|Hiroki (shakkun) wrote in candypop,|
@ 2008-10-28 03:45:00
27th of October 2008, Ryo and Hiroki
"Na Ryoooo...," Hiroki hesitantly said as he stood in front of the mirror in the bedroom. He was dressed in tight black jeans, a waisted white shirt and a grey vest over that - in general pretty normal clothes. It wasn't something he'd normally wear though but now when he stood here, dressed in it, he definitely found himself liking it quite a lot. It was much, much tighter than he normally would weird but with his hair styled the way it was right now it looked quite good if he got to say so himself. Casually lifting a hand to fix his hair a little bit, Hiroki leaned closer to the mirror and looked at the eyeliner he'd put on - it looked quite... okay. Once he'd have his jacket and a scarf on there was no way anyone would recognize him.
In that moment Ryo came in through the door though and Hiroki looked up at him with questioning eyes.
"...what do you think?"
Ryo stared at the sight before his eyes for a while, before fully entering the room with a grin on his face.
"Looks good," he commented as he walked to stand behind the younger guy, wrapping his arms around the slim waist as he let his lips brush against Hiroki's neck.
"What's the occassion?" He mumbled, watching their reflections from the mirror. Hiroki didn't often dress up like this, so it was only normal to assume that something was up, either Hiroki was going out, or Ryo had been a really good husband lately? Though the taller one didn't really dress up just for fun so probably there would be a party going on or something... something that hopefully involved him too, because it would be rather hard to let Hiroki go now that he had him in his arms.
"Miyuki's with Mie tonight," Hiroki replied, almost making it sound as if that was something worth celebrating. Of course that was not how he meant it though, but with Mie babysitting extra they would get some time for each other... something that maybe had happened a lot lately, but not enough for Hiroki.
Leaning back against Ryo, Hiroki quickly licked his lips before he lifted a hand to fix his hair a bit. The ring on his finger there for anyone and everyone to see.
"So I thought we should go out...?"
Smiling as he heard what Hiroki had planned, Ryo watched him in the mirror. So this was why he had put on such a.. unrecognizable outfit, it was after all quite unlike what Hiroki normally weared, and he had make up on as well. All in all, it made him look rather.... girly. Which probably was the idea here? That was something Ryo didn't mind at all, actually, not that he would himself request for Hiroki to dress up in girly clothes or anything (even though he had to admit, the younger guy looked pretty damn good in his disguise), but if they were going out, this mean that they wouldn't get recognized easily, or at least, Hiroki wouldn't.
"Is that so..?" Ryo smirked, his fingers playing with the hem of Hiroki's shirt, lifting it up just a little bit to brush against the skin softly. "Where to?"
At the soft touch Hiroki smiled a little before he looked Ryo's in the eyes through the mirror. Honestly he hadn't had a place in mind when he'd decided this but simply figured that it would cross his mind later. Now that he was asked about it though...
"I don't know...," he answered with a light shrug. "Somewhere where the food is good... that's not home?"
"We'll figure out something on the way then?" Ryo suggested before backing off a few steps and turning to walk to the closets.
"Just let me get changed and then we can leave..." He mumbled as he grabbed some clothes to wear, just something normal would do, not too casual but not too fancy or over the top. Most of his clothes were normal and quite casual though, so it didn't really matter.
Hiroki had been about to leave the room as something hit him and he hurried to turn around. What he saw then was a shirtless Ryo and for a couple of seconds he just ended up staring, but then he caught himself doing so and thus shook his head a bit. It wasn't as if he hadn't seen Ryo half naked before after all.
"Ne," the younger of the two said with a small smile. "...keep the ring on?"
"Eh?" Ryo turned to look at his partner as he heard the... rather risky suggestion. Holding on to the chain that was hanging on his neck, where he kept the ring when it wasn't on his finger, Ryo looked at the little golden jewelry before looking back at Hiroki.
"You sure..?" He asked, a bit unsure about keeping it on where anyone could see. He wanted to though, he really wanted to show it off to the world.
"Mm...," Hiroki nodded in reply, his smile widening a little bit as he noticed how insecure Ryo seemed. It was so cute, he thought. It showed how much Ryo cared for him and Miyuki - how much he wanted to protect them.
"No one will notice...," he continued then, not at all meaning that Ryo could just wear it however he wanted to - because he couldn't - but for tonight it was okay. After all, no one would recognize Hiroki, would they? And if they'd recognize Ryo then that was fine but as long as Ryo wouldn't wave with his hand all night, then they'd be fine.
