|Hiroki (shakkun) wrote in candypop,|
@ 2008-11-18 00:54:00
15th of November 2008, Ryo, Hiroki and Miyuki
Playing with Miyuki had come to be one of Hiroki's favorite things to do and whenever he did, he got a bit absorbed in what he was doing. Because of this reason he didn't hear when the door opened, but only continued to say little things to the girl that without doubt was his favorite girl in the whole world.
"Come here," he said as he moved away little from Miyuki and then spread his arms towards her. She could walk and all, everyone already knew that, but as of late she had tried to walk faster so Hiroki guessed running was just around the corner. Which was why he tried to have her walk towards him.
There was no way Ryo could keep a smile off his face as he stepped inside the apartment and noticed that not only were the lights turned on, but he could definitely hear Hiroki and their daughter talking in the living room, not that Miyuki talked too much yet but she could exchange a few words.
Quietly walking into the living room, Ryo leaned against the wall next to him as he watched how the little girl took a few unbalanced steps before walking into her father's arms. Holding his finger against his lips as Miyuki noticed him, Ryo silently beckoned her to walk his way, crouching down and holding his arms out as the girl let go of Hiroki's neck, Ryo smiled widely as Miyuki walked towards him.
Hiroki couldn't help but laugh slightly as Miyuki backed up, but then as she started walking somewhere else, the younger father frowned and turned around as well. As he saw Ryo just in time for him to take Miyuki into his arms, Hiroki smiled widely and got up to his feet.
"Ryo~" he said cheerfully, walking up to the other one. "I didn't hear you..."
Holding Miyuki up in his arms before wrapping his hand around the girl, Ryo smiled to himself as Miyuki wrapped her arms around his neck and landed a small kiss on his cheek.
"I missed you guys, did you have fun?" He said as he ruffled the girl's hair before turning to Hiroki. "Aren't you gonna give me a kiss?"
It didn't matter how long they were together, when Ryo said things like that it always managed to make Hiroki a little bit shy. Though of course there was no way he wouldn't do as he was asked (on this matter) and thus he carelessly put an arm around Ryo's waist before leaning forward to kiss him. Of course it didn't last for too long though and thus once it was over, he turned around to walk up to the couch where his bag was.
"We got you something~"
Immediately perking up, Ryo followed Hiroki to the couch with Miyuki in his arms.
"You did?" He cheerfully asked as he sat down on it, placing the little girl on his lap as he curiously watched Hiroki take a small plastic-bag out of his bag.
"We did~" Hiroki confirmed with a nod and then as he had made sure the plastic-bag contained the right thing, he handed it over to the older one.
"See, we walking around with mom and then there were these stands and when Miyuki saw this she whined at me so, so, so much so I just had to get it~ Since it's really perfect for you."
"Don't blame the girl!" Ryo teased the younger one as he took the bag from him, that was so cute though, that he had gotten him something randomly like this. Lifting Miyuki up to sit on the couch next to him, Ryo peaked into the bag before taking out what tuned out to be a t-shirt. Unfolding the garment as he held it out before him, Ryo bit his lip as a smile made it's way on his lips, this was probably the cutest thing ever, "BEST DAD in the WORLD" it said in english, with a heart mark and everything.
Looking up at Hiroki, Ryo grinned widely at his partner before pulling him down into a kiss.
"Thanks," He mumbled at as the kiss broke, and turned his attention back to the girl who was currently playing with the zipper of Hiroki's bag.
"Miyu-chan thank you, do you know what you reply to that? No you don't right, mm.. But you'll learn right, 'cause you are the best daughter in the world right?" He babbled to the girl as he leaned down to kiss her cheek, definitely, definitely the best daughter in the world.
Hiroki chuckled as he moved to sit down next to Ryo, leaning to rest his head against the older one's shoulder.
"Told you I'd make it up to you," he mumbled before closing his eyes. Honestly he was tired. Really tired and felt a little as if he'd be able to fall asleep right here right now.
Lifting Miyuki up in his arms, Ryo made a face at the girl, who in return giggled happily as she reached to touch his face.
"Mm, you still haven't told me what you want though..!" He said in reply, well, Hiroki had said he wouldn't mind a book, and sure Ryo could get him a book, but... for some reason it felt as if only a book wasn't enough...
"Mm," the younger one hummed happily then, moving a hand to rest around his husband's waist. Smiling a little he shifted a little, but let his head on the older one's shoulder remain. It was nice after all.
"Just that you're here is enough~"
Smiling softly, Ryo leaned back on the couch. Miyuki climbed to lay halfway on Hiroki's lap as the two men sat close enough for her to use them as a mattress, and really it was just easier than choosing on who's lap to sit on, since both were as nice.
"Are you tired?" Ryo asked then, not sure if the question was directed more at Hiroki than Miyuki who's hair he kept stroking softly.
"A little bit," Hiroki whispered in reply, for now just enjoying to be close like this. He wouldn't sleep just yet though, definitely not. He wanted to be with Ryo tonight and while he did love this; just being him, Ryo and Miyuki, having a nice moment with Ryo after Miyuki's gone to sleep was something he definitely wanted to. It'd been a while since last after all.
"But I won't sleep..."
Humming in reply, Ryo smiled at Miyuki who looked like she could fall asleep any minute now, lying there in her cute pyjamas. Lifting her up in his arms gently, Ryo held the girl against his chest.
