Hiroki (shakkun) wrote in candypop, @ 2009-03-15 01:02:00 |
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2nd of March 2009, Ryo, Hiroki and Miyuki
Hiroki sighed lightly as he put the carrots and potatoes into the pot and then tipped his head to the side. Ryo had said that he wanted something good, and as far as he knew this hotpot was something the older one liked. Today had been rather cold as well, so surely Ryo would like to get back home to have some warm food… hopefully that would make his mood a bit better as well. Of course it was understandable that he was angry and all, but he definitely had had no reason to yell about it this morning.
Another sigh, a heavier one this time, escaped Hiroki’s lips as he glanced up at the clock on the wall. Normally he wasn’t really bored while waiting for Ryo to get back home, but Miyuki was already sleeping in their bed so he had no one to keep him company right now. Hopefully Ryo would be home soon.
Taking the stairs instead of the elevator, Ryo skipped some steps in order to get to the right floor faster. Letting out a sigh as he had the right door in front of him, the older one took his keys from his pocket, closed his eyes tightly once before biting his lip and opening the door.
Not letting out a greeting as he knew Hiroki was expecting him, Ryo silently took off his shoes, glancing into the living room on his way to where he expected his husband to be. Leaning against the doorframe of the little kitchen in their apartment, Ryo let his eyes linger on Hiroki’s frame as the younger one stood before the table, his back facing the door while he set a pair of bowls onto the table.
Licking his lips, the older one of the couple finally stepped into the kitchen, turning off the stove on his way. He couldn’t take it anymore, it was just simply too much and he couldn’t deal with it, he couldn’t deal with the way even smallest affectionate touches from the younger one turned him on, how the thoughts of him had began to disturb his days and in the end it could be just one innocent look from Hiroki that had him longing for something more – it wasn’t strange was it? Surely it was normal to feel like this after such a long time, surely Hiroki had to feel something too?
Standing still as he stood behind the younger one, Ryo let a couple of seconds pass before he slowly reached for the lean figure, wrapping one hand around his hips while the other one moved up Hiroki’s front, slightly pressing him back against his chest. Pushing his face against Hiroki’s neck, Ryo closed his eyes as he let his lips brush again the younger one’s ear. “Is Miyuki sleeping…?”
No matter how silent Ryo had been, when the door had opened Hiroki had heard it and thus it didn’t make him very surprised to finally hear the older one’s voice. It was however surprising to feel his arms around him like this and how his lips brushed against his neck, though not in a very bad way or anything.
“Mm…,” Hiroki hummed in reply as he tipped his head slightly to the side. “In our bed, she’s really cute…”
This was it, wasn’t it? Honestly Hiroki was a bit tired and he would love to join their daughter and sleep some too in not too long but when Ryo held him like this and as he felt the older one’s breath hit warm against his skin, how was he going to say no now? He had been in similar situations before and managed to say no, but it was just… begin to become too much now. It had been way too long and Ryo had respected his decision and everything too, he sort of had to be rewarded for that somehow as well.
His breathing getting uneven already, Ryo let his lips move along the younger one’s soft skin while his hand found its way under Hiroki’s t-shirt, hungrily caressing the warm skin under.
“I can’t take this anymore…,” he mumbled after a while, hoping for what remained of his sanity that Hiroki wasn’t cruel enough to call this off now that he had already let Ryo this close. Maybe it was bad that he wanted the younger one so bad, that he was so addicted to him that he simply couldn’t take it anymore. Maybe Hiroki found it disrespectful what he was doing, honestly Ryo couldn’t bring himself to care right then, the way Hiroki’s skin burned under his fingertips only made him want the younger one more and the way his perfect curves felt against the older one’s front was heavenly – it was too hard to resist.
A small smile spread over Hiroki’s lips at that and he hummed lowly in reply as he leaned back against the older one.
“You’ve been good,” he mumbled after some time, not about to stop this any time soon. Ryo hadn’t been the only one who had been suffering after all – Hiroki had indeed not felt like having sex for a little while but towards the end of this, up until today it had been rather difficult to go through every day without thinking of what it would be like to feel the older one close again after so long.
