Smiling down at his sleeping daughter, Ryo carefully unwrapped Miyuki’s hand from around his index finger before pulling the covers over her tiny frame. No matter how much he had enjoyed their small vacation, it was really nice to be back home. Scanning the living room with his eyes, Ryo frowned at how small it looked nowadays compared to when he had moved here, the place was really full of stuff too as things had gathered here along the years, not only was there the couch and all the other normal living room furniture, but both his and Hiroki’s guitars were currently here, as well as Miyuki’s crib and her toys… yeah, it was pretty full. Stroking the small girl’s cheek softly, Ryo leaned down to kiss her good night before turning to walk towards the bedroom. Hopefully Hiroki wouldn’t be too tired, since they would have to talk about moving into a bigger place eventually, and in his opinion now was as good time as ever.
“Oi,” the older one of the couple called out as he entered the room, the smile on his face turning into a small pout as soon as he noticed what the other one was up to though. Out of all the things he could do, it seemed like today Hiroki preferred gaming, which of course Ryo didn’t mind, in fact he was rather fond of playing with his DS as well, just that it was usually a pain in the ass to distract one from their game. “May I interrupt you or do you really think that game can beat me in bed?” he eventually asked though, having stood by the bed for a few moments now and really starting to doubt that Hiroki would ever notice him if he wouldn’t speak up. Ryo would interrupt him whether he wanted or not though, since they had things to discuss, like which car they should get, and when, and then there was the whole finding a new apartment deal too of course, but really? They could just get the car first.
Just as Ryo had guessed, Hiroki hadn't noticed his husband at first but it was only when he spoke that the younger one looked up. "Huh?" he asked, blinking a bit confused as he tried to make sense out of the question Ryo had asked. As he didn't really see how it was any relevant or why the older one even had asked it, Hiroki just frowned and shook his head slightly. "What? You going to bed?"
Staring at the younger one for a couple of moments, Ryo licked his lips once before sitting down next to Hiroki. “I was thinking that maybe we could talk a bit first?” He said, looking at the small screen of the console. “If you don’t mind…?”
Talking? Hiroki surely didn't mind talking - he loved talking actually - but when Ryo said it like that it was something rather serious. In the early stages of their relationship, when Ryo had used that voice and that wording when he said things, Hiroki had been really paranoid everytime and thought he was about to get dumped, when it in fact was just about work or something similar. Now that they had been together for about four years (four years, oh my god!) though, there was no way that Hiroki was getting paranoid, rather just curious. Closing the console in his hands, Hiroki put it on the bedside table and changed how he was sitting so he moved a bit closer to the older one. "Talk about what?"
Smiling to himself as he wrapped an arm around Hiroki, Ryo leaned his back against the wall. “Well you know… Miyuki’s turning two in a few months; she’ll need her own room soon and stuff eventually, so I was thinking we should start looking for a new place?” Having only briefly talked about this before, neither of them had really started looking for an apartment, but it was really starting to get bothersome having all of Miyuki’s things in the living room and all, so Ryo really wanted to get to it already. “And I think we should get that car too…”
Hiroki didn't immediately say anything but only turned his head to look at the older one. For some reason it felt as if that - moving somewhere - was another big step for them. They had never moved anywhere together before after all. Hiroki had just ended up moving in with Ryo and then Miyuki and all... it just happened in Ryo's apartment, but they definitely would have to move somewhere. Somewhere where their daughter had her own room... that was also a big step, wasn't it? "Mm... I guess so," Hiroki eventually mumbled in reply as he leaned his head to rest it against Ryo's. "...apartment goes before car though."
Sulking a bit at that, as he had already checked out the new cars that came out in the beginning of the year, Ryo then mumbled something in agreement before tightening his hold around the younger one. Hopefully they would be able to find a new place easily and then move in without too much hassle, he really looked forward to that, moving together as a family, now wasn’t that something?! “I’m gonna miss this place though,” the older one eventually sighed, a faint smile appearing on his face. There were quite many memories attached to this apartment, a lot had happened in here after all. Turning to kiss Hiroki on his cheek, Ryo then shrugged such thoughts from his mind as he focused on thinking about the things they would have ahead of them. “Where’d you wanna move then? Have you thought about it at all?”
