23rd of November 2008, Tomohisa, Kazuya and Abiru Yu who fails.
"You know," Kazuya mumbled as he leaned forward to grab his glass again and have some more of the drink. The music was loud but he was careful to sit close to Tomohisa in the couch so he could talk to him without yelling. "I've been thinking, you an' I shoul' go on a drive with the bike sometime, shouldn' we?!"
Smiling brightly at his boyfriend Tomohisa nodded as he took a sip from his drink. "I've been waiting for you to say that~" he really had been waiting though, not that he had much free time now, and it was getting cold, but hell yes he wanted to go to a ride with Kazuya!
"Then you should've asked!" Kazuya quickly said and poked Tomohisa in the side. He didn't mind though and even though he definitely was going to be busy lately as the shooting of the drama started soon and all, but he definitely would make time for Tomohisa if he had to. The older one seemed to be fairly free right now at least - if we ignored the concerts. "It's really cool!" he continued, "it's like, real awesome!"
"No I think it's your job to ask since it's your bike and I'm your...," Tomohisa trailed off, turning his head towards the dance floor as a song he had recently started liking came on. "Dance time~!" the slightly drunk young man announced as he stood up from their seat, and without waiting for his partner ran off to the dance floor, Kazuya could chase him down if he wanted!
Kazuya chuckled little at that, having every intention in following his boyfriend in a little while. For a few more minutes he would sit where he was and drink some more while chatting with some other friends. So he did and ten-fifteen minutes and two drinks later, Kazuya finally got up to his feet to go down to the dance floor as well where he knew that Tomohisa was. It didn't take too long before Kazuya saw his boyfriend's back and dancing his way up to him he also noticed the girl that was moving closely to him, almost in a... in a very intimate way.
Enjoying the music and the feeling that dancing gave him, Tomohisa let a laugh escape his lips as the girl moved her body against his, a similar smile playing on her lips as well. Maybe the dance was a bit suggestive, maybe the moves were a bit outrageous in a strangers eyes, maybe the smiles on their faces could be misunderstood as flirty and maybe the girl just happened to be his ex-girlfriend, but if you knew that she knew that Tomohisa was very much into men, or to put it simply into Kamenashi Kazuya, then you would know that it was nothing more than friends having some fun.
Maybe it was the alcohol or maybe it was just his possessive side kicking in a bit too much, but whatever it was it made Kazuya see black on white. No matter if he knew Tomohisa or not, this was -his- Tomohisa dancing too goddamn close with his -ex-girlfriend- who obviously was an ex for a reason. "What the fuck are you doin'," he thus asked, his voice louder than the music but not loud enough to call it yelling. Pushing Tomohisa on the shoulder he repeated his question before sending death glares Yu's way. What was she doing there anyway?!
Frowning at his boyfriend, Tomohisa flicked his tongue in annoyance. "I was dancing, what did it look like?!" he shot back, pushing Kazuya out of his way as he walked towards the bar. Really!? What was up with the younger one, if it was so horrible of him to dance then it was Kazuya's own fault for not coming along.
"You call that dancing!?" Kazuya continued, now making it obvious he had had a bit too much to drink. He didn't notice this himself of course, and according to Kazuya he had every right in the world to be upset. Tomohisa had been... what, dancing? He had more or less been all over Abiru Yu in front of everyone, moved as if they were a couple and of course it was upsetting!
"Yes," Tomohisa very clearly stated as he turned to face Kazuya once having ordered his drink. "D-a-n-c-i-n-g, what is there that's so hard to understand?" Really, he didn't get the younger one's behavior at all, everyone danced like that! Even complete strangers did, and he hadn't been dancing with a stranger for heavens sake, just having fun with a friend, so what on earth was Kazuya so upset about?
"That's not fucking -dancing-," Kazuya continued, not able to see at all how he was overreacting right now. In his eyes Tomohisa had just been all over his ex-girlfriend right before his eyes without being bothered at all by that he was watched. By that he was actually taken already. "You miss it, huh!?" Kazuya continued then, not at all ready to drop this matter as it was... apparently very serious.
"Miss what!?" Tomohisa immediately shouted, ignoring the drink that the bartender set down on the counter for him and instead walked up to Kazuya, grabbing the front of his shirt. "What the heck do you think I miss!?"