"I'll have mine on," Hiroki said with a smile and lifted his hand for Ryo to see. "Since we're... married you should have yours too."
Smiling at Hiroki's words, Ryo took the ring out from the chain and slipped it onto his finger. Quickly changing his clothes, Ryo grabbed his wallet and phone from where they were lying on the bed, and followed Hiroki out into the hallway.
"Alright then, lets get going..." He said as he slipped his wallet into the backpocket of his jeans. Looking up, Ryo smirked as he laid his eyes on Hiroki and with a few steps closed the distance between them.
"...Before I decide we better just stay home..." He whispered before pulling Hiroki down into a kiss.
Hiroki loved this, he loved how it was obvious that Ryo loved him and how it was even more obvious that Ryo liked the way he was dressed. But most of all he loved kissing like this, something they definitely couldn't do when they were outside and not only because the both of them being celebrities and male at that, but because it was... well, embarrassing to do this in front of people (that wasn't a one year old baby obviously).
Kissing back, Hiroki put a hand on Ryo's waist and tried to pull him a bit closer. They never did this in front of Miyuki though - stood close like this and kissed... like this - in front of her it was all pretty shallow, but that went without saying didn't it? You couldn't very well make out when you knew your daughter was watching, could you?
Had Ryo heard Hiroki's thoughts, he would've disagreed. If anything, it would've been fun to kiss in front of people, not that they could do that, but it would be... cool, to kiss Hiroki randomly when they were out and not mind if there were people around or not.
"We should go..." He mumbled as he leaned back from the kiss. Grabbing Hiroki's hand in his, Ryo started to walk, holding the doors open until they were both outside.
Even as they got out of the apartment complex in which they lived, Hiroki didn't let go of Ryo's hand but only held on harder if anything. With sunglasses on, hiding his eyes, there was no way that anyone would recognize who he was. Ryo had glasses on too but even so people would surely recognize him, but what did that matter anyway? He was just going out with his... friend, nothing for the tabloids really.
"Where to?," Hiroki asked in a low voice then, not wanting to speak up too loud so that people would realize who he was. "That bar and restaurant place... close to the station?"
Looking around as they stood there, Ryo hesitantly let go of Hiroki's hand, only to wrap his own arm around the younger one's waist as they started walking.
"Sure, I'm fine with that~" He mumbled while glancing around nervously. After a while he relaxed though, as no one seemed to throw weird looks their way. This was pretty cool, to walk around like this. Glancing down at his left hand, Ryo smiled at the ring he had in his finger.
At first, that short second that had passed during which Hiroki and Ryo had had no contact at all, Hiroki had felt disappointed. Of course he had thought that Ryo didn't dare to hold hands when out like this, but then as he felt the older one's arm around his waist, he instead felt as if he was about to die because that was just how happy he got. How many times had they walked outside while being close like this? Sure, the two of them had been walking closly together all the time when they'd been working together and no one had given them weird looks because of that, but now things were different. Everything was so different now and they even had their rings on...
Humming happily, Hiroki nodded a little as they walked towards the station. It wasn't far away from home and the place wasn't too fancy but it was cozy instead. Cozy and... close to home so they could get back much faster.
Talking about this and that, work, friends, the people who passed them on the streets, things they saw on the shop windows, their daughter, exchanging the latest news and whatnot, the two of them soon reached the restaurant and without waiting, Ryo opened the door, leading Hiroki inside. Eyeing the few people that were seated around the place, Ryo followed Hiroki to table.
"So," He started as he opened the menu. "...what should we get..?"
Hiroki couldn't stop grinning. No matter how silly it was, he just couldn't stop grinning at this whole thing. The two of them had been together for three years though, a little bit longer than three years but even so this was the first time that they actually went together to some place to eat as a couple for other people to see. There was no way that Hiroki couldn't feel awesome right now.
"I don't knooow~," Hiroki sing-songed in reply as he shook his head a little bit. "Anything~?"
Looking up at Hiroki, Ryo couldn't help but to smile at how cheerful the younger one was.
"Anything huh?" He repeated and bit on his lip as he thought about it.
"How about ...number 29?" He suggested then, it sounded delicious at least? It didn't take long for a waiter to come to their table and take the orders. Once the two of them were left alone again, Ryo turned to look at Hiroki with a smile on his face.
"What are you thinking about?"
Shaking his head in reply, Hiroki smiled a bit wider before he looked down at the table. It was a bit embarrassing to smile like this and then have Ryo look at him. He didn't mind, of course not, but it was still a bit embarrassing.