"Has Miyuki brushed her teeth already?" He asked, the girl looked so sleepy already that it would probably be for the best to put her to bed before she would fall asleep here, though Ryo wouldn't have minded playing with her for a while longer.
The younger one stayed silent then, not really because he had to think or anything, but because he simply didn't feel like talking yet. He really wanted to just have a cozy moment with Ryo tonight... Sit in the couch, be close like this, have something to drink maybe... maybe listen to some music and then just talk...
"She's ready for bed...," Hiroki mumbled eventually and then lifted his head from Ryo's shoulder to look at his boyfriend's profile. "Will you put her to bed?"
"Sure..," Ryo mumbled then as he leaned forward to place a kiss on the side of Hiroki's mouth before getting up and walking to Miyuki's crib. Smiling down at the girl as she immediately turned to lay on her stomach, Ryo brushed his hand through her hair once before leaning down to place a kiss on her cheek. Luckily she didn't complain about going to bed tonight, most likely tired of all the traveling and playing around.
Standing besides the crib for a while, Ryo watched the girl eventually fall asleep as he kept stroking her hair gently.
"Wanna hang around for a while?" He mumbled then as he walked back to the couch, leaning over the backrest to put his arms around Hiroki's shoulders. It wasn't too late after all, and they hadn't really had the time to just be lately.
Loving the feeling of getting hold like this, Hiroki leaned back and looked up at Ryo quickly before nodding in reply and closing his eyes.
"Sounds like a good idea," he answered, definitely liking how it sounded. After all, sit around and just talk to Ryo would be so great... and for some reason he really felt like being a little bit... romantic. Maybe romantic was the right word, he wasn't really sure. He wanted to let Ryo know things tonight at least...
Nodding once, Ryo let go of the younger one as he stood up straight before heading to the direction of the kitchen.
"Want something to drink..?" He asked as he took a few glasses from one of the kitchen cabinets, if they were going to stay up they might as well have something to drink... "Wine..?"
Wine... and just the two of them. Hiroki would refuse to turn on the TV and to be honest he felt that just the two of them would be enough, but if Ryo wanted more than that then he wouldn't mind putting some music on. But with Miyuki sleeping, it probably wasn't a very good idea.
"That's fine," Hiroki replied and then looked down at his hands which rested in his lap. He didn't really know why or anything, but... but for some reason tonight felt special. It wasn't their anniversary though and no one's birthday, but... just somehow.
Taking the two wine glasses and a bottle of wine from the wine stand, Ryo headed back to living room, smiling at Hiroki as he placed the glasses down on the table before filling them with the wine.
"There~" He mumbled as he set the bottle down on the table as well before sitting down on the couch, wrapping his arm around Hiroki as he did so.
"I'm happy you got home early today," Hiroki said after a little while, smiling a bit as he thought of it. He indeed was very happy that Ryo had decided to get home early even though he probably had gotten invited out. Though maybe it wasn't only Hiroki and Miyuki's fault, maybe - probably - he was just tired from working all day as well.
"I'm happy you came back today," Ryo replied, taking his glass from the table and drinking some of the wine. It was really nice to just sit here like this, even though he was rather tired he didn't feel like sleeping quite yet, so just being close like this and talking, relaxing, it was nice. "So how was your trip?"
"It wasn't anything big...," the younger one whispered in reply and then grabbed the glass Ryo was holding so he could have some as well, being too lazy to reach out for his own. "It was just like coming home... only mom and dad played a lot with Miyuki instead of asking me tons of questions... So that was kind of nice..."
Smiling at Hiroki, Ryo took the glass from his hand and placed it back on the table before leaning forward so that their noses brushed against each other.
"Good then..," He mumbled before closing the short distance between them, kissing Hiroki softly and lingering for a bit before pulling back. He really liked just sitting close like this.
Hiroki looked at Ryo for a little while before grabbing his hand and then hummed a little. He didn't really know what it was that was funny, or what it was that made him like this tonight, but hopefully Ryo wouldn't mind.
"You know Ryo...," the younger one mumbled as he let his fingers run over Ryo's. "You're just... 24, right? And I'm just 22... but even so we're like this already... Normal people get married when they're our age but since we're not like them we have different rules, right? But if we're like this... all the time... when we get older, when we get 30 and 40... don't you think people will be thinking... that it's weird..? I mean, maybe... I don't think we'll be allowed to announce this to everyone even if we're 50, you know...?"
Watching Hiroki with a smile on his face as the younger one talked, Ryo eventually tightened his old around the younger one.
"What do you mean 'if'?" He asked, faking a little frown on his face even though he didn't really sound at all serious. Hiroki was right though, maybe people would think of it as weird, and most likely they wouldn't be able to announce anything to anyone even then.. but then again who knew how much the world would change in all those years..
"But you know.. Do you care really? I mean like... Does it bug you?"
"Well... no...," the younger one continued, "no it doesn't, but it would... kinda be sorta fun to see our names on the front of all newspapers and it would announce that we're together and all... But it doesn't bug me really much, it's not something that brings me down..."
Though it definitely would be really nice, really fun to see how everyone would react if they found out. Of course some would be disgusted and some would be disappointed but in the long run, the overall general reaction... he couldn't help but wonder what it'd be.
"But I'm fine like this..."
Chuckling softly, Ryo ruffled Hiroki's hair as he reached for his glass.
"That's what I meant, would it bother you to come out with it eventually?" He asked then, though Hiroki had more or less already answered his question. Taking a sip of his wine, Ryo sat up from the couch.