Glaring up at the older one then, Kazuya couldn't help but smirk ironically. Tomohisa made things so obvious and while it hurt - it hurt so goddamn much - Kazuya couldn't help but get anything but angry right now. "You miss pussy don't you," he muttered through gritted teeth as he pushed Tomohisa away and then sent a glare over his shoulder as he heard someone mention his name. Noticing it was no one but Abiru Yu he then looked back at Tomohisa. "Don't you!?" he asked again, this time yelling so he could be very well heard over the music. Pointing with his whole arm at Yu, he smiled sarcastically. "That one especially, huh!"
Okay so that was enough, no matter how much he loved that man in front of him, enough was enough. Which is exactly why Tomohisa punched Kazuya straight in his pretty idol face, there was just that much shit he could take and unfortunately Kazuya had just crossed the line. "Screw you...," he mumbled as he shook his hand a bit before turning to finally get his drink, it would be a lie to say that it didn't hurt, it hurt a lot, but if anything he wasn't going to give Kazuya the joy of seeing that. "Fucker..."
Maybe that was what Kazuya had waited for, because now it didn't take too long before he'd walked up to Tomohisa again and pushed him back once more. He had been about to return the favor, so to speak, but instead he grabbed the drink that was Tomohisa's, threw it in his face and then threw the glass back at the counter before going towards the exit, demanding his jacket from the guy by the wardrobe and then left the club. There was no fucking way he was going to be where Tomohisa was right now. And now that he had left there would be no one - no one would be a hindrance for Tomohisa to be all over Abiru fucking Yu. Sure should make him happy.
A bit shocked over what had happened, Tomohisa just stood there for a while trying to figure out why on earth his drink was all over him. Then again who wouldn't, after having it suddenly thrown on you. As he caught up with what was going on though, Tomohisa frantically apologised to the bartender before grabbing some napkins from the stand and rushing out. "Kazu!?" Tomohisa immediately called out as he got out from the club, but as the younger one was no where in sight, all he could do was curse out loud as he kicked the nearest wall, gaining a look from the doorman.
"Fucking asshole!" Kazuya cursed out loud as he was in the backseat of a taxi on his way home. Obviously he didn't care about what the taxi driver thought of him, but it wasn't the old man's job to do either so if he was just doing his job everyone would be much happier. Before long the car arrived to the address Kazuya'd given, and after havign paid too much, Kazuya exited the car and walked to the apartmetn complex where he and Tomohisa lived. Together, because they were a couple who were - together! Because goddamn if they weren't together and sort of engaged. Engaged people were together and didn't go around fucking other people - especially not in front of OTHER people. Slamming the door as he got in to the apartment, Kazuya kicked off his shoes, threw his jacket on the floor and walked into the kitchen. There was no way he'd be able to sleep now so instead he grabbed a couple of beers from the fridge and walked out to the living room. Juliet ran on the floor, for some reason keeping her distance as her master put on some music - maybe a bit too loud for the late hour, before he sat down. "Fucking mother fucking asshole," Kazuya muttered as he opened the beer can and had some. His eyes then fell on Juliet and after having played a short glaring game she ran up to him and soon thereafter jumped up in his lap. At least SHE was nice and faithful.
Being rather drunk, after having gone to another club that happened to be nearby, and then to a bar just because he could, Tomohisa had some difficulties with getting his address right to the taxi driver, but to his delight after a while the taxi stopped on the right street. Stumbling out once he had paid, Tomohisa waved at the driver who in return gave him a worried look before driving away. Humming as he fiddled with his keys, Tomohisa leaned his head against the cool wall of the elevator, playing with the buttons as the vehicle lifted him up with a steady speed. Not bothering with letting the younger one know that he had arrived, Tomohisa only kicked his shoes off before walking to the kitchen to get some water, frowning a bit as he noticed one of the chairs around the small table down, but not caring much for he was seriously in need of a shower right now.