"Nooothing~," he replied cheerfully and then looked up at his husband again. "Just... thinking like.. like... shiawase da naaa~ Mm~"
At that, Ryo couldn't hel but to smile widely before nodding a bit.
"Mm..." He mumbled before turning to look out of the window. Would it be okay if he'd do something daring? Would someone recognize them? Had the waiter recognized him? Or Hiroki? Somehow now that they were out here, he didn't feel as confident as he had felt when they had left. Mentally kicking himself for stressing so much, Ryo turned to look at Hiroki who sat on the opposite side of the table before reacing out to take his hand into his own.
When Hiroki had been dressing up earlier he had tried very hard to look girly so that people would think he was a girl and not some random tall guy - but now that Ryo was doing that... holding his hand like that, then Hiroki couldn't help but actually feel like a girl to 100%. His whole face felt ridiculously warm and this he looked down, not wanting to show Ryo or anyone else how he was actually blushing.
"Mm...," he hummed in reply though, not really sure of why, as he held on to Ryo's hand. This was so... embarrassing in the best way ever.
"What...?" Ryo asked then, slightly amused at the younger one's reaction. Wasn't that just adorable? Hiroki getting so embarrased of something as small as this (or maybe it wasn't very small, considering that they had pretty much never done anything coupley where anyone could see), it was really cute. Although he knew it couldn't happen,
Hiroki's reaction had him thinking what the taller one would do if he'd lean over the table and kiss him? Maybe he wouldn't like it...
"Look up.." he said, not letting go of Hiroki's hand just yet.
Hesitantly doing as he was told, Hiroki lifted his eyes to look at his boyfriend. How did he manage to sit there and look so confident, so calm? Maybe he wasn't, but Ryo had always been so much better with hiding when he was nervous... not when embarrassed, but when he was nervous. Unless it was in front of the camera or around people he didn't know of course.
Smiling at the younger one, Ryo shook his head.
"Nothing..." He began, but as he heard someone coming their way, quickly let go of Hiroki's hand. The waiter set down their plates and filled their glasses before leaving them alone with a small bow.
Quickly mumbling 'itadakimasu', Ryo poked around the food on his plate before taking his first bite.
"Ne..," He mumbled after a while, taking a sip from his glass before continuing. "..We should probably start looking for apartmets soon?" It was getting rather annoying to have Miyuki's toys and stuff lying all around the livingroom, no matter how much fun they were to play with. Not that he was a clean freak or anything, but it would be cool to get the girl her own room.
It was normal, Hiroki told himself, it was normal and very common and anyone - just anyone would have let go of their partner's hand like that when other people could come closer. But even so, even though it was so normal, Hiroki couldn't help but feel a little bit hurt. He wanted so bad to just be open to everyone about this. While he loved living with Ryo and Miyuki in a world that only belonged to them... at the same time he wanted nothing more but to let everyone know.
"Mm," Hiroki hummed then though, smiling at the thought a bit. "How many rooms..? Three? Or four...?"
"More than Akanishi will get when he moves?" Ryo grinned at Hiroki before shaking his head a bit.
"No I dunno, how many do you think we will need?" He asked then, before taking a few bites of his food. He didn't really care how many rooms there were, as long as it would be bigger than the one where they lived in right now.
"We shouldn't move far from Mie though, don't want to make things any harder for her." He added after a while, because he wasn't really at all interested in finding a new nanny.
At that Hiroki got reminded of what Ryo had said a few weeks ago about maybe giving Miyuki a sibling. It wasn't impossible after all, Hiroki knew it wasn't... and honestly he loved the sound of that. They just had to find a woman who was willing to...
"Four maybe," the younger one said then and smiled a bit at his partner. "Four sounds... good, doesn't it?"
Nodding at Hiroki, Ryo took a sip from his glass.
"Four sounds just fine." He agreed, leaning back in his seat. It was pretty awesome, how even though he worked in this field, and was rather busy, he still had got lucky enough to have a family, at this age even. It wasn't very often that that happened after all, if you didn't count Jin, which he didn't.
Silence fell over them then as Hiroki ate some of the curry they'd ordered and once both of them had finished their meal, Hiroki leaned back and lifted a hand to fix his hair a little bit.
"Ne...," he asked then, taking his hands to let them rest in his lap and then let his fingers run over the golden ring on his left hand. "This... it's working... isn't it?"
"Hm?" Ryo turned to look at Hiroki with a questioning look at his face, but once he had looked at the younger one for a moment, Ryo soon realized what the younger one was talking about.
