Ryo (ryochan) wrote in candypop, @ 2008-12-19 04:03:00 |
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23rd of November 2008, Ryo, Hiroki and Miyuki
Walking a few steps behind the younger one, Ryo stopped as well as he peaked at Hiroki from under the towel he currently was drying his hair with.
“What?” he mumbled, ruffling his hair with the towel once more before turning his head to look at where Hiroki seemed to be looking at…
“Eh…?” the older one mumbled, frowning at the sight of the stroller in the hallway – he was pretty sure that had not been there before and that Mie should have it with her, and certainly there was no sight of her or their daughter anywhere inside the apartment. Glancing at Hiroki with an awkward smile making its way up on his lips, Ryo waited for Hiroki’s reaction, since surely it would be priceless.
There was no way that one couldn't understand what that meant. With the stroller standing there, with no one else being around... it could only mean one thing; that Mie had been back but left again.
"Ryo...," Hiroki mumbled as he realized that and immediately thought back of how he hadn't been even a little bit silent in the shower. What if Mie had returned just in that moment and... and heard, and...
"No... no, no, it can't..."
Ignoring his husband for now, Hiroki quickly turned around and headed for the bedroom, only to save himself from further embarrassment if the nanny would suddenly come back. Once in that room though, he immediately sat down on the edge of the bed and hid his face in his hands. This couldn't seriously be happening, could it? Why was this happening!?
Letting out a small laughter as Hiroki hurried into the bedroom, Ryo threw his towel on the bed as he put on a pair of boxers before looking for something to wear.
“What..?” the older one mumbled as he turned to face Hiroki with a shirt in his hands, he didn’t really get what there was to be so upset about… Maybe he should just leave Hiroki alone and go clean up before calling to Mie, it was soon eight after all...
"What?" Hiroki echoed and then looked up at his boyfriend, in a way not really willing to believe that Ryo couldn't see what this meant. "You're asking me -what-?! Mie has obviously been here while we were in the shower and you're asking me -what-!?"
How could he not see how this was a big deal!? Would Ryo seriously be able to look Mie in the eyes when she got back, knowing that she might - most likely - have heard something!? How could he be so cool about something like that, it was embarrassing!
Blinking a few times before grinning, Ryo pulled the shirt over his head before walking past Hiroki to grab his sweatpants from where they were lying on the chair near the mirror.
“Yeah…?” he asked then as he put the pants on, “should probably call her and tell her she should head back, she probably hasn’t headed far without the stroller…”
Leaving Hiroki alone for a while as he went to look for his phone, Ryo returned after a few minutes, but as he was welcomed by Hiroki who still looked quite shocked (though Ryo wasn’t sure if it was because of the situation or because of his reaction to said situation), the older one didn’t go ahead and call their nanny just yet. “Or should I go and get Miyuki? They’re probably just at the playground?”
Hiroki looked up at Ryo then, the expression on his face making it obvious how he wasn't even the slightest amused or happy about any of this. Looking more worried than anything else, the younger one then looked down and sighed as he shook his head.
"What if... what if she heard...," he mumbled, wanting to just get down in the bed and hide under the covers as he said that. If Mie heard, if she had heard when he and Ryo had had sex in the shower there was no way that he would ever be able to look at her again... but then again, how would he ever find out? It wasn't as if he could ask... and she would probably act as if she hadn't heard anything...
Just a little bit amused, Ryo leaned against the doorframe as he watched the younger one.
“Don’t think she did,” he mumbled then, seeing no reason to tease Hiroki about this as he seemed to be pretty upset already. Even if Mie had gotten inside on a moment they had not been very silent, she probably had not heard anything what with the shower being on and all… besides the walls weren’t too thin…! …And … stuff…
“Her own fault anyways, she’s the one who was early…!”
"You don't think so?" the younger one asked then as he looked down again. He probably should get dressed, if Mie would come back sometime soon, but right now just the thought of that she would be in the same house at them made him feel awkward. She was a nice girl and all, she definitely was! Hiroki really liked her even, but just... what if she... what if?
“Nah, “ the older one said and shrugged as he walked to sit on the bed, right next to Hiroki. The younger one was really thinking too much about it, it really didn’t matter whether Mie had heard or not, she only got herself to blame!
“And if she did, at least it was only her this time, and not all the neighbors!” Ryo then very cleverly noted as he put an arm around Hiroki’s shoulders, though something was telling him that this time he should’ve kept his mouth shut...
At that Hiroki's eyes widened and he turned his head to look at his husband. Very easily seeing how Ryo wasn't even the slightest worried about this as he tried - and failed - to hold back a grin.
"Stupid!" Hiroki immediately said in a loud voice and even went so far as to push Ryo away from himself - causing the older one to fall down on the floor.
"That is so NOT funny," he continued then as he got up to his feet and walked over to the closet in order to get something to wear.
Sitting up on the floor, Ryo watched as Hiroki went to get something to wear, though if you would as Ryo he wouldn’t mind the younger one walking around in his current state… but maybe that wasn’t appropriate...
Getting up from the floor, Ryo walked to stand behind Hiroki, leaning his chin on the taller one’s shoulder as he put his arms around his waist.
“Sorry…,” he mumbled against the side of Hiroki’s neck, the grin still playing on his lips. “Couldn’t help it…”
Hiroki sighed as he lowered his arms, in which he held the shirt he had had planned on taking on. Being halfnaked like this was better than just having a towel on of course, but it did feel a bit weird to just be dressed in sweatpants, knowing that the nanny could be there at any moment...
"You're mean...," the taller one mumbled then as he leaned back against Ryo and let his head rest against Ryo's. It was true though, the older one definitely was mean... at least sometimes.