Kazuya heard though. He heard very well that someone entered the apartment and being everything but paranoid and afraid of thieves he quickly realized that it was Tomohisa. As he didn't even hear a 'I'm home' though, he just flicked his tongue in annoyance and emptied his seventh or possibly eighth can of beer before carelessly throwing it back at the table. Probably he was sad, sitting like this with the cat as his only company, getting more drunk than he already was. But of course he was sad though, he... his boyfriend was an ass after all. As she had realized that her other master was home though, Juliet quickly left Kazuya's lap to run out in the kitchen where Tomohisa was. "Fine just leave me," the younger muttered then, disappointed with Juliet as even she decided to leave him. As the CD had stopped playing there was nothing that kept Kazuya from hearing the sounds from the kitchen and currently he heard how Tomohisa mumbled something and greeted Juliet. "Bastard," Kazuya mumbled then before he figured he should take on the battle that would be getting up from his seat. He knew he was drunk after all, pretty damn much so as well. So once he got up it took a rather long while before he managed to get control over his non-existent balance before he stumbled off to the bedroom. He didn't care where Tomohisa slept tonight - in the bed, the couch, at his parent's or why the hell would he not sleep at Abiru Yu? He didn't care, but he - Kamenashi Kazuya - he would sleep is their goddamn bed even if Tomohisa didn't.
Tomohisa smiled a bit as he heard Kazuya curse soon after what had obviously been a noise of someone hitting something, most likely Kazuya hitting the door, which served him right, the bastard had even emptied all the damn beer they had had in the fridge. "Fucking idiot...," he mumbled as he walked to the bathroom, leaving the cat, who was quite disturbed about the situation, behind. It didn't take longer than fifteen minutes until Tomohisa walked out from the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist, his hair dripping water on the floor as he walked through the apartment. "Just getting a blanket," he mumbled as he pulled the blanket that was his into his arms, making a U-turn just as he was about to leave as he decided that it would be good to take his pillow as well. "Taking this too. And you don't have to throw fits like that just 'cause I'm dancin'"
Probably it was for the better that Kazuya had already fallen asleep then. For a few minutes he'd stayed awake, listened to the sound of the shower and debated over and over with himself if he should get up, wait for Tomohisa to be done or just go to sleep. In the end he'd decided that he should be awake, wait for Tomohisa to get in and judge from that, but as the alcohol made his whole body heavy and he had been working all day, it hadn't taken too long before he had fallen asleep. Which meant that everything Tomohisa got in reply was, if he would listen carefully, Kazuya's calm breathing.
Looking at the younger one's sleeping form, Tomohisa made a face at him before moving back to the living room, getting a glare from Juliet as he threw the blanket on -her- spot on the couch before lying down on it. "Don't you start...," he mumbled at he cat, not quite ready to have another fight just yet. As Juliet only walked around the table before jumping on top of him, curling to sleep on his back, all Tomohisa could do was smile a bit at the cat before closing his eyes.
When Kazuya woke up the next morning, it was with a headache from hell and the sun shining annoyingly bright in through the window. Making a tired noise of annoyance, Kazuya turned in the bed, moving a bit closer to the middle of it and then realized that he was alone. Blinking in surprise, opening his eyes despite it making the headache worse, Kazuya realized that the bed was missing both a cover and a pillow and that that most likely meant that Tomohisa hadn't slept here tonight. Kazuya remembered most of the fight they'd had yesterday. Of course it would be too much to ask for him to remember all details, but he remembered most of it. He remembered the intimate dance between Tomohisa and Yu, he remembered the punch from Tomohisa and then the endless drinking on his own. As he thought of how the older one had hit him in his face, Kazuya realized that his face hurt and probably his left side was a bit bruised. Despite feeling like hell, feeling as if just keeping his eyes open was making him feel sick, Kazuya slowly managed to get out of bed and then slowly walked out through the door. The first thing he saw was Tomohisa sleeping on the couch and how Juliet jumped down from having slept on him. Without greeting her, the younger of the two men in the apartment continued to the kitchen and there opened the fridge while searching for something - just something that would make this headache go away.
Hearing how Kazuya went through the cabinets in the kitchen, Tomohisa buried his head into his pillow as he moaned. His head hurt like hell and he felt more or less like throwing up, though as he saw how Kazuya closed the bathroom door behind him, all the older one could do was remain on the couch, it wasn't like he would go and -ask- for the younger one to unlock the door after all this. "Fucking shit..."
Kazuya had taken a painkiller and some water in the kitchen, hoping against all odds that it would help. Then, as soon as the bathroom door had closed he had brushed his teeth twice and gotten out of the clothes that still was from yesterday. Normally he would try to be done in the bathroom within ten minutes, but today he allowed himself to be in there for thrice as long and once he was done, he actually hesitated to walk outside. What if Tomohisa was up now? What if he walked around, what if they'd get eyecontact or something? He would just have to ignore him... After having taken a deep breath then, Kazuya took a towel around his waist and opened the bathroom door. Immediately seeing how Tomohisa was still on the couch. At first Kazuya felt a bit relieved but as he saw how the older one definitely was awake, he quickly looked away and instead headed for the bedroom. Maybe it was childish, but he really couldn't take this right now. He... his head hurt too much.