"Wanna put on some music?" He asked, for some reason feeling like being a bit romantic, maybe it was the wine messing with his head? Walking towards the kitchen again, to grab a lighter since there were candles on the table, and if he was going to be romantic then he could very well light those too, Ryo frowned slightly as he counted some in his head.
"You know.. When I'm 40.... Miyuki will be 18..."
Smiling widely then, Hiroki looked up at Ryo. It felt a little bit as if his eyes were glittering - were they? Right now everything was so perfect though, it was... it was ridiculously perfect and it felt a little like the idea of them ever fighting was a complete joke.
"Mm...," the younger one hummed in reply after a while and once Ryo had lit the candles and then walked over to the CD-player, Hiroki got up so he could go and stand behind him. "And I'll be 38..."
Smiling a bit at the thought of Hiroki being 38, Ryo popped in some old CD he couldn't even remember having bought (maybe it was Hiroki's?) and turned to face the younger one.
"Yeah..," He mumbled as he wrapped his arms around Hiroki's waist, pulling him close as he swayed to the relaxing music just slightly. "You think we'll have more kids by then?"
Despite this having been quite obvious, as they suddenly were dancing slowly to the music, Hiroki was a little surprised. It was so romantic after all. Drinking some wine, having lit candles and now dancing...
"I...," Hiroki mumbled then, a bit shy by just thinking it. "I would like that..." Imagine if they got a house, or a bigger apartment and had two children? Or three even...
Humming in agreement, Ryo rested his head against Hiroki's shoulder, but as he now was only centimeters away from Hiroki's neck, Ryo couldn't really help the small smile that spread on his lips as he leaned forward to softly press his lips on the skin.
"Like you know..," He mumbled as turned his head to look over Hiroki's shoulder.
"Imagine us living in a house, and Miyuki would be a good bigger sister right.. We could even get a dog and stuff, it could be fun..." Maybe it was just a distant dream, it was a miracle that they even had their daughter now, but who knew what future would bring along?
Closing his eyes as he leaned his head against Ryo's, Hiroki hummed in reply. He knew that Ryo always had dreamed of having a big house and a family and a big dog - it seemed like that was what the ideal family life was like for him. Hiroki definitely couldn't find anything wrong with it though, it sounded absolutely perfect.
"A big dog...," he whispered and tightened his grip around the older one. "And many rooms... and a big kitchen... and a big, big backyard..."
Laughing lightly, Ryo hummed happily at the thought, a big dog had definitely be something he had always wanted.
"Mm, big backyard where the kids could play and stuff.." He mumbled before leaning back slightly in order to look at the younger one, he really couldn't imagine life without Hiroki, couldn't imagine having a family with anyone else. Reaching up to clam Hiroki's lips into a kiss, Ryo held on the younger one a bit tighter as the song came to an end, switching into a new one.
Hiroki closed his eyes then as he kissed back while holding on to Ryo a bit tighter. Kissing like this was actually quite rare for them, it was usually pretty passionate that they kissed, kisses filled with lust and it didn't mean that this wasn't filled with lust or wasn't passionate, it definitely was, just in a... in a very different way.
As the kiss finally broke, Hiroki smiled down at Ryo before holding him closer so he could hide his face in the crook of his neck.
"I love you," he mumbled after a little while before he turned his head and sighed lightly. "So, so much..."
Smiling as he rested his head against Hiroki's, Ryo closed his eyes for a bit, enjoying the relaxing mood.
"Love you too." He mumbled back after a while, thoughts drifting back to Miyuki, how she would eventually grow up and..
"Imagine, when Miyuki grows up a bit, she'll totally start waking us up in the mornings.." He mumbled, a bit amused at the thought, though at the same time it made him realize that he should treasure the time he had felt before that and sleep in a lot. "Even though I love to sleep, somehow I can't wait for that.."
When he got reminded of that, that there weren't many months left until things like that would happen, Hiroki chuckled lowly.
"Mm...," he hummed, knowing that he would love it the first couple of days but then... "Should sleep a lot now... while we can... probably, you know? Probably we won't get to sleep much at all... and what if she has nightmares? Then... then we won't get to sleep... much at all... what if..." Hiroki blinked then and he lifted his head to look at his boyfriend.
"What if she comes in... because she has a nightmare... at like... you... you know...?"
Blinking a bit, Ryo couldn't help but to laugh at Hiroki right then, that was just so random! Really though.. of course that -could- happen but.. They would just have to be careful.. or maybe lock the door.. that wold be mean though.
"Then we should do that a lot now, while we can, since probably we won't get to do it much at all then.." Ryo said then, a bit too amused maybe, but he couldn't really help it, Hiroki was so cute. Not like he would go on a sex strike just because of that though, just because they had children, they would just have to get creative ..and get that damn car with darkened windows..what?
Hiroki looked at his husband then, for a little while wondering if this just now was a hint towards something, but as he realized that...
"Ne Ryo...," Hiroki mumbled after having decided that Ryo just made him a worse (or better) person. Smiling a little, the younger one leaned forward so his forehead rested against Ryo's.
"Tonight... let's make love?" Making love was different from having sex... it really was. Hiroki couldn't really put his finger on what it was, but there definitely was something different. Something which was very, very good... and different. He loved both things though of course.