“Am not…,” Ryo immediately mumbled as he held Hiroki a bit tighter in his arms while swaying from side to side slightly, it probably wasn’t hard to tell that he was quite happy to hold the younger one in his arms right now.
“I’m full of loooove~” he hummed in a deep voice before kissing Hiroki on his neck once, it really was only once though as the doorbell rang and Ryo, knowing very who exactly there was behind the door, left Hiroki alone as he headed to the hallway. Greeting their nanny cheerfully, Ryo soon had his arms full of Miyuki, who seemed rather happy to see her daddy. It didn’t take long for them to go through the day briefly (Miyuki trying her best to join the conversation with random comments of what she had seen at the park) and once Mie had politely refused his offer to drive her back home, the father and daughter were left alone in the hallway.
“Should we eat something before getting ready for bed?” Ryo asked as he let the girl down once having gotten her out from her outerwear.
As he heard how the door closed after Mie, Hiroki couldn't help but feel a bit bad about not having gone out there to greet her. Though that thought quickly left him alone as he realized that this meant that his favorite girl in the whole world was home.
"Miyukiiii?" he thus asked as he left the bedroom (now with a shirt on!) and as he immediately heard her reply he crouched in the living room so she could hurry up to him. Ignoring how Ryo looked at them (it was embarrassing!) Hiroki smiled widely as he lifted up the little girl and rubbed his nose against hers.
"Hello Miyuki, has today been fun?"
Smiling a bit at the scene before his eyes, Ryo shook his head a bit before walking into the kitchen.
“I’ll fix us something…,” he mumbled, though as he laid his eyes on the table and the pile of dishes in the sink, Ryo let out a sigh. Not quite as full of energy as he had been just a while ago, Ryo moved slowly between the fridge and the table, as he packed the leftovers into smaller bowls. He rather enjoyed the cooking part, but like with most things, cleaning up afterwards was just really bothersome…
“Hiroki!” he thus called out after a while, since surely the younger one could help him, and Miyuki could… well, she could just hang out with them.
Having no idea of what the kitchen looked like - or well, he knew of course but it just wasn't on his mind right now - Hiroki hummed cheerfully in reply as he, with Miyuki in his arms, walked into the room that Ryo was in.
Immediately noticing how it didn't really look that great (though it had been worse!), he looked at the girl in his arms and then pouted a little as he looked at Ryo.
"I've got my hands full~"
Slumping down a bit as Hiroki didn’t seem very eager to help, the older one let out a sigh.
“Please?” he tried, even faking a small pout on his lips to match Hiroki’s. This was why they should get a housekeeper…!
“I mean I can hold her…?” Ryo kindly offered, moving closer to his really -really- pretty husband and the cutest daughter in the world, had he told Hiroki he was pretty lately?
“You look really good by the way,” he mumbled as he wrapped his arms around Hiroki and Miyuki, before lightly pecking the taller one on his cheek. This was not just so to get Hiroki to help, honestly! Hiroki really looked good! …In sweatpants and a t-shirt, now wasn’t that something, his husband really was awesome wasn’t he? Humming a bit happily, Ryo stroked Miyuki’s hair lovingly before kissing the side of Hiroki’s mouth softly.
“You’re really awesome…,” the older one of the two fathers mumbled, lowering his hand just a bit so that it was now placed against Hiroki’s lower back. “Isn’t he?” Ryo turned to look at Miyuki quickly before looking back up at Hiroki, “Papa’s really awesome ain’t he~”
Looking at Ryo, not at all as amused as both he and Miyuki seemed to be, Hiroki finally sighed before handing the shorter one the girl.
"Fine, fine, fine," he mumbled and clicked his tongue in annoyance before walking up to the table to take the plates from it.
"But you'll give me a massage later," Hiroki continued, definitely about to demand something from Ryo for having to do this. It wasn't his job! Not that it was Ryo's either or something, but still...!
“But I cooked…!” Ryo immediately protested, but as Hiroki didn’t give in and Ryo didn’t particularly hate giving massages to him, there really wasn’t much to argue about.
“You’re so lucky…,” Ryo mumbled as he walked into the living room with Miyuki in his arms, since they hadn’t really had the time to clean up there before Mie had gotten back.
“You still have years until you’ll have to do dishes and stuff, lucky girl!” Ryo said as he let the girl down on the floor so that he could pick up the guitar that had been left lying on the floor as… as the couch had been used for other purposes.
"She'll learn early!" Hiroki hurried to say then, of course not meaning it as harshly as it sounded, he was just a bit pouty. Though there was no way he'd let Miyuki grow up and be... spoiled. She would have to help out at home when she could, and that way she'd learn too.
"Not to take after her father, that is." Because Ryo was way too lazy... No really, he was.
“Well that’s fine with me…!” Ryo said with grin on his face as he looked at Miyuki who was playing with the carpet.
“I agree that girls should take after their mamas…,” he hummed cheerfully as he grabbed the pair of socks that had been forgotten behind before and went to quickly throw them into the laundry basket.
While he was gone though, Miyuki had gotten to discover the wallet that had been left alone on the coffee table and soon enough most of its contents were scattered around the floor with the happy girl sitting on the centre of the mess with her father's credit card in her hands – and just like many other things that were completely new to her, she just had to taste it, causing Ryo to panic as he returned from the bathroom.
“Noo Miyuki, no!” Ryo said (just a tiny bit amused) as he hurried to grab his card back. “No eating credit cards …You’re really not helping much you know that?”
As he heard that, Hiroki couldn't help but laugh and shake his head as he then shook his head as his fringe annoyed his eyes.
