I'm worried about everything he's trying.
Right, yeah. The bad days have been a little more present lately than I'd like to admit.
I understand. Or, rather, I don't. I can't possibly, obviously. But I understand enough to know that asking this a lot to put on anyone. I have to exhaust the options, though. I don't intend on dying, not without fighting it as much as I can.
This is the nuclear option, obviously. It has been since Peter and I talked about it the first time. I just... I needed to ask.