"Mm, I guess it is.." He nodded a bit, leaning forward to lean his elbow on the table.
"Looks pretty damn good too, by the way.." He smirked. It looked a bit different maybe, but definitely good.
Immediately feeling embarrassed, Hiroki shook his head and looked down as he felt how his cheeks most likely took on a faint red color. To anyone else that might not be so detailed, just saying that someone looked good wasn't the "worst" of compliments after all, but somehow it was just...
"Wanna grab a few drinks?" He asked, deciding to be nice and not embarrass the younger one even more. He knew he could, but the problem was that when he said things like that, he often started to want for things to happen as well, and even though Hiroki wasn't very recognizable right now, he wouldn't dare to risk it by doing something stupid.
"Sure," Hiroki immediately replied and looked up at the older one. Having a few beers and then go home to... well, probably do what they always did when they could when Mie was taking care of Miyuki.
Before long their plates had been taken care of and instead they soon got two glasses and two bottles of beer standing on the table between them.
Smiling a bit to himself, Hiroki looked down at the liquid in his glass. This felt so great... to sit like this, having dinner with Ryo as a couple... probably it was silly to think of it so much, but he just couldn't help himself. It was a big thing after all...!
Taking a few sips from his glass, Ryo hummed lowly. There were quite a few people around the place by now, he noted as he looked around. No wonder really, the place was pretty cozy and cool after all.
"You got work tomorrow?" He asked and turned to look back at Hiroki.
Putting down his glass, the younger one shook his head slightly.
"Nope," he answered cheerfully and looked Ryo with hopeful eyes. "You?," he asked only to realize he knew the answer very well. "Of course you do, but... you got... any idea of during which hours...?"
Smiling at Hiroki, Ryo drank a bit more of his beer before answering.
"Don't have to get up early, if that's what you want to know.." He said. Lucky for him, he didn't have anywhere to be at on the morning, which most likely meant that he'd have to work late, which sucked but it wasn't like he could help it. People with regular working hours were pretty lucky, though their work was probably more to the boring side..
"That's good," Hiroki said then and nodded a little bit. The door to the restaurant had opened many times already this evening and now when it opened again Hiroki looked over Ryo's shoulder to look at whoever came in through the door. First walked a woman that looked pretty small and then behind her two men who looked about as average as you could get. One of them looked back at Hiroki however and for a couple of seconds they locked eyes.
As soon as Hiroki realized what was going on he hurried to look down and blink at his beer before drinking some. He couldn't look at people - he couldn't make people pay attention to them, it wouldn't bring any good to anyone.
Winking a little, the guy pushed his friend towards the bar counter and once they got their drinks, he turned back to face the direction where Hiroki was sitting. Trying to get eyecontact with the pretty 'girl', he whistled a bit, and once Hiroki had turned to look at him, winked a little, motioning for 'her' to come there. As 'she' didn't move though, he turned back to the waitress (who also looked pretty good, but from experience he knew that it was useless to hit on that one) asking for her to deliver a drink to the pretty 'girl' sitting on the table near the windows. Girls usually loved free drinks, hopefully the guy she was with wouldn't mind if she'd leave him though.
It didn't take long before the waitress came up to the table where Hiroki and Ryo sat and put down a glass of Gin & Tonic before Hiroki.
"From the man by the bar," she explained politely before walking away and left the couple alone again. Blinking in confusing down at the drink and then up at the man by the bar, Hiroki then looked down again. What was he supposed to do now? Of course he wouldn't drink it, that would be the same as accepting his... feelings and he wouldn't, but...
For some reason he couldn't help but feel embarrassed. He was flattered... even though he shouldn't be. He definitely shouldn't be but... Glancing up at Ryo, Hiroki swallowed as he noticed the angry look on Ryo's face.
"I don't know what that's about...," Hiroki explained as he pushed the drink towards the middle of the table and then put his both hands around his glass.
Glaring at the guy who stood by the counter, Ryo grabbed the glass and with a sigh got up from the table. Sure, he could just keep ignoring the guy, but then the idiot would most likely think that he had a chance and he'd keep sending the drinks or something else as stupid, and it would make Ryo look stupid as well. Calmly walking to the bar, Ryo put the drink down on the counter, making sure the idiot wouldn't
miss the ring he had on his finger.
"You can keep your drinks," He told the guy with a bored tone, it would be bad to sound like he was about to punch him on the face after all.
"Not like you got a chance anyways." He added, before turning around to head back back to their table.