“It’s okay…”
Pushing Hiroki forward slightly, so that the younger one ended up leaning his arms on the table, Ryo let his hands travel along Hiroki’s body while placing kisses along his neck.
It didn’t take long before his hands found Hiroki’s belt though, and with a few quick movements got it open and rid of.
“I’ve been about to lose my mind,” Ryo mumbled then, the tone of his voice a bit amused as it was rather funny how crazy Hiroki could drive him. Quickly undoing the younger one’s pants, Ryo slipped his hand in, his hot breath hitting Hiroki’s ear as he closed his eyes tightly. The thought of taking things slowly sounded like torture right now, even though in reality it was plain pleasure, and so the older one turned his partner around, having him lean back against the edge of the table as the claimed his lips, pulling his shirt up as high as he currently could without having them separate.
Now that things went a little bit further than just hugging and small kisses, Hiroki barely could wait for things to process. Immediately wrapping his arms around Ryo he kissed back hungrily as he pulled the older one closer. Of course he could just take things further himself right now and he knew that Ryo would follow, but for now this was enough. For now, kissing Ryo like this was enough because the one that should move things forward was Ryo and no one else. It felt better that way, it felt safer somehow, safer and more right.
Moaning against his husband’s lips, Ryo pushed the taller one further against the table, his hands were gripping Hiroki’s shirt and as the kiss parted the older one quickly removed the unnecessary piece of garment. Getting rid of his own shirt as well while he was at it, Ryo enjoyed the feeling of bare skin touching as he reached for the younger one’s lips again, eventually burying his hands into his silky hair. It felt so ridiculously good to have Hiroki so close, so good that Ryo didn’t quite know the right words for it, but that didn’t matter really, not now that he finally had Hiroki in his arms like this, there was no need to talk, no need for words to be said right now.
Hiroki let his hands run up and down Ryo’s back as he attempted to pull him closer. Things were going really fast but even so he couldn’t help but feel that it wasn’t fast enough. This made him lean back against the table as well and in order to make things even easier for Ryo, Hiroki hurried to sit down on the furniture and pull Ryo even closer. Moving his hands to the older one’s face, Hiroki turned his head a little as he tried to pull Ryo even closer, though it didn’t go very well as Ryo was already standing as close as possible.
Happy to find Hiroki so eager, Ryo grinned into the kiss before pulling back and slowly pushing Hiroki to lay down on the table. Pulling on the younger one’s pants once to have him lift his hips, Ryo then pulled the jeans off his partner’s long legs before leaning over Hiroki again, placing kisses down his chest, his hands caressing Hiroki’s sides lovingly.
Glancing up once, Ryo watched the younger one from behind his fringe. It had been a while since he had seen Hiroki like this, that look in the younger one’s eyes and his lips parted like that, waiting to be kissed. Tearing his eyes away from the beautiful sight, Ryo let his lips brush against the soft skin of Hiroki’s stomach as he hurried to remove the rest of his own clothes before looking up again, this time with a soft smile on his lips.
“Say my name…,” Ryo asked then, caressing Hiroki’s hip with his thumb as he played with the waistline of his boxers, teasing the younger one with shallow kisses placed on the sensitive skin of his lower stomach.
Letting shallow breaths escape his lips, Hiroki bit down on his lower lip as he tensed slightly under Ryo’s touch. Right now it was difficult to imagine that he had been able to be without this for so long, that he had been able to live without Ryo being this close for so many days, weeks even.
“Ryo…,” the younger one breathed then, moving one hand to touch Ryo’s hair while he brought the other one up to his face and with that made one of the bowls fall down to the floor. Feeling his own fingers against his lips was way too awkward though and thus he instead reached down and let the tips of his fingers brush against Ryo’s arm.
“Ryo…”
Closing his eyes as he felt Hiroki’s fingers touching his skin so softly, Ryo slowly pulled the younger one’s underwear down. Hearing Hiroki say his name like that… he hadn’t heard it in way too long.
Climbing on top of the younger one, Ryo slowly ran his fingers up Hiroki’s leg caressing his thigh with lingering movements, eventually placing his hand on the curve of his hips as he leaned down to kiss Hiroki’s lips. On one hand he wanted to linger in this moment forever and just feel how the other body felt against his, under his touch, though on the other hand he was already badly in need of a release, certain parts of his body screaming to be touched after so long.