Letting out a sigh as Kazuya walked past him to the bedroom, Tomohisa bit his lip as he saw the bruise on the younger one's face. Okay so maybe he had gone a bit overboard with that last night, but who the hell was Kazuya to shout things like that at him? And right where everyone could hear too. Feeling a bit guilty though, Tomohisa cleared his throat before pulling his pillow over his eyes. "Does it hurt much?!"
As he heard the question, Kazuya looked at the door and stopped looking through his clothes. He had work in a few hours and thus he had absolutely no time to feel more sick. The shower had made things a bit better, though this head hurt still and he knew, he definitely knew that if he would speak in a loud voice it would just get worse. Thus he hurried to get on underwear and a pair of jeans while grabbing just a random shirt, before he walked over to the door and opened it. "Not too much," he answered in a low, almost soft voice before he turned to pull the shirt over his head and walked over to the mirror and grabbed the hairbrush so he could do something with his hair. He would have to blowdry it though... but he wouldn't do that just yet, in case Tomohisa wanted to say something.
"...Okay...," the older one mumbled then, not really knowing what else to say. If Kazuya wasn't going to apologize, then he didn't see any need to do so either. Turning his back to his boyfriend as he turned to lay on his side on the couch, Tomohisa glared at the fabric of the furniture for a while before closing his eyes. "Sorry..."
Now was the time of apologizing? Kazuya honestly didn't know if he wanted to. He knew of course that he had overreacted, of course he had, but that didn't change that Tomohisa -had- been way too close with that girl. With his ex-girlfriend even and that just made everything so much worse. Though, when it came to things like these, Kazuya liked to think of himself as manly so he definitely had to be mature. He would make it obvious for Tomohisa that he didn't think it was okay though. "Sorry I overreacted," he mumbled in reply before grabbing the hairdryer and turning it on. Just so he wouldn't hear anything for a little while. Somehow he didn't want to hear what Tomohisa had to say.
Keeping silent as he listened to the annoyingly loud noises the hairdryer was making, Tomohisa hugged his pillow as he kept his eyes on the backrest of the sofa. It took a while until Kazuya was done with drying his hair, but once Tomohisa noticed that it was silent again, the older one let out a quiet sigh. "Have fun at work then...," he mumbled, not really sounding like he normally did when seeing the younger one off. Lucky for him, he would only have to be at work later in the evening, which meant he could sleep at least for a hour or two longer and then leave... And hopefully when he would come back things wouldn't be this uneasy.
As he heard that, Kazuya couldn't help but think the worst thing of it. Of course it wasn't something you liked to hear, but to him right now it sounded as if Tomohisa just wanted him out already. Putting down the hairbrush, Kazuya carelessly pulled a hand through his hair as he walked up to the doorway again, folding his arms as he leaned against its frame. "Don't have to leave until a few hours," he said then, his voice still lower than usual as his head still felt as if it was about to explode. "You want me out?"
Swallowing once as he lied there, keeping silent for a while, Tomohisa eventually let out a breath he hadn't really noticed he had been holding. "No...," the older one mumbled then, not really acting his age but right now he couldn't care less. Of course he didn't want Kazuya out though, he didn't... But with the way things were right now... It was rather uneasy.
Kazuya swallowed then and looked down on the floor. Honestly he didn't know what to say now, but he wanted to... somehow keep the conversation going. There was only one thing he could think of though - that wasn't related to last night and even though he definitely wasn't hungry himself, he knew that he definitely would need to eat something if he was going to last the day. "You want breakfast?"
Only humming in response as he neither agreed or disagreed, Tomohisa shifted around the couch for a bit, though he didn't get up just yet but only kept lying there with his back turned to the younger one. He didn't really feel like eating though, he knew he would have to, but that didn't mean that he felt like it, yet at least.
"I'll make something then," Kazuya hurried to say as he then hurried off to the kitchen. He'd rather not be anywhere near Tomohisa right now. He loved him of course, definitely did, but the atmosphere was so weird, so awkward and thus he would rather be in a completely different room. It made it easier somehow...