Ryo couldn't help but to be a bit surprised about that, after all Hiroki -had- ended up calling him last night... Smiling up at the younger one, Ryo leaned in to slowly close the distance between them, gently deepening the kiss while his hands sank lower, keeping Hiroki close. Honestly? He hadn't had this in mind, but now that Hiroki had asked, he definitely didn't mind, not at all.
Looking straight into Hiroki's eyes as the kiss broke, Ryo lifted his hand up to brush it through Hiroki's hair as he leaned his head to the side, placing light kisses along the younger one's neck.
As he felt Ryo's hands over his behind, Hiroki couldn't help but smile and as he did he tipped his head slightly to the side.
"Ryo...," he mumbled as he too let his hands wander down. "Do you think... that... that maybe... just maybe, okay? Maybe... maybe we do this too much?"
Chucking quietly against Hiroki's neck, Ryo closed his eyes for a few seconds.
"Dunno," He mumbled, placing a few kisses along Hiroki's jawline. Maybe they did? Not that he minded, though they had indeed had a lot of sex lately..
"Maybe? You think so?" He asked, mumbled against Hiroki's ear as the hand that had been holding onto his har gently crept lower, pushing the loose t-shirt Hiroki was wearing down so that it exposed his shoulder before leaning down to kiss the flawless skin.
"Maybe...," Hiroki mumbled in reply as he closed his eyes while moving his hands up to Ryo's waist again. "I don't really mind though...," he continued, "it's nice after all... and it makes me feel good... very good..."
Maybe they had sex a bit too often though? But how often did couples normally have sex? Just once a week or maybe less than that? When you'd been together for three years, how often did people normally have sex? This was one of those questions he couldn't really ask anyone either... maybe it said on the internet?
Only humming as he didn't see much point in replying, Ryo continued kissing Hiroki's shoulder, moving back up to his neck after a while, hand sliding down to hold onto the younger one's waist, slowly making it's way under his t-shirt.
"If you don't mind then..," He whispered as he looked up at Hiroki. "Should we move to the bedroom?"
"Mm...," the younger one hummed with a small nod. "I'll just take out the candles to the kitchen, okay?" And with that, Hiroki let go of Ryo and immediately went to grab the two glasses and the bottle from the table to take it out to the kitchen. They hadn't ended up drinking too much, but no matter how much they had Hiroki had never liked throwing food or drinks out - especially not when it was such expensive things.
"Can you blow out the candles?" he asked before he finished the glass that had been Ryo's and then had some of his own. Obviously didn't wouldn't affect him though... at least he didn't hope so. It was just some wine after all.
Blowing out the candles, Ryo followed Hiroki to the kitchen and as he saw the younger one standing there, without thinking much he immediately went to wrap his arms around him from behind.
"Lets go..," He mumbled as he took the glass from Hiroki and placed it on the table while kissing Hiroki's neck.
Hiroki couldn't help but giggle then and he quickly turned around in the older one's arms.
"Did Ryochan get a little happy?" he asked, humor obvious in his voice as he then leaned down to kiss Ryo once. Honestly he loved this, he loved being able to just kiss Ryo whenever he wanted and he loved standing here, knowing that they would have sex soon but not feeling the need to act all... weird because of it. This was really nice.
Smiling into the kiss, Ryo let it deepen as he tightened his hold on the younger one. A little happy? He wasn't sure if happy was enough to describe how he felt right now, first getting home to discover that his family was back, and then just spend time with them, that was more than enough to make him ridiculously happy. And now he had Hiroki in his arms like this, about to have him even closer.. yeah, definitely at least a little happy.
"I'll show you just how happy.." He mumbled as the kiss broke, not pulling back completely as he let his forehead rest against Hiroki's.
It didn't take long before Ryo had gotten enough of being in the kitchen and instead grabbed Hiroki's hand head to the bedroom. Though once there, Hiroki had remembered that he didn't know whether the door was locked or not so a quick visit to the hallway to make sure that no one would be able to get in happened and then when Hiroki returned to the bedroom he closed the door behind them. Maybe he shouldn't considering Miyuki was sleeping and she could wake up, but normally they would hear her through the wall no matter what.
"Ryo~" Hiroki said then as he started to undo his belt while walking up to the older one who already had taken off his shirt.
Turning around as he heard his name being called, Ryo grinned at Hiroki, pulling him closer as he went to finish undoing the younger one's belt.
"Hmm?" The older one mumbled as he placed a single kiss on Hiroki's neck, taking Hiroki's hand in his own as he brought it up to his lips, placing a light kiss on his knuckles.
It was really silly, Hiroki knew it was, but he couldn't help but feel a bit... nervous. Not like when they had sex for the first and second time - he had been nervous the first four or five times actually - but it was... he still had butterflies in his stomach.
Pulling his hand back quickly, Hiroki hurried to take off his shirt and then put his hand against Ryo's neck as he leaned down and kissed him.
Letting out a low moan as he answered the kiss, Ryo hooked his thumbs into the belt loops of Hiroki's jeans, pulling him closer while taking small steps towards the bed.
Not saying anything as the kiss broke, Ryo just let his forehead rest against Hiroki's as he watched the younger one. Somehow it felt as if the time stood still when they were like this, as if everything around them stopped for a moment, completely still. Pushing Hiroki's jeans down, Ryo continued to stare into the dark brown eyes of his partner.
