I have to stop staring at that post I'm going in for an initial assessment at Queen's Medical Center tomorrow. I'll get the information and advice necessary and make a decision from there. I hate this I've removed my hidden stashes, including the ones you didn't know about, and put them on the counter downstairs. Give them to the new Athos or anyone else who would appreciate it. I have enough to keep myself from any kind of withdrawal until decisions are made. If I don't do it soon I won't at all I was told that detoxing privately without assistance is not a safe idea considering my age and history. I don't agree I'd rather not have the rest of you go through it second-hand, so it might be wisest to take an inpatient option for the week.
I didn't include Tristan on this because I don't want him to see I don't want to concern him.
[Added filter later to Tristan because Aramis is a meddler]