"Another reason for why she shouldn't hang out with you too much!" he called from the kitchen though, of course not meaning that even a little bit, but as he loved teasing Ryo about things like that, there was no way he could keep himself from saying something.
"You teach her only bad things 'cause she definitely didn't get that from me!"
“You’re just like that though! You just eat what is on that card, while she’s eating the actual thing~” Ryo called back, while collecting his things from the floor.
“There’s not much difference in that, either way I’ll be broke…!” he said then, even faking a sob as he kneeled on the floor, causing Miyuki to giggle and move closer as she tried to grab the wallet from his hand. He didn’t mean any of that of course, and the truth was that more than Hiroki spending his money, it was him wanting to spend his money on Hiroki, he couldn’t help it though, he liked spoiling the younger one.
"I quite like it like that though," Hiroki replied easily and then started to hum a tune he had had in his head for a while now. He really liked this though, the life he lived now. He loved knowing that Miyuki and Ryo were just in the other room while Hiroki was here, taking care of the dishes. Then Ryo would cook and he would be the one to take care of Miyuki and spend some time with her and... it was just so perfect. Everything was so perfect it was kind of hard to believe that it was actually happening... he was really lucky, wasn't he?
“I bet you do!” Ryo immediately called back, smiling as he lifted Miyuki up in his arms before lying down on the carpet with Miyuki sitting on his stomach.
“He’s spoiled isn’t he? Yes he is~” Ryo talked to the little girl, holding her small hands in his as she swayed back and forth. Miyuki was so cute, and even though she did lots of silly things like trying to eat credit cards, Ryo couldn’t really imagine life without her.
“How does tomorrow look like for you?” he called out after a while, at the same time smiling at Miyuki who was busy counting his fingers, not that she could count that well but at least she could grab and pull at them!!
Tomorrow? Suddenly brought back to reality from having been stuck in his thinking of how life was perfect and so on, Hiroki tried to think of how his schedule looked. He had rehearsals most of the day but that was all, wasn't it?
"Rehearsal," he answered and once he was sure of that that was all, he nodded a little. "And rehearsal, going to meet up with Saki-chan too, it's been a while since we saw each other, but nothing more~ Why? What about yours?"
Staying silent for a while and frowning a bit, which had Miyuki poking his face and laughing at the expressions he made, Ryo mentally kicked himself for being like this.
“Why are you meeting up with her?” he asked though, clearing his throat a bit afterwards, of course Hiroki could meet up with anyone he wanted to… like… Yui… and other… married people… who he didn’t hook up with in dramas… and stuff…
Giving himself another mental kick, Ryo focused on playing with Miyuki (and hating on Saki, but Hiroki didn’t have to know…).
"Huh?" the younger one let out at that, not knowing anything about Ryo's thoughts when it came to Saki. After all, he had never said anything about before! And just the thought of that Ryo could be jealous seemed silly so it naturally didn't even cross Hiroki's mind.
"Because it's been a while since we met up," Hiroki answered and then turned off the water. Drying his hands with his shirt, the younger of the parents walked up to the doorway and leaned against its frame while looking at Ryo and Miyuki. "Why?"
“Nothing really…,” Ryo mumbled immediately, not looking up at Hiroki for now, but just keeping his eyes on Miyuki who was having hard time deciding whether to stay put where she was or go to Hiroki.
“Just that it’s been a while so I thought that you two weren’t meeting up and stuff anymore…,” he ‘explained’ himself then. He knew there wasn’t really anything to be jealous about (except that Hiroki would be spending time with her instead of him – big deal, yes) and that he was being silly right now, but at the same time Ryo couldn’t really help himself.
"Ah, no, not at all," Hiroki replied at that, not even the slightest suspicious about why Ryo was wondering. Walking over to the couch, he took his new guitar and as he sat down started playing a little.
"She's just been busy," he continued and putting his hand flat against the strings, Hiroki smiled down at Ryo and Miyuki. "But we've been mailing and she's got tomorrow off so we'll meet for lunch."
Honestly he really looked forward to it. He really enjoyed hanging out with his friends after all and while he and Saki didn't really have too much in common, somehow they just got along really well anyway.
“Oh…,” was all that Ryo managed to utter out at that. So they really were pretty close… Ryo really felt like kicking himself for feeling so jealous, like every mail Hiroki would send to that Saki, was one less for him, but wasn’t it like that? And every hour he would spend with her tomorrow would be less time spent with his family! He was really being overly possessive now though, and he didn’t quite like it. “Well… have fun then… and stuff…”
While Hiroki hadn't had a single clue about that Ryo was jealous, he would have to be really blind and deaf not to notice it this time. Considering he wasn't, he immediately noticed that something was off and thus he went to ask about it.
"What?" he asked, smiling still as he saw no reason not to. He was really quite happy with where he was right now after all. "What's wrong?"
“Hm? Oh, nothing…,” Ryo mumbled a bit absentmindedly, having spaced off into his own thoughts for a moment.
As Ryo wasn’t currently being very entertaining, the little girl that had been sitting on his stomach, not so very gently got up from her place and headed towards the couch.
“Papa~” Miyuki said, poking Hiroki’s leg once and laughing a bit before wrapping her arms around it.
“Ne, ne, ne!” she called out, and once she had her father looking down at her, leaned forward as much as she could and made a kissy face at him. “Chuu~!”
Unable to ignore worrying over Ryo, but figuring he'd save it for later, Hiroki laughed as he took up Miyuki into his arms. Kissing her quickly, he then kissed her forehead before letting her rest against his chest as he stroke her back.