A bit embarrassed then, as he hadn't really thought too much of it, Hiroki looked down at the covers under them and shook his head. Of course he knew they would have to move, but he hadn't really thought of where to or when or antyhing. "Not really...," he admitted while nursing his lip between his teeth. "But... I quite like it here... maybe still live in this area if possible? It's nice and all..." If they stayed where they were, there wouldn't be too much moving and the chance of getting caught would be really small. Then again, magazines never published anything about an idol or an artist's private life that included things like where they lived and such, but it would still be nice to do this as smooth as possible.
Humming approvingly, Ryo nodded once. It really was a nice neighborhood, and it wasn’t far from where Mie lived either. “Mm, I really like it here too, should search if there are any apartments available around here…,” Ryo said, softly stroking Hiroki’s arm. “You know, it’ll be really nice…,” he mumbled after a while, it would be really nice once they would find that place, their place… somehow that was completely different, not that the way things were now was bad or anything (except for the lack of space), but on some level it really felt like… a family thing to do?
Knowing exactly what Ryo was thinking about somehow, Hiroki hummed in reply and even nodded a little. It would be really nice to move somewhere, to make that apartment theirs, to buy things for it and to decide which room should be their bedroom and which should be Miyuki's. Maybe if they were lucky they would find a big one and even be able to have extra rooms. It would be really, really nice to move. "It's a bit like... like one of those things, right? That you do when you're really... settled down and all... isn't it?"
Smiling widely as he turned to look at Hiroki, Ryo leaned closer to press his lips against the younger one’s softly. “Yeah…,” he mumbled as he pulled away. Settling down… it really had a nice ring to it. Even though some people would say that it sounded boring, but to him it sounded rather calming, he had no reason to dislike the idea of settling down like that after all, since he already had found someone he wanted to settle down with, and they had Miyuki too, so it really sounded just perfect. “And then we’ll get the car too,” Ryo added then, just because it shouldn’t be forgotten! Families had cars after all, big cars. He really wanted to drive around in one of those cars, go to places with Hiroki and Miyuki and do things like that, like other families did. …And really he just wanted to show off, but only a little bit!
The younger one couldn't help but chuckle little at that, of course having noticed just how much Ryo wanted a new car by now. They had the money for it, of course they did, but it was a matter of time and, currently, space too. They already had one car after all. "We'll get a car too," Hiroki answered and nodded a little as he closed his eyes. They would have to get a pretty big car, didn't they? Sure there were just the three of them, but for some reason Hiroki wanted a bigger car than just one of those typical ones you buy just as you got your license. Big cars had... a family-feeling to them, didn't they? "A pretty big one..."
”Hell yeah,” Ryo immediately agreed, it would definitely have to be a big one, they already had a normal sized car so there was no use getting one like that, nope, it would have to be big. Ryo smiled at his husband who rested his head against his shoulder, eyes closed. It was really nice to sit like this… it would be really nice to take a drive somewhere, to the sea maybe, and just sit like this on the beach and watch the scenery on some summer night, things like that were nice weren’t they? “What are you thinking about..?”
"Hm?" Hiroki hummed as he blinked a little before deciding on keeping his eyes closed. What was he thinking about? He honestly wasn't quite sure. He hadn't really thought of it, and that sounded weird but it was true. He had to think in order to be able to realize what he thought of. "This...," he continued then, figuring he could always think about how nice it was to sit like this. "Just thinking of how good it is to sit like this..."
Smiling, Ryo hummed as he too closed his eyes for now. “You aren’t falling asleep are you now?” he asked after a couple of minutes had passed, gently poking Hiroki’s side. Of course he wouldn’t mind if Hiroki fell asleep like that, it was rather cute actually, but right now more than sleeping, he just wanted to enjoy their time like this. “We should get a place with one extra room, could put the guitars and stuff there…”
Hiroki was silent for a little while then, thinking of it and then smiled a little at how this was very typical of them. Hiroki had too thought of an extra room, of course he had, but... "Or...," he whispered, "so that my mom has somewhere else to sleep but the living room the next time she'll come and visit..." Of course it was Hiroki who would think of this, as much as Ryo loved his own parents and Hiroki's, the younger one knew that he also wanted for them to be alone with Miyuki most of them time. For obvious reasons really...