Hiroki looked back, for a few moments just thinking about just how much he loved this man. It was a bit silly, actually, to think of these things now of all times, but he definitely, definitely loved Ryo more than anything and it felt a little bit as if it was definitely the smartest decision he'd ever made - even though he hadn't really made it himself. To fall inlove with Ryo.
Moving his hand from Ryo's neck up against his cheek instead, Hiroki let his thumb run over the older one's lips a few times. Just standing like this, somehow it was so... sensual.
Ryo wouldn't exactly call it a smart decision, to fall for your best friend, but years had gone by and now it felt stupid to even think of the younger one as a best friend, for the simple reason that he was more, much more, they weren't merely lovers, but as married as they could get, and no matter how weird it was to think that he had a husband, that was exactly what Hiroki was.. A damn sexy husband too.
Parting his lips slightly, Ryo let Hiroki's finger slip into his mouth as he closed his eyes and sucked on it, his hands holding onto Hiroki's hips loosely.
Hiroki's eyes widened a little in surprise then as he suddenly felt Ryo's tongue against his thumb. Though, he would be lying if he said he didn't like it - not because it felt great or anything but because just watching this... Slowly moving his hand a little bit, Hiroki instead let Ryo suck on his index finger as he let the rest of his hand rest against his cheek.
He had absolutely no idea of why, but just watching Ryo do this... somehow it was very sexy. It was really sexy and quite a turn on as well, but Hiroki couldn't bring himself to do anything but just watch for now.
Opening his eyes, Ryo stared straight into the taller one's eyes as he slowly brought his hand up to hold onto Hiroki's, sucking just a little bit harder before he pulled back. Planting another kiss on Hiroki's knuckles before moving down to kiss the inside of his wrist, Ryo pulled Hiroki's hand straight as he let his lips slide along the soft skin until he reached the younger one's shoulder, from there moving to kiss his neck, this time sucking and nibbling on the warm skin.
The younger one closed his eyes as his breathing slowly became heavier. He didn't really know what it was about, but somehow this was so exciting, it made things so... so ridiculously attractive.
"Ryo...," Hiroki mumbled as he let his hands fall down to the older one's hips and then pull slightly at the pants. Of course he would have to undo the belt first though and thus his hands immediately started working with it. He really wanted Ryo right now, he wanted him so bad but for some reason he didn't feel that they had to rush... though he did start to get a little bit impatient... just a little bit. But no rushing.
Feeling Hiroki's fingers on his belt, Ryo pushed the younger one against the side of their bed, lowering him onto the mattress as he climbed on top of him. Maybe it was strange of him to feel a bit special right now, but knowing that no one else would ever see this, that this was something Hiroki would only show him, that he was the only one to touch Hiroki like this, it made him feel lucky, that he was the only one to whisper sweet things into Hiroki's ear and cause the younger one to blush cutely like he often did.
"Hiro...," He mumbled then, lips brushing against Hiroki's ear while his hand moved up and down along his side. "Do you know what I love about you?"
If the question had been 'do you know I love you?' then Hiroki would have joked and said no, but when it came to this... he honestly didn't know. Hiroki knew that Ryo loved him and he knew that Ryo loved his eyes and so on, but for some reason it didn't feel as if that was what the answer to this was.
"No...?" he thus mumbled as he unbuttoned Ryo's pants.
Chuckling softly under his breath, Ryo closed his eyes as he placed a kiss on the younger one's neck.
"I love your hands, and how you're always so gentle...," he mumbled as he went to grab Hiroki's hand into his, bringing them above their heads on the bed. That wasn't completely true though, for it was one of the most sexiest things ever when Hiroki got a bit dominant, though no one had to know that.
"And I love your lips," Ryo went on, leaning down to plant a kiss on Hiroki's lips before continuing. "And how you part them like that when I kiss you..." He could probably continue this forever, there was so much to love about Hiroki after all.
Hiroki closed his eyes then as Ryo kissed him one more time and thus he only hummed in reply. He loved Ryo so much though, he really did. It was a bit weird to think that the two of them had at one point only been friends and nothing more, when they were so perfect for each other and all.
"I love your tongue...," Hiroki mumbled as the kiss broke and as Ryo looked at him, he couldn't help but smile a bit. "Really much..."
"Do you now?" Ryo said then, grinning widely down at Hiroki. That was a bit of an ego-boost actually, though it wasn't like he didn't know how to use his tongue, he knew quite well, but hearing it straight from Hiroki (in another form than a moan or a plea for more) was pretty cool. Kissing the younger one's collarbone before moving down to place kisses along his chest, teasing a nipple with his tongue, Ryo moved his hand downwards, pushing a few fingers under the waistband of Hiroki's boxers.
Letting out a small moan, Hiroki tipped his head back a little and smiled as several thoughts ran through his head. For some reason, just having said that he liked Ryo's tongue, made him want to say more things like that.
"But I like your...," he continued, definitely not about to finish that sentence as Ryo probably could figure it out anyway. A small moan escaped Hiroki's lips again before he continued. "...the most, and... and your lips... and..."
While mumbling, Hiroki took his hands to let them run through Ryo's hair over and over again. He loved this, this 'treatment' Ryo gave him every now and then. When he literaly kissed him all over... It was amazing.
Unable to keep the grin off his face as he heard Hiroki talk like that, Ryo moved back up to kiss the younger one on his lips. He really kinda wanted to get rid of his pants though, and for that reason he pulled back a bit sooner than he normally would have, sitting up on his knees as he grinned down at Hiroki. As he already had his pants undone, Ryo easily got rid of them along with his underwear, removing Hiroki's boxers as well, it didn't take long until he was back upon Hiroki, brushing his fingers through his silky hair as he leaned down to kiss him.