"Have Miyuki had fun today~?" he asked, not really expecting an answer that would make sense, but figured the little girl would try to tell him at least. She didn't know too many words yet, but those words she knew she was very good at using.
Turning so that she could look at her father, Miyuki smiled brightly.
“Doggie!” she started, giggling a bit at how the dog had tricked its owner and almost ran away when they had been at the park, but then at the end of the day she had gotten to pet the dog! She had been really good too, and listened when Mie had told her not to pull on the dog’s hair… She didn’t know how to tell all that to her father though, so for now she just smiled up at him as if Hiroki understood everything.
Still lying on the floor, Ryo looked up at his husband and daughter with a small smile on his lips. He really had nothing to be jealous about did he? Yet here he was, being exactly that, only because Hiroki was meeting up with a friend… Maybe there was something wrong with him?
“When will you have to leave?” Ryo asked then, the smile still on his lips as he moved to lay on his side so that he could look at the other two more easily.
Smiling in return to Miyuki, Hiroki shrugged in reply to Ryo's question.
"Around noon I guess," he answered before returning most of his attention to the girl in his lap. She was so cute, looking like the happiest person alive and the way she smiled made him smile even wider. It was something about Miyuki that just made you feel really, really good... Hiroki really loved that.
"You saw a dog today?" Hiroki asked as he continued to talk to her. "Was the dog big?"
“Un! Big~!” Miyuki immediately agreed, nodding furiously. Almost all the dogs she saw were big though, considering she was so small, but this one had been really big as Mie had had to lift her up so that she could pet it.
“And!” She continued, leaning against her father as she giggled a bit at how cute the dog had been. “Soft~!”
Amused at how excited Miyuki was as she talked about the dog, Ryo decided to stay silent for now and just looked at the scene going on before his eyes, somehow watching this was really calming.
"A soft dog?" Hiroki replied to that, smiling at his daughter as there was nothing else he could do. She was so indescribably cute, it was a bit... almost a bit weird to think that within maybe half a year she'd be able to talk with full sentences.
"Is Miyuki hungry now?"
“Mm~!” Miyuki hummed then, putting a hand over her stomach as if to make her point clear. She would indeed gladly eat anything offered, and seeing how Ryo got up and disappeared into the kitchen got her somewhat curious of what they would have this evening.
“Ne, papa…,” she mumbled, tugging on Hiroki’s shirt as she pointed towards the kitchen with her free hand. She wanted to walk on her own though, but Hiroki would have to come too!
"Hm?" the younger parent asked then, of course understanding what Miyuki wanted but even so wouldn't give in just yet. He knew she found it difficult to say some things at times, asking to go somewhere was something she'd never done before but there was a first time for everything!
"Whaaat?"
“Nee, papaa…,” she tried again, stubbornly pointing at the direction of the kitchen but as Hiroki didn’t let it go so easily, all she could do was try harder. Climbing down from Hiroki’s lap, Miyuki went to stand on the middle of the carpet on the floor.
“Nee!” she said, pointing at the kitchen again, but pausing as she had to think of what to say next. Looking down at her feet the little girl tried to utter the right word out, she wanted to say the right thing! She really did!!
Hiroki couldn't help but chuckle then and, no matter how much he didn't want to, he had to give in. Miyuki was a really difficult opponent, what with her being so cute.
"Let's go to the kitchen," he said, speaking slowly and clearly so she would be able to understand and eventually mimic it. Not today and not tomorrow but eventually.
Finally getting up to his feet, Hiroki then headed towards the kitchen followed by Miyuki.
"What will we eat for dinner?" he asked then, looking at his husband while sitting down. Honestly he was quite hungry... sure, the two of them had eaten some earlier but... after that they had been quite active, surely it was normal to be hungry after that?
Following her father as she tried to memorize what Hiroki had just said, and even muttered a few words (they didn’t come out very clear though as nervousness had her sucking on her thumb no matter how many times she had been told not to do it), Miyuki soon saw Ryo standing by the fridge, and as Hiroki had already sat down, the little girl took a few quick steps until she reached the older one of her parents, hugging his leg as she did so.
Looking down at the little girl that had suddenly plastered herself around his leg, Ryo smiled a bit before focusing back at the task at hand.
“Omurice…,” the older one of the two fathers mumbled, he couldn’t really bother cooking anything special as he had already cooked once already, so omurice would do, at least it was fast and easy to make.
"Sounds great~" Hiroki replied with a smile then and let his elbow rest against the table so he could rest his head in his hand. For some reason Ryo's acting from earlier really bugged him. He had been a bit weird after all, had been... he had been really... kind of weird. Maybe he hurt or something?
"Neee," he said then and smiled as he noticed that the older one was listening. "Everything okay?"
“Yeah sure, everything’s fine…,” Ryo mumbled as he moved to take plates from one of the kitchen cabinets, dragging his leg behind him as Miyuki was clinging onto it with both hands and legs, this of course caused the little girl to giggle happily. Putting the plates down on to the counter next to the stove, Ryo soon placed one egg after another on them, adding the mixture of rice and other ingredients before fixing everything.
“Now you gotta let go Miyu, daddy’s gonna have to serve the food so you better go sit on you place if you wanna eat…,” Ryo said then, looking down at the girl who in turn stared up at him before letting go and walking up to Hiroki instead, as she wasn’t big enough to get onto her own seat herself just yet.
After having helped Miyuki up so she got to sit in the chair made especially for small children like her, Hiroki frowned at his husband. Something was definitely not... right, something was up. Something was... maybe not wrong, but definitely not right... he seemed down, somehow. But as it appeared he didn't want to talk about it now, Hiroki would just have to ask about it later when they were alone.