Hiroki nursed his lip between his teeth as he looked after Ryo and as he then turned to walk back, the younger one hurried to lower his eyes. That... just now, that had definitely been... Pretty close to amazing. It had made Hiroki's heart beat faster anyway and it still did as Ryo sat down before him again. Somehow he just couldn't help but feel... really special right now. He felt... like Ryo's boyfriend (and husband!) of course, but somehow he felt as if he was a bit more than that...
"Sorry...," he apologized lowly, not looking up at Ryo as that felt as if he would be able to see right through him. Ryo was really, really cool sometimes... Of course he was cool all the time but...
Sitting down and taking a sip from his drink, Ryo looked at Hiroki as he set the glass back down.
"Don't mention it." He said, leaning forward a bit, damn if he didn't want to kiss the younger one now, right in front of everyone, make sure the idiot would get it too, that he'd never get this close to Hiroki. He'd never have chance for someone like Hiroki, what the heck had he thought anyways? Hitting on someone who clearly was taken.
Biting on his lip, Ryo held back the urge to close the distance between them and instead whent to grab Hiroki's hand into his again.
Smiling at it, Hiroki nodded some as he tightened his grip around Ryo's hand. He really liked this - belonging to someone. He absolutely loved the fact that he belonged to Ryo. That he had proof of that he belonged to Ryo (and Miyuki of course) and that Ryo wanted this, that he... it was he who had made all of it happen after all.
"Ne...," the younger one said then and looked up at Ryo, still keeping his voice down a bit. "I love you..."
"Love you too" Ryo mumbled, smiling as he looked at their hands.
"...In case you haven't noticed." He added. Looking around the bar, Ryo shot a few glares at the guy who now was trying to hit some other girl. It didn't seem like anyone was looking at them, and he didn't think that the guy had recognized him either, or Hiroki at least, and it wasn't like he was paying them any attention right now anyways.
"I..." he started, but decided to just go ahead. Quickly leaning over the table and pulling Hiroki towards him, Ryo pressed his lips against he younger one's.
The kiss was short, of course it was, but to Hiroki it felt as if it lasted forever. So once Ryo pulled back, the younger one took a deep breath and then blinked at his husband. That had been so... it had been so... so... One didn't normally do something like that, not even straight couples did that too often but Ryo had just now...
If it was possible Hiroki's heart beat even faster now as he sat with his back against the back of the chair again. His eyes were again looking down at the glass which he held on to with one hand. Had that just now happened? It had, hadn't it? The blush on his cheeks was proof enough for that it had, wasn't it?
Grinning at Hiroki as he too leaned back on his seat, Ryo looked around the bar and everything seemed to be just like it had been a few seconds ago. No one was staring at them, no one looked shocked or scandalized and the stupid guy probably hadn't even seen (sadly). Turning back to his partner, Ryo shrugged a little before emptying his
"Should we leave?"
Despite feeling so embarrassed and shy and... girly, Hiroki couldn't keep a small grin off his face then. He wanted to leave, he definitely did, but now as Ryo suggested it, he couldn't help but feel a bit... not 'teasy' but at least something close to do.
"What...," the younger one thus started before he slowly looked up at Ryo. "What should we do... when we get home?"
"Oh I don't know.." Ryo smirked at the younger one. Of course he knew though, and so did the younger one, but if Hiroki wanted to play this little game of his, Ryo wasn't going to loose.
"Play cards?.. Or did you have something in mind?" He asked, waving a bit to get the nearby waiter's attention.
"I like cards!," Hiroki exclaimed then with a smile, of course not having anything close to playing cards in mind. But he did like playing some games sometimes though... it could be really fun. Of course that wasn't what he did with Ryo most of the time though.
Staring at his partner once he had paid for the bill and the waiter had excused himself, Ryo blinked a few times before a grin appeared on his face.
"Strip poker?" He bluntly suggested, not at all thinking they would really end up playing anything, but if they would, he'd be sure to make Hiroki loose. He wasn't sure if he had the patience for it though.
"But you'd lose," the younger one said immediately, not really thinking much of what it implied but just wanting to say something like that. After all, he would never actually sit and just play cards with Ryo when... there obviously were things they'd both rather be doing. Maybe they had a bit too much sex - could you have too much sex? Didn't they say that couples would grow tired of each other eventually but to Hiroki it seemed that no matter how much sex they had, how much or little time they spent together, he would never grow tired of Ryo. He would always want him just as much as he had the first days they'd been together. And those days had been pretty...
"And I'm not sure I have enough patience..."
Grinning, Ryo got up from his chair.