Hiroki remembered their first night, how he had been so scared and how Ryo had been so patient with him. He could only imagine it had been difficult after all. Hiroki knew how it had been when he had been on top the first time, when he had been the one to enter Ryo - it had been difficult not to go on faster than Ryo said he could. He had been so tight after all, it probably was one of those moments when he'd say he was close to heaven.
"Ryo...," Hiroki mumbled as the kiss broke and he smiled up on the older one as his hand travelled down his back and once it got down to the waist it stopped. "Just... for a little while? Can I be...?"
"Okay.." Ryo whispered as he leaned down to kiss Hiroki's neck once before rolling them over. It wasn't very often that he found himself from this position, but over the years Ryo had learned to enjoy it as well (though last time it had happened Hiroki had went a bit overboard, though Ryo knew he had only himself to blame...).
Smiling up at Hiroki, Ryo reached up claim the younger one's lips as he put his arm behind Hiroki's neck.
Hiroki smiled into the kiss then and kissed back passionately. He didn't let it last for too long though but broke the kiss fairly soon before starting to kiss a trail down Ryo's neck. Normally he'd do this a bit slower, but for some reason he was really excited now and just wanted to get down to it. Literaly.
It didn't take too long before Hiroki was practically sitting by Ryo's feet and he leaned forward to place kisses on Ryo's stomach as his hand grabbed his length in order to just prepare him a little bit. Smiling a bit as he heard Ryo's heavy breaths, Hiroki then leaned back a little before placing kisses on the head before finally taking him in his mouth.
Unable to hold back a low moan, Ryo immediately bit his lip right after as he knew that they would have to keep silent if they didn't want to get disturbed, and the heavens knew that Ryo did -not- want to get disturbed right now.
"Hiro...," he whispered under his breath as his hand moved nearly on it's on accord to hold onto some of Hiroki's hair.
To be completely honest, Hiroki didn't listen now. He was focused, he had to focus in order to do this as there was no way he'd make it otherwise. He wouldn't let Ryo come in his mouth or anything, that was for sure, but he was still a bit worried if he was able to do it.
Stimulating Ryo's scrotum with his free hand a little while thinking this over, Hiroki then quickly glanced up at Ryo. From what he could see from here, he looked absolutely amazing... he really looked as if he was enjoying this to the max... which was exactly why he was going to do this. There was no way that a regular blow job could classify as 'the best thing'.
Hiroki closed his eyes as he then, slowly took in all of Ryo. It was difficult, of course it was, and he would lie if he'd say he didn't think he would panic, but it went slowly so he managed to be okay. Now he just had to focus on breathing through his nose.
As Hiroki took all of him inside his mouth, Ryo had to seriously put some effort into keeping silent, which probably showed in the way he was arching up his back as he pulled his legs up in order to give Hiroki better access. Breathing in and out heavily, Ryo let his hold of Hiroki's hair tighten a bit, of course not pushing him down or anything, though it was hard to keep still. It felt so good though, so goddamn good he wanted to curse out loud, but wouldn't for he knew that if he would open his mouth right now for some other purpose than breathing, he most likely wouldn't be able to stay silent.
As he got the reaction he'd wanted - though of course, if he was to be honest he wanted Ryo to be loud but he knew that couldn't happen. Hiroki could only do this for so long though and thus it didn't last much longer than maybe two or three minutes. Though of course that was enough as he hadn't had in mind to make Ryo come, he still wanted for him to be inside after all.
"Hmmm~," Hiroki hummed as he finally had pulled back and as he moved up again, he placed kisses on Ryo's chest on his way but up to his lips. That had been quite something... at least if Hiroki got to say so himself.
Still breathing heavily, Ryo closed his eyes as he answered the kiss, loosening his hold of Hiroki's hair as he instead kept his hand behind his head. Had he told Hiroki he was awesome lately? He probably hadn't had he?
"Damn you're so-" he didn't really get to finish that though as he decided that he had to feel Hiroki's lips upon his own again. Hiroki was amazing though, one moment he could seem like the most innocent thing in the world, and then the next thing you knew things like these were happening and you didn't really know how to react. Sitting up on the bed with Hiroki placed on his lap, Ryo held one arm around the younger one's lower back while holding his other hand was behind Hiroki's head still, keeping their lips locked into the kiss.
Hiroki pulled back for air soon though, and as soon as they weren't kissing anymore, the younger one smiled at his boyfriend.
"You liked that, huh?" he asked playfully as he let a finger run down the older one's chest. "I'm done now... can... change places now..."
Honestly he kind of wanted to. Not that he didn't like being on top - he loved it actually - but not tonight. He was done now, he didn't need to be on top anymore because tonight... tonight he definitely wanted Ryo over him. Inside of him. He just really... definitely needed that.
Smiling widely, Ryo leaned in to kiss him once before lowering Hiroki back on the bed as they turned around.
"I must have done something really amazing in my past life to get someone like you..," He mumbled as he watched Hiroki, brushing some hair off his face before leaning down to press his lips on the younger one's as he grind his hips down against his gently.
"I...," the younger one whispered in reply as he shook his head a little. "I'm not that great..."
There was no way he could not be humble now though. Even if he did feel pretty awesome with what he had done just now, in general he didn't find himself very special. He was just like any other guy out there... just a little more lucky, that was all.