Somewhere in the back of his mind, Hiroki registered that the second bowl fell to the floor as well. Of course he didn’t care about that at all right now though and instead he lifted his head a little bit to reply hungrily to the kiss. He wanted Ryo so bad right now, wanted him more than anything and thus his hands hurried down to Ryo’s waist so he could pull down his boxers as well. There was no need for being careful and take things slow right now – right now he just wanted to feel Ryo inside of him already, feel his every thrust and have a reason to moan his name even louder.
“Ryo,” he mumbled as the kiss broke for a second, but didn’t say more than that as he reached up to kiss the older one again. Words weren’t really needed right now.
Breathing heavily as the kiss broke, Ryo rested his forehead against Hiroki’s.
“Fuck…,” he mumbled, a small smile making its way on his lips. Honestly he just wanted to enter the younger one already, but that wasn’t something he could even consider doing, the problem right now wasn’t his patience coming to its end though, but the fact that the condoms he had in his wallet were down on the floor with his pants, and while it wouldn’t be that big of a deal to leave Hiroki alone for a bit, Ryo really wasn’t sure if he could do that right now…
Lifting his hand up to caress Hiroki’s cheek gently, Ryo brushed his finger over Hiroki’s lips, looking the younger one deep into his eyes as he waited for him to part his lips.
Hiroki looked back up at Hiroki as he breathed heavily and then eventually parted his lips just a little bit so he could suck on Ryo’s finger for a little while. Now that he was allowed to think a little, Hiroki soon realized why Ryo had suddenly stopped like this and didn’t do anything but this. Of course he didn’t really know if Ryo had any condoms in his wallet or not, but he didn’t really want for Ryo to go anywhere, he wanted to keep him like this all the time – until it was over – and that was enough for him to decide that it didn’t really matter.
“Okay…,” the younger of the two mumbled then as Ryo slowly pulled back his finger. “It’s okay…”
Leaning down to kiss the younger one, Ryo used his knee to spread Hiroki’s legs wider before placing his, now, saliva coated finger on the younger one’s entrance. Breaking the kiss as he slowly pushed his finger in, Ryo waited for some kind of a reaction before starting to move his finger deeper into the hole, slowly preparing Hiroki for more – too slowly in his opinion but it couldn’t be helped.
Leaning down to kiss Hiroki’s neck, Ryo lightly sucked where neck met shoulder, from there kissing his way up to the younger one’s ear, nibbling his earlobe gently as he slowly added another finger.
“I need you so bad…”
Smiling faintly as he heard that, Hiroki bit down on his lip and let out a small sound of pleasure. He couldn’t be too loud after all – he wanted to of course, he definitely did – but he couldn’t be too loud considering Miyuki was sleeping.
“Ah…,” the younger one let out as Ryo let another finger enter him, and he tipped his head back towards the table. In his opinion this was going way too slowly, way too slowly but even so he knew that there was no way they could go faster than this unless he wanted to get really hurt.
“Ryo…”
Preparing the younger one with slow movements, Ryo let a grin form on his lips as he leaned down to kiss Hiroki again. Leaning back, Ryo let his eyes linger on his husband as he pushed his fingers deeper into the younger one.
“You’re gorgeous…,” the older one mumbled, hoping to see a flash of red on Hiroki’s cheeks. It was true though, the younger one looked absolutely stunning. Smiling slightly Ryo leaned down to claim Hiroki’s lips into a quick kiss as he pulled his fingers out, only to add one more right after. “Is it okay…?”
Despite feeling embarrassed to be called something like that in this situation, Hiroki didn’t even think of hiding his face right now. The intense feelings of pleasure washed over him and as Ryo claimed his lips once again, the younger one couldn’t help but moan into the kiss. It was over way too quickly though, but the question that followed somehow made it okay and Hiroki could only nod in reply before he lifted his head once again to kiss his husband one more time.
Grinning widely as the kiss broke, Ryo leaned down to press his lips against the younger one’s chest, tracing kisses along his collarbones and up to his neck, softly sucking onto the skin.