"That means you give up," He started as he slipped the wallet back into the back pocket of his jeans.
"So I win." He stated. Because that's how it was. Putting on his jacket, Ryo turned to look around the bar as he waited for Hiroki to get ready.
Hiroki quickly got up from his seat and once he had taken on his jacket he hurried up to Ryo.
"As if you would be able to just wait," he muttered as he followed the older one out from the restaurant, subconsciously hurrying his steps a bit as they passed the bar. He knew he was right though - there was no way that Ryo would be able to just sit around... and wait when both of them wanted things to happen.
Oh wouldn't he now? ... No. He probably wouldn't.. But Hiroki didn't have to know that!
"Don't think so highly of yourself~" He commented, of course not meaning it at all. Taking a few quick steps, Ryo grabbed Hiroki's arm in order to stop him.
"Don't need to hurry like that though," He muttered tugging on Hiroki's jacket so that he would turn around.
"We've got time.." He continued, leaning daringly close, yet not closing the distance between them. Hiroki's breath felt warm against his skin out in the night, and thousands of thoughts ran trough his head as he gazed into the dark eyes of his partner, husband, boyfriend, lover, soulmate, the guy he for some reason unknown to him, was madly in love with, life was weird.
Noting how it was dark and how this meant that everything was on their side; the darkness, their outfits, the mood, Hiroki looked back into Ryo's eyes. He had never been the person to take the first steps in daring situations like this but even so right now he wanted to. He wanted to do it so bad and thus only a second or two passed before Hiroki went so far as to close the distance between them. There weren't any people around anymore and those who were, of course they wouldn't be able to tell who they were.
Deepening the kiss immediately, Ryo wrapped his arm around Hiroki's waist while holding onto the collar of his shirt with his other hand, caressing the skin of his neck with a few fingers.
"See?" He mumbled, breathing heavily as the kiss broke. "You loose." He finished. Though who the heck cared who won anyways, when in the end, they had the same goal?
Looking back at Ryo, Hiroki pouted a bit before pushing him away and then turned to head back home. He wasn't really angry or anything though, of course not, but there was no way he was going to take Ryo saying things like that to him... no matter how true it was. The older one could be quite a 'bitch' in that sense. Tease a lot, be very close and then in the end do nothing because he expected Hiroki to do it all the time... And honestly the younger one didn't mind. Definitely not, he hadn't minded this time either... But it wasn't... it wasn't fair... Was it?
Laughing gently as Hiroki turned to walk away, Ryo quickly catched up with him, again grabbing the younger one's arm.
"Why am I always running after you?" He asked, pulling Hiroki back into his arms.
"Hm?" Ryo hummed before giving a quick peck on Hiroki's lips, "Like to be chased huh?"
"No," Hiroki replied defiantly, still pouting a bit. "You just like running after things you want," he continued after a little while and even though they were standing ridiculously close right now, he didn't lean forward. He wanted to though, he wanted to kiss Ryo so bad right now and then hurry home so they could do more than just kissing but... He didn't want to... lose again. It was Ryo's turn to lose now.
With a smile on his face, Ryo pulled Hiroki down into a kiss. He would not admit it, but there probably was some truth in Hiroki's words. Either way, right now he felt like they should hurry back home, and he was pretty sure that Hiroki would agree had he been asked. Lingering for a few seconds as the kiss broke, Ryo eventually turned to walk forward again, taking Hiroki's hand into his as he did so.
As he walked a step or two behind his boyfriend, Hiroki took a deep breath.
"Aaah~," he sighed out loud as he held on to Ryo's hand a little bit tighter. "Seems like Ryochan looses too," he commented and then wasn't unable to hold back a small smile. He liked this game, he decided, even though it was pretty childish. He was pretty sure he'd love whatever game they'd play at home too though...
"Ryochan is a loser~"
"Eh?" Ryo immediately turned to face the younger one at that. He couldn't be a loser! Hiroki had already lost and there couldn't be two losers! Feeling too lazy to explain to Hiroki that he made no sense, Ryo turned to walk backwards so that he could look at the younger one as they walked.
"Well then, how does it feel to be married to a loser?" He asked, amusement clear in his voice.
"It's quite good actually," Hiroki answered, almost managing to both look and sound serious. "It's rather good, it makes one feel comfortable and quite content most of the time. Knowing that you can never be... absolute worst is really good," he continued, his voice still sounding serious but the smile on his lips giving him away. Of course he didn't think of Ryo as a loser, but the older one surely knew that already. It was fun to joke about though.