"It looks delicious~"
Soon enough the delicious looking (and tasting, thank you very much) food had been eaten, and those who had actually stayed up past their bedtime (not that Miyuki had very strict bedtimes) were all in pajamas and ready to go to sleep.
Holding Miyuki up in his arms, Ryo walked into the living room where Hiroki was sitting on the armchair, playing with his new guitar.
“Time for goodnight kiss~” Ryo said as he walked up to the younger parent, waiting for him to stand up as he couldn’t very well bend down with a sleepy Miyuki in his arms.
Immediately putting the instrument aside, Hiroki got up to his feet. Putting an arm around Ryo's waist, he leaned forward to kiss Miyuki before looking at the shorter man.
"Talk when you get back?" he asked in a low voice, not really sure of why he'd decided to keep it down. He didn't really worry about Miyuki understanding or anything - especially not when she was so tired, but talking in a louder voice when they were so close just seemed silly.
“I don’t think we need to talk…,” Ryo mumbled, leaning forward to claim Hiroki’s lips into a kiss. It didn’t last long though and as they parted, Ryo reached forward so that he could whisper something into the younger one’s ear, as no words left his lips though, Ryo pulled away and without saying anything more, went to put the girl to bed.
Having kissed Miyuki good night and made sure she was properly under the cover, Ryo turned to look at Hiroki who still sat in the armchair. “Bed now?”
Looking up at Ryo then, not quite sure if he should just agree to this or not, Hiroki sighed lightly. Something was bothering the older one, one could easily tell if you just knew him a little and considering Hiroki did know Ryo pretty damn well...
Waving to Ryo to get closer to him, not getting any questions thrown at him as the older one just did as he was told, Hiroki nursed his lip between his teeth as he looked up.
"Ryo...," he started in a low voice, not quite sure of what to say more. Miyuki had started to sleep really well at nights now - whole nights - but maybe, if they were going to talk, they should do it in the bedroom?
"...what's wrong? You're... acting weird... as if you're down or something..."
Without saying anything, Ryo closed the short distance between him and the chair Hiroki sat on. Straddling the younger one’s lap as he sat down upon him, Ryo cupped Hiroki’s face into his hands as he leaned forward to kiss him, not at all caring whether it was okay with the younger one or not. All he knew was that he needed to do this, had to feel Hiroki’s lips against his own and have him moan into the kiss as his tongue slipped past those pink lips and stroked against Hiroki’s. He had to feel Hiroki’s gentle hands carefully touch his body as the kiss wouldn’t break, as he wouldn’t pull away but only quickly let their lips part for air before kissing Hiroki again.
For what felt like an eternity, Hiroki did nothing. He felt shocked, he felt completely paralyzed by the way Ryo was kissing him. It wasn't as if he hadn't kissed him before or anything - today they'd kissed a lot - but something was different now. Hiroki didn't know what or how but a part of him didn't really care as he slowly realized that he probably should do something. Clumsily putting his hands on Ryo's hips, Hiroki then answered the kiss and then even moaned lowly into it. Ryo had to kiss him like this more often, it was absolutely amazing. It made him feel a bit... a bit weird... a bit... lightheaded and it made his heart beat ridiculously fast. In the best way possible.
Pushing some hair behind Hiroki’s ear as he finally pulled away, Ryo let his breathing even for a few moments until he let his hand slip behind Hiroki’s neck, fingers playing with the long strands of hair idly. Leaning his forehead against the younger one’s, Ryo said nothing but just stayed there, every now and then letting his fingers run over Hiroki’s cheek. A small smile played on his lips as he leaned down to kiss Hiroki again, much more gently this time, but still just as passionate.
The younger one had no idea of what to do to that, so as usual he just replied to the kiss. He tried to be as passionate about it as Ryo was, but for some reason it really felt as if he came off as more confused than passionate, hopefully that wasn't bad though.
"Mm...," Hiroki hummed once Ryo pulled back again, and he folded his hands behind Ryo as if to make sure the older one wouldn't go anywhere. Slowly opening his eyes then, he looked up at his lover's ice and smiled softly.
"What...," he whispered, "...what did I do to deserve that...?"
Shaking his head a bit as he just sat there with his eyes closed, Ryo then took Hiroki’s hand into his before standing up.
“…let’s go to bed?” he said, pulling the younger one’s hand slightly as he looked at him over his shoulder. He really wanted to go to bed though and just lay down, today had been pretty tiring after all, even before he had gotten home. Just lying down on their bed and holding Hiroki in his arms would be perfect. To hold –his- Hiroki and fall asleep like that, maybe it was strange to be so cuddly, but Ryo loved sleeping close to Hiroki, loved feeling tall and lean his body against his own under the covers and how their body heat mixed together kept them warm on nights when it got really chilly even inside the apartment.
It didn't take too long before the two of them had brushed their teeth (which was all that needed to be done really, considering the earlier shower - and a quick visit to the bathroom once actually in the bedroom) and then finally made their way to the bed.
Now laying down in the bed, just slightly lower than Ryo as that just always seemed to happen for no real reason (he didn't mind though), Hiroki smiled as he closed his eyes. He didn't really want to sleep just yet, but even so the thought of sleeping was very, very nice.
"Today was crazy...," he mumbled though, not wanting to sleep without having talked a little to Ryo first.
Humming lowly, Ryo tightened his hold around Hiroki. Today had indeed been pretty crazy… and random, but at the same time really damn awesome. Shifting around a bit, Ryo eventually moved so that he could hide his face on the back of Hiroki’s neck, he loved lying like this even though Hiroki’s hair tickled his face and he couldn’t look at the younger one – maybe that was exactly the reason he found the position so safe. Reaching up to kiss Hiroki’s cheek once, Ryo then let his lips brush over his ear.
