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Layla Williams-Scott (hippiechylde) wrote in chaos_cube,
@ 2009-01-04 02:44:00

Layla OTA to Lucas and whomever
Layla had all the seeds she could manage, plus a dozen or so books on botany and herbalism that she couldn't find back home in their room. She packed every dress and gift that Luca got her and visa versa. She had a tiny hammock made for the fox and chipmunks and a place for any of her special plants. They had Jamie and all of his goodies packed as well, now she was making the rounds, with Jamie and the animals in tow before she and her husband left. Calling her mother before she left, and finding out that they can indeed open a portal, using a device that Mr. Medula has made. She finds herself saying goodbye to many people, tears in her eyes.

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	lucas_roe 2009-01-04 10:00 am UTC (link)
	"They opened the portal? It's OK for me to go back with you?" he asked her. He his his arm draped around her, knowing she would find saying goodbye to a lot of people hard. He knew he was going to find it hard too. (Reply to this) (Thread)

hippiechylde
2009-01-15 01:23 pm UTC (link)

"Yes, or I can go back with you? We can go home though, I have everything packed. " She looked at him hopefully, showing him she had everything packed, even the furry kids. "We just need to make sure we are both touching everything, together." She stated, looking at Jamie. "We need to take him to his cube, so he can go back to his parents." She looked at Lucas, not stating the fact that she didn't want to give up the child that wasn't their own."

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	lucas_roe 2009-01-15 02:09 pm UTC (link)
	"Which would you prefer? I am just happy to be with you," he said smiling warmly at her. He looked at Jamie who was sitting on the bed petting Chester. "Yeah we do. I'm gonna miss him a lot. I wish we could take him with us." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippiechylde 2009-01-15 03:01 pm UTC (link)
	She began to cry, shaking her head that she didn't know and she was keeping those tears silent for Jamie's sake. "Doesn't your family and friends need you? Your little sister, your nephew, they need you." She really, really didn't want to give up Jamie now that he was a part of her life. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lucas_roe
2009-01-15 06:55 pm UTC (link)

"Then you can go back with me," he said softly.

He moved closer to her and whispered in her ear "I know you're going to miss him, but if you go back with me, we'll get to watch him grow up."

He placed his hand on the back of her head and kissed her temple gently, then he gently hugged her to him.

"How does that sound? You go back with me and we watch him and my baby sister grow up?" he asked. "I love you Layla and I want to make you happy."

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hippiechylde
2009-01-15 08:03 pm UTC (link)

She nodded, listening to him. She looked over her shoulder at him, wanting to hug him and care for him forever.

"It's just not the same, I mean it is and yes, yes I want to and I will. we can see my parents, I know this now, just...he isn't ours and yet here he is...it is just, this place has taken so much from me. All my friends and now this. Just, please, please, don't ever leave me? I've lost so much, too much, I can't lose you! I just can't."

She leaned into the kiss to her temple and hugged him back intently.

"It sounds good. It does. When we get back, can we please have another wedding? This time with both of our families? I just need it, I need them and you, I need it so much.

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	lucas_roe 2009-01-16 12:35 pm UTC (link)
	He hugged her closer to him. "I am never ever gonna leave you. You're not gonna lose me, I'm going nowhere without you. I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Yes we can have another wedding. I would love to have a wedding with both of our families." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

hippiechylde
2009-01-16 02:01 pm UTC (link)

Layla buried her face against his chest and held onto him tightly.

"OK, good. That is good. That you won't ever leave me. I just feel like this is a proper family and now it is going to be over." She looked up into his eyes then.

"I should be so happy that he is going back to his own mother and father, but I feel so close to him, like I am a part of his family."

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	lucas_roe 2009-01-19 12:21 pm UTC (link)
	"You are part of his family. You are and will always be part of my family and he is part of my family too. And you'll be part of my mom's, Nathan and Haley's family too. You will be part of a bigger family. I know it's not the same." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippiechylde 2009-01-19 07:41 pm UTC (link)
	"It's not the same, it isn't, but I will come back with you and be strong. It just feels like an empty hole is opening up where he was meant to be." Layla said softly, attempting at being strong. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucas_roe 2009-01-26 06:26 am UTC (link)
	"You are so much stronger than you ever realized. I see so much strength in you. I always have. I am so sorry that you feel there is an empty hole opening in your heart," he said. He stroked her hair gently. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

hippiechylde
2009-01-27 01:27 am UTC (link)

"I just really care for him, for you both. What I am trying to say is it will be hard to let his mom be his mom without feeling like I am giving up a big, big part of myself that I never imagined happening." Layla leaned into the hair stroking.