Lying on the couch for a while longer after Kazuya had left the room, Tomohisa eventually got up to his feet. Looking at the messy table before him, Tomohisa collected some of the beer cans before walking into the kitchen. Not uttering a single word, he only placed the cans on the counter as he watched Kazuya cook something by the stove. This was stupid really, stupid and uneasy and bothersome and he didn't like it when they were like this, he didn't like heavy atmosphere or the guilt or... Before he had even had the time to realize what he was doing, the older and taller one of the couple had wrapped his arms around Kazuya tightly, his eyes closed as he waited for a reaction.
Maybe he was stupid? Maybe Kazuya was really stupid to think all this and be angry about something that really hadn't meant anything. He knew that he'd overreacted yesterday, Kazuya knew that very well. But even so... that didn't mean he was perfectly okay with it. Tomohisa and Yu had been way too close. Swallowing as he leaned into the touch, for a moment letting the sausages be, Kazuya closed his eyes as well. He loved when Tomohisa did this, really. Normally Kazuya wouldn't want to feel little or younger, normally he'd want to be the one in charge so to speak but sometimes it was really nice to be like this.
Leaning his head against the younger one's as he, to Tomohisa's surprise, didn't push him away, the older one let out a shaky breath as he held onto the smaller body. It felt right to be like this, to hold the younger one close, but still Tomohisa couldn't escape the uneasiness of the situation, the fact that they still weren't completely okay. He didn't know what to say or do though, but maybe it was for the best to say nothing at all and just be for now...
Should he say something? Kazuya wasn't quite sure, he had never really been in a situation like this before. He hadn't really acted that way with Tomohisa before over such a... small thing. Or maybe it wasn't really small - Kazuya didn't see it as small, but it definitely wasn't as big as he had treated it last night. A couple of minutes passed, during which Kazuya made sure that the food wouldn't get burnt, before he took a deep breath. Honestly he wanted to turn around and face Tomohisa, but if he did he knew there was no way he'd be able to say what he was about to. He was too proud of his own good, probably. "Sorry..."
Holding tighter onto Kazuya, Tomohisa shook his head. "Sorry for hitting you...," he mumbled, he hadn't meant to, not that hard at least, but the way the older one had spoken... He hadn't been thinking straight on that moment. But now that he saw the bruise it had caused, there was no way Tomohisa could not feel guilty.
"I...," Kazuya continued, still not turning around no matter how much he wanted to. He wanted to yet, at the same time he was beyond words happy that he didn't have to look Tomohisa in the eyes right now. "I overreacted..."
Falling silent at that, Tomohisa just stood there with the younger one in his arms. Maybe he should let go already, and let Kazuya finish his cooking, but for some reason he didn't want to, he couldn't bring himself to let go. Feeling as if once he would let go everything would go back to how it had been just a while ago, awkward and weird and not like it should be.
The best would be if they didn't talk about it, right? If they just ignored that yesterday ever had happened, but at the same time, wasn't that the worst thing that could happen, really? They should be able to talk about these things, shouldn't they? After two years together they definitely should... but what if they'd fight again? "But...," Kazuya mumbled, feeling some kind of pressure on that he had to be grown up and mature despite having acted nothing like it yesterday. "I... it...."
With a sigh Tomohisa let go of the younger one, and instead went to sit by the table. "I was just dancing..," he mumbled, not really in the mood of starting this all over again, because surely Kazuya wouldn't agree with that... He really didn't want to hear the things the younger one had shouted at him again, it had hurt after all, to hear his lover say things like that as if he knew what he talked about, in public too.
"I know," Kazuya said in reply then, mentally kicking himself for having been stupid to start this. Of course Tomohisa had just been dancing, he knew he had, but it had been too intimate. Maybe the older one hadn't really done anything, but if so it had been Yu who had been all over him and he hadn't said no to it. Surely it was understandable that it was upsetting? "But... you... she was... really close," the younger one continued, looking down at the frying pan which he moved back to its original place. He had to focus on this right now, he couldn't afford to look up at Tomohisa. If he did it would either make him cry or make him angry, depending on how the older one looked.
"It was just dancing," Tomohisa mumbled then, wondering how much longer he would last like this. Leaning his head against the palms of his hands as he rested his elbows on the table, the older one let out a sigh as he bit his lip. Why did Kazuya have to get so upset about that? It wasn't like he had really done anything... "She knows about us..."