“God I want you so much…,” he mumbled, moving his fingers a bit faster into Hiroki. After so long without having barely any body contact with the younger one, it really was pure torture to be in this situation, to watch Hiroki enjoy being touched in these ways while having to wait – and while he knew it was important, necessary even – waiting was the last thing Ryo wanted to do right now.
Breathing heavier as Ryo moved his fingers faster, Hiroki tensed slightly as he tipped his head back just a little bit. There was no way this would be enough for much longer – he wanted more than this, he needed more than this.
“Ryo, Ryo,” he moaned, trying to calm himself a little without much success until he managed to grab Ryo’s hair and with that pull him up for a quick kiss. “Take me Ryo,” he whispered against his husband’s lips then, not thinking at all of his choice of words right now or how he normally wouldn’t say something like that. He really just wanted Ryo to go further already, wanted to feel him inside.
Smiling at those words, Ryo removed his fingers, spreading Hiroki’s legs wider as he positioned himself on his entrance.
A soft moan left his lips as he slowly entered the younger one, staying still as he had to let Hiroki get used to this. It was hard not to move though, what with feeling Hiroki so tight all around him after such a long time… “Is it okay?”
Hiroki knew that he probably hurt really much right now. That most likely he was in a lot of pain, but for some reason he couldn’t feel any of that and instead he just hummed lowly in reply while nodding repeatedly so the older one could start moving. It felt so great; it felt beyond words great and as Ryo slowly started to move a small moan escaped his lips.
Right now it was difficult to think that he had been able to go without this for so long, that he had been able to say no to Ryo when he knew how great this was. Most likely he would never do anything like that ever again.
Breathing heavily, Ryo tried to move as gently and slowly as he could for now, holding onto Hiroki’s hips with one hand while he rested his weight on the other one. It felt so insanely good to be like this, but at the same time it was almost painful not to move faster, harder until they would reach their limit – until he would hear Hiroki’s sweet panting echo in his ears.
Slowly starting to move faster, Ryo opened his eyes to look into those of Hiroki’s, his vision blurry though as the younger one was too close to be seen clearly, so close Ryo could feel his warm breath on his lips that hovered over Hiroki’s.
Wrapping his legs loosely around Ryo, Hiroki breathed heavily against his husband’s lips. At some level it felt almost as if this was their first time together. Of course it was nothing like that time that had been awkward and really painful, but for some reason it felt about as exciting and new as it had back then. It felt as powerful as it had back then.
“Ryo…,” Hiroki mumbled as his touch came in touch with the older one’s, and then reached up to claim them into a kiss.
Moaning into the kiss, Ryo slid his tongue into Hiroki’s mouth, deepening the kiss as much as he could while thrusting into the younger one, faster and deeper. The fact that they were having sex on a kitchen table didn’t occur to Ryo at all, and honestly the older one couldn’t care less of their surroundings right then – just the fact that he had Hiroki under him, naked and pushing back up against him, it felt too good, way too good as he kept moving into the tight hole, hard and raw, his breathing hitching in his throat as the younger one’s moans rang in his ears, hot and arousing.
Right now Hiroki couldn’t help but feel a bit embarrassed. Not only was he loud, but he almost felt as if this was it already. As if he was reaching his peak already despite not having done this for very long at all. He wanted to be silent, wanted to not be too loud and maybe wake Miyuki up, but even so there was no way he could make himself be quiet and hold these moans back, it just wasn’t possible.
Attempting to moan the older one’s name, Hiroki turned his head to the side but as no comprehendible sounds left his lips he soon gave up and turned his head once more. It was really too difficult to think at all right now, to try to focus on anything else but how great it felt.
“Hiro…,” the older one let out then, the tone of his voice getting more desperate the closer he got – every thrust driving him towards the edge. It felt so intense, so good and right and all Ryo wanted to do was get more of it, have all of Hiroki – have his release, it felt like he was so close, so close but not just there yet. It was as almost like the first few times they had done this, when Hiroki had felt so unbelievably tight around him and Ryo had felt like just that was enough to drive him over the edge.
“Hiroki…,” he mumbled his hold on the younger one’s hip tightening as he thrust deeper into him.