Looking to the side with a smile still on his face, Ryo bit down his lip before turning back to face Hiroki.
"Shut the fuck up," He cursed, trying to look serious but failed miserably. Suddenly standing still, Ryo waited until Hiroki reached where he stood and as the younger one stopped walking as well, slid his arms under the open jacket, wrapping them around Hiroki's waist.
"I'll never forgive you for that you know?" He mumbled before reaching up to kiss Hiroki again.
The younger one smiled into the kiss and once it broke he put his both hands around Ryo's waist as if to tell him that he couldn't pull back just yet.
"As long as you continue to do that it's okay," he mumbled in reply before letting his arms go up a little bit and then hugged the older one tight. Standing on the street, openly hug Ryo like this... it was really dangerous, really, really dangerous but for some reason it felt... very okay at the same time. As long as they had each other everything would be okay.
Smiling as Hiroki hugged him, Ryo too tightened his hold around around the younger one.
"Stupid," Ryo mumbled quietly before softly kissing Hiroki's neck. "Like I could ever stop?" He asked and laughed gently, resting his head against Hiroki's shoulder. Watching the people who walked quickly on the other side of the street, probably heading home after a tiring day of work, and the cars that rode with a steady speed, lighting the street up for a few seconds before disappearing around a corner. Ryo didn't feel worried about being open, for some reason he didn't feel worried at all. Humming lowly, he kissed Hiroki's neck again, smiling as someone biked past them, if anything, he felt normal for being able to do this.
Hiroki giggled lowly at that and held on to the shorter one a bit tighter.
"Good," he answered then and leaned his head against Ryo's. He loved being able to stand like this, not feeling paranoid or anything. Honestly it wasn't the place that made it so awesome though, definitely not, just being able to stand like this with Ryo was so amazing... it was so awesome and somehow - just somehow, he had no idea of how it happened - it made him fall in love with the older one even more if that was possible.
"Promise not to... ever?," Hiroki whispered then, still not letting go. He didn't think that Ryo would ever leave though, of course not, but for some reason he still wanted to hear it.
At the those words, Ryo tried to pull Hiroki even closer into the embrace with one hand while the other one went to play with Hiroki's neck hair.
"'Course," He whispered, closing his eyes as they stood there silently for a while. Leaning back so that he could see Hiroki's face, Ryo smiled at the younger one.
"Of course," He whispered again, eyes locked with Hiroki's, "I promise."
Maybe it was silly to need confirmation like this every now and then, but Hiroki actually felt better this way. He felt as if... things were going great then. Of course they were even if Ryo didn't promise things like this, but somehow... just somehow it made Hiroki even more certain of that he and Ryo were... to always be.
"Thank you," the younger one smiled then and he finally let go of Ryo with one arm to they could start walking home again. "For tonight too... thank you."
Before Hiroki could even take a step though, Ryo pulled him back, quickly kissing him.
"No," He said with a grin on his face as they finally started walking. "Thank you." Because really, it had been Hiroki's idea to go out, and it had been Hiroki who had got Mie to babysit extra, and it was Hiroki who looked quite damn gorgeous tonight, not that he didn't normally look good, but the way Hiroki had dressed up tonight was just a bit special. So special that even random guys went hitting on him, pulling Hiroki a bit closer as they walked, Ryo laughed at the memory quietly.
As the place was really closeby where they live, it didn't take too long before Ryo and Hiroki had arrived back home and as Hiroki closed the door behind them and made sure it was locked, he sighed lightly.
"It's so weird isn't it," he said, now not bothering much with keeping his voice down as there was no one around who could hear except for the one who should. "To get back home... to a completely empty apartment?"
Taking off his jacket and shoes, Ryo followed Hiroki who had already walked further into the apartment. It was a bit weird though, usually Mie would get over to their place to look after Miyuki after all, but tonight the apartment was empty...
"Not that I mind.." He whispered against Hiroki's neck in a husky voice. Wrapping his arms around the younger one, Ryo lifted Hiroki's shirt up slightly, sliding is hand up under the fabric. Nope, he didn't mind at all.
Hiroki had been about to say something, mention how things would definitely be like this forever in about twenty years - by then Miyuki surely would have moved out and then they would definitely be alone all the time... but then he felt Ryo suddenly holding on to him and it felt good... very good and as he felt Ryo's fingers against his stomach, Hiroki tipped his head back a little bit. Ryo sure knew how to be... extreme even though he did nothing much.