“Don’t like her so much…,” the older one said quietly, tightening his hold just on Hiroki again as he moved to rest his head on the pillow again, closing his eyes as he pushed his head against the back of Hiroki’s neck gently.
At first Hiroki didn't understand and he was about to ask who Ryo was talking about when he realized that the older one was actually hiding. Hiroki had done that too a few times; admitted something and then regretted having said it and thus tried to hide in... this way. He didn't want to be apart from Ryo after all... So because of this, Hiroki remained silent as he tried to think of what females they had talked about today that Ryo could be talking about. It didn't take him too long to realize that this 'her' had to be Mie or Saki and considering Hiroki knew that Ryo quite liked Mie...
Why didn't Ryo like Saki? Had she done something? They had gotten along just fine when they'd been recording that drama but now...
"Why?" he quietly asked, knowing very well that Ryo probably just wanted to forget about it already and so he would - he wouldn't ask or bring it up, but... just an answer to this question?
Actually he didn’t really… dislike Saki… she was probably a nice girl and all, since Hiroki liked her and all …but…
“Don’t want you to like her so much…,” Ryo whispered then, despite hating to admit that -he- was actually being jealous here. Because that was just awfully uncool, especially when he knew there wasn’t really anything to be jealous about, it was just Hiroki spending time with his friend… which meant he wouldn’t spend time with Ryo, which had him feeling jealous, why was this suddenly such a big deal?
There was no way that Hiroki couldn't smile at that and as he did he wrapped his arms around Ryo as good as he possibly could. It was a bit difficult due to their position though but somehow he managed. Of course he wouldn't say anything about it, because no matter how jealous Ryo would be, Hiroki would still be friends with Saki. But there was no way he couldn't think of this as absolutely adorable... Ryo could be so cute sometimes.
"I love you so much," the younger one whispered then, not quite sure of if this would help or anything, but definitely felt as if he had to say it nonetheless.
Humming silently, Ryo kissed Hiroki’s neck once before snuggling closer.
“I know…,” he eventually whispered, not bothering to say the words back as he knew that Hiroki knew already. The mood was a bit less cheerful than it had been earlier this evening though, and Ryo didn’t quite like it. He knew it was actually his fault, and while it wasn’t that bothersome, just calm and tender and that could be nice too, the older one desperately wanted to change the topic, as it just wasn’t very cool to be like this.
“Ne…,” He mumbled after a while, brushing his nose against Hiroki’s cheek as he moved his head.
“Can we go to the park some day…?” This was something he had been wanting to ask for a while now, and it definitely was something he wanted to do as soon as they both had time, to go to some park or playground nearby with Miyuki like all the other parents did with their children… Maybe they wouldn’t be able to go though, it was pretty risky…
Immediately thinking of what it would be like to play with Miyuki in the park, let her try one of the swings and carefully walk up to some dog if she wanted to... so she'd get to touch it... it sounded really, really nice.
"I think we should," the younger one whispered in reply then and hummed lowly. He definitely thought that sounded like a great idea and sure, they were famous but if they would dress well then it wouldn't be a problem.
"Definitely should..."
Perking up as Hiroki agreed with him, Ryo moved so that he was now propped up on his elbow.
“You think so?” he asked, smiling down at the younger one as he brushed some hair away from his face. He definitely wanted to do that, listening Mie tell them about their trips to the playground always had Ryo longing for that, and while it was something completely normal and simple for other families, an everyday activity even, to them it wasn’t. It just simply didn’t happen; Nishikido Ryo didn’t go out on public with his family to spend time at some random playground like other fathers did.
Brushing his thumb over Hiroki’s bottom lip, Ryo eventually leaned down to kiss him, slowly parting the younger one’s lips to deepen the kiss.
“You tired?” he mumbled as the kiss broke, and eventually rested his head down on the pillow again.
"A bit...," Hiroki mumbled in reply as he moved a bit closer to the older one. Honestly he wasn't that tired, but sleeping had never been anything he took for granted anymore - not with a busy job and a little girl in the house, sleep was something that definitely needed to be treasured.
"Are you?"
“Mm…,” Ryo hummed, because honestly he was pretty damn tired. But for some reason he couldn’t fully relax right now, with a smile on his face and all these thoughts running through his head.
“You know, when we’ll get a son, I’ll so go to the park and teach him to play football… or catch ball, you know? I’ll totally do that…” Not really realizing how he was thinking way ahead of things, Ryo just nodded a few times with the smile on his face while holding Hiroki close. The jealousy was now all gone and what filled his mind was images of them, of their family currently and of how it might look after a few years, it looked great by the way, if you just had to know.
Even though Ryo didn't notice, there was no way that Hiroki could not react to just how much ahead Ryo was talking. Though he didn't plan on saying anything about it out loud as that would surely embarrass the older one. Instead he just smiled widely and hummed lowly in reply as he allowed himself to think of how that kind of future would look like. Honestly Hiroki had no idea of how they would ever get more children - if they even could - but it was a nice thing to think about.
"Sounds good..."
“Yeah,” Ryo mumbled then, hiding his face into the crook of Hiroki’s neck as he held the younger one close.
“Love you…,” he whispered after a while, lips curling into a small smile. He really was a lucky man! Having found his soul mate, (closer than he ever thought he would… Actually before Hiroki he hadn’t really even thought about things like soul mates) having created a family with that said person, being able to fall asleep holding that person in his arms… yeah, he really considered himself lucky.