"I know she does," the younger one mumbled, "doesn't mean she has to like it though..." Maybe he was being a bit paranoid? Maybe he was just imagining but it really was difficult to think that the smile on Yu's lips had been because she was happy to see her -friend- Tomohisa. Surely she had been thinking other things... It wasn't as if one got over Tomohisa very easy, he was a guy who... who you just couldn't help but love after all. Of course she'd want him back...
"Do you really think I care whether she likes it or not?" the older one asked after a while, not really understanding what was the problem here. Sure, maybe they should've had kept more distance between each other when dancing, but it wasn't like they had been all over each other, besides even if she would have had something in her mind it didn't mean that Tomohisa would've obeyed... It didn't mean that... "Don't you trust me?"
Kazuya looked at Tomohisa then, wondering if the older one asked that only because he knew that Kazuya didn't like to get questioned on things like trust or if he actually doubted it. "Of course I trust you," the younger one mumbled and shook his head a little. He honestly didn't know what he wanted out of this. If he wanted for anything to happen actually. Maybe he just wanted Tomohisa to understand but then he... said that about trust, and it sounded now, almost as if Kazuya had been doing the wrong thing now... maybe he had?
Humming a bit as he let his hands fold on the table, resting his head down on them. "Then what was that all about last night?" he mumbled, wishing that all the alcohol would've helped him to forget about it, but he had no such luck of course.
Luckily (or maybe unfortunately) Kazuya had forgotten most of what had been said last night. He remembered of course what had happened, but all the cursing he'd most likely had done was as if it hadn't happened at all. "I...," he mumbled and then turned off the stove while taking out two plates from the cupboard. "...I was drunk... and I don't really... remember any of what... I said..."
Great, how awesome was that? "Yeah well, never mind...," Tomohisa mumbled. Even if Kazuya didn't remember, it wasn't like he would repeat all the things he was told last night, they weren't the most pleasant things after all and he didn't feel like repeating them much.
That was how it always sounded. Whenever Kazuya got drunk and said something, made someone angry with him, the person would never tell him what he said unless he really nagged about it. Koki had had to give in a couple of times... but that was about it. "Sorry though...," he mumbled as he started to put up the food. "I didn't... I mean... I really... don't think I meant any of it..."
"Easy to say now..." Tomohisa mumbled as he got up from his seat, going to look through the kitchen cabinets for painkillers, he really wouldn't mind some right now. Turning to take a glass once he had found a package of painkillers, Tomohisa quickly washed one down with the help of water before turning to look at Kazuya.
There was no way that Kazuya couldn't feel guilty then. Of course, when Tomohisa said things like that... it had to mean that it was quite bad, wasn't it? There was probably more to it than just some cursing... Now that there was no food in the risk of getting burnt or anything, Kazuya turned to Tomohisa and looked up at him. His head still ached, but right now it mattered very little. "...what did I say?"
"That I miss doin' girls, especially her...," Tomohisa mumbled, not really fond of using as strong language as Kazuya had used the previous night, it wasn't his thing really, especially not when they weren't really even fighting now. "Though not exactly with those words...," and then on top of that he had gotten the damn drink thrown at him.
Seeing how Tomohisa avoided to look at him, Kazuya frowned before closing the small distance as he wrapped his arms around the taller one. Of course he would never say such a thing if he was sober - simply because he knew it wasn't true. But if he had said that, with a harsher language... then it was... wasn't it only understandable that Tomohisa had gotten angry with him? Of course it was... "I'm sorry...," Kazuya mumbled and even dared to let his head rest against Tomohisa's shoulder as he didn't push him away. "I know it's... I know that's not... true... at all..."
"No but really Kazu... in front of everyone...," Tomohisa could take fighting, he really could, but fighting like that, in public... He didn't really like the image it gave of their relationship to people. As the younger one leaned against him like that though, there was no way the Tomohisa could keep himself from wrapping his arms around the smaller form.
He had really created a scene last night, hadn't he? Closing his eyes, trying that way to escape reality just a little while, Kazuya mumbled an apology again. He really didn't like that he had... obviously hurt and made Tomohisa upset so much. Though of course it had been stupid to say stuff and so on in public, but one didn't really think too much of those things when drunk...
Starting to feel a bit better now that they had talked about things, that and he was getting rather hungry and the food smelled good. Humming a bit as he tightened his hold of the younger one, Tomohisa smiled just slightly. "..Should eat," he mumbled after a while, but didn't move towards the table or remove his hands from around Kazuya, he could wait a bit. "Just don't thrown my drink at me this time..."