"Ne Ryo...," Hiroki continued then as he looked up at his husband. "...hurry...?"
"No..," Ryo replied with a smile on his face. "You're even better than that."
And he wasn't just talking about that just now, but Hiroki was definitely the most amazing person he had ever met. Surely he could be a bit silly every now and then, but when you looked at the whole picture, Hiroki was just best there was really.
Reaching up to the nightstand, Ryo took the bottle of lube from the drawer before turning his attention back to Hiroki.
Smearing a few fingers with the liquid he had on his hand, Ryo bent over the younger one to place kisses along his neck as he pushed one inside, soon followed by another one.
Letting out a sound that definitely didn't speak of anything but pleasure, Hiroki turned his head to the side. Smiling a little, he spread his legs a little and then turned up one of them. He really liked this, this feeling of knowing that it was Ryo's fingers, that it was Ryo and just knowing, just -knowing- what would happen always made things so much better.
Biting down on his lip as he felt how Ryo let a third finger enter him, Hiroki blinked up at the older one and lifted his head a little to kiss him quickly on the lips, only to let him know that he wanted to kiss.
Leaning down to kiss Hiroki, Ryo sped his actions a bit as he pushed his fingers a bit deeper inside. He wanted to be inside the younger one already, but wanting to be sure he didn't withdraw his fingers just yet. As he heard Hiroki whimper into the kiss though, a smile formed on his lips and soon Ryo squeezed some more lube onto his hand before preparing himself with a low hiss. A quick kiss was placed on Hiroki's lips before Ryo buried his face into the crook of his neck as he entered the younger one.
It hurt every time actually, every time Ryo came inside it hurt but once you got used to it, it wasn't so bad. It only stung a little while, made him want to push Ryo away for a second or two, but then pleasure washed over him as Ryo started to move, and Hiroki tipped his head back a little bit as he wrapped his legs around Ryo's waist, pushing him deeper in and closer to himself.
"Ryo...," Hiroki moaned as he breathed heavily and moved a little to match the older one's thrusting. He wanted him to be... honestly he wanted Ryo to be a bit harsh. He wanted for him to move faster, to thrust harder but a part of him was a little bit scared that it would hurt.
"Harder," he moaned after a while though, unable to listen ti his brain when it came to this. He liked it when Ryo was like that after all.
Laughing silently against Hiroki's neck, Ryo kissed him there once before lifting his head just slightly to whisper into his ear.
"Shh..," he whispered, sounding a bit amused actually, though no, it wouldn't be amusing if Miyuki would wake up now.
"Can't be loud tonight..." He mumbled after a while, completely opposite to what he wanted to say though, since usually he would only ask for Hiroki to be louder. Starting to move faster, harder into the younger one at the request though, Ryo had to bite down on Hiroki's neck in order to keep himself silent.
Probably it was a good thing that Ryo had reminded him, there was no way that Hiroki would have been able to keep silent if not. Now that he had gotten that reminded though, he had to bite down hard in his neck both at the pain Ryo caused as he bit him but also to keep himself from moaning louder.
It was impossible to be completely silent though, which resulted in slightly muffled sounds every now and then.
"Damn it Ryo," Hiroki mumbled as he pressed his nails into the older one's back. It was really, really difficult to keep the volume down right now. Almost too difficult.
Letting out a low groan as he felt Hiroki's nails dig into his back, Ryo brushed the hand he supported his weight on into Hiroki's hair as he held on tightly. Leaning down to kiss Hiroki's lips, Ryo let his free hand move down Hiroki's side.
"Whisper it into my ear Hiro..," He mumbled into the younger one's ear, his hand wandering down in a teasing manner. "What do you want?"
"I want you," the younger one immediately breathed, not able to keep silent for very long. Moaning into Ryo's ear as he tried to push him more towards himself, wanting him even deeper than he already was, Hiroki then let out a sound of both frustration and pleasure.
"Harder," he mumbled before nibbling on Ryo's ear lobe, having to control himself in order not to actually bite him. "I want you do me harder and faster Ryo..."
Cursing under his breath, Ryo closed his eyes as he tightened his grip on Hiroki's hip, thrusting into the younger one with even more force. This was crazy wasn't it? It felt a bit crazy and Ryo wasn't sure how much longer he would last like this, he wanted to tell Hiroki to stop holding back though, to loose control because if that wasn't hot then he wouldn't want to know what was...
"Hiro...," he mumbled, breath hitching into his throat as he kept thrusting into the younger one, faster and harder, as hard as he dared to. "Hiroki..."
This was right, Hiroki thought then as moans escaped his lips. This was absolutely perfect and he was getting closer and closer. Tonight was somehow more special and more awesome than any other night had been in a while. Even before it happened, Hiroki realized that he would come twice at the same time and just thinking that was beyond words amazing.
"Ryo," he moaned as he pressed his head harder into the mattress under his head. There was no way he'd last much longer now, just no way.
Speeding his movements as he heard Hiroki moan his name like that, Ryo leaned down to nibble on the younger one's neck, his hand leaving Hiroki's hair alone, instead going to hold onto the sheets for support.
Hiroki was so tight around him and feeling how the younger one's tensed suddenly, moaning under him and throwing his head back as he got his release, Ryo could only whimper softly as he stared at the sight before him, following Hiroki just a few seconds after as he too rode his orgasm, collapsing over Hiroki as his arm gave in to the exhaustion.