Whispering a good night wish to Hiroki and kissing his shoulder softly, Ryo let out a low hum as he let himself begin to drift asleep.
When Hiroki woke up the next morning, it wasn't because he wanted to. The annoying melody coming from the bedside table was enough to ruin one's day completely and hadn't it been because Ryo was right there next to him, the day would probably have ended up being just like that.
Feeling somewhat rested though - as if his brain had had enough rest at least - Hiroki turned in the bed and looked up at his boyfriend who also seemed to wake up as the ringing just wouldn't stop.
"Your phone...," Hiroki mumbled as he closed his eyes, moving so he could rest his head against Ryo's chest while wishing that Ryo would just pick up already.
Shifting around as he reached for his phone, Ryo mumbled an apology to Hiroki as he had to move from under him in order to reach the annoying device that should just go and die. Not because he was dead tired though, but having Hiroki rest his head on your chest was one of the best things ever, not that anyone else would get to try that!
“It’s mom…,” Ryo mumbled, rather confused since it wasn’t every day that his mother decided to call him, and he had just woken up, everything was confusing when you woke up. Answering the phone eventually, Ryo moved his pillow so that he could sit up a bit and rest his back against it while pulling Hiroki close again. Putting his arm around the younger one and smiling down at him as he let his fingers brush through his hair idly, Ryo listened to his mother’s cheerful voice greeting him in the other end of the line, how could that woman be so full of energy at a time like this?! Not that he knew what the time was, but it definitely was too early for phone calls!
Humming in reply, Hiroki just remained where he was as he listened a little to what Ryo said. It seemed like it wasn't anything serious at least and that was always a good thing - if something serious happened, Hiroki wouldn't know what to do. Ryo's family was his family after all and family was the most important thing ever.
Drawing patterns on Ryo's torso, Hiroki's eyes eventually wandered further down and as they reached the hem of the older one's underwear he couldn't help but smile a little. That would be awfully mean of him though...
Having no clue of what Hiroki was thinking of, Ryo listened to his mother talk about whatever she had seen this morning as she had went for a walk outside (how early had she woken up!?) and how his siblings were doing, how their children were growing so fast – and of course she didn’t forget to throw in comments about how he didn’t bring Hiroki and Miyuki over often enough. Rolling his eyes as she scolded him, Ryo looked down at Hiroki before letting his eyes scan the room.
“They’re both doing just great,” Ryo answered his mother’s question about how Hiroki was doing, and then laughed softly as he heard her request. “No mom, I’m not getting her on the phone right now…”
Hiroki couldn't help but wonder if he maybe was getting addicted to sex as he licked his lips as he'd noticed they were dry. He thought of this so much after all, but it seemed as if once the thought had entered his mind it refused to go away...
Not really listening too much to the conversation, but just to Ryo's voice in order to decide how awake he was, Hiroki then let his left hand continue to draw patterns down the one's stomach. Would Ryo scold him for this? Of course he wouldn't... Ryo enjoyed sex and everything related to it just as much after all.
Glancing down at Hiroki, Ryo smiled at the feeling of Hiroki’s fingers on his skin. Not thinking much of it though, the older one let it be as he continued talking with his mother. Nodding a few times as if she could see him, Ryo then brushed his fingers through Hiroki’s hair as the younger one got mentioned by his mother.
“Yeah he’s right here besides me, of course we were sleeping!” Ryo said, smiling a bit as his mother kept going on (without even apologizing for having woken them up) about how she hadn’t seen Hiroki in a while and how they should visit Osaka soon, when they both would have time.
“She says hi and good luck with the concerts,” Ryo said as he turned to talk to Hiroki for a bit before turning his attention back on the phone – only to glance back down at Hiroki with a suspicious look on his face, had that been an accident or had Hiroki purposely let his fingers wander that far down just now?
"Say hi back~ She gotta come to one in Osaka," Hiroki mumbled in reply, of course thankful to that Ryo's mother liked him and so on, but right now that kind of family was the last thing on his mind. He however did like the family he had right here, the one in bed... and he wanted to show that too. When Ryo was on the phone - was that a bad thing?
Turning his head a little, Hiroki kissed Ryo's stomach before once again letting his hand get further down and this time actually let his fingers lift the hem of the underwear a little. He didn't want to shock Ryo too much though, so because of that he went slowly now... once the older one would have gotten over the surprise he'd do things faster though.
“He says you gotta go to see one of the Osaka concerts…,” Ryo mumbled, his eyes glued on Hiroki for a pretty good reason. That was just so mean of him! Ryo didn’t really think that the younger one would go further with it though, but damn if he wasn’t being a hell of a tease!!
Turning his attention back on the phone as he heard his mother clear her throat, Ryo apologized for having spaced out and answered the questions she had asked about Hiroki’s concerts and once they were done with that it was time for everyone’s favorite topic, which of course was the little princess that currently slept in her crib in the living room – though Ryo didn’t very much enjoy talking to his mother about Miyuki, for the simple reason that every time it happened she demanded to know if she had learned any new words, and really, Ryo wasn’t very fond of going through all the new words she had picked up lately as the list was getting longer and longer.
Smiling a bit wider, this time for victory, Hiroki placed another kiss on Ryo's stomach. The older one had spaced out and Hiroki could feel that he was being watched - or had been at least - and to be honest he loved that. He loved knowing that he surprised - shocked Ryo even. Being inpredictable was a great feeling, really.
It was for that reason - he wanted to feel that more - that Hiroki eventually pushed the cover aside and pushed himself up just a little bit so he could use his both hands. This way he easily managed to pull Ryo's underwear down and while it wasn't all the way, it was definitely enough. Having always loved it when he felt Ryo being hard in his hand like this, Hiroki decided to just do with this for a little while.