The way Ryo said his name like this, the way he let his every emotion and feeling be heard as he continued to move in a failing attempt to get deeper and more as they were already there.
“Mm,” the younger one hummed in reply, that being all he could manage right now. Honestly he wanted more than this, he wanted Ryo so much more than this and this he wrapped his legs around the older one a bit tighter and attempted to bring him closer. Failing of course, but at least it felt a little bit better.
Letting a soft curse slip through his lips, Ryo bent his head down to rest it in the crook of Hiroki’s neck. The hand that held on the younger man’s hip slowly moved down between their bodies until it reached its destination, causing another one of those moans leave Hiroki’s lips as Ryo wrapped his hand around the younger one’s hardness, moving it along with his thrusts.
“Come on,” he mumbled into the younger one’s ear, his forehead now resting against the hard wooden table, his eyesight blurred by the dark hair that messily covered his eyes – it didn’t matter though, right now he didn’t have to see anything, just to hear, hear and feel Hiroki under him. “Hiroki…,”
When Ryo was suddenly holding him, another wave of pleasure washed over Hiroki and he let out small, short breaths as he tensed under the older one. It felt as if he was about to burst, as if he was going to cry and laugh and scream at the same time. So many mixed emotions were currently over him but in the end all he could manage to do was to moan.
He wanted to tell Ryo how great he was, wanted to say his name – wanted to scream it even because that was just how great things were right now – but even so not a single word left his lips. His voice got slightly louder and with that higher as well, but that was all the change there was.
“Louder,” the older one demanded then, his hot breath hitting Hiroki’s neck. With one hand reaching out to hold onto the edge of the table, Ryo closed his eyes tightly as he kept on thrusting into Hiroki, desperate for a release – desperate to have that wave of pleasure wash over him. It felt like pure torture already, to be so close yet not close enough.
“Let me hear you louder…”
At one time Hiroki had been way too shy to raise his voice in situations like these; way too scared that Ryo would think of him as weird or anything because of it. These days it was fine though because he knew how much Ryo loved it, he knew how much it could make him do if he wasn’t already. Trying to get even louder in order to please his husband, Hiroki attempted to tip his head back as he tensed under the older one.
Pushing himself off the younger one, Ryo threw his head back as he held onto the younger one’s hip with one hand again, keeping Hiroki from moving too much as he rammed into the younger one again and again, biting down on his lip in order to keep silent as he felt Hiroki tense all around him – it was impossible to last much longer and no matter how much he wanted to stay in this moment, Ryo could already feel it slip away from him. The way Hiroki sounded, moved under him, and the way it felt to have his bare skin against his own again, it was all so overwhelming in the greatest way Ryo could imagine.
The first few seconds that passed afterwards were, as usual really peaceful. A small smile spread over Hiroki’s lips as he tried to catch his breath and slowly lowered his legs. Immediately he could feel how his lower back hurt but for some reason it wasn’t unbearable for the moment.
“Ah…,” the younger one let out, not really meaning to say much more after that. This was good, he thought. It had been beyond words amazing and now he didn’t feel anything but really good… and ridiculously happy.
Breathing heavily, Ryo rested his elbows on each side of the younger one’s face, resting his weight on them as he leaned down to gently nuzzle Hiroki’s cheek. Feeling warm even though the air around them was rather cold, Ryo stayed silent for a while as he waited for his breathing to calm down some. Currently not thinking of how he probably had caused Hiroki quite some pain, Ryo could only enjoy the aftermath, the lingering, hazy feeling of having archived something great, something that only Hiroki could have him feel.
“I love you…,” the older one whispered silently then, placing a soft kiss on Hiroki’s cheek before slowly raising his head, blinking a few times as he faced a window – he hadn’t forgotten that they were in the kitchen but… “The curtains are open…”
The smile on his lips had widened a little, but as Ryo continued to speak the smile on Hiroki’s face disappeared. Instead of immediately looking at where Ryo was looking though, the younger one just blinked at his husband, silently hoping that he would turn back his face and tell him he was joking. Granted they lived on a rather high floor so no one from the streets could have seen but that didn’t make this any less… embarrassing.
