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Galen Thomas ([info]notthatcrazy) wrote in [info]chaos_theory_rp,
@ 2008-04-19 16:25:00

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Entry tags:galen thomas, ongoing thread, paul kingdom

Who: Galen and the Doc
When: Friday, mid-day
Where: GWU


Galen brushed a hand through his hair as he stared at a wall, waiting. In general he was used to hospitals. He was used to lights being flashed in his eyes, needles, poking prodding, CT scans, testing, x-rays, and all sorts of other odd things a doctor could inflict upon a patient. He was, in the words of his head-doc, a lab-rat marvel. Not because he was being used to test drugs on, but because by all rights...Galen shouldn't have been awake, let alone alive.

In the last test, a few weeks ago, the doc had confirmed something he'd been worrying over for what seemed ages. It was why they'd never taken Galen in for surgery. Well, one reason at least. They had pin-pointed the worst of the damage,the piece of the puzzle they'd been hunting for since the boy had first stepped off a plane and into DC.

It was, as Galen understand, a vital part of the gushy mush in his head. It controlled things like...breathing, and other things of the sort. So, it seemed, he really should have died within days of the accident. Or at least been brain dead. Yet here he was, awake and lively and charming. (Well at least the nurses thought he was charming.)

There had been more talk, but he'd tuned it all out in typical Galen fashion, instead looking at the pictures of gushy-mush with a blank lack of understanding. Somethings were easier to remember than others, and nothing that the doctor was saying really made much sense. Heh. But he could see it. The bright white blob of...dead matter. Curiously he wondered if it would rot, become infected and kill him. If it was dead, logic did tell him it should rot at least.

Maybe.

He was supposed to come back in on Monday, and they would discuss his options with him, explain all the new found risk of popping his head open, and...stuff. It meant shaving his head. It also meant asking Val, or someone else like that to come with him. The doctor wanted a responsible, able-bodied party to be there. Apparently his scrambled wires also meant that he did not make the best choices. Something about not really having an informed opinion, or...whatever.

None of which explained why he was outside Leo's office, really. Well, maybe a little. He did want to talk about the surgery, but for someone who had been waiting patiently for over 2 years to have it done...the idea of talking about it, and having it really done seemed surreal and slightly unnerving.

The doc did say he might not wake up.

Which did not help his mind make up a decision that plagued him, and was probably (aside from having an appointment) the true reason he was there. Galen's uncomplicated love-life, or rather just life in general, suddenly seemed to become a tangled web. And if he was going to die in the next two weeks? How did he make it uncomplicated?



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[info]antsolutely
2008-04-19 10:26 pm UTC (link)
"... Hey there, stranger." There was Paul, hands in his pockets, a slightly puzzled look on his face. He looked... tired. Distracted. Something.

Confused as to what Galen was doing, too.

"What's up?"

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[info]notthatcrazy
2008-04-19 10:35 pm UTC (link)
Galen looked up, smiling a little as he saw Paul. Ah, the great thing about the hospital. Knowing who was going to handle your body when, if you died.

"Hey," he said softly, scooting over a little so Paul could sit. The way Paul looked didn't escape the Brit, but he didn't comment on it right away. "Nothing really, I was waiting to see if Doc could talk to me..." Which, well...

Yeah.

"How are you?"

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[info]antsolutely
2008-04-19 10:41 pm UTC (link)
"I'm all right." He shrugged. "Been doing a little research." And worrying increasingly about how to tell Caitlin what was going on. Never mind.

"What did you want to talk to him about?"

Paul might have been a little worried. And he wasn't sure where the good headshrinker was, but then again, he also might have been with a patient.

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[info]notthatcrazy
2008-04-19 10:48 pm UTC (link)
"Oh? What about?" He blinked curiously at Paul, wondering. Well he had to wonder. It was the nature of things, or him. Or something.

"Talk about?" He slumped a little, fingers wringing together a little bit as he worried his lip. "Oh...well...they what to maybe do, uh, this surgery thing next week or something." Which wasn't the whole bit, and anyone who had known Galen only a little while could see that something was really bothering the usually perky Brit.

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[info]antsolutely
2008-04-19 10:51 pm UTC (link)
"Us." Paul smiled slightly. "This whole... thing."

Paul took a breath, let it out slowly, and leaned up against a wall. Surgery. Brain surgery, which meant all kinds of fun little chances, depending. "Do you want to talk about it or should I go ask neurology?"

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[info]notthatcrazy
2008-04-19 10:59 pm UTC (link)
Galen shrugged, staring at the wall across from him. "They said I shouldn't have ever lived through it, so they want to crack my skull to see how I lived." The idea in itself was a little unsettling. Though some part of him was aware that that statement had been meant as a joke. Something to make things seem less scary.