Staring down at Hiroki with his eyes wide, Ryo watched how his boxers got pulled down and as he felt Hiroki’s hand on him Ryo couldn’t help it as his breath hitched in his throat while his lips parted in a quiet moan. As he realized that he still had his phone on his hand, and no one else but his mother on the line, Ryo cleared his throat and apologized for having spaced out again – he was still quite tired, as he had just woken up.
Glaring down at Hiroki, Ryo tried to put up a disapproving look on his face, but in the end it probably looked more like mix of “you better finish what you’ve started” and “you’ll pay for this later”.
As he didn't look at Ryo right now, all Hiroki had to go on was sounds and the ones he heard was like music. Hearing the older one having troubles with keeping silent and then force himself to sound casual as he talked to his mother again. It was quite enjoyable to listen to actually.
Hiroki hummed a little then and carefully sped up the pace of his hand just a little bit. It didn't last for even ten seconds though as he soon moved his hand a bit down before leaning down to take the older one in his mouth.
Letting out a low hiss at that, Ryo coughed up a few times to cover for it, immediately apologizing for it – he must have not had enough clothes on the other day when filming outside.
“Ah no don’t worry, I’m no-“ pausing midsentence as he had to bite his lip in order to keep silent, Ryo turned to look at Hiroki as he parted his legs slightly, gently kicking the taller one on his side, because yes he did deserve it.
“Not sick,” He finished then, moving his free hand down to hold onto Hiroki’s hair. “Sorry about that – oh god damn fucking… - yeah, hit my head on the wall…”
If he could, Hiroki could have laughed right now and called Ryo silly, because those lies were such awful ones after all. But as he couldn't, Hiroki just continued with what he was doing; slowly satisfying Ryo in every way possible with his mouth and tongue while. With his free hand he started to massage his balls, rolling them in his hand while squeezing them gently.
Honestly he wanted to hear Ryo right now, he wanted him to be loud but as he was on the phone that wasn't possible... unless he would hang up. Hopefully he'd hang up soon.
Right now it was just too much, he wasn’t listening to what his mother said anymore and her talking was just as if playing on the background. Breathing heavily, Ryo had to swallow a few times in order to be able to say something.
“I… I gotta go mom…,” he mumbled, trying really hard not to just push his hips up as he wanted more of this, harder and faster and man, it felt so good.
“Yeah she woke up… no I rea – ah damn!” lowering the phone down on the bed, its mike against his pillow, Ryo let out a few moans, breathing in and out quickly and heavily as Hiroki did his thing.
“I’ll call you later…,” he then breathed out as he lifted the phone up to his ear again, desperate to get the device out of his hand and have all of his focus on Hiroki, or more on what the younger one was doing to him.
It didn't take too long before Ryo could be just as loud as he wanted to - as Hiroki wanted him to and that immediately had him push his hips up. Despite not having been ready for that, Hiroki managed to deal with it quite well and as his boyfriend's moans grew stronger for each passing second, it didn't take too long before he emptied himself in the mouth of his husband.
Hiroki had been able to tell though, thanks to the moans having grown louder and as he finally had his mouth full, he pulled back. The first few times, Hiroki had had a really hard time with swallowing but as he had gotten more used to it, it had become easier and after having heard Ryo call him sexy because of swallowing... let's just say it was one more reason to do it.
So because of that he eventually swallowed - having his eyes closed - and while drying his mouth, Hiroki opened his eyes to let them wander up his boyfriend's body and eventually reach his dark eyes.
Breathing heavily and still gripping the sheets with his right hand, Ryo stared at the sight before him; Hiroki sitting on the bed on his knees, his hair tousled and lips moist even as he dried his mouth on the back of his hand, the look on his eyes so innocent it was erotic – this was insane really, they were insane.
Staying the way he was for a while, nearly lying down on the bed, Ryo just looked at his husband, was that really his husband? Was that creature who right now looked so innocent it hurt, but really was the sexiest, most erotic thing ever, really the same guy who had cried when he had proposed to him? Somehow Ryo found it rather hard to believe.
For a little while they just looked at each other like that, but only so many seconds could pass without him being close to Ryo and thus - before he knew it - Hiroki had grabbed the cover again to pull it over both of them as he layed down again, this time almost laying over Ryo.
"Happy you liked it," he whispered then, placing kisses on Ryo's neck as he wasn't sure whether or not it was okay to kiss him on the mouth. Of course it went without saying that he wanted to, but Ryo had his moments when he wouldn't want to kiss him until after he'd brushed his teeth... which was understandable of course.
Turning them over so that Hiroki was now partially under him, Ryo went straight to kiss the younger one’s lips, he couldn’t bring himself to care whether Hiroki had brushed his teeth or not right now, he just had to kiss him.
“Goddamn,” the older one mumbled in between the kisses, sucking and nibbling on Hiroki’s bottom lip every now and then while caressing the younger one’s side until he went to take Hiroki’s hand into his and bringing it up on the same level with their heads. “You’re evil…”
Lucky for them Miyuki hadn’t woken up despite Ryo having been unusually loud; one couldn’t really blame him though… Hiroki knew how to drive him mad. Looking at his husband with a grin on his face, Ryo brushed some hair off Hiroki’s face before lying his head down on the pillow, his nose brushing against the side of Hiroki’s face as he laid there, holding his man in his arms.
“I quite like how today started…,” the older one of the couple mumbled, and even though they both would have to go to work and Hiroki would meet up with Saki, Ryo couldn’t help but to feel like today would be really awesome – and not only because of the great start of the day, though it probably had something to do with it as well.