When Ryo didn’t say anything though, Hiroki too slowly turned his head towards the window and as he got it confirmed that what Ryo said was true, his eyes slowly grew slightly.
“No way…”
Grinning, Ryo kept his eyes at the window – good thing they lived in the higher floors and that no one could see them from the opposite building.
“It’s a nice view though,” he then said, smiling down at Hiroki before looking up again. He would probably get kicked for this (though hopefully not now and here), but Ryo couldn’t really help it, besides it –was- a nice view, with all the lights and the dark sky painting the buildings with grey.
“Have you noticed…?” A smile was playing on his lips as the older one looked down at his husband with loving eyes. “We should shower….”
Too tired, but at the same time filled with some kind of energy that without doubt made him happy – almost edging to hyper but at the same time a bit too tired to do anything about it, Hiroki just looked up at Ryo.
“…stupid,” he said eventually, meaning it wholeheartedly because no matter how much he loved this man over him, he was without doubt probably one of the most stupid ones he had ever met. Didn’t mean he didn’t know math or anything, that he probably did, there were just other things that added up and made him really stupid.
“Carry me?”
Ask Hiroki in a few hours, and he had never asked for anything like that to happen. But right now he didn’t have the energy to walk and he knew that he would most likely hurt too.
The smile still on its place on his lips, Ryo brushed some hair off the younger one’s face with a gentle touch. Despite realizing that Hiroki was in pain, Ryo still couldn’t say he had regretted that – the taller one’s bare body felt so right against his own that there was no way he could actually regret this. Deciding not to say a word, Ryo got down from the table, carefully lifting Hiroki into his arms before heading to the bathroom.
It didn’t take long for the two parents to shower though, and soon enough Ryo exited the bathroom with a towel around his waist and one hanging over his shoulders. Turning to look at Hiroki, Ryo gave the younger man a worried look. “Can you walk…?”
Now as he had woken up a little, Hiroki definitely could feel how the sharp pain was going through his whole back; down and up and then hurriedly down again as if to make it hurt more that way.
“I’m fine…,” he answered though, despite knowing that Ryo could see that lie without even trying to. Right now he lied with every intention on making it obvious he did. Slowly tightening the towel around his waist, Hiroki then finally made it up to Ryo’s side and then he tried to stand straight though didn’t manage to do so fully.
“See? Perfectly fine~”
Giving Hiroki a look that made it clear that his lies weren’t working, Ryo gently put his hand on the younger one’s arm. Clearly Hiroki wasn’t fine, of course he wasn’t.
“I wish I could say I’m sorry,” the older one said then, reaching up to quickly kiss his husband. It did make him feel a bit guilty though, seeing Hiroki like this, he didn’t want for the younger one to be in pain.
“Should I carry you?”
“But I’m not,” Hiroki easily replied then, moving to put his arm around Ryo’s shoulders as he then shook his head. After all, if Ryo would carry him then how was he going to walk tomorrow? Even if it would be comfortable and all, he would have to go to work tomorrow and it was never too late to practice walking normally… or at least walking in general.
“Sleep will fix it~”
Taking Hiroki’s hand in his, Ryo made the younger one look down into his eyes.
“Don’t force yourself…,” he firmly said, though the look on his face softened soon again as a smile made its way on his lips. Hiroki was so beautiful, even like this, freshly out form the shower; he was definitely the most beautiful thing ever. Brushing some hair off the younger one’s face, Ryo let the smile on his face widen as his gaze fell on the ring that hang on the necklace around Hiroki’s neck, maybe it was really old fashioned of him, but he definitely wanted to marry this man some day.
Looking back at his husband, Hiroki smiled widely before he leaned down and kissed him softly.
“I’m not,” he said, of course very well aware of that he was in fact forcing himself but right now it didn’t matter. Besides it wasn’t as if the bedroom was far away or anything.
Honestly Hiroki could stay like this forever, he could stand still like this and just look at Ryo for ages without getting bored of it, but it was slowly starting to get a bit cold and thus he soon started to walk again. Slowly of course, but still going so they would get to the bedroom and get to sleep soon.
Letting out a sigh as Hiroki started to walk, Ryo followed the younger one, wrapping his arm around Hiroki’s waist has he passed the taller one, quickly kissing his shoulder before reaching to open the door to their bedroom.