For a couple of seconds Hiroki did nothing but just stared up at the ceiling. That had been amazing, it had been absolutely amazing and even though expected, somehow it had been surprisingly good.
"God...," the younger one breathed after a little while as he let his legs fall down to the bed and slowly wrapped his arms around Ryo. Smiling a little as he randomly just -felt- for a moment, feeling Ryo still being inside, Hiroki then hummed. He felt really good right now; tired, exhausted and absolutely amazing.
Still breathing a bit heavily, Ryo lifted his head slightly to look at Hiroki. The younger one always looked so beautiful in moments like these, the relaxed look on his face, sweat glimmering on the flawless skin and hair sticking to his face, lips parted just slightly, pink and moist and welcoming. Leaning down to claim those perfect lips into a gentle kiss, Ryo slowly pulled out as he moved to lay next to Hiroki on his side, wrapping his arm around the lean frame as he pulled him closer, spooning the taller boy.
Feeling cold now that Ryo wasn't over him anymore, Hiroki slowly turned to lie on his side and that way try to steal some of Ryo's bodyheat.
"Hon," Hiroki mumbled as he closed his eyes and moved a hand to hold it against Ryo's chest. He knew that they could just move a little and then they'd be under the cover, but right now Hiroki was so exhausted that just having moved as he turned around was way more than he actually had the strength to do.
Having already closed his eyes, Ryo only hummed lowly as he leaned forward, brushing his nose against Hiroki's as he searched for his lips.
"Hmmh..?" He mumbled though, as the kiss broke, making a mental note to himself that he was right now holding the most precious thing in the world (if you didn't count the little girl sleeping in the living room) in his arms and he should appreciate the moment, even though they got to sleep next to each other a lot, one never knew when they would get really busy again...
"Cold...," the younger one mumbled in reply, thinking that somehow Ryo would be able to fix all of this, he would be able to bring out a cover just like that because he was amazing like that.
Honestly Hiroki didn't want to sleep now, he wanted to stay awake and just keep his eyes closed and be like this for a little while. Tonight had been so amazing after all... it had been absolutely amazing.
Had he had the energy to do so, Ryo would've thrown in a lame comment about how he definitely was more hot than warm, but as he didn't (which was probably for the best), the older one of the couple only hummed tiredly before sitting up on the bed. As he noticed how they were lying on the cover though, a small sigh left his lips as he stood up and walked to the end of the bed, tugging on it so that Hiroki would lift his back a bit.
"There.." He mumbled as he spread the cover over Hiroki before laying down and cuddling under it as well, moving his leg over Hiroki's in an attempt to bring him closer.
It was pretty funny actually, how one could at one point be so excited, be so blinded by pleasure and just have pleasure and desire on his mind in one moment and then the other feel like this.
Moving a bit so he lay closer to Ryo, Hiroki hummed happily and blinked a little so he could look at the older one.
"Ne Ryo...," he whispered then, his voice tired and a bit raspy. "Tonight was great..."
Smiling with his eyes closed, Ryo leaned closer to capture the younger one's lips into a kiss before leaning his head back on the pillow.
"Mm...," He hummed in agreement. "You're great..."
Hiroki was great though, He was quite damn fucking awesome, if he got to say so.. Maybe he should cut down swearing so much? It was no good if Miyuki would pick it up after all, eventually she would of course (sadly) but it was their job to make sure she wouldn't learn it from them... "I'm so happy that I proposed to you..."
Hiroki had closed his eyes, but at that he opened then again and looked at his husband. With a smile on his lips he leaned closer and placed, first a kiss on his nose and then another one on his lips.
"If you hadn't...," he mumbled then as he closed his eyes while moving just a litte, little bit closer. "Then I would have... was getting tired of waiting..."
Smiling a bit, Ryo leaned forward to kiss Hiroki again. Honestly, if Hiroki would've proposed to him, Ryo would have found it really embarrassing... Maybe it was silly of him, but it definitely was something he had seen himself doing, instead of the other way around. He knew Hiroki had been waiting for it though, which only made him wonder why he hadn't done it earlier?
"Well I'm glad you waited..." He mumbled, opening his eyes so that he could look at Hiroki. Humming a bit, Ryo brought his hand up to brush some hair off Hiroki's face. "You're really pretty..."
Happy that it wouldn't show that he blushed right now, Hiroki smiled shyly before humming little in reply.
"Ryochan's really sexy," he whispered in reply, knowing very well that it didn't suit the moment, but it was something he thought so he said it. Of course he thought of Ryo as pretty too, but... he wanted to watch Ryo when he said that, considering it definitely would make him embarrassed.
As there was no way he could keep the grin off his face at that, Ryo chuckled silently as it was rather amusing how Hiroki would say something like that even though it didn't fit the mood at all. Keeping his hand on the younger one's cheek, Ryo leaned forward to kiss him, going a bit more further with it this time, though it didn't last too long until he pulled away.
"Should sleep..." He said as rested his head on the pillow and moved his arm back around Hiroki, pulling him closer against his chest.
"Sleepin'," Hiroki mumbled in reply as he gladly lay like this. He loved being close like this after all. The best mornings were those when they woke up by themselves and he found himself laying with his head on Ryo's chest. It was a position that one wouldn't think really happened at any other places but in movies, but it did and those mornings were absolutely the best ever. Hopefully tomorrow would be like that.