He had thrown Tomohisa's drunk at him too? Kazuya blinked as he realized he probably had forgot much more than he first thought he had. He only smiled a bit though as he hummed in reply, definitely not having anything like that in mind. That would be stupid after all. "I won't... promise."
"Good," the older one said before pushing Kazuya away for a bit so that he could bend down to capture his lips into a kiss, it was only brief though, but he really felt like he needed to do that. "I'll dance with only you then..," he mumbled as he pulled back, walking to sit down by the table.
Kazuya wasn't sure whether or not that was a good thing. Of course he liked the sound of it, because that meant that Tomohisa would ever only be close to him like that, but at the same time he didn't want for Tomohisa to feel as if he didn't have the freedom to do whatever he wanted... "I hope it's good...," he said then as he grabbed his plate as well and walked over to the table to sit down. "Not the best I've done but..."
"It's food~" Tomohisa said then before starting to eat, no matter how crappy he had felt just a while ago, food was good and he hadn't actually eaten anything for a good while so this was very much welcomed. "It's good," he mumbled then in the midst of eating, smiling at Kazuya as he reached for his glass, it really was good, and it was made by Kazuya which made it only better.
"Ah, thank goodness," Kazuya said in reply to that, smiling at his boyfriend before continuing to eat. Actually he'd been eating rather slow as he waited for the older one to say something about it. Maybe it was silly, but he really didn't want to appear as if he was perfectly fine and stuck up about everything, because he wasn't... Though, for some reason, he had a feeling of that if Tomohisa would hear his reasoning right now, he'd call him paranoid.
"Well it's made by you, of course it's good~" the older one said with a small smile playing on his lips as he ate some more. Maybe it was a cliché, but in his case, the way to a man's heart was through his stomach, not that he loved Kazuya because he cooked well, of course not, but he couldn't deny that it did lift his mood to get to eat some. "Are you free in the evening..?"
"I just have an interview and some discussing about the drama today...," Kazuya said and smiled at the older one. This felt good - it felt a bit normal even. To sit with his boyfriend like this, by the kitchen table and have breakfast. It was something most couples did every day most likely. "Tomorrow we'll be shooting though so I have to go to bed a bit early... what about you?"
"I have the evening free..," Tomohisa mumbled then, as he finished his breakfast. "So I was thinking...," maybe Kazuya wouldn't want to though? Maybe he still found things a bit awkward between them and wanted to keep some distance? Reaching out for his glass, Tomohisa drank some of it before poking his plate with his chopsticks. "Since you were talking about going for a ride with the bike..."
And with that it felt as if all worries and troubles had just disappeared. Breaking out into a wide smile, Kazuya nodded as he put down his chopsticks as well. "Definitely," he answered, starting to think things over a little. Like where they'd go and what they'd do there. Had it been summer they could have gone to the beach but that would be empty and boring now... Maybe they could go to Chiba or Kanagawa and have something to eat... just because.
Turning to look up at Kazuya, Tomohisa smiled brightly at the younger one. "Awesome~" the older one said as he got up, taking his plate and glass to the sink before turning back to face Kazuya, leaning against the counter with the smile still on his lips. "How much longer 'til you have to get going?"
Looking up at the clock on the wall, Kazuya smiled as he realized he had much more time than he thought he'd have. "Two hours," he answered then and looked back at Tomohisa. "About two hours..." They both had time for each other a Sunday morning... somehow that was a bit surreal. It didn't happen very much, so now that it did, Kazuya couldn't help but really appreciate it.
"Wanna do something?" Tomohisa asked then, not that they could do much, they only had two hours after all, but he wouldn't mind taking a nap or cuddling on the couch... Not that he was that much of a cuddly person, but Kazuya was an exception. "I wonder if there's anything good on TV or something...," he mumbled as he turned to walk back to the living room, surely the younger one would follow in a bit.
Kazuya smiled slightly wider before he too got up from his seat and hurried after Tomohisa. He didn't put things in the sink now but he'd just have to do that later. When in the livingroom he saw how Tomohisa had already turned on the TV and with a smile he hurried up to sit next to the older one. Maybe he was stupid to be so thrilled to do something like this, just watch TV on a regular morning, but it was really... really normal and common and they didn't really do it too often. He liked it like this, it was perfect.