Walking in before Hiroki, Ryo’s eyes immediately fell on the bed – or more correctly on the small girl that slept on it. A wide smile spread on his face as he stood there, watching their daughter sleeping peacefully on the middle of the relatively large double bed.
It didn’t take too long for Hiroki to enter the room as well and when he did he immediately got a big smile on his lips. There was no way he couldn’t smile at the sight though; Miyuki was so small when she lay in the middle of the bed like that.
“So cute…,” he whispered after a while though, reaching out an arm to put around Ryo just because. It was nice to get reminded of it like this sometimes, that he and Ryo and that little girl was a family… a family just like any other out there and they were really happy, just like everyone else. Right now Hiroki couldn’t help but feel really, really normal and that was a feeling he treasured more than anything.
“Can you imagine she’ll turn two soon…,” Ryo mumbled then, just voicing his thoughts more than asking a question. It felt pretty insane though, that Miyuki would turn two years old in just a few days.
Turning to face Hiroki, Ryo reached up to softly kiss the younger one.
“I’m so happy I have you two…,” he mumbled then, eyes still closed as he rested his forehead against Hiroki’s. There had been a time when Ryo had thought that he was better off alone, that with his choice of a career, relationships would just make things complicated, having a family hadn’t even crossed his mind back then – but right now all those thoughts felt so silly and distant, right now he had everything he wanted and the thought of living without this was something he couldn’t even imagine, he wouldn’t be anything without his family after all.
To think that he had found happiness this early in life… Hiroki couldn’t help but think that it was a bit unbelievable. The two of them had gotten together before he even had turned 19 years old after all… and now they had been together for four years and they had a daughter and everything… it was kind of weird to think of it like that. He had always wanted to have a family at an early age but to think that it actually had happened and that he honestly was happy, it was really amazing.
“Me too…”
Smiling, Ryo put his arms around Hiroki’s waist.
“Let’s sleep,” the older one mumbled then, lingering in the moment for a while longer until he tiredly let go of Hiroki, turning to the bed and carefully pulling the covers off, placing Miyuki on the middle gently. She was so cute when she slept, with her lips a bit pouty and eyes tightly shut, Miyuki was definitely the cutest daughter ever. Sitting down on the bed, Ryo brushed some hair off the little girl’s face, who in return turned around in her sleep, spreading her legs and arms widely to her sides – a soft laugh left her father’s lips as he put her back on her place.
Hiroki only looked at the scene before his eyes for a while, wanting nothing more but to go and lie down next to Miyuki already. He didn’t though; instead he went over to take out a pair of boxers before then putting the towel over the chair before he figured he finally could go to bed.
“Ryo…,” he whispered as he sat down, though he didn’t remain that way very long as he quickly realized it hurt way too much. Once he was lying down next to Miyuki, he looked up at Ryo who was still sitting up.
“Thank you for making me… happy,” he continued his voice noticeably lower now, simply because it was a really embarrassing thing to say. He meant it though, he meant every word but that didn’t make it any less embarrassing.
Just looking at Hiroki for a while, Ryo bit his lip as his lips curved into a smile. Looking down at his hands, Ryo couldn’t help but to feel ridiculously happy right then, because what else was there to make him feel so happy if not hearing that he was able to make Hiroki happy? His family’s happiness meant everything to him after all. Standing up and changing into a pair of boxers, the older one of the two parents eventually laid down on the bed as well.
“I want to make you even happier,” Ryo whispered then, reaching out to brush some hair off the younger one’s face, smiling at him softly before turning his eyes on the small girl sleeping on the middle of the bed.
“You too,” he happily mumbled, leaning down to peck the girl’s cheek softly before fully lying down, resting his head on the pillow.
Smiling at what he was told, Hiroki simply hummed in reply as he carefully caressed the small girl’s head a little.
Honestly he found it difficult to believe that he could become happier than this; he had a job he loved, he lived with the love of his life and together they had a wonderful daughter who was healthy. Everyone in his family was healthy, his friends were doing just fine… honestly Hiroki found it impossible to think he could become happier than this, but he wouldn’t stop Ryo from trying if he wanted to do.