacuum of space

Remain in what you are, the center of your life
You made it to this point no one can tell you how
You crawled and bled all the way but you were the only one
That was tearing your soul apart, you finally find yourself

Tool - Parabola

We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment
We are choosing to be here right now, hold on, stay inside
This holy reality
This holy experience, choosing to be here in

This body
This body holding me
Be my reminder here that
I am not alone in
This body
This body holding me
Feeling eternal, all this
Pain is an illusion

Alive!

In this holy reality
In this holy experience, choosing to be here in

This body
This body holding me
Be my reminder here that
I am not alone in
This body
This body holding me
Feeling eternal, all this
Pain is an illusion

Swirling round with this familiar parable
Spinning, weaving round each new experience
Recognize this as a holy gift and
Celebrate this chance to be
Alive and breathing, the chance to be
Alive and breathing

This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality
Embrace this moment, remember: we are eternal, all this pain is an illusion

Akercocke - Intractable

If I could catch a glimpse
Of your grand design
I'd see the truth and he repelled
Through your facadeI see your putrid lies
But grace you not with my disdain
Arrogance betrays you
Your weakness on your sleeve
I force myself up through the mire
To you my loves
This is intractable
I'll play my hand and always win
Always...As the morning star
Who fell into the dance
I know my anger shall prevail
I always win!
Win!
Your cards on the table
No chance!I always win
My anger will always prevail
I always win
And I always will

Apocalyptica (Featuring Corey Taylor) - I'm Not Jesus

Dirty little secret
dirty little lies
say your prayers and call me rare
and save your soul tonight

Drift among the faithfull
bury your desires
aberrations fill your head
you need a place to hide
and i am

Do you remember me?
and the kid i used to be?
do you remember?

When your world's come crashing down
i want to relive
[your god is looking down on me]
I'm not jesus
Jesus wasn�t fair
you confess it all away
but it�s only shit to me
[your god is looking down on me]
I'm not jesus
i will not forgive
no i won't, no i won't

I thought you were a good man
i thought you talked to god
you hippocratic messiah and child abusive turned satanic

Do you remember me?
and the kid i used to be?
do you remember?

When your own world comes undone
let me be the one to say
[your god is looking down on me]
I'm not jesus
you can't run away
and the innocence you spoil
find a way to live
[your god is looking down on me]
I'm not jesus
i will not forgive

I won't forgive
i won't do whatever you want to

Do you remember me?
and the kid i used to be?
not the same as i used to be
oh, do you remember me?
No

Fantomas - Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me (Angelo Badalamenti cover)

Memories
Fade to gray
My smile
Your name
Roof leaks
Dim lights
Low rent
High tide
Boxsprings
Spare change
Your scent
My ways
Your breath
My air
Fog lifts
I stare

You're gone, but I'm there
I'm gone, but you're there
I'm gone, but you're there

Grand Magus - Beyond Good and Evil

You smile and claim purtiy of soul
I feel the need to rise above it all

A burning urge will guide me away
Your black and white will lose to the grey

As I walk - beyond good and evil

Your rules betray your need to make a
stand
You fight the herd, still need security

There is no true or false in the wolrd
You might be right but I'm not wrong

As I walk - beyond good and evil

Rotting Christ - Shades of Evil

Και επλασεν τον
ανθρωπον, χουν από
της γης
Και ενεφυσησεν εις
το προσωπον αφτου
πνοην ζωης

Και επλασεν ο ότι εκ
της γης παντα τα
θηρια του αγρου,
Και επλασεν ότι εκ
της γης παντα τα
πετεινα του
ουρανου

God desires to be born
In the flame of human sense
Bursting and rising
Higher and higher

And what if there are no roots on earth
And what if the stoned residence
Is a ruined hotel
Where the flame of God cannot burn
And what if the human sense
Appears as a son without birth
On an unequal battle
Where the stoned walls are made of human flesh

God desires to reign
In the flame of human fear
Creating and burning
The fields of humans' fear

...prepare your soul for the eternal burn...
...and what if the human sense is a son without birth...

Ulver - Solitude (Black Sabbath cover)

My name it means nothing
my fortune is less
My future is shrouded in dark wilderness
Sunshine is far away, clouds linger on
Everything I posessed - Now they are gone

Oh where can I go to and what can I do?
Nothing can please me only thoughts are of you
You just laughed when I begged you to stay
I've not stopped crying since you went away

The world is a lonely place - you're on your own
Guess I will go home - sit down and moan.
Crying and thinking is all that I do
Memories I have remind me of you

Sentenced - Forever Lost

"EVERYMAN, I will go with thee and be thy guide
in thy most need to go by thy side"

(grave - home of the brave?)

fire...dance with me
for there's time for me and there's time for thee
desire ...rise, my friend
dance with me all the way
then descend

I wake up in the trench
and what a shitty world this is to wake up in...
our troops are only here and there
but the enemy is everywhere

will you be by me?

in the crimson moonlight
the battle is raging at its height
there...somewhere...I bleed and scream
take me over the stream - to my dream

if there's a heaven for the heathen
we'll gather our hearts in the kingdom of gods
and honour grows upon the graves of those
who were put through Hell in the line of fire

will you be by me?
(love remains)

fire...dance with me
when it's time to scream and when it's time to dream
higher...rise, my friend
dance with me all the way - to the end

lost in the Night Frost
forever lost

the night is still breathing
but I'll pass away, the Flame has ceased
as the others keep on hunting
I'm taken away by the silky breeze...

so if there's a heaven for the heathen
we'll gather our hearts in the kingdom of gods
and silence grows high where the soldiers lie
those who feared no evil (and those who did)

now set me on
fire...take me high
when it's time to fly and when it's time to die
higher...rise, my friend
dance with me all the way - to the end

lost in the Night Frost
forever lost

...to the end...