Staying silent for a couple of minutes, Ryo then cleared his throat as he straightened up his position a bit. “Yeah… sure…,” he mumbled then, trying not to sound as awkward as he felt. To be honest, thoughts about parents had not entered his mind even once up until now, no matter how awesome they were… Or well (for now) at least Hiroki’s mother was… especially when she wasn’t staying with them, was it mean of him to think like this? She was a fine lady, but really it just felt a bit awkward when she was around… “How’s everyone by the way? Have you talked to them at all since we came back?”
"I sent them a mail," Hiroki replied immediately and then lifted his head from Ryo's shoulder so he could look at him. Of course he knew what Ryo was thinking; he didn't like having parents around, but both of them knew it would happen again so why not think of it? "And it seems that they're fine, so no need to worry or anything~"
“Well that’s good to hear,” Ryo said then, smiling at the younger one. Now that the parents topic had been brought up, Ryo couldn’t help but to think about how he would have to eventually sit down with Hiroki’s father and clear things between them, it wasn’t a pleasant thought, but he knew that it would have to be done sooner or later, and in this case the sooner the better considering that it had been pushed back for quite some years already. “Should probably visit them some time soon… I mean… you know?” he then said, looking down at the bed sheets for a couple of seconds before lifting his head up to look the younger one in the eyes, the look on his face quite determined.
Honestly it bothered Hiroki quite a lot that his father and Ryo didn't get along. They probably would though, if they would only talk to each other. After all, it had been quite some time since the two of them got together now and they had a daughter - wasn't that proof enough for that they wouldn't end up going separate ways anytime soon? "I think so too," the younger one replied after a while and smiled at Ryo then, loving how the older one was so determined. It was nice to see, if he ever had (not that he had) doubted Ryo before, this surely was enough to show him he had no reason to doubt him, wasn't it?
The expression on his face softening rather quickly, Ryo half-nodded as he leaned back against the wall behind them. They’d probably have to do that before moving, that would be good wouldn’t it? It would make everything easier too… No matter how positive he felt about it though, there was a small part of him that hesitated, for the simple reason that he was afraid that one way or another, if things wouldn’t go well with Hiroki’s father, it might drive them into a fight as well, and that was definitely something he didn’t want to happen no matter how much it was healthy for couples to fight every now and then… Turning his eyes to look at his husband, Ryo drew the younger one closer. “Gimme a kiss?” he mumbled, letting his gaze move down from Hiroki’s eyes.
There was no way that Hiroki could keep his smile from widening then. He actually loved it when Ryo asked things like that - it was ridiculously cute. Cute but at the same time it made Hiroki feel a bit powerful... in a good way of course, and it wasn't that he felt powerless in other situations, this was just different. "Okay," he answered though and then let a few seconds pass before he leaned closer to the older one and claimed his lips.
Humming into the kiss, Ryo brought his hand up to Hiroki’s face, brushing a few strands of hair behind his ear as he parted his lips. It felt really good, to have Hiroki’s lips against his like this, even though it had happened countless times before, and would happen countless times from now on too, it still felt really good every time it happened, of course it did, it was Hiroki after all! Laughing softly as he pulled back, Ryo didn’t waste time leaning back to kiss the younger one again, only quickly this time though before leaning back with a smile on his face.
Hiroki wanted to say that that smile on the older one's lips was one that only he ever got to see, but there was no way that he could. Ryo was like that after all, even when he was on stage, having a concert he often looked proud and as if he was the best person in the whole wide world. Hiroki of course wouldn't argue that at all, but there were tons of other people that would. "Are you happy now?" he asked mockingly, almost as if he was asking a small child if they were happy because they were full or something.
Grinning at Hiroki, Ryo leaned in to steal another quick kiss from him. “Don’t mock my happiness,” he answered, instead of just playing along and admitting that yes he indeed was happy, he really was though, and he was pretty sure this was the best kind of happiness that there was too.
"But what if I want to mock your happiness?" Hiroki continued and leaned a bit closer again, tilting his head a bit to the side at the same time. Honestly he felt tired, which probably was why he was like this right now, but he didn't really want to go to bed just yet. "Hm~?"