Kissing Hiroki's neck as he tipped his head, Ryo let his fingers travel up and down along Hiroki's torso. Had he heard Hiroki's thoughts, Ryo would've disagreed, in 20 years they probably would be paying Miyuki to look after her siblings so that they could have some alone time. But as he had no idea of Hiroki's thoughts, kids were probably the last thing on his mind right now, instead he was quite facinated with the beautiful man who he had in his arms.
"So, we gonna play cards or...?" Ryo asked as he nibbled on Hiroki's earlobe while his hand traveled down, fingering on the belt Hiroki wore.
Hiroki enjoyed giving, he loved giving things all the time and he absolutley loved pleasing Ryo. But when the older one was doing things like these, when he held him like this and kissed him like this and... there was just no way Hiroki would be able to do anything but just stay where he was and enjoy it.
"Don't have any cards...," he replied in a low voice then as he slowly put a hand over Ryo's as if that would make him undo the belt faster.
"I'll take that as a no then," Ryo said, before quickly undoing Hiroki's belt. Not going any further though, Ryo turned the other one around and pushed him against the nearest wall. Holding Hiroki's hands against the wall as well, Ryo instantly attached his neck, kissing and sucking down on the skin. Had someone asked him what he thought was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen, this would've most likely been his reply, the way Hiroki looked was irresistible to him.
Despite having been hinting on this to happen ever since they'd been at the restaurant, Hiroki hadn't felt very... bothered by it. He hadn't felt that he had to control himself or anything but now when Ryo was suddenly claiming his neck it didn't take long at all before Hiroki felt how his knees was about to give in.
Moaning lowly, the taller one turned his head a bit to the side as he let his free hand quickly find its way in under Ryo's shirt.
Easily sliding Hiroki's hand off, Ryo pulled the younger one's shirt over his head and threw it somewhere on the floor. As Hiroki was now bare chested, Ryo didn't waste time moving on. Sliding a finger down along Hiroki's front, he kissed along the invisible trace until he had to kneel down on the floor. Both hands holding on Hiroki's still clothed hips, Ryo looked up at him, staring straight into his dark eyes.
Feeling how his heart was starting to beat even faster, Hiroki had one hand on Ryo's shoulder and the other one in his hair. This wasn't happening... or well, it was, he knew it was because it was just that amazing. And he knew that Ryo liked doing this from time to time but...
Smiling faintly down at his husband, Hiroki pulled his fingers through Ryo's hair a few times. This was... if he was to use just one word, he'd use 'magical' right now. Though every moment with Ryo could easily be described like that.
Sitting straight, Ryo pressed his lips on Hiroki's stomach, leaving kisses here and there while unbuttoning is jeans. Looking up as he slowly pulled down the pants and boxers, Ryo managed not to break the eye contact as he leaned in to kiss Hiroki's stomach once more before moving down. Glancing up again, Ryo teasingly moved a single finger along Hiroki's thigh, up until he reached the younger one's hip and settled to hold on it as his mouth teasingly lingered on the head before taking him in slowly.
Hiroki gasped and leaned his head back a bit then. This was almost too much but at the same time, thinking that this was too much was almost pathetic of him, he should be able to take more than this... How had he become so hard so quick anyway?
Holding on to Ryo's hair with his both hands, Hiroki breathed heavily and kept his eyes closed.
Grinning up at Hiroki as he heard his name, Ryo teased him again by licking all the way from base to tip, until taking him into his mouth again, moving a bit faster and rougher than before. Right now he wasn't getting much from this, but as he watched Hiroki's expressions, stealing glances every now and then, Ryo couldn't help but to feel satisfied. He wanted more of this though, but for now Hiroki's needs came first.
How was he supposed to remain standing like this? Normally Hiroki was pretty good with keeping his cool - especially if he really had to, but now when he had to keep on standing it was so difficult. Biting down in his lip in order not to sound too much, Hiroki then turned his head to the left as he let go of Ryo's hair and instead put both his hands against the wall as if that would help him stand better.
"God Ryo...," he breathed as he swallowed and tried to tip his head back a little bit. He wanted to get down, he needed to get down... how much longer would he have to stand like this?
As he heard his name being called again, Ryo pulled back and sitting up straight, bit down on Hiroki's hip. He wanted the younger one to be louder, and as much as he didn't mind doing this, watching Hiroki like this was a bit too much right now and it was because of that Ryo pulled Hiroki down on the floor with him.
"You okay... like this..?" He mumbled the question against the back of Hiroki's neck once the younger one was down on his knees as well. Fingers idly sliding down the sweaty, warm back while his other arm was wrapped around Hiroki's chest, pulling him closer against him.