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Title: Heart of the Matter
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult
Length: 4232 words
Warnings: angst, infidelity references
Summary: Kirk and McCoy finally get a chance to talk out what's been going on.
Note: Twenty-sixth, and last, in the Heart of the Matter series. Thanks once again to aome for suggesting the title, and thanks to everyone who's come along on this ride with me. The very first part is here; there are links at the bottom of each to the previous and following parts.

( Heart of the Matter )

#25: Can't Break Free From the Things that You Do | THE END

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Title: Can't Break Free from the Things That You Do
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: general
Length: 3479 words
Warnings: angst, infidelity references
Summary: In the midst of the Romulan attack, McCoy learns something that provokes a personal crisis.
Note: Twenty-fifth in the Heart of the Matter series. Dialogue differs somewhat from the film; my feeling is that personal memory is untrustworthy. Chapter title taken from Joan Jett's "I Hate Myself for Loving You."

( Can't Break Free from the Things That You Do )

#24: Not Go Tamely | #26: Heart of the Matter

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Title: Not Go Tamely
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy, Kirk/Gaila
Rating: adult
Length: 3425 words
Warnings: infidelity
Summary: Kirk doesn't always play by the rules.
Note: Twenty-fourth in the Heart of the Matter series. A few bits of dialogue were taken from the film.

( Not Go Tamely )

#23: If at First You Don't Succeed | #25: Can't Break Free from the Things That You Do

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Title: If at First You Don't Succeed
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult
Length: 3573 words
Warnings: if 69 needs a warning, consider yourself warned
Summary: McCoy is somewhat concerned about Kirk and the Kobayashi Maru test.
Note: Twenty-third in the "Heart of the Matter" series.

( If at First You Don't Succeed )

#22: No Substitute for Our Rendezvous | #24: Not Go Tamely

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Title: No Substitute for Our Rendezvous
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult
Length: 3995 words
Warnings: wanking, striptease
Summary: It's date night.
Note: Twenty-second in the "Heart of the Matter" series. Title taken from the lyrics to "Strip," by Adam and the Ants.

( No Substitute for Our Rendezvous )

#21: Take a Break | #23: If at First You Don't Succeed

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Title: Take a Break
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult
Length: 4787 words
Warnings: some angst and sex
Summary: It's spring break at Starfleet Academy.
Note: Twenty-first in the "Heart of the Matter" series.

( Take a Break )

#20: What Changed in His Head | #22: No Substitute for Our Rendezvous

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Title: What Changed in His Head
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult
Length: 3388 words
Warnings: both schmoop and angst
Summary: Kirk acknowledges that his feelings have changed.
Note: Twentieth in the "Heart of the Matter" series. This one is dedicated to inell.

( What Changed in His Head )

#19: Flirting and the Consequences Thereof | #21: Take a Break

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Title: Flirting and the Consequences Thereof
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy, Kirk/OFC
Rating: general
Length: 3102 words
Warnings: semi-infidelity
Summary: McCoy isn't happy with how things are going.
Note: Nineteenth in the "Heart of the Matter" series.

( Flirting and the Consequences Thereof )

#18: Worse Things to Do | #20: What Changed in His Head

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Title: Worse Things to Do
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult
Length: 4324 words
Warnings: just sex
Summary: The last night that he and McCoy are in Atlanta, Kirk finally meets Jocelyn.
Note: Eighteenth in the "Heart of the Matter" series.

( Worse Things to Do )

#17: Taking Advantage | #19: Flirting and the Consequences Thereof

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Title: Taking Advantage
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult
Length: 3448 words
Warnings: rimming
Summary: It's the next-to-last day of their visit, and McCoy still hasn't figured out how to let Kirk meet his ex-wife.
Note: Seventeenth in the "Heart of the Matter" series.

( Taking Advantage )

#16: More Than Physical | #18: Worse Things To Do

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Title: More Than Physical
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult
Length: 3694 words
Warnings: blow job, brief rimming, quasi-first-time
Summary: Kirk follows through on his offer to McCoy, then spends a day alone in Atlanta.
Note: Sixteenth in the "Heart of the Matter" series.

( More Than Physical )

#15: Time Will Tell | #17: Taking Advantage

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Title: Time Will Tell
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult (although not very explicit)
Length: 4327 words
Warnings: frottage, a little language
Summary: McCoy and Kirk travel to Atlanta for McCoy to visit his daughter Joanna.
Note: Fifteenth in the "Heart of the Matter" series.

( Time Will Tell )

#14: A Question of Trust | #16: More Than Physical

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Title: A Question of Trust
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult
Length: 3443 words
Warnings: blindfolding during sex
Summary: Kirk and McCoy spend Christmas evening together.
Note: Fourteenth in the "Heart of the Matter" series. Title taken from the Depeche Mode song "A Question of Lust." As usual, can be read alone although it probably makes more sense in the context of earlier installments.

( A Question of Trust )

#13: Failure of Words | #15: Time Will Tell

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Title: Failure of Words
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult
Length: 3647 words
Warnings: 69, rimming reference
Summary: McCoy accepts a somewhat unexpected offer from Kirk.
Note: Thirteenth in the "Heart of the Matter" series. As usual, can be read alone although it probably makes more sense in the context of earlier installments.

( Failure of Words )

#12: The Best of It | #14: A Question of Trust

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Title: The Best of It
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult
Length: 3391 words
Warnings: masturbation, quasi-first-time sex
Summary: With a little effort, Kirk finds an opportunity to spend time with McCoy.
Note: Twelfth in the "Heart of the Matter" series. I'm sorry it's been so long since the last update; RL is eating my lunch just now.

( The Best of It )

#11: Out of the Gossip Loop | #13: Failure of Words

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Title: Out of the Gossip Loop
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult (barely)
Length: 3148 words
Warnings: language, sexual references but no actual sex
Summary: McCoy wants to keep their relationship private.
Note: Eleventh in the "Heart of the Matter" series.

( Out of the Gossip Loop )

#10: Like Riding a Bicycle | #12: The Best of It

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Title: Like Riding a Bicycle
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult
Length: 3890
Warnings: sexual encounters
Summary: After Kirk's late-night apology, he and McCoy spend Sunday together.
Note: Tenth in the "Heart of the Matter" series.

( Like Riding a Bicycle )

#9: Decisions and Revisions | #11: Out of the Gossip Loop

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Title: Decisions and Revisions
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult
Length: 2285 words
Warnings: masturbation
Summary: McCoy makes a decision.
Note: Ninth in the "Heart of the Matter" series. The title is from T.S. Eliot's "The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock."

( Decisions and Revisions )

#8: Fools Rush In | #10: Like Riding a Bicycle

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Title: Fools Rush In
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy, Kirk/OFC
Rating: adult
Length: 3584 words
Warnings: sex
Summary: Kirk tries to return to his old routines, and finds that it's not so easy.
Note: Eighth in the "Heart of the Matter" series. The title is from Alexander Pope's An Essay on Criticism.

( Fools Rush In )

#7: Never Go Easy | #9: Decisions and Revisions

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Title: Never Go Easy
Author: celandineb
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: adult
Length: 3362 words
Warnings: language, oral sex
Summary: McCoy isn't sure what he wants, and Kirk's actions don't really help.
Note: Seventh in the "Heart of the Matter" series. Title taken from the song "The Lesson of Love" by The Dream Academy.

( Never Go Easy )

#6: Curtains Are Pulled Back | #8: Fools Rush In

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