“That would kinda be like you mocking yourself..?” Ryo then said, looking at Hiroki and feeling a bit silly. It was like that though, since when you thought about it, Hiroki definitely was his happiness. “Stupid,” the older one mumbled as a few seconds passed, and leaned forward to peck his partner’s lips gently, lingering close as the kiss broke. “Should I be feeling hurt now? Why would you want to mock my happiness?”
Hiroki frowned then, of course understanding but not really wanting to... just stop this yet. It was fun being like this after all, being a bit small and not having to be mature and adult... which he of course had to be most of the time. But being around Ryo when it was late was really nice. "Dunno," the younger one mumbled then and then suddenly changed his position completely so that he instead was laying down and placed his head in Ryo's lap.
Lifting his eyebrows as he looked down at Hiroki, Ryo then let a gentle smile form on his lips as he brushed his fingers through the younger one’s hair. Hiroki could be really silly sometimes, like just now, and while every now and then it made Ryo want to hit his head on a wall, currently all he could do was to smile sweetly at the stupid guy he called his husband… Not that he got to call Hiroki his husband very much… “You’re so stupid sometimes…”
"Do...," Hiroki started then, knowing very well that what he was about to ask was stupid, but felt the need to ask it anyway. "Do you like me even if I'm stupid?" he asked lowly, but loud enough for Ryo to hear. He knew that was a stupid question, but he really wanted to hear the answer to this even though it was obvious.
Amused at Hiroki’s question, Ryo stayed silent for a while as he only kept on stroking the younger one’s soft hair. A couple of minutes passed like that, with both of them staying silent, until Ryo shifted his position a bit, moving to sit a bit more comfortably before going back to playing with Hiroki’s hair. It was almost like a habit, that when ever Hiroki would be close like this, Ryo would unconsciously do this, it was somewhat nice, staying still but even so doing something... “Do you think I’d let you use me as your pillow if I didn’t like you?” Ryo eventually asked, he knew Hiroki knew though, but of course he didn’t mind reminding the younger one every now and then.
At that Hiroki smiled widely as he closed his eyes. He could easily fall asleep like this; being this close to Ryo while having just been told that he was liked. Right now he couldn't help but feel really, really good about everything. "I like you too," the younger one eventually replied. It was true though, he really liked Ryo - he liked him a lot. Liked him a bit too much for it to be healthy maybe, but as long as both of them were doing okay there was no way that Hiroki would stop. Probably he wasn't even able to even if he wanted... at least he hadn't been able to the few times he had really tried.
“You better,” Ryo mumbled, moving down to lie on the bed as well. If one was to ask Ryo how he felt right now, the best answer he would be able to come up with was that he felt really damn lucky. Really though, how many of his work mates had something like this? Or even overall, how many idols that were his age had something like this? Exactly, so in his humble opinion he didn’t mind considering himself really goddamn lucky. “From tomorrow onwards then, lets start looking for a new place…,” he mumbled after a while, moving to hold his hand around Hiroki as the younger one rested his head on his chest.
"Sounds good...," Hiroki whispered then and he even nodded a little as he put an arm around Ryo's waist. He realized that of course they couldn't go to bed like this, or well, sleep like this, but for now he was very happy where he was and it felt as if he would be able to stay like this forever... or until Miyuki woke up. "Very good..."
”Mm…,” Ryo hummed lowly, closing his eyes for a while only to open them soon again as a random thought entered his mind. Grinning, the older one of the two moved to lie on his side instead, smiling down at his partner before brushing the strands of hair that had fallen on his face, behind his ear. “Ne, when we both have a few days off, lets go somewhere, just the two of us, lets take the car and drive somewhere…”
A bit surprised to hear something like that when they had just been on a small trip (though of course with Miyuki), Hiroki just looked at Ryo for a while. He didn't dislike the sound of that though. He would like that actually, just get in the car with Ryo and go somewhere and then when the night would come they would just go to the closest hotel and spend the night there. Really random... it sounded good. "Okay," the younger replied with a smile and nodded a little as he looked Ryo in the eyes. He had without doubt the most beautiful eyes in the world... was he aware of that? Maybe he should tell him...