Electric Hellfire Club - South of Heaven (Slayer cover)

An unforeseen future nestled somewhere in time
Unsuspecting victims no warning, no signs.
Judgement Day. The second coming arrives.
Before you see the light you must die.

Forgotten children, conform a new faith,
Avidity and lust controlled by hate.
Never ending search for your shattered sanity,
Souls of Damnation in their own reality.

Chaos rampant
An age of distruct.
Confrontations.
Impulsive habitat.

Bastard sons begat your cunting daughters,
Promiscuous mothers with incestuous fathers.
Engreat souls condemned for eternity,
Sustained by immortal odservance a domineering deity.

Chaos rampant
An age of distruct.
Confrontations.
Impulsive sabbath.

On and on, south of heaven

The root of all evil is the heart of black souls.
A force that has lived all eternity.
A never ending search for a truth never told
The loss of all hope and your dignity.

Chaos rampant,
An age distruct.
Confrontations.
Impulsive habitat.

On and on, south of heaven.

Behemoth - Inner Sanctum

Split my skin, fuck my wounds
Desecrate the Inner Sanctum in which I hide
Drag me through the mud, blind my whitening eyes
That I may see darkness in the tunnels ov light

Pain I cannot deny
As I rot in this empty shell
Swamped in disaffection
Introducing to my newborn hell

Be it not so!
Thou shall see me not in agony
Failure was and is no option
'Tis my undying self
The ever wandering son ov the morn
Abandoned, yet never to be conquered

I never mourn, I never look back as long as Thy phosphoric rays
Grant me more pleasure than pain
I, who is evil can receive no good
Though I still crave, I'm yearning for
Thy healing touch ov grace...

Pain is timeless
When I question the laws ov god
Drowned in everlasting confusion
Caress my hate against the mob

Be it not so!
Thou shall see me not in agony
Failure was and is no option
'Tis my undying self
The ever wandering son ov the morn
Abandoned, yet never to be conquered
The opponent!
My life's work is complete...

Candlemass - Devil Seed

100 devils, follow me 'round
From the craters of chaos to the promised land
Thick black choirs, voices to guide me
Demon heralds sitting beside me

A little seed planted eats through your soul
You're not worthy when you're afraid and alone
Without warning it stars to grow
Spreading sickness inside your bones

I am freezing, and I shake
How much more of this shit can I take
Yes I'm crazy, withg flies in my mind
Hellish dreams, espace I must find

The devil's round the bend
Churns me down with fire
And I kill a friend

Sorrow, devastation
My glasshouse cracks in two
Panic, desperation
I die for you

Devil seed

The evil seed is growing
The cancer stream is flowing
The evil heart is granted
Satans will is planted

Still around facing the hopeless
Too much pain, and no way out
Once again doing the pointless
All these voices continue to shout

A Perfect Circle - Rose

Don't disturb the beast, the temperamental
Goat, the snail while he's feeding on the
Rose, stay frozen, compromise what
I will, I am

Bend around the wind, silently
Blown about again, I'm treading so
Soft and lightly, compromising
My will, I am

I am, I will, so no longer
Will I lay down, play dead, play your doe
In the headlights, locked down and terrified, your
Deer, in the headlights, shot down and horrified when
Push comes to pull comes to shove comes to step around this
Self-destructive dance that never would've ended till
I rose, I roared aloud here
I will, I am

I am, I will, so no longer
Will I lay down, play dead, play this
Knee down, gun-shy, martyr, pitiful
I rose, I roared, I will, I am

Celtic Frost - Drown in Ashes

My soul, my tomb.
My pain, my joy.
My darkest mind, my love destroyed.

I drown in ashes you've enshrined.
Of blissful days long gone by.
Concealed behind my dying eyes.
This hell of anger and weary lies.
A frame of mind, a dismal soul.
My final womb, this flesh turned cold.
You held me down and let me bleed.
My love, it died, along with me.
Along with me.

My wound, my cry.

A world of scars and caresses pale.
And thoughts as chaste as pristine dew.
And flowers placed across your face.
I trace the life I've lost with you.
This bleakest pit that you've unveiled.
I hate to love as it is pain.
My hands are cut but I still sail.
An ocean of sadness in the rain.

My flesh, my blood.
My wound, my cry.
My broken back, my all now dies.
My soul, my tomb.
My pain, my joy.
My darkest mind, my love destroyed.

My flesh, my blood.
My wound, my cry.
My broken back, my all now dies.
My soul, my tomb.
My pain, my joy.
My darkest mind, my love destroyed.

My flesh, my blood.
My wound, my cry.
My broken back, my all now dies.
My soul, my tomb.
My pain, my joy.
My darkest mind, my love destroyed.
My love destroyed.
Destroyed.
My love.
My love.

Tiamat - Visionaire

With a solar knife I split the sky
And walk right in between
To search the answers to every "why?"
Where I have seen the unseen

CHORUS
I stole the colour of night
To get out of your sight
I am the Visionaire
Follow me if you dare...

I count the stars in my hands
And dream myself strong
To watch them twinkle on my command
As once a year in midwinter songs

CHORUS
I stole the colour of night
To get out of your sight
I am the Visionaire
Follow me if you dare...

Amorphis - Tales From the Thousand Lakes

*Instrumental*