"I have to do counseling on Monday, with a responsible party who can 'help make an informed decision'." He paused a moment, looking from the wall to Paul slowly. "There has to be something more to it than part of the brain being dead, doesn't there, if they want to do the surgery?"

As for the 'us' thing, Galen could only imagine what or where that research was going to take any of them. "Maybe research isn't the thing we need to do." He said thoughtfully. "Maybe we are all like this for a reason..."

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[info]antsolutely
2008-04-21 12:03 am UTC (link)
It was a strange impulse, and all he could blame it on was some long-forgotten memory of actions taken in another lifetime. He moved over to him, lightly stroking his hair.

It probably would have looked weird to anyone who walked by.

"I don't know," Paul said quietly after a moment. Which was really the answer to both ideas.

"Maybe they saw something on the scans they're worried about. People still don't know a lot about the brain, so maybe they want to just... make sure."

That was the part, at least, that he was pretty sure of.

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[info]notthatcrazy
2008-04-23 09:45 pm UTC (link)
"Maybe..." Galen agreed quietly, hands brushing over his arms as he sighed. "I don't know why it bothers me. Surgery is why I came here..." Months ago he'd been alright with the idea of it.

Before Val.

Before...him.

Leaning into the light touch a little, Galen pulled his legs up to the chair and folded in on himself. "Sometimes I wish she'd never woken up, and I couldn't remember stupid things."

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[info]antsolutely
2008-04-24 11:31 pm UTC (link)
"Why?" He slid his arm around Galen's shoulder, rubbing his upper arm a little. He was...

Well, he was worried about the guy.

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[info]notthatcrazy
2008-04-24 11:50 pm UTC (link)
He wasn't sure how to say it, really. And how should he know? Looking up at Paul he frowned a little. Knowing your boyfriend wasn't anyone's favorite person certainly put a damper on discussing him.

Especially when it was to a person involved with one of your boyfriend's victims.

"I'm worried Val might hurt someone..." He said finally, looking away as if he were ashamed to admit such a dark secret. "And...and I don't want him to hurt this one. I mean, I don't ever want him to hurt people....but...this one is different." Because this one was...

"I didn't ever mean to find him...and I feel guilty that I did." Only he was hardly discussing Val at this point. Burying his face in his knees, Galen shuddered a bit as he tried not break into girlish tears.

A feat when a goddess did not wish to hold back any misery. It was a forlorn moment, for Galen.

"Everything was so uncomplicated before."

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[info]antsolutely
2008-04-27 10:29 pm UTC (link)
Paul sort of blinked a moment, then put both arms around him, hugging him gently.

It was a familiar sentiment. Although in his case he hadn't so much found something as figured something out. Through a game. A stupid, silly game that had suddenly taken on more meaning than a thousand similar games they'd played before.

"Is this something like me filling Caitlin's office with lots of paper edelweiss?" Just to make sure that it was what he thought it was.

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[info]notthatcrazy
2008-04-28 02:06 am UTC (link)
"No," Galen said softly, turning his face so that it was partly buried in Paul's shoulder. "Worse..."

He bit back a little pathetic sob, before his lip trembled a little, "much worse." It took too much to really get it out, "I found him. Sleep...Dreams...I wasn't supposed to. But he was there, and now I'm afraid..."

Paul wouldn't have to think hard to know what it was that scared Galen.

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[info]antsolutely
2008-04-29 09:44 pm UTC (link)
His fingers slipped through Galen's hair, his arms tightening a little more around him. No, he didn't really have to think too hard about what was frightening Galen. He had memories enough from Caitlin, bleeding, in surgery, in recovery.

"And you don't know what you want to do...?" And, really, Paul wasn't entirely sure how to advise Galen, either. Apart from the usual bits of advice. Get away. Get away from drugs, from Val. The Val part went without saying, but he wasn't sure about the drugs.

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[info]notthatcrazy
2008-04-29 10:22 pm UTC (link)
Galen would argue that he wasn't strong enough to be rid of the drugs. He was addicted to them as the next druggie. He smiled though, self-mockingly.

"I don't..." He agreed softly, looking up as his lip trembled. "I wish I did."

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[info]antsolutely
2008-04-30 01:25 pm UTC (link)
It would have been a strange gesture for anyone else. It probably had nothing to do with deityhood and more to do with Paul's own nature. He kissed Galen's forehead, rubbed his back a little. Held him close.

"Well. How long do you have to figure it out, hours? Days?" He had a feeling he knew which way Simons would advise him.

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[info]notthatcrazy
2008-04-30 01:31 pm UTC (link)
"I don't know that either." He sulked, before taking a ragged breath and huffing at himself a bit. "I'm so pathetic. Just a girl..." Or, at the very least. Galen was particularly girl ish. "Probably before I go home...."

He'd have to call it off in a neutral place, wouldn't he? Seeing as going home just meant...

"I need to get money..." He'd need to get another job too.

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