Smiling even wider now, Ryo leaned down to press his lips against Hiroki’s. True, they had just arrived back home a few days ago, and while he had enjoyed the trip quite a lot, it didn’t mean that he couldn’t take Hiroki somewhere, didn’t mean they couldn’t escape from everyone for a few days. Humming as they broke apart, Ryo let his lips linger over Hiroki’s. It would be really nice, to forget about everything else for a bit and only think about them, just to think about Hiroki and the road in front of them... “It’ll be fun,” he mumbled, leaning down to kiss the younger one’s ear softly while his fingers drew idle patterns along his side.
"It'll be nice," the younger one agreed and then turned his head so he could look at Ryo again. His eyes were really nice, they were the kind of brown that was really warming... even if Hiroki would be cold, if he would just look at Ryo he would sometimes feel warm again and that surely was thanks to eyes - how could it not be? "Ryo... I love your eyes," he thus whispered, feeling the need to say this even though Ryo already knew.
“Shut the fuck up…,” Ryo then, not very politely, mumbled as he bit down on his bottom lip in order to suppress the grin that made its way up on his face. Why the heck did Hiroki have to say things like that? Sure it was nice to know that the younger one liked his eyes but did he have to say it like that? While Ryo rather enjoyed being the one telling Hiroki how nice he looked and such, it always made him feel uneasy to be the one receiving these compliments. Not saying anything, as he just really felt uneasy in the situation, Ryo leaned down to kiss Hiroki’s neck once before claiming his lips again. “You tired?”
When Hiroki realized he had made Ryo embarrassed, he couldn't help but feel a bit happy. For some reason he always got happy knowing that he actually could make Ryo... like that, it made him a little bit excited and honestly he wanted to do it again... but maybe Ryo would be angry? But it was a compliment, wasn't it? "I...," he started and quickly kissed Ryo once more before again meeting his eyes. "I love your lips too..."
Now, this kind of a comment was something he could already sort of deal with. Most likely because it was moving away from the romantic comments and towards the sexy category, which was for some reason a lot more easier to deal with. “I bet you love what I can do with them too,” the older one said then, with a smirk playing on his lips as he leaned down to kiss the other one, slower this time, and with more passion than the kisses they had shared before that night.
Okay so Ryo didn't get embarrassed - unfortunately - but there was no way that Hiroki would say no to this just because of it. Ryo was very right about that though, Hiroki loved everything that he was capable of with his lips - his mouth in general. Ryo had the sexiest mouth ever... Kissing back in the very same way, Hiroki closed his eyes and let his hand around the older one find its way up under his shirt.
Smiling against the younger one’s lips, Ryo let a soft laughter escape his lips as they broke apart for air. This definitely wasn’t what he had expected would happen tonight, so it was more than a pleasant surprise to have Hiroki’s hand under his shirt. “So tell me,” Ryo mumbled then as his lips brushed against Hiroki’s ear as he went to place kisses along his neck. “What else do you love?”
Humming approvingly as he continued to stroke Ryo's back, a small smile spread on Hiroki's lips. What else he loved about Ryo? What was there NOT to love about him really? Of course he wouldn't say that but that was what was going around in his head as he parted his lips and let a very small moan escape them. "Love your hands...," he whispered after a while, being very careful with not speaking too loud as Miyuki woke up really easily sometimes.
Smirking, Ryo moved to fully lie on top of Hiroki. His hands huh… Well, he was rather skillful with using them, in his humble opinion. “Hmm~” the older one hummed, his warm breath hitting the younger one’s skin as he moved up to whisper into his ear. “Like this…?” he asked as he buttoned down Hiroki’s pajamas, his fingers brushing over his abdomen every now and then until the piece of clothing was finally open and out of the way. Sliding his hand up and down Hiroki’s bare front, Ryo smiled against the younger one’s neck as he let a few fingers slip under the waistline of his pants, only teasing for now.
Hiroki really enjoyed this. Even though he knew that Ryo was just teasing him so far, he still really enjoyed it. Of course, what would come after this would be even better and he knew that most likely would end up being louder than he should be, but right now he thought little of that. The night had barely started after all, or at least that was what it felt like right now. He hadn't really expected something like this to happen when he'd started gaming earlier this evening but right now? He really couldn't say he minded too much.