"Look, we should do this, before I change my mind and before things become too late. It's time for us to go home. To really be with our families and to start our own. Let's leave all the pain and worry behind us."

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	lucas_roe 2009-01-27 08:32 am UTC (link)
	"Yes, lets," he said. He knew he had caused most of the pain and worry and he hated himself a little for that. For all the pain and hurt he'd caused the woman in his arms. "We should bring him to his cube first," he said softly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippiechylde 2009-02-01 01:42 pm UTC (link)
	"OK." Her voice cracked, making her cling to Lucas hard. This was too much for her, something she could never get over, losing this version of Jamie, their Jamie. "OK." was all she could manage. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucas_roe 2009-02-01 01:52 pm UTC (link)
	He walked with her over to Jamie. "Hey Jimmy Jam, you ready to see your momma and daddy again?" he asked him. Jamie looked up at him and smiled. "I'll see them again?" he asked. He stood up and picked up Chester. "Ready Uncle Lucas," he said. "Say goodbye to Aunt Layla," he said. "Bye Aunt Layla," Jamie said looking up at her and smiling. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippiechylde 2009-02-01 02:09 pm UTC (link)
	"Can I get a hug?" It took every ounce of her will power to not let her voice warble or show any kind of emotion, but for love and devotion. When he hugged her, she held him close to her. "I will always love you, kiddo." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucas_roe 2009-02-01 02:12 pm UTC (link)
	Jamie put Chester down and hugged her. Lucas knew how much this was killing Layla and it broke his heart to now she was hurting so much. "Love you too Aunt Layla," Jamie said. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippiechylde 2009-02-01 02:20 pm UTC (link)
	"I know you do punkin. Now you go off and be with your momma and daddy, grow up big and strong for me. You smart, clever, sweet lil man." Layla kissed his forehead gently and smiled at him. She was practically biting her inner cheek off so that she didn't freak on him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucas_roe 2009-02-01 02:40 pm UTC (link)
	"I will," he said. Lucas draped his arm around Layla's shoulder as Jamie picked up Chester and walked to the cube on his bed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippiechylde 2009-02-01 03:53 pm UTC (link)
	Layla turned her head in toward Lucas and nearly broke from the stress of holding it all in. She wanted to be so far from this place, it just destroyed things. Lucas was the one good thing, next to Jamie that she got out of this place. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucas_roe 2009-02-01 03:57 pm UTC (link)
	"Bye bye," Jamie said waving at them both. He picked up the cube and puff like that he was gone. Lucas moved to Layla and wrapped his arms around her, holding her close to him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippiechylde 2009-03-02 01:23 pm UTC (link)
	Layla clung to Lucas, pushing at him and trying to get closer to where Jamie had been. All the loss had been too much on the sensitive girl. Layla was sobbing hard, almost inconsolable. "NO, No, please, please, can't we just have one thing. PLEASE?" Layla begged, falling against him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucas_roe 2009-03-02 01:36 pm UTC (link)
	"We can't Layla, we're going back to a time where Jamie wasn't born. And there's a Nathan and Haley out there that are missing their Jamie. I know it hurts a lot for you, but I know that Nathan and Haley are probably missing their son a lot too. And I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippiechylde 2009-03-02 03:53 pm UTC (link)
	"It's not fair. I know they miss him, but what about us. At least you get to go back to it all. I go back and nothing makes sense. It's all wrong now. I love a child that isn't mine and who knows you in all your shapes and sizes, it is all wrong." Layla, for once, did not want to hear about everyone else's issues, that is all she did. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucas_roe 2009-03-02 03:59 pm UTC (link)
	"I know you love him, and I love him too. But he's not ours Layla, and we have no right to keep him from his parents. What about Jamie?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippiechylde 2009-03-02 04:08 pm UTC (link)
	Layla just shook her head at him, pulling away to pack the rest of their things. She never said to keep him, just that it wasn't fair and she was tired of losing people. (Reply to this) (Parent)